THERE IS NO HAPPINESS | Kokushibo X Wife!Reader
Kokushibo x Wife!Reader | One-shot
"Kokushibo was a man who made a lot of mistakes during his life, but loving his wife certainly wasn't one of them, even if she too made the same mistakes."
WARNING. angst, abandonment, weird relationship(?), swearing, death, light gore(I think), manga spoilers. FEMALE READER
The Toyosaki clan was known and prosperous thanks to its reputation for possessing the most beautiful and sweetest women. Sons were kept in their own clan, while daughters were promised to powerful leaders and strong samurai.
And with (Name) it was no different.
As the third daughter of the current clan head and his wife, (Name) was only ten years old when she was betrothed to the firstborn of another clan. It was to be expected, one of her older sisters was already married and the other was engaged too, (Name) just nodded when she got the news.
At least her future husband would be kind. (Name) shuddered to remember that one of her cousins โโwas unhappily married to a cruel, older man, but he was rich and had a reputation, and that was what mattered anyway...
(Name) was a silent child whose expression was always neutral towards everything around her, but she felt relieved when she was informed about the age of her future husband. A boy who was only two years older than (Name), a future samurai and leader. Until she was very curious to meet him.
It took about three or four months for (Name) to meet him in person, the day the clans got together to do business with each other. (Name) stayed with her eldest sister, the second daughter of Lord Toyosaki, who was fourteen years old, was the closest sister to (Name).
โ "Nervous?" โ Yuri's low words rang in (Name)'s ear.
(Name)'s face rose from her hands clasped under her folded legs above the mat, and she looked at her older sister. โ "No."
Maybe it was a lie, after all, (Name) was in new territory, one that he would now live with more often.
โ "I can see your little hands trembling, dear sister." โ Yuri laughed as he tucked one of (Name)'s (h/c) behind her ear. โ "Don't worry, I felt that way too the day I met Yoshimatsu-kun." โ She smiled. โ "You'll soon realize that things are going to work out for the best."
(Name) remembers that day, it was a year ago when during spring her sister Yuri went with her father and clan companions to officiate her engagement to Yoshimatsu of the Tanifuji clan. (Name) has yet to meet him as at that time she decided to stay with her mother, who could give birth to her younger brother at any time.
According to Yuri's words, Yoshimatsu was like one of the princes of the novels read by her sister, a kind man and a lover of the arts. (Name) still expected her future husband to be kind.
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Her future husband's name was Michikatsu Tsugikuni. (Name) first saw him while walking through the engawa with her sister and other ladies, she saw him training with a master in the estate's garden. At that moment she didn't know it was him, although her eyes met and they both stared at each other for a few seconds before they were brought back to reality.
(Name) only found out a few moments after she was finally alone and overheard a conversation between handmaidens.
โ "I feel bad for the Toyosaki girl." โ One of the servants whispered to the other within a region of the residence.
(Name)'s footsteps stopped at these words. Wait, were they talking about her? The girl looked into the room carefully so as not to be seen thanks to the half-open door.
โ "So it is." โ The other agreed. โ "How did Lord Toyosaki allow (Name)-sama to marry second choice?"
Those servants seemed not to want to be heard at all.
โ "Hey! Watch your words." โ The first handmaiden gave a whispery cry.
โ "But it's true, the stronger son fled and what was left for the Tsugikuni was to entrust the clan to the weaker son!"
โ "But look on the bright side." โ The other chuckled mischievously. โ "With the arrival of the Toyosaki maybe we can meet some handsome boys from the clan..."
The servants laughed and talked to each other about trivial matters now, outside, (Name) was sitting on the floor leaning against a wall now a little far from the room, thinking about what she heard.
Strongest son? Weakest son?
She remembers only once hearing around that Michikatsu had a twin brother, but she ended up putting that aside as she wasn't interested.
โ "What are you doing there?" โ A boyish male voice caught the attention of (Name), when she looked at him she realized it was the same boy as before, until he widened his eyes when she looked at him with those big confused and beautiful eyes. โ "(Name)-sama?!"
(Name) quickly got up and covered the boy's mouth making "shhh", then looking back to make sure the handmaids didn't hear, and seeing that they didn't, she grabbed the boy's hand and pulled him out of there.
โ "What were you talking about there?" โ The boy asked with a slight distress and concern in his voice.
โ "I overheard a conversation andโฆ" โ (Name) looked right at the boy. โ ...Hmm? Wait. Michikatsu-sama?"
(Name) blinked. โ "Oh."
โ "...So, you are my future wife...?"
Michikatsu scratched his cheek and looked away with a faint pink blush appearing on his face. โ "You... you're beautiful..."
โ "..." โ (Name) gave a small smile of happiness. โ "Thanks."
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It was clear that (Name) wanted a love match, so she was happy when she was able to spend more time with her future husband thanks to certain meetings. Friendship became love in a matter of just a single year.
At sixteen, (Name) married Michikatsu. A year later she had her first child, Tsukihiro.
During this period of time, (Name) watched her husband become a stronger and more skilled man, she admired this, his dedication and talent, although she felt that sometimes something bothered her.
