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All the things I would say to you.

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"I solemnly swear that I am up to no good." 🙈🙊#HP #maraudersmap #pjs #hpnight #nerdlife "This little beauty's taught us more than all the teachers in this school."

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Budapest, you look so lovely tonight🌾

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Preach🙌😜 #women #always #right #man #decor #home #cute

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There is freedom waiting for you, On the breezes of the sky, And you ask "What if I fall?" Oh, but my darling... What if you fly? - Erin Hanson

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Saturday baking!

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I am no bird;

and no net ensnares me.

I am a free human being

with an independent will.

- C.B.

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CB

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Looking at it now, Last summer We were built to fall apart, […] And I remember thinking

Are we out of the woods yet? Are we out of the woods yet? Are we out of the woods yet? Are we out of the woods? Are we in the clear yet? Are we in the clear yet? Are we in the clear yet? In the clear yet, good.

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And above all, watch with glittering eyes the whole world around you, because the greatest secrets are always hidden in the most unlikely places.

Those who don't believe in magic will never find it.

Roald Dahl

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'Cause honey your soul could never grow old, it's evergreen And, baby, your smile’s forever in my mind and memory I’m thinking ‘bout how people fall in love in mysterious ways Maybe it’s all part of a plan Well, I’ll just keep on making the same mistakes Hoping that you’ll understand.

Thinking Out Loud - Ed Sheeran

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I miss you (part 2)

I miss the warmth of your skin

and how you pulled me close in the middle of the night,

’cause now when I reach out for you

all I can find is emptiness by my side.

I wake up from a nightmare to another

where I get to see you everyday

but you are not mine and I’m not yours anymore.

And I spend my whole day daydreaming,

imagining you knock on my door, out of the blue,

and say “I’m sorry babe, I want you back”.

But you don’t. And I am alone.

And you won’t. And I am miserable.

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Falling is scary but good practice for life. We must fall. In love. Out of love. Into new life experiences. Out of old habits. Deeper and further into ourselves. We must fall, life is falling ever forward. The only choice we have is how we let go. 

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LIGHT

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I miss you

I miss you.

That's the first thing that comes to my mind when I see you, or when something brings my mind back to you (which is, basically, all the time).

Then I feel like dying. It kills me inside. Then I cry.

And then, I cry some more.

I miss you so much. They say the worst way to miss someone is to be sitting beside them knowing you can't have them. I don't know if it is the worst way, but it definitely hurts so much. I see you everyday, you sit one meter away from me, and I can't touch you. I can't tab you on the shoulder and say something not-so-funny that you'd laugh at, and there's no chance you'll tell me how cute I am. 

It's been a month. It has been a month since your brutal honesty broke me. You said you didn't love me. Then you said you would never love me. That was it. Everything is blurry afer that. 

Those words, "I could never love you", make me feel I'm worthless, I am not good enough for you, and I will never be. And that makes me furious. Not with you (which I probably should) but with myself. I promised a while back I would never be that girl, the one that defines herself based on a guy's opinion. 

That's not me. At least, I thought I wasn't.

You broke me.

I don't know who I am anymore.