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me chastising myself after i finally put myself out there and get played
This is why baby boomers think we can pay for school while having a part time job
If you were curious, that’s $714.33 in 2018 numbers.
It’s also approximately what I make for two weeks’ Labor.
Once my friend Henry was accused of wearing wireless headphones by a substitute so she said for him to hand them over so he took them off and handed them to her. Then later on she asked him a question and he didn’t respond so she said it louder and he still didn’t respond. She asked why he was not responding and he said “I can’t understand you ma'am, you took my hearing aids.”
HOLY SHIT
one time we had a sub that was handing back papers and called my name. I asked if someone could grab it for me and she started mocking me for not even standing up. taunting me asking why I was not walking up to the front to get the paper myself.
my classmates went dead silent and after the sub’s laughter ended someone informed her that the wheelchair parked nearby belonged to me
I had a sub in English once, on presentation day. And everyone goes up and does their thing, and then its my turn. The whole time im stuttering and mixing up my words, having to stop and re-say my sentences. The rest of the class is used to this and claps. However, by the time its over, the teacher is 100% done.
Starts saying horrible thing about how im going to have to get over my ‘fear of public speaking’ and how she’s heard 8 year olds give better presentations (plus worse things but I don’t really member them). By then im in tears and on the brink of a panic attack, and then she starts telling me off for crying The rest of the class is horrified. Then this boy stands up. He never been my friend and we never really got along, but he’d never bullied me. He told her in a pissed off, cold voice that in freshmen year I got a concussion and that I never really recovered from it, so all that was medical related and I couldn’t help it. Then he starts telling her off and the rest of the class joins him. The teacher is mortified and tries to cover her ass, but the whole class walked out and that boy took me by the shoulders and we all walked to the principles office and told him what had happened. Lets just say she isn’t teaching anymore. Also, turns out that boy had a sister like me, who couldn’t really speak. We’ve been best friends for 8 years and i’ll be his best woman at his wedding next year. The moral is that Teachers, even subs, and adults shouldn’t scold kids before knowing the whole story, because shit like that can fuck up kids self-esteem for the rest of their life.
When I was thirteen, I had to have spinal surgery. When my doctor said I was allowed to attend school again, he said I had to use a wheelchair when on school grounds. My first day back at school, my special-ed teacher had put up a banner in her classroom that read, “There is no elevator to success. You must take the stairs.” I asked what that meant regarding my wheelchair, and she gave me detention for “disrespecting her authority”. The next week she gave us a homework assignment to design a poster that could potentially be used as a Public Service Advertisement. On the due-date, I handed this in.
My special-ed teacher was fucking OUTRAGED. She wanted me expelled for ridiculing her authority in front of the other students. The principal proclaimed my work to be “a masterpiece of satirical genius” and vetoed the special-ed teacher’s attempt to expel me.
Reblogging this post yet again, this time for the masterpiece of satirical genius. Hope the teacher got in trouble.
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I forget how fucked up Russia is! This type of pride is the only pride they should have.
I can't sleep due to the anger and confussion I have towards Trump and his supporters.
Demoralisation.
We’ve talked a lot about demoralisation amongst doctors, but I think it’s not always easy to understand. Because we do love our jobs and we do want to help people. We want to love our jobs. We all started off desperately wanting to be doctors, and many of us do actually enjoy the doctoring bit. So why are we all so down? I’ll try to give you a taste. Imagine wanting to do something, to be someone so badly, that you spent your entire childhood and adolescence working singlemindedly towards it. You give it your everything, extra study, more tests, the works. Imagine being the smart kid at school, eager to work hard and impress, and being good at many things. Imagine being able to be nearly anything you could have wanted. Imagine spending the best years of your life stuck in revision whilst everyone around you was partying or dating or doing things that were fun. Imagine paying serious money for the privilege, and taking years out of your life to achieve it. Years studying. Years not working. Years of getting into debt when you could have been supporting yourself or your family. Imagine being so happy to graduate and finally be able to help people. Imagine your nervous, frenzied first attempts at being a doctor in the big bad world out there. Imagine the excitement of succeeding. Imagine missing friends’ weddings and relatives’ funerals because there was nobody else who could be there to keep your patients safe. Imagine having to make countless excuses to friends and to family and to partners. Imagine all the dates who decided “this is just too… complicated for me. Sorry.” Imagine losing touch with friends because you were always moving, always busy, and always tired. Sometimes they will understand, sometimes they won’t. Imagine all your friends working reasonable hours, earning a decent amount and having time to actually have some semblance of a life. Imagine rarely being able to see even the ones that understand and love you for who you are. Imagine starting to forget what it’s like to have a hobby or do something that isn’t work. Imagine starting to forget who you are, where your role