Two more years passed before Michikatsu approached (Name) with news.
โ "Hmm?" โ (Name) looked at him as her finished feeding little Tsukihiro boiled rice.
There was also a small bulge in (Name)'s belly area below her kimono, indicating that she was expecting a baby in the next few months.
Her husband sighed and sat down on the mat beside her as Tsukihiro's face rejoiced to see his father.
โ "My brother is back..." โ Michikatsu informed her.
(Name) had a surprised reaction, she had already heard about Yoriichi, her husband's talented twin brother. Michikatsu talked about him in more detail at certain times, such as when Yoriichi had to live in a cubicle room and never said anything to the point where the twins' mother thought her youngest son was deaf.
Or when he ran away just so his brother wouldn't be left out.
โ "(Name)..." โ He began. โ "Have you ever heard of demons?"
Demons. (Name) remembers hearing stories as a child of hungry beasts that fed on humans after sunset. Once, at dawn, Yuri approached (Name) in the dead of night and whispered about having heard around that a beast had torn apart a group of men in the southern mountains, it had been a terrible damage to be the work of animals.
Demons. That was the answer given by people considered crazy.
โ "Once... when I was a kid... my father yelled at me and my sister when we mentioned demons." โ (Name) whispered, looking down at the small bowl in her hands of nearly finished rice. โ "He said we shouldn't talk nonsense."
โ "I was attacked by one."
(Name)'s eyes widened and she nearly dropped the bowl. Thanks to his samurai duties, Michikatsu often spent days and even weeks away. But (Name) could never have imagined that something related to demons would have happened this last time.
Wait, is that why Yoriichi came back?
โ "I lost all my men in a demonic attack, that's when my brother arrived in time and saved me..."
โ "What?" โ (Name) dropped the bowl on the chabudai table as Tsukihiro was too busy playing with his father's hair to finish eating or even think about listening to the conversation between the adults. โ "How did he do it?"
Michikatsu sighed as he felt a slight tug on his ponytail. โ "He used a sword with a nichirin blade and... a breath."
โ "You won't understand if you start to explain... but know that it's something powerful that helps to kill demons." โ Michikatsu explained. โ "There is a corps of swordsmen who hunt and kill demons, my brother is there and taught the other men derivations of his breath." โ He seemed a little hesitant to continue. โ "And I decided to join them."
(Name) was speechless, kept her gaze calm. That was dangerous, her husband would be at risk if he went. Noโฆhe was strong, one of the strongest she'd ever seen. He could manage, after all, he wouldn't be alone, his brother and companions would be there.
He's going to be fine... or at least that's what (Name) deeply prayed for.
โ "I... I..." โ (Name) tried to start a sentence.
โ "From your reaction I don't think it's something you liked very much." โ Michikatsu took a deep breath as he relaxed his body and tilted his head up.
โ "I won't deny it, I didn't like that idea very much." โ (Name) pulled her adorable restless son close to her so he could finish his meal and then sleep. โ "I worry about you..."
Michikatsu tilted his face towards her, gave a small smile and approached her. โ "Do not worry, I'll be fine." โ He held (Name)'s porcelain face and placed a kiss on her lips, hearing an "eeew" from Tsukihiro. โ "Don't you trust me?"
โ "I trust, of course I trust!" โ (Name) seemed to hesitate a little. โ "B-But..." โ She felt her baby move in her womb, perhaps because she was a little nervous to imagine her husband in the midst of demons, enemies much more dangerous and powerful than humans.
โ "I'll be fine." โ Michikatsu leaned his forehead against his wife's while still caressing her face.
โ "You'll be back all right, promise?"
The moment Michikatsu left, (Name) felt a tug on the fabric of the kimono on her shoulder.
โ "Okaa-san!" โ Tsukihiro exclaimed with a mouth full of rice. โ "Where Otou-san is going?"
(Name) laughed and wiped her son's mouth, finding it adorable that he is so playful and already knows how to speak several words, even if he sometimes misses the pronunciation.
โ "Work, dearโฆ" โ She smiled and hugged her son. โ "You're going to miss him, aren't you?"
โ "Uhm..." โ Tsukihiro grumbled with his face buried in his mother's kimono.
Even though she believed in her husband, (Name) didn't feel a good feeling.
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Her husband's presence became less frequent, (Name) received news about Michikatsu's status at the hunters' headquarters and felt relieved that he was well.
However (Name) was furious and devastated when Michikatsu failed to attend the birth of Tsuyami, her newborn daughter.
It didn't take long for her to realize that something was really wrong. Michikatsu's gaze and the way his lips seemed to spit out his twin's name... (Name) recognized that this was not normal, and her suspicions were reinforced when she found her husband in a grueling training session during the night.
โ "Michikatsu?" โ (Name) strained her eyes to see under the rain her husband soaked by the drops but not letting go of the sword he used to slash the air.
โ "Michikatsu... what are you doing there at this hour?" โ (Name) sighed with concern. โ "Please... go back inside, I don't want you to get sick."
Again there was no response.
โ "I have to become stronger..."
โ "My brother... I have to get over him..." โ Michikatsu growled in a mutter.
