🐞lillybugs life🪷

those who don’t believe in magic will never find it

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watching true crime documentaries on netflix feels productive to me like guys im not addicted to screens im LEARNING

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i desperately need to study for the classes i’m literally paying money for at college but my heart yearns to read marauders fan fics

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trying to eat like a normal person but unfortunately luteal phase exists and i cannot be stopped from unhinging my jaw to inhale three slices of banana bread and an eight piece chicken nugget with fries.

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i start college tomorrow and after a terrible high school experience, i feel like im being hunted for sport. everyone will laugh at my outfit and throw tomatoes at me. i’ll bring a backpack but nobody else will and they will all think “wow look at that loser with her stupid backpack” and maybe i will be burnt at the stake even.

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i went to a place called wizard quest and there’s four realms (earth, air, fire, and water) and you complete quests for mythical creatures and you can visit the wizard in the castle for help and we ended up taking more pictures than doing quests it was just so cool

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today at work there was a pandorus sphinx moth inside!! i got to hold it to take it outside it was so cute and fluffy:) all my coworkers and on of the customers were ducking for cover and screaming their heads off and it made me sad because how is this little guy different from a butterfly? he’s colorful and beautiful and harmless just larger in the body and furry:( his lifespan is two weeks long!! he only eats as a caterpillar and when he hatches from his chrysalis he survives off fat stored from eating as a caterpillar and his sole purpose is to mate and then he dies!!

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just saw an edit of the movie a silent voice to let down by radiohead and cried for like an hour and now i have to be at work my day is ruined

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went over to my best friends house today just to nap in her bed and play roblox with her then i infiltrated the family target run im like a stray dog on the street if you stop to pet me im like okay im here forever now im following you home

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i’m doing laundry today and i’m only excited about it because i thrifted a bunch of clothes to wear when i start college!! most of them are sweaters i can’t wear yet because it’s too hot lol but fall will come in due time:)

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if i see even ONE PERSON not living for the hope of it all this august… its over for you

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tell me why i have have intense cramps that are literally immobilizing and pour blood out of me for days and men are just like 🥺male loneliness🥺 😒have you ever been kicked in the balls😒 like i don’t care shut the hell up. women also get lonely that’s literally just a human thing it’s not subjective to men only. and also when you have to be subjected to being kicked in the balls every month for 7 days and be told to suck it up and work through it… then we can talk

i wish men would never speak ever and i wish i could teleport my cramps to them

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one day i am gonna grow wings

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i need to go to sleep i have to be up early but. my brain. it will not cease. release me.

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“the universe gives us a reminder of how beautiful endings can be when the sun sets and the moon rises”

-Taylor Ashley

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i want to be outside so bad i want to frolic but it is 85 degrees. this is anti frolic weather. how is one supposed to prance about these days??

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i have to go to work at 3 pm and i’m just waiting. i can’t do anything. i want a matcha but i can’t. i have work at 3 pm. i have to get ready i have to leave in four hours i cant do anything i have to work at 3 pm

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i want to buy so many things i want to go shopping i yearn for the thrift store but unfortunately… it turns out… you need money for that. this is a cruel world. i dont want to go to work i want to go to the mall.