It’s honestly really transphobic that there’s no version of hrt that will turn me into a disgusting eldritch shapeshifter
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It’s honestly really transphobic that there’s no version of hrt that will turn me into a disgusting eldritch shapeshifter
been going by my birth name because i cant think or find a name that truly feels me
a lot of people, on top of my feminine fashion, assume that im a woman and my name definitely doesnt help. it's not something that haunts me but it feels like my name's a hotel room instead of a home
i don't really believe names have a gender but it doesnt stop a rando from assuming so. my feelings are complicated too bc even tho i think that my birth name is pretty clearly feminine. fuck gender constructs and all but i cannot erase the reality of people assuming
there's not really a gender neutral version of my birth name. don't really like any of the neutral names i know, don't want to go by an object name (not knocking it just not for me), nor do i want to go by a name not from my culture.
idk how rid y'all find ur name
didnt realize canvas let u change yr pronouns which is pretty cool actually! don't think it's gonna stop the incessant misgendering from students and professors alike but it's pretty nice to see others with pronouns by their names
so i've been getting this white powdery residue using my testosterone gel and i was wondering what the hell it is apparently it's some of the testosterone that was not properly absorbed
i looked up what can help with that and apparently lotion can help with the absorption ! happy to report that there is a significantly less amount of white powder after moisturizing first [:
i've been practicing lowering my voice when i can and it's been helping a lot with voice dysphoria
i definitely need to make it consistent practice so i keep it going!
when i have proper insurance i would love to go to a trans voice therapist. i've been using online resources from voice therapists, but individualized therapy would give better results n feedback that i want i think!
some rlly helpful videos (for me) below
i've been practicing lowering my voice when i can and it's been helping a lot with voice dysphoria
i definitely need to make it consistent practice so i keep it going!
i apply my testosterone gel using a spatula! this does a couple of things for me
ensures i dont lose dosage by having it on my hand
ensures i dont absorb it on my hand
ensures minimal amt on my hand to poison any cats i have in the house/meet
i wash it afterwards with soap and water with my hands. i try to get as much of the gel onto my shoulder as much as possible to minimalize the amt i touch
its kinda hard to celebrate trans day of visibility because the visibility we're getting lately is like
happy tdov :)
🏳️⚧️ TRANSGENDER DAY OF VISIBILITY 🏳️⚧️
DON'T LET THE BASTARDS GET YOU DOWN
🏳️⚧️ trans day of visibility 🏳️⚧️
🏳️⚧️🩷🏳️⚧️ HAPPY TRANS DAY OF VISIBILITY!! 🏳️⚧️🩵🏳️⚧️
for a long while i took a break from testosterone since quitting my job and losing financial ability to continue purchasing testosterone. however, i did a small amount left.
it's definitely well expired by two years, but i think it might actually work in my favor since i want such gradual changes to have control over everything! i began testosterone, again, last week and i just applied it again.
when meeting people for the first time, someone genuinely thought i was a guy. i was also mentally exhausted so my voice was lower. i get gender euphoria from my voice when im sick and/or tired.
i also got a nice dream of myself with facial hair and i actually really liked the way it looked. it would be an absolute sensory nightmare, but the visuals are growing on me! the disinterest of permanent facial hair was a large factor in pausing testosterone as well, as not having a job means no funds for electrolysis. it's good to know there are options available though.
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how i started hrt in texas
i looked at multiple clinics from a trans friend for months, and they weren't accepting new patients at the time. i put in my information for them to contact me for when they do accept new patients.
even now, that i'm on hrt, i still haven't been contacted by these clinics. i'd also been looking at possible appointments for planned parenthood.
it's so lonely to be a non-binary lesbian.
i love being non-binary and i love being a lesbian. i truly think it's one of the most wonderful things to be, but it's so lonely and exhausting at the same time.