โ "...What?" โ (Name) squeezed the handle of the intern. โ "...Michikatsu, go back inside." โ Her voice was more serious.
Again there was no response, and the samurai continued to slash at the non-existent opponent with his blade.
(Name) dropped her flashlight on the engawa floor and walked quickly across the wet lawn to her husband in the rain, getting wet in the process, but that was not important.
โ "Listen me!" โ She grabbed Michikatsu's wrist. โ "Stop it! You're already crossing the line! I don't want you to harm yourself!" โ Her look was incredulous for that situation. โ "How long have you been doing this, huh?!"
โ "(Name)... go back inside." โ He growled.
โ "No!" โ Her voice was raised as she brushed strands of wet hair from her face thanks to the rain. โ "Look at you! Your training is too intense! It's going to end up hurting you!"
โ "Fuck!" โ Michikatsu turned to face her. โ "I need to become stronger than my brother!" โ He yelled.
(Name) blinked with a confused face, before her writhed in rage again. โ "So that's it?! You'd die if it made you better than your brother by any chance?! What's on your mind?! You're obsessed!"
Michikatsu's jaw clenched.
โ "This... this is madness..." โ Now (Name)'s voice was one of sadness, melancholy. โ "I don't want you to keep hurting yourself..."
He was hurting himselfโฆ gnawing and eating away at his blood and sweat and even his last hair to make himself stronger. While his younger brother didn't need any of that.
He was already strong without even training.
That thought was a reminder, and it made Michikatsu furious.
Days passed, Michikatsu left on a mission and no further news. (Name) feared the worst.
Until when a whole week has graduated, he comes back.
โ "Michi?" โ (Name) wept with relief to see her husband appear in the doorway.
Tsukihiro rejoices and tries to hug his father's leg, but the grown man walks in a specific direction, ignoring both his children and his wife. The now four year old boy stands static in the same place where his father was before, his face surprised and even in shock at how rough Michikatsu was when he passed by.
โ "..." โ (Name) looked in the direction Michikatsu had gone. โ "Michi! What was that?"
โ "Otou-san!" โ Tsukihiro ran after Michikatsu, disappearing from (Name)'s sight.
(Name) looked down into her arms and saw her daughter fidgeting and whimpering. Before she could get up and go after her son and husband, both of them appear, Tsukihiro trying to call out to Michikatsu and being ignored by him.
โ "Michikatsu, why are you ignoring him?" โ (Name) asks with concern, feeling the sadness in her son.
โ "Hey!" โ (Name) gets up carefully so as not to disturb Tsuyami. โ "Why do not you speak?"
โ "Otou-san!" โ Tsukihiro tries to get his father's attention by pulling on his hakama pants, but the boy just fell back when Michikatsu opened the shoji door without even looking back.
Michikatsu Tsugikuni disappeared after that night.
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Everything was in chaos. Michikatsu's disappearance and his alleged family abandonment had thrown everything into chaos.
Tsukihiro couldn't stop crying and asking where his father was, and his crying resulted in Tsuyami crying. (Name) didn't know what to do, of all there she was certainly the most broken. Her husband left her without a word, left her and her children.
Things got even more tense when Yoriichi showed up at her house to let her know what happened.
Michikatsu abandoned his humanity and was now a demon. (Name) couldn't help but cry, Yoriichi gave her a shoulder for it.
And things got even worse when at the door of her property appeared other slayers demanding that (Name) commit sepukku with Yoriichi thanks to what Michikatsu have done.
(Name) thought about it, but who was she kidding? She wouldn't have the courage.
Two months passed. Two months of pure pain and conflict. During this period of time things became tense internally, Tsukihiro was supposed to become the next head of the clan as Michikatsu had been presumed "dead" and Yoriichi... well, Yoriichi was no longer an option. Tsukihiro was still too young for that, a child barely five years old, so much trouble.
(Name) just couldn't handle the whole situation, the pressure of her "new" clan and the abandonment of her husband, to make matters worse, she still had to live with the comments of people who found her situation funny.
Sometimes (Name) wished these people would die.
Her only hope now was her children, her only joy, though Tsukihiro was still upset and Tsuyami was too young to even understand what was happening. (Name) was doing her best to keep them well.
Things changed again a few days after the arrival of spring, this time in a much more drastic and intense way.
โ "Nice night, don't you think?"
The unfamiliar male voice made (Name)'s eyes widen. The voice had a soft tone but there was still something about it that made its owner scream danger.
(Name) released the flower from the mansion's garden and turned her face towards the subject. He was a man much taller than she was, a handsome man she had never seen before. Curly black hair and eyes the brightest blood red.
The man smiled, a smile that despite looking friendly was still an evil smile. โ "I am the one known as the Demon King."
Silence. Total silence with only the noise of crickets and owls.
A wind hit (Name)'s face before she could say anything. โ "...Why are you here?"
โ "Your husband misses you." โ The man's laugh made her shiver.
(Name) felt her chest tighten at the mention of her husband, but she tried to remain steadfast in the face of the whole situation. She knew how dangerous the Demon King was, Yoriichi had warned her.
