Lavender Scared

the fandom catches me and I fall down

[catsplushellhounds]

oh honey you got a BIG storm coming

[bifauxnenarmand]

artist: amfybrahy on Instagram

[ihateornithologists]

(nine inch nails hurt)

note: i started drawing this before s3 so obviously no s3 events are included (and honestly idgaf)

based on a friend's comment on one of my older posts hhskskj i accidentally quoted this song and then decided i should do it not accidentally..

[domarmand]

the reason i need the weirdo armand who blends drinks based on nothing but colour and feeds garbage disposals and makes weird home movies in the show is because as much as i talk about armand and the cycles of amadeo and marius they're like...the ultimate proof that he is not what anyone has tried to make him. he's not an eternal sex slave or child bride or cult leader or abusive figure. he tries to be all these things because they're how he experienced the world in his most formative years but at the end of the day he has a big heart and he wants to be loved and he wants to experience the world as it is and he wants to watch the same movie over and over again and he wants to protect those he cares about and he wants to ride jet skis and he wants to make a human boy coffee in the mornings and he wants to build a terrible consumerist island and and he wants to be a good father and

[lavenderscared]

Reading this made me sad about this season all over again...

[simoneashley]

#the a in assad stands for acting

[lavenderscared]

[lavenderscared]

Was just thinking today that my pfp looked very Armand-like before I realized I found my dream Belimai Sykes fancast?

"The deep shadows of night could not disguise my ugliness, but beauty was hardly the point. I wanted to be undone, swallowed whole and dissipated into a thoughtless existence. I did not long to be lost in God or Glory; I just wished to be lost."

[lavenderscared]

Think I might be a room without walls, floors, a ceiling. An infinite nothing.

When Assad said Hunger I thought it was in a yearning way and not in a BPD way.

Has he tasted a pineapple in his mortal life?

Does he need a love that would cradle him? I think that part was Louis projecting tbh.

I need some time to re-conceptualize the show DM dynamic after this finale.

[livingincolorsagain]

i screamed

[missyfrs]

to be a fly on the wall for a conversation between these two

[hellotailor]

New York Post unethical vs. New York Times unethical

[lavenderscared]

Trying to piece together the show devil's minion timeline like

June 26th to July 18th is wayyyy more time than I thought for Daniel's turning.

[the-crooked-library]

now what exactly did Daniel even write that’s left us running into Armand fans in every episode

[sillystigmata]

I love my this!

[lavenderscared]

This video gave me such a high. Can't wait!

[kinkydorah]

ASSAD ZAMAN as ARMAND THE VAMPIRE LESTAT 1.01

[lavenderscared]

Spectacular.

Can he play the villain in the new Bond movies?

[lavenderscared]

Got into one of the foundational Chinese fandoms 30 years late and realized with some shock that fansites are not forever?

Even the older forums that still exist have wiped their pre-2010 content.

I think I'm starting to appreciate the physical media push.

Also, not mentally prepared for how big the Chinese History RPF tag on AO3 is.

[lavenderscared]

Ok how Half Man and Double Mints ended will greatly increase my anxiety during the Saezuru hiatus...Yoneda you are my only hope 😭

[meyerlansky]

HALF MAN (2026) ↳ 1x01 | 1x06

[lavenderscared]

These violent delights have violent ends.

[lavenderscared]

I want to go back to when I was 13 again, finishing this book in the best all girl's school in my country, and that everything after never happened.