howdy!

she lily on my saus til i blog current fandoms: UTDR, Hollow Knight, Welcome Home, FNAF, TADC, Dispatch, PHM, DBH

[lilysaus]

I'm gonna be SO fr, I used to be close to you on my old acc in like 2024 or sum. I saw you in my notifs and thought I was in trouble 👀👀 Sorry for the rambling I thought it was funny to see you again :D

oh? well hello! im... gonna be honest, i dont know that i remember who you are 😅 but the fact that you recognize me is kinda funny-

[lilysaus]

i got impatient with myself and posted chapter 2 of my fic already. however! ive already got an upload schedule figured out for the future (i think) so expect the next chapter next wednesday!

An Archive of Our Own, a project of the Organization for Transformative Works

[lilysaus]

i found the among us lobby song on spotify and ive been listening to it on loop for a while now. WHY is it actually kinda catchy and how do i get it out of my head?

[lilysaus]

my SPINE

[lilysaus]

i will never be able to escape the deltarune brainworms because what do you mean im writing an among us fic but the instant i see this number my brain is screaming "SPAMTON" so loudly i have to stop to post about it

[lilysaus]

so anyways the writing demons possessed me and ive already got the first chapter done

drops this and runs

An Archive of Our Own, a project of the Organization for Transformative Works

[lilysaus]

small snippet from a fic im currently writing based on this post i made

[lilysaus]

Reminder to drink some water.

You matter!!

thank you! i appreciate the reminder!

[lilysaus]

when you make some shitty ass low effort fanart at 1 am with your finger on ibispaintx that takes you maybe 15 minutes and it somehow gets more notes than high effort art of your ocs done in a more familiar art program using your drawing tablet that you spent hours on

[wootwona]

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[lilysaus]

theres something wrong with my brain

i dont know why, but whenever i stop talking to someone for a prolonged period of time, i stop seeing them as a friend. i stay friendly with them, i still talk to them when i can, but suddenly the desire to be friends with them is gone. the desire to talk to them about whatever is gone. honestly the desire to talk to them at ALL is gone.

and i hate it.

because it hurts people. people who tell me "hey im gonna be gone for x amount of time, i cant wait to talk when i get back!" are devastated when they come back and i dont want to talk to them anymore. its why im so obsessive with my friendships. because the moment i stop talking to them, my brain goes "well i guess they arent our friend anymore, time to forget everything you ever liked about them and stop talking to them forever!"

and i dont know if anyone else has this problem.

i dont WANT to stop being friends. i dont WANT to hurt anyone like that. i want to be able to stop talking to someone for a while and still be able to pick back up where we left off when i see them again.

but i dont know how.

does... anyone else have this problem? or am i just... fucked up?

[lilysaus]

uhhhhh this is shit and i drew it with my finger on ibis paint while half awake at 1 am to test something but yall can still have it i guess. also spoilers for the among us show if you havent seen it yet.

You Can't Be Hot AND Smart

[lilysaus]

what if the skeld was intentionally an older generation of ship? what if it was intentionally in such poor condition? what if most cargo trips like that are usually better funded, better staffed, on better ships with better equipment and better security measures? what if that trip was always meant to be doomed? what if none of them were meant to survive, and by some unintentional miracle, red and purple did?

imagine the reactor starts failing again. red and purple dont have the expertise to fix it, the hand scanners arent working this time, and they need to make an emergency landing on a nearby planet, aka polus. they land the skeld (surprisingly well considering red doesnt seem to know what theyre doing half the time) and are immediately greeted by the research crew. and after telling their story of what happened to everyone on the ship, the polus crew tells them, in a mortified tone, that their crew shouldnt have been that small. they shouldnt have died so quickly to something like that. their ship is far too old and broken down. the cargo should have been sealed in air-tight containers. they shouldve been better paid. just the idea of there being an unpaid intern with no specific job or a freaking prize winner from a wealthy family on board horrifies them. the cameras didnt record, didnt have sound, and were in black and white?! the shields were down the whole trip?! there werent safety measures in case of a hull breach?! comms were connected to the skelds structural integrity?! the goddamn shipment was left unsecured and open to the air when almost everyone who usually ran those trips knew it was dangerous alien ore?!

cue red and purple slowly realizing that not a single person on that ship was supposed to make it out alive, and by sheer luck and determination, they were the only ones to do so. that shipment was never expected to make it back, because the crew was expected to die before it ever did. information was intentionally kept from all of them, even orange, for the sake of letting them all die in space, paranoid and cut off from everyone else. the reactor would have eventually exploded due to no one being there to fix it, and mira could have played it off as "oh wow one of our older ships was hijacked by a bunch of rogue crewmates and it blew up with them in it while in space oh no, what a shame." and if anyone asks about white or green, who as far as im aware are the only two who canonically mention having people waiting for them back home? oh, yeah, those rogue crewmates kidnapped the two of them as a hostage type of deal, yeah, we tried to save them before they took off but it was too late, were sorry, here, we can compensate you, dont worry, just grieve quietly and dont blame us.

[lilysaus]

one of my favorite things from cg5s new song is all the meccha chameleon references throughout it

zoomed in on the little guys under the cut if you dont wanna look for them (dude the one during reds guitar solo took me three minutes to find 😭)

[lilysaus]

why is typing on a physical keyboard so addicting

[lilysaus]

i went a little stir-crazy today and decided to compile a list of all the different interpretations of imposters ive seen so far on the internet. feel free to comment on this post or on the doc with your thoughts ig, anyways, evaporates-

Among Us Imposter Variants Breakdown

Based On the Game: Basic Imposter: An alien species resembling crewmates that likes to kill (one of the most common in a normal game) Phanto

[lilysaus]

made this btw because ive been trying to figure out logistics of this all so i can write the Ultimate Crossover Fic™ and maybe throw in my oc as well. if anyone else wants to use this for their own aus/fics/whatever, please feel free to do so! i dont really mind if you dont credit me, but id like to be tagged to see it 🥺

[lilysaus]

i went a little stir-crazy today and decided to compile a list of all the different interpretations of imposters ive seen so far on the internet. feel free to comment on this post or on the doc with your thoughts ig, anyways, evaporates-

Among Us Imposter Variants Breakdown

Based On the Game: Basic Imposter: An alien species resembling crewmates that likes to kill (one of the most common in a normal game) Phanto