ends and where your personhood begins. Imagine working long days and silly shifts only to come home and head straight for your books. For exams you struggle to pay yourself. Imagine being a single parent, and having to wonder whether you can afford to do this job because it’s so hard to get childcare. Imagine hearing your child say “You’re never home. I miss you” nearly every day. Imagine your partner telling you that you seem to be working more and more lately. Imagine feeling that you are neglecting your own loved ones in trying to keep everyone else’s safe. Imagine fearing that you will end up resenting the job you love, because it will have taken so much from your life. Imagine feeling forced to work another last minute shift because there was literally nobody else. Imagine gradually finding that more and more, every day was short staffed and busy. Imagine feeling that you aren’t giving your best care because you are stuggling just to get the urgent things done and keep patients safe. Imagine skipping meals and lack of sleep so often that it becomes normal. Imagine feeling like you can’t take sick leave because there is nobody else to kee people safe. Imagine things getting busier and busier until work is a nearly constant grind and you barely have time to think. Imagine nearly every day being a ‘major incident’. Imagine increasing pressure from all your colleagues. Imagine feeling unsupported by your seniors or your colleagues on a regular basis. Imagine being left to deal with difficult situations on your own. Imagine how hard it is to deal with grave situations, and how emotionally draining and heartbreaking it can be. Imagine patients and relatives who don’t see the pressure you are under. Imagine those who scream, yell, demand things are done right away or threaten to sue. Imagine those who are verbally abusive or violent. Imagine the ones that make all your colleagues cry, and from whom you have to hide your tears. Imagine how often your colleagues never report abuse because they don’t feel that they can. Imagine a context where failings are subjected to ‘trial by media’ and individuals are vilified, but the systemic failings which caused mistakes to happen are neither acknowledged nor addressed. Imagine a culture where doctors are under duty by the GMC to whistleblow, but given no legal protection if they do so. Imagine all your colleagues talking about considering leaving the profession. Imagine your colleagues who have already left telling you life is much better abroad or outside of medicine. Imagine nearly every speciality reporting recruitment shortages, bad morale and overwork. Imagine knowing that you are twice as likely to suffer from mental health problems or suicide. Imagine becoming more and more afraid that you will slip up due to tiredness. Imagine fearing the impact that this could have on your patients and their families, and how you might live with yourself. Imagine knowing that if you did, you would probably lose your job, but the employers and those who caused those conditions to happen would face no consequences. Imagine having to talk close friends off the ledge. Not just once, but on a regular basis. Imagine knowing that some people don’t succeed. Imagine knowing that this will only get worse if things deteriorate. Imagine your boss saying that you’re not doing enough. Imagine them saying that you all need to work more days. Imagine them saying that there just need to be more cuts. Imagine your employer having already cut so many things that everyone is always struggling. Imagine a context where services are not appropriately funded, and then individuals working within are blamed for predictable shortcomings which could have been avoided with appropriate funding and safeguards. Imagine fearing that instead of proper investment, those whose job it is to look after your healthcare system may be trying to privatise it for profit. Imagine wondering if your patients and your children will be able to afford healthcare in the future. Imagine your boss taking the safeguards away which limit how much time your employer can make you work. Imagine your boss reducing pay for the agency staff who are filling empty posts and keeping things afloat. Imagine being expected to work more hours, more weekends for less pay. Imagine the constant pressure to see more patients in less time, and being given less resources to look after them. Imagine knowing that you will probably work far longer than any rostered hours. Imagine knowing that your senior colleagues are fighting a similar battle and their conditions may be similarly affected. Imagine finding out how many of them can’t wait to retire, and remembering the days when doctors used to love working late into life. Imagine realising that you may not win this battle. Imagine your boss telling everyone they just don’t understand why you are all demoralised and telling everyone that you’re actually getting a pay rise and less hours. Imagine the public believing the lies. Imagine the media believing that everyone is demoralised because the union is telling us to be. Imagine the public telling you that you knew what you were getting into. Imagine the public telling you that you are overpaid, greedy, lazy, incompetent and ought to shut up and get back to work. Imagine the public telling you that the way your profession have chosen to voice your concerns (striking) is unacceptable, but not listening to any of the other ways your colleagues have tried to engage them. Imagine hearing over and over again that the system, which is underfunded compared to every other Western country, is ‘unsustainable’ when this is not true. Imagine just wanting to do your job and help people, but feeling bogged down in difficulties that should never be a part of your job. Imagine loving being a doctor but hating what it has become. Imagine fearing that situations may get so bad that you too may be forced to leave for your own sanity and health. This is why so many of my peers are demoralised.
