Lavellan

From my rotting body flowers shall grow

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I really need help, urgently. I feel like I’m completely losing my mind. I’m starving on top of everything else.. it’s been days without food, and I’m terrified because I need to secure the place I’m staying or I’ll be kicked out. There is truly nothing I haven’t tried, and there is no one I can fall back on anymore, so please, if you can help at all, please do.

I’m nowhere near the amount I need to keep a roof over my head, and being this hungry is making everything feel unbearable. No one has helped in a long time, and it’s been stuck at 9% for so long that it’s breaking me. Any amount helps, anything at all. I just need to see some kind of change, please.

I hate that my life feels like it’s just crying all the time, feeling so useless, and burdening people who don’t owe me anything. I never wanted to be in this position. But please help me. I have nowhere else to turn.

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please Help Gie if you can

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omg my latest post on this main blog was in Nov 4, 2024?????

that's so sad

i just kind of lost the energy to take photos of the book pages so

and stopped posting on here

abandoned place.

that's what happens when you make hundreds of side blogs that are better than the main one.

Maybe i'll get back on here one day

who knows

im just a crab afterall

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Posting this so i can look back on it whenever

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NtN spoilers

(i will say Kiriona because i dont want to shock anyone who's not there yet)

So when "Kiriona" returned, i felt so sad, because that's just not her, you know?

At some parts, of course. I missed her so much but there are a few things she does that don't.. right?

Anyway, when she said "I thought I told you to shut stolen goddamned mouth"

I was angry because she isn't the kindest to my poor Nona, but STOLEN?? I forgave her in an instant.

It makes so much sense.

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I feel ashamed. No update and i'm already near the end of Nona. Here goes spamming every page that amazed/broke me.

Expect more in more posts though

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Oh

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I will post quotes from Sunbringer later, but now I started the Song of Achilles and here it is:

FUCK YES. I ship them already

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It KILLED me. But that's a job of every book I've read and will read, i suppose.

STILL, i will write my proper paragraph about Sunbringer later.

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I should have expected that the end of Sunbringer would be

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I just accidently spilled black tea on my FAVORITE BOOK and i will cry till the end of times.

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Kissenna, my love <3

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Kissen wouldn't swear like THIS. She would, but not in this way. She swears in a nice way.

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Anyone's opinions on this book? I'm scared i won't like it :(

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I love them.

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Couldn't resist posting my Tav with Karlach <3