โ "That... that doesn't answer my question."
Still looking satisfied with the situation, Muzan took a few slow steps forward with the intention of getting a few meters closer to the woman.
โ "Why don't you become a demon?"
โ "I've been watching you for a while after I got Kokushibo, and I have to admit... you would be a great demon."
It was as if there was venom in his voice, those words were mean and there wasn't an ounce of genuineness in them. He was trying to manipulate her. After what Yoriichi did to Muzan, it was clear that he would need allies.
โ "..." โ (Name) stared at him without reaction.
โ 'Think about it, you will be strong and fear nothing more." โ The man's voice was strangely anxious. โ "You will never grow old and will remain young for all eternity."
(Name)'s face lowered, her gaze fixed on the lawn as her hand trembled slightly, squeezing the hem of her kimono.
She knew she had no choice, by the time the Demon King appeared before her she was already doomed. Muzan wasn't the type to take a "no" and walk away. No... (Name) was smart enough to understand what would happen. He would kill her and then annihilate everyone on this property.
Including Tsukihiro and Tsuyami.
And it had been almost a month since the last time Yoriichi showed up, he wouldn't be able to help anyone in that situation.
It was the moment (Name) felt Muzan's hand enter her chest and pump his blood that she realized that maybe she wasn't that different from her husband.
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A again everything has changed.
(Name) did not have the courage to appear to her children after that night, she was afraid that they would fear her or that she would hurt them. So she stood in the shadows watching everything, shedding tears at the loss of the sparkle in Tsukihiro's eyes after losing his mother and father in such a short period of time, before such a joyful and full of life child.
Like Michikatsu, (Name) was also presumed dead. It was at her "funeral" that (Name) saw her sister Yuri for the first time in so long.
She had to walk away after that day.
Meanwhile Michikatsu, no... Kokushibo, now the demon who craved more and more for power to overcome his brother no matter what, his vision was clouded by hatred and rancor that only realized that sixty years had passed when he found his brother again.
A old man, but alive, and even stronger than his brother.
Kokushibo was furious. Why was his brother still alive?! He should have died years ago for the mark!
He got even angrier when even old, his brother managed to hurt him. Nothing changed.
But his mind became even more clouded when the attack that would kill him never came, as Yoriichi had died standing up with his sword still in hand. That's when he realized that not even that man could defeat him, no one could even hurt him.
He made his older brother feel pathetic.
Kokushibo's mind screamed in rage as he cut the other twin's already dead body in two. But his mind was cleared when he saw the flute fall to the ground.
โ "I think of that flute you gave me... as if it were you, brother." โ A young Yoriichi smiled at the flute in his hands.
โ "I made a flute for my brother a few years ago, you know?" โ A thirteen-year-old Michikatsu smiled at a (Name) of the same age as he practiced with his wooden sword.
โ "Serious?" โ She smiled. โ "How cute! You really love your brother, don't you?"
That familiar voice... The man felt as if his body had stopped working for a moment.
He looked back over his shoulder and his six eyes widened at the sight of that familiar figure beneath the red moon. There she was, just as he had last seen her. The same simple yet beautiful kimono; the soft skin and delicate face; the same hair (h/c).
She looked at him with an emotionless face but at the same time there seemed to be surprise in those eyes. Those eyes that now distinguished that she was no longer human. The whites of her eyes had been replaced by black and the iris of her eyes were now white instead of (e/c).
Despite everything, she still remained the most beautiful thing he had ever seen.
She did not answer. Instead her eyes were empty but not from sadness or melancholy, it was as if she had forgotten what it felt like to feel something. There was nothing in those eyes.
(Name) just passed by Kokushibo to see Yoriichi's body. โ "Bury him, at least give him a decent burial."
Yoriichi was his brother after all.
He could feel it, that woman was a strong demon, something that had killed so many people.
During the short period of time that both of them got together to bury the dead man's body, neither of them said a word, although Kokushibo felt the burning in his chest to confront her, even though at no point did she look at him in the face.
The two buried Yoriichi in the same spot that his now-deceased wife had been buried. Then (Name) disappeared along with a mist that was probably part of her kekkijutsu.
Now husband and wife were two strangers.
About fifty more years passed. Things change again. Kokushibo, who now held the rank of "upper moon one" received the information that there was a demon rising very fast in the hierarchy, and that he was currently in the rank of "upper four".
Another year later and the demon has risen to "upper three".
Another year and the demon has risen to "upper two".
Afterwards Kokushibo received news that this demon had now become powerful enough to share the rank of "upper one" with him. And that left him seething with hatred.
Who was the bastard who was able to match his strength with his?
His bad thoughts faded and were replaced by surprise when Kokushibo was finally introduced to the demon.
And there she was again. With the same emotionless face and empty eyes.
She didn't answer, but she blinked.
โ "When did it get so strong?"
The more they feed, the more powerful the demons get. And by how quickly (Name) rose through the ranks it can only mean that she killed a lot of people at once.
You could see in the depths of those soft but opaque eyes, (Name) was a demon that craved power, a blank crockery, there was no emotion on her face other than the desire to have more strength.