Heard some important information on Twitter today, and thought I’d post it here for anyone who may not have heard it. This is actually a thing, devised by human rights organisation called Karma Nirvana.
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Chemists: we have a standard naming system that covers all possible molecules
Biologists: what should we call the enzyme that phosphorylates MAP kinase? Oh, I know, MAP kinase kinase! Perfect!
Phycists: quick name six quarks! Up, down, top, bottom, strange, and…charm I guess?
Astonomers: milky
Cell biologists: MAP kinase kinase kinase
Geneticists: Sonic Hedgehog
Physicians : “My Name” Syndrome
I think next thursday is gonna be the best day of my entire life tbh
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I wonder if in thousands of years time a new post apocolypic race with a different concept of time discovered new years…
David Attinbourough voice “at the changing of the big number they all drank poisen and attempted a year long fast that everyone gave up after a couple of weeks” …“here we see an artifact of their spiritual chants ‘new year new me!’”
Just had one of the best lectures I’ve had in med school
It was on ‘The ethics of abortion’, and I was sorta expecting a lecture tip-toeing around the different viewpoints without offending anyone. But our lecturer slayed!
- she started out by saying how the ‘pro life’ side always get emotive pictures of babies and foetuses etc, and that there’s hardly any for pro choice. So she put up a photo of a woman lying dead on the floor, after bleeding out from an unsafe abortion her partner tried to perform on her
- she showed us statistics on how abortion rates are lower in countries with safe, legal access to abortion
- she showed us more statistics on how high maternal death rates and deaths from unsafe abortions became when countries made access to abortion more restricted
- she put up photos of discarded babies in streets and rubbish bins in countries where abortion is illegal
- she talked about a case in the US where a woman was ex-communicated from an ethics committee at a catholic hospital, after the committee allowed a woman with life-threatening complications to have an abortion, then our lecturer commented that ‘it’s funny how it was wrong for her to do that, yet child abuse is apparently ok’
- she went through cases of more women who were so desperate to have an abortion that they seriously harmed themselves
- she ended the lecture on the photo of the woman who died, and said ‘whatever your stance on abortion, the fact is that if a woman has made up her mind that she doesn’t want to be pregnant, she will do whatever she can to get an abortion, even if it puts her life at risk’
In the Netherlands, abortion is freely available on demand. Yet the Netherlands boasts the lowest abortion rate in the world, about 6 abortions per 1000 women per year, and the complication and death rates for abortion are miniscule. How do they do it? First of all, contraception is widely available and free — it’s covered by the national health insurance plan. Holland also carries out extensive public education on contraception, family planning, and sexuality. An ethic of personal responsibility for one’s sexual activity is strongly promoted. Of course, some people say that teaching kids about sex and contraception will only encourage them to have lots of sex. But Dutch teenagers tend to have less frequent sex, starting at an older age, than American teenagers, and the Dutch teenage pregnancy rate is 9 times lower than in the U.S.
I endorse evidence-based medicine, and evidence-based activism.
During the Bubonic Plague, doctors wore these bird-like masks to avoid becoming sick. They would fill the beaks with spices and rose petals, so they wouldn’t have to smell the rotting bodies.
A theory during the Bubonic Plague was that the plague was caused by evil spirits. To scare the spirits away, the masks were intentionally designed to be creepy.
Mission fucking accomplished
Okay so I love this but it doesn’t cover the half of why the design is awesome and actually borders on making sense.
It wasn’t just that they didn’t want to smell the infected and dead, they thought it was crucial to protecting themselves. They had no way of knowing about what actually caused the plague, and so one of the other theories was that the smell of the infected all by itself was evil and could transmit the plague. So not only would they fill their masks with aromatic herbs and flowers, they would also burn fires in public areas, so that the smell of the smoke would “clear the air”. This all related to the miasma theory of contagion, which was one of the major theories out there until the 19th century. And it makes sense, in a way. Plague victims smelled awful, and there’s a general correlation between horrible septic smells and getting horribly sick if you’re around what causes them for too long.
