Stand Tall

The absence in her life wasn't because she lost. It was she gained what she never wanted.

[l-belle--]

Her hair was as golden as the sun. Her eyes as green as an emerald, with a heart of gold, and I lost her

@l-belle--

[rusticromance]

[rusticromance]

[l-belle--]

What do you do when it rains?

Do you rush outside to feel the cold rain on your steaming hot skin from the apartment you keep at a solid 80 all year round. 

Do you sit in your window seat with a blanket just watching it fall while holding a mug of hot cocoa?

Do you take this as a sign you don’t have to do anything and just stay home?

[l-belle--]

She couldn’t see.

The mud oozed up through my toes covering my feet completely. While the fog was dense, obscuring my vision of a clear path, I couldn’t find a tree in front of me, of course that just made my trip to the lake a good idea, for the day. Once the moon comes up and the sunsets, the fog sets in, as stubborn as smoke.

[l-belle--]

I dip all cookies in milk

[hogwarts-house-aesthetics]

Ravenclaw relaxing. For @thelizardperson

[escape-to-paradise27]

[catchingtearsinrain]

[isthistumbleyet-blog]

[l-belle--]

Oh child have you no worries in your mind, one day you’ll grow older and wish you didn’t worry all you’re life.

-fuck what they think make yourself happy first

@l-belle--

[l-belle--]

The world I know is sleeping.

[l-belle--]

Friend?

Well, here I am. Spilling my heart onto the screen tapping my little fingers away.

So many texts sent.

So many IGNORED text.

I’m just alone again

Just in time for winter

Hot cocoa, movies, food, and Christmas lights will fill the void. I have always loved my own company.

[l-belle--]

Feel free to send me your poems

[l-belle--]

I want to be in a tree house, with white Christmas lights on one side of the wall that go in a zig zag but, neatly.

I could look up into the sky and see all the stars. And be so, happy it is contagious.

I wanted that life.

I move houses at seven and tried to make new friends.

A petite seven year old, with long blonde hair and hazel eyes.

Jamie Anne Constella.

Jac.

My nickname.

Tomboy.

Hamydowns hardly worn, t-shirts I pulled off the floor because I didn’t put them in the laundry.

My mom hated that- I’d get yelled at all the time to bring out my laundry years to come.

Waking up to the neighborhood boys in my tree while I slept.

*Literally. I once slept for two hours and ate breakfast,took a shower then went out, and they were one in the tree one in the hammock.

Hayes and Wayne.

Both boys would argue all the time, about whose house we had to go to first. There is no reason why we ever had to go to someones house. No one ever had to report their parents or anything like that. They just had pools. I don’t know my mom always said they wanted impress me I don’t think that’s true though. What do you think?

[l-belle--]

There’s not enough love if you haven’t hated.

@l-belle--

[l-belle--]

When it rained I always slept better but with you I can sleep forever.

@l-belle--