And despite being his wife, Kokushibo would not allow (Name) to surpass him as a demon in the same way that Yoriichi surpassed him as a human.
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โ "Ara ara~ (Name)-chan is always so serious!" โ Douma's irritating voice rang out.
โ "Shut up, worm." โ Akaza growled.
(Name) just ignored the fight of those two annoying demons in the distance and remained with her eyes closed and an ethereal posture sitting on the mat.
The emergence of Muzan's presence made Akaza and Douma settle down before they lost their heads. (Name) opened her eyes when she felt him close by.
โ "Any news on the blue spider lily?"
The demons' negative responses seemed to irritate Muzan. So long and still nothing.
He continued. โ "You good-for-nothings are useless." โ Muzan growled. โ "I should eliminate them once and for all."
The upper moons present at the place felt as if their cells were going to explode, and that hurt a lot, (Name) had to admit, even though she had already gotten used to it thanks to Muzan's temper. When the man seemed to calm down the pain left.
That situation was already common. Muzan would come and ask about such a flower, and when the demons didn't bring answers that pleased him then he would get angry saying things like "I will destroy you all".
Kokushibo looked to the side so that she could see (Name), whose eyes were fixed on the ground. Despite everything, she was still beautiful.
When the noise of the biwa sounded, Kokushibo was now in the middle of a forest in front of an empty rice field. Next to him was (Name) sitting on a large boulder. It was rare for them to be alone together, and for the first time, (Name) didn't leave. She sat there with her eyes closed feeling the cool breeze hit her face.
โ "Do you feel it?" โ She muttered with her head tilted up.
She silenced him by opening her eyes abruptly and leaning her face forward again. โ "Shh."
The two were silent, until Kokushibo felt something too.
โ "Humans. Nearby." โ And then she disappeared again in her mist kekkijutsu.
A few meters away was a group of slayers who seemed to be looking for demons, they didn't look more than twenty years old.
โ "Yeah man!" โ One of them yelled and scratched his ear. โ "I saw a demon pass this way!"
โ "Are you sure it wasn't just a boar?" โ Another rolled his eyes, tired of the whole situation and wanting to go back to the old village in the interest of seeing some pretty girls.
โ "Forget it!" โ Another one exclaimed, already irritated. โ "Leave the demons alone!" โ He snorted. โ "Let's go before this mist intensifies!"
By the time they finally realized that there was a dark fog surrounding them it was too late. The texture of the mist was similar to clouds, but it seemed to contain twinkling stars, until the mist covered them completely until it looked like the slayers had been transported to a "dimension" of a starry night sky.
โ "What the hell is that...?" โ One of them looked like he was going to get his pants dirty.
โ "A demon!" โ He took up his sword. โ "Keep alert!"
The darkness mixed with the mist was extremely dense to the point that no human would be able to see anything. The last thing they saw was the flash of a sword's blade cut.
When the mist stopped, the slayers returned to the forest with lifeless bodies.
โ "I could have done it without you." โ (Name) muttered.
She just sighed and approached the bodies, there were six in total.
โ "Marechi..." โ Kokushibo threw one of the bodies in front of (Name). โ "You can... you can have this..."
(Name) blinked a little in surprise, as demons didn't usually share their dead prey, let alone marechi. Even if they were the targets of (Name) and Kokushibo he had just meddled.
It was okay, after allโฆ he still had a lot to redeem himself if he wanted her forgiveness. If he ever had.
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Things got weird for the demons when the upper moon six died and shortly thereafter upper five and four as well. For the first time in a hundred years things have changed again, not in a good way for the demons, apparently.
Now only Muzan and his last upper moons remained, Nakime had become the upper four and Kaigaku - a boy who was turned into a demon after his encounter with the upper moon one, felt intimidated and realized he wouldn't have chances to win, knelt in front of Kokushibo accepting his blood while (Name) watched everything from behind. - It had risen in rank and was now in the upper moon six position.
Either way, they've kept to the shadows since discovering a demon that can beat the sun. Who knows what Muzan was planning.
In the sprawling hall full of columns was the spot that (Name) chose to think a little, not long before he came across her ranking companion.
โ "Do you feel it?" โ He asked in his usual distant voice.
(Name) raised her face and looked at him in silence.
โ "It started." โ She said.
The slayers were in the infinite fortress. It was only a matter of time before they reached the upper moon one.
Things were changing, now it was fate's turn to decide whether the last upper moons would live or die as their "companions". And if fate were truly merciful, no demons would make it through this night.
Despite keeping in mind that it was one of the strongest demons, still, deep down behind his neutral face, (Name) feared for a moment. Kokushibo sensed this and looked straight at her.
โ "(Name)..." โ He called out to her, and she looked at him again. โ "Before... this all started... I wanted to ask you... why did you become a demon..."
She didn't respond right away, instead looking down at the floor.
โ "I... I don't know..." โ She replied. โ "At first I was scared... I didn't want to accept the change and I even thought that things could be different but... it wasn't worth it. In the end, I just didn't want to die."