You can see now that we’ve got two different theories as to what caused the plague that were worked into the design. That’s because the whole thing was an attempt by the doctors to cover as many bases as they could think of, and we’re still not done.
The glass eyepieces. They were either darkened or red, not something you generally want to have to contend with when examining patients. But the plague might be spread by eye contact via the evil eye, so best to ward that off too.
The illustration shows a doctor holding a stick. This was an examination tool, that helped the doctors keep some distance between themselves and the infected. They already had gloves on, but the extra level of separation was apparently deemed necessary. You could even take a pulse with it. Or keep people the fuck away from you, which was apparently a documented use.
Finally, the robe. It’s not just to look fancy, the cloth was waxed, as were all of the rest of their clothes. What’s one of the properties of wax? Water-based fluids aren’t absorbed by it. This was the closest you could get to a sterile, fully protecting garment back then. Because at least one person along the line was smart enough to think “Gee, I’d really rather not have the stuff coming out of those weeping sores anywhere on my person”.
So between all of these there’s a real sense that a lot of real thought was put into making sure the doctors were protected, even if they couldn’t exactly be sure from what. They worked with what information they had. And frankly, it’s a great design given what was available! You limit exposure to aspirated liquids, limit exposure to contaminated liquids already present, you limit contact with the infected. You also don’t give fleas any really good place to hop onto. That’s actually useful.
Beyond that, there were contracts the doctors would sign before they even got near a patient. They were to be under quarantine themselves, they wouldn’t treat patients without a custodian monitoring them and helping when something had to be physically contacted, and they would not treat non-plague patients for the duration. There was an actual system in place by the time the plague doctors really became a thing to make sure they didn’t infect anyone either.
These guys were the product of the scientific process at work, and the scientific process made a bitchin’ proto-hazmat suit. And containment protocols!
reblogging for the sweet history lesson
Reblogging because of the History lesson and because the masks, the masks are cool
This. Thanks to @luckykrelle for sending this my way. This is really really cool, and is the predecessor to the modern day doc-in-a-hazmat-suit. Another thing worth understanding is this: doctors of the time were smart as hell, they just didn’t have the literal, factual information they needed–germ theory–to actually protect themselves and treat their patients. Ye gods I want a course on the history of medicine.
Tbh there are days I want to be a creepy bird-like person swooshing like a pterodactyl in a black waxed lab coat
Same. Normal doctorhood features a sad minimum of swooshing and sadly few opportunities to resemble a pterodactyl.
Plus, think of how few referrals you’d receive. You could probably empty out A&E in seconds if you swept in looking like that…
no lie i made my own plague doctor suit complete with leather mask and it is my dream to one day wear it on the wards for halloween
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so this entire past month has been extremely, extremely stressful for me because i had so many exams and i only realised how hideously unprepared i was for them on the day before the exam, which was really really awful. so in the middle of september i created a studyblr to keep myself motivated + get some helpful tips from the studyblr community on how to go abt studying for tests. the results proved to be super helpful and ive resolved to keep running this blog for as long as i can, because it really helps me stay motivated and i’ve already learned so many things from the community, despite the fact that i’ve only been here for around a month.
but anyways, i decided to create this masterpost in order to help others stay motivated + keep studying not only well but also properly i.e. not necessarily studying for exams but life in general, if that makes sense.
~ staying motivated + focused
coffitivity
download the forest app
chrome site blocker
self control app
try the pomodoro technique
pomodoro printable
getting back on track
guide to staying motivated
an excellent post full of great advice
lots of great advice from an a levels student
masterpost full of motivational quotes
how to avoid procrastinating
100 reasons to study
how to study like a harvard student
motivational movies/shows
types of learners [what method of learning works for u]
motivation for harvard students [and basically all other students]
~ staying organized
5 habits of organized students
set up a bullet journal [1][2][3]
keeping school notes organized
use dropbox to store important files
masterpost on organizing schoolwork
a super awesome n helpful video tutorial
how to organize ur desk
how to study space
study space guide
study space tips and guidance
guide to study guides
atracker - track ur time and stop procrastinating [mobile app]
minimalist organization
masterpost on time management
time management tips
how to be productive
how to use a planner
effective planning system
~ note-taking
notability [ios app - best note-taking app imo]
note taking overview
cornell method
summary foldables
fastest way to take notes
simple, creative note-taking
how to make ur notes look pretty [infographic]
how to make ur notes look pretty [video]
taking notes from textbooks
taking notes during lectures
for: maths [1]
for: history
how to make mind maps
great supplies and stationery u could use to keep notes pretty and organized
what is visual note-taking?
