Leila

15, this is basically a fanpage for TSOA

[leilytec]

hey!

I'm Leila she/her (they???)

15 | lithuanian

not straight, probably bi

no idea how to use this app at all, we're all in this together (I'm so lost)

horse girl, book lover, writer in my free time, photography lover on the weekends and architecture lover on the weekdays.

hopeless romantic pushing away any kind of romance.

poetry lover and hater (don't question it, you know it's true)

win my heart through shared music taste (The Beatles, Abba, Queen, Bo Burnham, The Smiths, David Bowie, Mitski...).

welcome to... whatever this will be 😊

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Holly Jackson needs to hurry up and write more books I'm BEGGING ON MY KNEES.

no other book makes me happy anymore.

please.

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I recently had to learn an older (1892) poem for school and it made me realize how I actually do not know my own language very well. the older version of it anyway. why's language so complicated?

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after watching Avatar 2, I can proudly say that if I could go to pandora and talk with one of those na'vi creatures my life would actually be complete.

THEY ARE ALL SO FINE

this movie actually just made me feel every emotion ever and see every possible way to kill a person. 10/10

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(quote lover says hey)

favourite quote(s) from the song of achilles. go.

(have fun, tsoa lover)

hey quote lover!

"when he died, all things soft and beautiful and bright would be buried with him."

just imagine someone thinking of you that way. melting. cuteness.

"name one hero who was happy."

after reading the full book this really hits different.

"there was more to say, but for once we did not say it. There would be other times for speaking, tonight and tomorrow and all the days after that. He let go of my hand."

IF YOU HAVE SOMETHING TO SAY PLEASE JUST SAY IT, THE WORLD IS CRUEL.

"as for the goddess’s answer, I did not care. I would have no need of her. I did not plan to live after he was gone."

and you didn't have to. guess that worked out perfectly.

ANYWAYS I'M HEARTBROKEN AND I LOVE THEM SO SO SO MUCH

goodbye and goodnight

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The Song Of Achilles.

page 299 from 389.

happy and in love.

it all went downhill from there. heartbroken.

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when/if I ever go on a date, I'm not asking for their favourite food or colour. not even the big important questions like their priorities or future dreams, or life visions. I'll take a look at their Spotify wrapped from the last few years and know them better than they know themselves.

happy Spotify wrapped season, kids 🥰

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Patroclus: your mother scares me. 😟

Achilles: I know but she can't see us in this cave 🤷

Patroclus: oh okay, cool ☺️

Achilles: no dude, she CAN'T SEE US right now 😏

WHEN I TELL YOU I CLOSED THE BOOK SO FAST. (just to open it again 3 seconds later but damn deep breath in and out.)

this scene changed me and I won't miss who I was before it.

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this is slowly turning into "The Song Of Achilles" fan page and I'm not even mad about it.

this. this is it. this is what I need in life.

Achilles was looking at me. “Your hair never quite lies flat, here.” He touched my head, just behind my ear. “I don’t think I’ve ever told you how I like it.”

My scalp prickled where his fingers had been. “You haven’t” I said.

“I should have.” His hand drifted down to the vee at the base of my throat, drew softly across the pulse. “What about this? Have I told you what I think of this, just here?”

“No” I said.

“This surely then.” His hand moved across the muscles of my chest; my skin warmed beneath it. “Have I told you of this?”

“That you have told me.” My breath caught a little as I spoke.

“And what of this?” His hand lingered over my hips, drew down the line of my thigh. “Have I spoken of it?”

“You have.”

“And this? Surely I would not have forgotten this.” His cat’s smile. “Tell me I did not.”

“You did not.”

“There is this too.” His hand was ceaseless now. “I know I have told you of this.”

I closed my eyes. “Tell me again,” I said.

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"Song Of Achilles" is healing my soul while breaking my heart.

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there's nothing in this world that makes me more angry than a classroom full of teens protecting Romeo and seeing their love as the perfect example of "true love". (Romeo and Juliet)

JULIET DESERVES BETTER.