Kokushibo listened in silence. โ "I see..." โ He also averted his eyes to another direction other than the woman beside her. โ "I allowed all my hatred for my brother to blind me to the point of leaving for more powerโฆ" โ Pause. โ "My biggest regret... was not coming back for you that night..."
In the end, there was nothing to complain about after all, they weren't that different.
The conversation of the two demons was interrupted as a human presence grew closer and closer.
The moment a young slayer fell from the shattered ceiling and stopped in front of the pair of demons, (Name) felt a strange sensation as her laid eyes on him.
โ "You're here... demon slayer..." โ Kokushibo started and put his hand on the katana bar, until he finally realized the same thing that (Name) had felt. โ "Hm...? For some reason... you look very... familiar..."
(Name) agreed, still in a certain trance thanks to that feeling.
Kokushibo's six eyes narrowed with a calm expression. โ "I imagined... now I understand..."
The slayer was silent as if there was a conflict in his mind. The presence of the demons was intimidating, the boy tried to pull his sword but he didn't stop shaking. It was as if there was a dangerous aura in that place.
โ "What is your name...?
โ "...Muichiro Tokito."
โ "Right then... the name Tsugikuni must have disappeared then..." โ The six-eyed demon looked thoughtful.
For a moment, (Name) felt like her body was going to fall, that feeling...
The female demon stopped her gaze in the direction of the young slayer meters away. That faceโฆ it looked like a face she'd long since forgotten about.
โ "...Tsugikuni? Who was it?" โ Muichiro seemed to notice the tension in the demon woman.
โ "It's been centuries after all... it was inevitable... my name when I was human was Michikatsu Tsugikuni..."
Michikatsu... it had been ages since (Name) had heard that name out loud...
โ "And she remained (Name)..." โ The six-eyed demon continued. โ "You... are a descendant of a member of the Tsugikuni family that we left behind..."
The Tsukihiro's descendant.
Muichiro was in shock, trying to process everything he had just heard from the male demon, who remained motionless and unsurprised. The woman on the other hand, despite trying to stand her ground and stoic like the other demon, was clearly just as surprised as the young Hashira, even looking bewildered as if she was going to fall.
As if she was going to cry.
Her mind must have been in a mess. But (Name) tried to put her emotions aside to focus on what was to come.
The boy's breathing was similar to (Name's) kekkijutsu, so it wasn't that difficult for her to adapt, even if the woman had no intentions of attacking.
When the mark appeared on Muichiro's face, his attack seemed to get stronger, but it still wasn't enough to defeat the pair of demons. And the moment Kokushibo played his own blade, one of Muichiro's hands flew away.
The next mist was not from Muichiro, but from that woman, who surrounded him preventing him from seeing anything. In the next moment Kokushibo threw him against a pillar keeping the boy there trapped by his own sword.
The mist cleared and (Name) approached the boy standing next to the other demon.
โ "Our descendant..." โ Kokushibo began. โ "Allow me to turn you into a demon... so that you can be of use to that man."
โ "It is surprising that you are our descendantโฆ" โ (Name) sighed. โ "I feel even... happy about it. I'm glad you were born. So there's nothing to fear..."
Kokushibo agreed. โ "Let me stop the bleeding... humans are so fragile."
(Name)'s eyes closed a little in anger as she noticed that the hidden slayer really thought she and Kokushibo hadn't noticed him there.
Genya tried to shoot the demons but his arm fell off.
โ "GENYAAA!" โ Muichiro yelled and tried to break free.
โ "Be silentโฆ" โ (Name) scolded him. โ "Screaming will hurt your vocal cords..."
Despite keeping his eyes fixed on Genya, Muichiro seemed to be listening intently to everything the woman said.
โ "You know... you really remind me a lot of someone..." โ (Name) sighed, watching Kokushibo practically slash Genya's body. โ "Your face is so...familiar to me. It makes me feel strange. Even though I appreciate you being here...it makes me sick to my stomach, makes me feel angry."
The woman's voice was comforting as if she were an angel singing a lullaby. If that situation wasn't catastrophic with Genya's life hanging by a thread, Muichiro could peacefully fall asleep with that voice.
Before Kokushibo rips off Genya's head, the Wind Hashira arrives and saves him at just the right moment.
As Kokushibo was thrown backwards at the moment of impact, (Name) took a deep breath and closed her eyes as her hair and kimono fabric swayed with its dense mist appearing as if it was coming out the back of her body and the ends of her hair.
Despite being stronger than Douma and Akaza, (Name) was still weaker than Kokushibo. After all, she wasn't really a fighting demon.
Her abilities were similar to Nakime's, she was able to create an environment that she was sure humans could not on their own. Her mist had created the same starry night sky, the slayers present there knew that this was bad as the new environment was the work of the female demon, which would clearly favor Kokushibo in the fight.
During the fight, Sanemi seemed to enjoy having an opponent worth killing according to him, even if it was giving him trouble.
Thanks to the mist, neither the female demon nor the other two slayers could be seen. Though Genya seemed to be close and both he and Muichiro could feel the intense battle between Sanemi and the six-eyed demon.