how to: visual note-taking
what are sketchnotes?
how to: sketchnotes
masterpost on note taking methods
~ research techniques
how to google effectively
use google scholar as an alternative to google
one of the best websites for research [esp. while doing science projects at the last minute…i would know]
alternative to wikipedia
find books in nearby libraries
openlibrary [ebook library]
online journal search engine [find scientific publications]
~ essay writing
guide to writing a great essay
HUGE general writing masterpost [including essays]
a huuuge essay writing masterpost
how to write a university-level essay
how to connect ur points and ideas: transition words
editing checklist
advice: college application essays
improve ur vocabulary
check the readibility of ur essay
website which grades ur papers and essays
~ free online resources & courses
openculture
mit opencourseware
the open university
coursera
khanacademy
codecademy [how to code]
memrise
study geography
online calculator
maths masterpost
amazing maths + general knowledge site [u must check this out!!!]
maths cheat sheets
mathway [solves any maths equation]
website that balances chemical reactions for u
study guides for many subjects
windows apps [not all study-related, but useful anyways]
more phone apps for productivity
list of great apps every student must have
crash course: psychology
crash course: world history + world history 2
crash course: anatomy and physiology
crash course: astronomy
crash course: big history
crash course: chemistry
crash course: biology
crash course: literature
crash course: us history
crash course: economics
crash course: us government and politics
crash course: intellectual property
crash course: ecology
free ebooks [1][2][3][4][5][6][7][8]
masterpost of free ebooks
~ languages
memrise
duolingo [20+ languages - very fun and interactive]
lang-8
thesaurus
reverse dictionary [1]
learning vocabulary
how to learn any language
HUUUUUGE language masterpost [so many languages and resources]
literature masterpost [for english - reading something other than textbooks is important yo]
english literature for college students [masterpost]
english literature: sparknotes
english literature: cliffnotes
english literature: shmoop
english literature: crash course
english literature: novel guide
no fear shakespeare
self-studying languages
spanish: advice
spanish: getting started
spanish: vocab
spanish: grammar and spelling checker
french: advice
french: getting started
french: vocab
french: grammar and spelling checker
french: masterpost of amazing resources
japanese: getting started
korean: masterpost of amazing resources
~ survival tips + advice
how to study for ANY subject
10 mistakes when studying
101 study tips
studying for a test
general study tips
how to study
how to survive high school
how to survive college
college survival masterpost
things to avoid doing
college: applying for scholarships
giving presentations
improve ur handwriting
resume cheat sheet
productive + relaxing afterschool routine
productive study breaks
emergency life hack: send last minute assignments after the last minute without getting into too much trouble
~ mental/physical health
the thoughts room
the dawn room
the quiet place
it will be okay
international suicide hotlines
iphone feature [to use in case of emergency]
emergency chat [mobile app]
sleeping tips [1]
dealing w insomnia
bedtime calculator [1]
stress management
how to reduce stress
staying calm during exams
grief masterpost
list of happy things
motivation for when ur not feeling so good
~ stress reliefs
clear ur mind
healthy study snacks
mug cake masterpost
smoothie masterpost
salads masterpost
more study snacks to boost brain activity
creepy sites
taylor swift tumblr replies
draw cool neon things
musical sea creature
watch a cool dream
watch any tv show/movie
just shower thoughts
poptropica [so underrated, my favourite game site, it’s for kids but it’s so entertaining and so much fun]
plant personality quiz
cookie clicker
make cool colourful silk
make virtual sand art
fake tweet generator
fake text generator
listen to calming sounds
huge masterpost full of fun stuff
~ music
ghibli music
coffee shop blues
classical music masterpost
masterpost of studying music
classical vocal music masterpost
cute nostalgic piano music playlist
my favourite instrumental playlist of all time
my studying/instrumental playlist collection on 8tracks
i think that includes most of the best resources i could find!!! feel free to message me in case 1) any of the links are broken, 2) u want me to add on to something, 3) u have a suggestion for a masterpost [i would love that so go ahead and ask if u do] or if u just wanna talk! also, feel free to reblog and add ur own comments/resources. hope this helped!!
- mli