An Update
Hi friends. I hope you have all been surviving 2020 as well as you can. Like many, if not all of you, 2020 has been a difficult, challenging, isolating year.
I want everyone to know that if you sent me a message, I read it and it touched my heart. My energy has been sapped and I struggle to reply. My gratitude for your support could never be properly conveyed over a tumblr message.
I am not here to say goodbye. Not exactly. I just know there may be some people wondering about my status as a Hamilton fanfic author and what was going on with my stories.
As of right now, I have no concrete plans to write more LafLams fics. Part of it is personal -- I struggle to “hear” them in my head.
The other, bigger part is my complicated feelings around being a cis white woman writing about queer men of color and their erotic antics. As much as my intentions were to be respectful, thorough, and loving in my portrayal of John, Alex and Lafayette, I fear I have been irresponsible. If my work has offended or hurt anyone, I am deeply, deeply sorry.
I think there is a future where I could revisit the Poly Gay Trio, in a way that is responsible and respectful. However, I currently am unable to commit the time and energy to do so. I also, currently, do not have the desire. I am hopeful that day will come again.
My works are still up on AO3 and I plan to keep them up for now. I hope your holiday season is safe. I hope you find joy every day.
Thank you for reading my work.
Thank you for being my friends.
Until next time...
Love from, Kacie