After an attack by Kokushibo, in the midst of the mist pieces of sliced โโpillars began to fall and Genya's eyes widened in terror as he saw his older brother standing, bleeding.
โ "Aniki..." โ He gasped.
The wreckage of pillars began to be "absorbed" by the mist. This is bad.
โ "Hm... you held on for a long time... but it's over." โ Kokushibo observed. โ "If you move... your organs... will split..."
The six-eyed man felt his body go weird as he noticed his pulse change. Not only that, the mist seemed to get a little more unstable. Whatever is happening is also affecting (Name) too.
The white haired Hashira started to laugh. โ "Rare blood to demons is like catnip." โ He took the chance to attack Kokushibo, who staggered backwards. โ "Oops man, what's the problem?! You look a little dizzy and this mist looks like it's going to dissolve!" โ He laughed. โ "The scent of my blood intoxicates the demons! This is the rarest blood among the rare! Feast time!"
(Name) needed to stay focused so that the mist field wouldn't dissolve, so she would take advantage of Kokushibo. She took a deep breath and the mist intensified as she regained her composure after the marechi scent faded, and she felt the demon and the slayer struggle.
Until a new presence appears in the territory and (Name) soon pull him into the mist as well.
โ "They keep showing up..." โ Kokushibo looked annoyed, despite remaining neutral in that situation.
The Hashira of the stone had joined the fight. Kokushibo was surprised to see a body as perfected as that in three hundred years.
The mist seemed to become a little restless again, but this time not because of (Name) but thanks to Gyomei's fighting moves.
When the chain wrapped itself around Kokushibo's neck - he was able to escape. - he realized that his flesh sword would be destroyed even before he broke Gyomei's weapons.
Despite everything, the mist still favored him making things difficult for Gyomei, who clearly realized the situation.
Meanwhile, Muichiro tried to escape from the wall, with great effort, but managed, falling to the floor panting. And after making the bandages he ran to help Genya, who asked him for the lock of hair ripped from Kokushibo.
โ "I want to... fight until the end... I will protect the aniki... I don't want to let him die..." โ The boy with the severed body said.
Muichiro nodded. โ "Alright, let's fight together until the end. Now... we have to find and kill the demon woman."
"Kill me? How cute..." (Name) mentally chuckled.
Kokushibo and Gyomei clashed and Sanemi did her best to stop the mist from doing anything to itself while he fixed his injuries. Rising with hate in his eyes now with his mark activated.
โ "It doesn't matter..." โ Kokushibo counterattacked Gyomei. โ "Even if we stay here... fighting for hours and hours... you will die anyway. After all... (Name) will absorb all of you through the mist little by little..."
So they had time. Gyomei thought along with Sanemi, who returned to the fight.
โ "(Name)?" โ Gyomei whispered, it must probably be the other demon he sensed, but he wasn't able to locate it thanks to the mist.
โ "It's the wife!" โ Muichiro's voice sounded close by. โ "She must be killed for the mist to disappear! Genya and I will take care of her!"
Gyomei and Sanemi seemed to agree, even though the woman was nowhere to be seen.
Sanemi smiled and positioned. โ "Good thing we did that training, huh Himejima-san?!"
"Kokushibo, (Name), how many hashiras have you two defeated? Don't let them get here yet."
Muzan's voice was heard by the demons. And (Name) tried to intensify his mist even more to help Kokushibo finish it soon, which required more concentration.
Whatever they were, it was the first time (Name) had seen such skilled hunters since the sengoku era.
For a moment she felt her pulse tremble, but soon she regained her composure as she felt that the real fight was only beginning after Kokushibo's sword extended absurdly.
Meanwhile, Oyakata-sama's sisters tried to observe the situation, but it was impossible thanks to the mist. But it was still possible to feel the tremor of the intense fight that was taking place.
Muichiro was trying to sense the presence of the other demon, looking for it through the mist behind some trail and even using the mist of his own breath to notice certain differences.
That's when he finally found her standing in the distance. (Name) was motionless and her hair was extremely taut, swaying and floating as if wind was blowing at it. Soon Muichiro noticed that strands of her hair were connected and fused with mist, which seemed to form from the ends.
The young Hashira tried to attack her as quickly as possible, she showed no reaction when Muichiro's blade was almost slicing through the woman's neck. That's when she opened her eyes and the boy felt chills as she stared straight at him.
Muichiro's blade slashed through (Name)'s neck as if he had tried to cut through a cloud. Muichiro fell to the ground not far away but tried to reposition himself again.
"I lost an arm and the bleeding is getting worse. I don't have much time." He thought.
Despite this, (Name)'s neck remained intact.
โ "Stop looking at me, your face brings back memories, I don't want to remember..." โ (Name) sighed, looking away.
Again Muichiro tried to use his breath to try to injure the woman, but to no avail, his blade continued to pierce through her body as if (Name) was made from the mist itself.
โ "Your breathing... is quite interesting... matches my kekkijutsu."
Before (Name) could counterattack Muichiro, she felt her body being pierced by something small.
โ "Hmm?" โ She looked down and saw a small, round-shaped hole in the region of her right forearm.
Soon her body was trapped by roots.
