Flower of the Sun

I'm just a black, pansexual dudette who wants to live life as the artist I've suppressed for so long.

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Guess who’s back?

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So I found this App called ‘Xe’.

It’s like a game, and really easy to use.

You select a pronoun, and there are quite a few.

And they give you all the conjugations, kind of like all those old language lessons in high school.

And after a few examples, they’ll test ya!

Type in your answer. If you get it wrong, you can try again no sweat.

All in all I thought it was pretty cool and I know I’ll be using it in the future!

You can try it for yourself and learn more about pronouns and the network Minus18 with these links. Happy learning everyone!

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oh. my. gosh. this is awesome! -OR

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!!!

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Do you remember the place we used to watch air planes together?

The thing I loved was how happy you looked when we watched them.

I also loved how easily they soared and how I wanted to fly just like them.

I sit here today, with tears hanging off my chin and dried on my face, watching you soar with ambition and passion.

The hard times brushes by you like the clouds and comes and goes like rain.

I watch you from the ground, wondering how you do it.

Here I sit, weighed down by the stone in my heart and soul, watching the people I love fly and soar.

I jump up, but gravity pulls me back down.

The ground swallows me up and I find myself sinking to the bottom of the ocean

From the bottom of the sea, I watch you soar

From the bottom of the sea, I drown

From the bottom of the sea, I close my eyes one last time, hoping you keep soaring

(April 7, 2020)

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It’s been like this for a good while since a quarantine was issued. I do hope everyone else is ok 💛

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Be my Victim

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50 Philosophical Questions

Send Me a Number and I'll answer that Question!

1: Is it worse to fail at something or never attempt it in the first place?

2: If you could choose just one thing to change about the world, what would it be?

3: To what extent do you shape your own destiny, and how much is down to fate?

4: Does nature shape our personalities more than nurture?

5: Should people care more about doing the right thing, or doing things right?

6: How can people believe in truths without evidence?

7: Where is the line between insanity and creativity?

8: What is true happiness?

9: What things hold you back from doing the things that you really want to?

10: What makes you, you?

11: What is time?

12: Is mind or matter more real?

13: Do you make your own decisions, or let others make them for you?

14: What makes a good friend?

15: Why do people fear losing things that they do not even have yet?

16: Who defines good and evil?

17: What is the difference between living and being alive?

18: Is a “wrong” act okay if nobody ever knows about it?

19: Who decides what morality is?

20: How do you know that your experience of consciousness is the same as other people’s experience of consciousness?

21: What is true strength?

22: What is true love?

23: Is a family still relevant in the modern world?

24: Where do thoughts come from?

25: What is beauty?

26: How do you know your perceptions are real?

27: How much control do you have over your life?

28: What is freedom?

29: What is infinity?

30: What happens after we die?

31: What defines you?

32: Is it more important to be liked or respected?

33: Do we have a soul?

34: Where does the soul live?

35: How should people live their lives?

36: If lying is wrong, are white lies okay?

37: Is trust more important than love?

38: Is it easier to love or be loved?

39: Is it better to love and lose or never to love?

40: Do aliens exist?

41: The structure of DNA appears to be intelligently designed, what are the implications?

42: Is there a reason to life?

43: Is life all a dream?

44: When does consciousness begin?

45: Do dreams mean anything?

46: Can we have happiness without sadness?

47: How did the universe begin?

48: Is there a supreme power?

49: Do soulmates exist?

50: What is a normal person like?

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Haiku for March 4, 2019

The world frustrates me

The injustice and the pain

I can’t do anything

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What if we were all assigned to be either an angel or a demon? Would we be the stereotypes that were fed to us since we were young or would we break out of the shell we hide in?

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Something I made to represent plagerism and how the creator or artist sees things when they're being stolen from

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This is a tomato tart made from The Complete Vegetarian Cookbook. Made especially for Thanksgiving.

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Guess who went home one period into the school day?

me....

I went home

And I slept

For hours

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Hello

Life sucks. I know because life is being life, all lemony without any rosemary, like a broiled fish. Or a vivid drawing without color. I want to be happier (not to quote Marshmello's song). So I'm going to start this blog consisting of my hobbies, like writing, cooking, and art! I enjoy these things because they make me happy. I hope they make you happy too!

Ki2💛