l.michalska.writer

[l-michalska-writer]

You ask me

Why am I acting like that

You say those words

Like you really know me

But we haven’t talked in a while

And believe me, i know

A lot can happen in a year

[l-michalska-writer]

my heart is flawed

and I’m aware of that

been to so many doctors

I no longer keep count

but maybe that’s why

between those uneven beats

it had to fill this space

and chose him of all things

[l-michalska-writer]

looking back

I realized

you lost me

with this "I love her"

[l-michalska-writer]

don't waste feelings

on loving me

don't waste yourself

on repairing what you didn't break

cause I love you too much

to let you do that

[l-michalska-writer]

blame's on me

for your every tear

for the way you cry

and how you die in my arms

[l-michalska-writer]

I'm healing and fixing

what I didn't break

so you won't cut yourself

where you're not to blame

[l-michalska-writer]

what happens to a soul

that hasn't been loved enough?

does it just fade with time

or does it make its home inside me?

[l-michalska-writer]

don't complicate things

that are already tangled

just take a deap breath

and forget me

[l-michalska-writer]

the question remains

will we pick up what's left

or will we just forget

the potential we had?

[l-michalska-writer]

if we're only alive

if we bruise or bleed

then I lived a thousand lives

I would give up in a blink of an eye

[l-michalska-writer]

this will be the last time

I write about you...

well, who am I kidding

already have the next verse written

[l-michalska-writer]

in my mind

you’re always mine

and i think i have to change

the way i think about us

cause we never stood a chance

~~~

[l-michalska-writer]

the look in fool's eyes

when he watches

as she's falling

with no desire

to catch her

~~~

[l-michalska-writer]

I looked in your eyes

hoping it would last

but you just said

don't overthink it

~~~

[l-michalska-writer]

he wasn’t one to change

and someone had to bend

and as it turns out

it was my place to adapt

~~~

[resqectable]

“I will not be another flower picked for my beauty and left to die. I will be wild, difficult to find, and impossible to forget.”

— Erin Van Vuren

[l-michalska-writer]

you deserve someone

who'll learn what you like

what you hate

and why you cry at night