"My body isn't going through this fucking tree..." (Name) mentally growled.
When she looked up she saw in the distance the same severed boy from before, who had consumed some of Kokushibo's hair and sword. The next moment he disappeared from there to help the Stone Hashira and Wind.
That feelingโฆshe didn't like it at all.
Thanks to the conflict with (Name) the mist started to become unstable again, to the point that Muichiro was now able to see the fight involving the other male demon with the other three slayers.
The moment Kokushibo screamed, (Name) could feel that he felt the same way.
The woman glared at Muichiro and tried to make her mist rip him apart once and for all, but the boy managed to counterattack at the last moment with his own mist breath.
โ "I..." โ Muichiro stood up panting after (Name) was able to escape Genya's kekkijutsu. โ "I didn't say anythingโฆ โ He gritted his teeth.
That slayer's face... it was so familiar. It was identical to--
โ "Okaa-san!" โ The little boy laughed as he hugged his mother from behind.
โ "..." โ (Name) shivered. โ "Stop looking at me..."
(Name)'s face seemed to fill with hatred and a wave of mist went towards Muichiro. โ "I TOLD YOU TO TURN YOUR LOOK, TSUKIHIRO!"
Muichiro was able to dodge the attacks again, but one of them ended up ripping his leg off. But at the last moment his blade managed to reach (Name)'s neck as it turned red.
It's been over four hundred years... and for the first time, she remembered her son's face.
Half of Muichiro's body was severed, not by the mist, but by Kokushibo's blade.
The boy's body, still alive, fell to the ground, just as (Name's) head separated from her body to also fall to the ground.
The mist began to disappear definitively along the body of (Name), who was looking at Muichiro with tears in her eyes.
โ "Tsuki... hiro..." โ She whispered.
Muichiro used the last of his strength to drag himself to the woman's body and placed one of his hands under her back, silently. (Name) accepted this act.
Despite still being under threat from the other three slayers, Kokushibo watched (Name) disappear with silent tears welling up in his six eyes. The woman he loved was dying, and he couldn't change that.
The last thing (Name) saw before her head totally disappeared was Gyomei's destruction ball destroying Kokushibo's head, but instead of disappearing, he turned into a monster.
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(Name)'s eyes opened in a dark place that she knew was not her mist.
She turned her face in all directions in an attempt to find something or someone. Oh wait, that's right... she died. Is this the afterlife?
(Name) felt her arms get heavy and when she looked down, her eyes started to water as she saw what she was holding.
โ "Tsuyami..." โ The woman smiled in a whisper and hugged the baby.
Tsuyami... Unlike Tsukihiro, (Name) didn't see the baby go past the age of a newborn, which hurt her a lot just thinking about it. She must have aged and become a beautiful woman, (Name) prayed that she had found a good husband with children who loved her.
The four-year-old boy came running towards (Name) happily, hugging her by the legs.
โ "Tsukihiro..." โ (Name)'s tears began to stream down her face.
Tsukihiro's merry laughs and Tsuyami's babble filled that dark place.
The boy from before... Muichiro, was a descendant of Tsukihiro. Your lovely son, who must have grown into a gentle boy as he grew older.
โ "We missed you!" โ Tsukihiro smiled.
(Name) looked at him with sad eyes. โ "Me too..."
The woman started to feel her arms become lighter as Tsuyami and Tsukihiro's bodies disappeared into a mist, leaving her there alone again. (Name) knelt down and leaned her face down with her hair falling over her and hugging herself. Now the sound of her tears and wailing was the only thing that could be heard there.
Of course, the woman would go to hell for the things she did. Her children were kind souls who should be kept in heaven.
Then she would be alone, all rightโฆ she would accept that.
Kokushibo's voice made the woman's face rise again.
If he's here... it means he lost too.
Her husband was in front of her, not Kokushibo, but Michikatsu. Now both of them are human again.
โ "Michi..." โ (Name) cried.
The man was quick to kneel in front of her and pull her into a protective hug. โ "I'm sorryโฆ" โ He also cried. โ "For everything... I'm sorry for everything... please forgive me..."
โ "It wasn't your fault... you never forced me to do anything... everything I did for the last four hundred years was because I wanted to do it..." โ Her head was against Michikatsu's chest, hugging her husband back.
โ "If only I had never done thatโฆ if only I had never allowed all that hatred and envy to consume meโฆ" โ The man's embrace tightened a little more. โ "Maybe you could have watched our children grow up! If only I hadn't made so many mistakes... maybe we both could have been happy..."
โ "..." โ (Name) held her husband's face and wiped away his tears. โ "It's okayโฆ" โ She laughed even though her eyes were still sad. โ "I think we were both idiots..."
Michikatsu was silent, but then he also gave a melancholy short laugh, and leaned his lips against his wife's forehead, pressing her even more against him in the embrace.
Then everything was covered by flames.
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There wasn't much to do, after all, from the very beginning happiness had already been denied to the two demons who were looking for power.
"CAW CAW! UPPER MOON ONE DEFEATED!"
In the infinito fortress, inside the huge cocoon of flesh, Muzan can't help but close his eyes and give a short laugh.
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