My colleague thinks pissing me off will get me to worship the ground he walks on || joshua x oc
Pairing : joshua x oc (harry) {can also be read as a y/n fic}
Genres : fluff
Word count : 4.2k {4288 words}
warnings : mentions of food, slowburn, Joshua is annoying and so are you
Summary : She hates her colleague. If she had to put up with him a little longer, she might start hating her job. He never intended to, but he became the reason her blood pressure was always up during meetings. All that âhatredâ changed into something else⌠how?
Joshua. One name. Thatâs all it took for her blood to boil. She hated his existence at this point, and he made that happen so effortlessly. Joshua was merely her colleague, who wasnât even on the same team as her, yet he managed to do everything that annoyed her. The days Joshua took off were easily the best days Harry had at work. She was just glad that he didnât make her hate her work life entirely.
She rushed to the elevator doors, running late, as she saw Joshua already inside. He clicked the button that closed the doors immediately after he saw her and made her miss it. Normally she would be happy to not be in the same confined space as the annoying man but today she was already late, missing the elevator only made her later than she already was, which wasnât good considering she had a meeting in 5 minutes.
He wasnât particularly a fan of her either. Harry had her own ways to rile him up as well. The meetings that required both of them to attend had always been heated up by their arguments. They always had something or the other to mention against each otherâs ideas. Someone had to constantly remind them that it was a meeting and not a debate.
At work dinners, the way Joshua would suck up to their boss would get on her nerves while the way she would ruin his moments by saying something against him.
âWhy do you hate Joshua so much?â Soonyoung asked.
She paused. She forgot about the sugar cube she had just picked up to drop in her coffee and got lost in her thoughts. No matter how hard she thought, she couldnât put a pin on the moment she started hating him. She snapped out of it and put the cube in her coffee and mixed it.
âI guess itâs just natural⌠I have no clue Soonyoung, but I donât think the origin matters if I canât even remember it. Heâs just annoying as he is, all the time, every time, always.â
âGeez, I thought there was some lore behind this or something. Not gonna lie, Iâm lowkey disappointed Harry.â
âWell, it is what it is.â She continued sipping her coffee as they headed back to their workspace.
Not today. She didnât want to have any stupid interactions with Joshua today. Harry couldnât handle Joshuaâs annoying existence on the day she found out her longtime crush was a piece of shit. No, because one of the stories he posted just revealed that just like other âmenâ he turned out to be a misogynistic, homophobic, and ignorant idiot as well. She was filled with feelings like disappointment, disgust, anger, etc. One wrong step and she might blow up.
Thankfully she didnât see him the whole day.
Until she did. He just had to be the one who parked his car a little too close to hers. Good thing he came at the right time though, because imagine waiting for the car owner to come and move their car for her to even go home on a day that was overwhelming enough. But that didnât stop her from yelling her lungs at him. All the frustration and anger she had towards herself for liking such a person (not that she knew until that day) all came spilling onto Joshuaâs face right out of her mouth. For some reason, Joshua didnât feel like fighting back. Normally he would do anything to get back at her but for some reason he felt like he shouldnât. He felt like if he fought back this time the so-called âhatredâ that they had between them would turn into something real. Thatâs something that scared him like a little kid being scared that their best friend would stop playing with them.
After listening to her shout at him, he spoke. He shouldnât have though, because he made her cry instead of winding her up more. If only he screamed back, she wouldnât have felt guilty about the displacement of anger. If only he yelled back at her, she wouldnât have felt so vulnerable.
âAre you alright Harry?â Just that one sentence, coming from Joshua that too, broke her down. But she couldnât afford to be vulnerable in front of Joshua of all people. She had to leave. That instant.
She pulled herself together and politely asked him to move his car immediately, wiping off her tears quickly. He did it without questioning her further. She took off without giving him an apology or an explanation, leaving Joshua as perplexed as heâd ever been.
The next day at work, she seemed just fine. Looking at her work like nothing ever went wrong yesterday, Joshua was glad to see her alright but also concerned and confused.
Is she acting like everythingâs fine? Or is everything really fine? What was that yesterday? Was she mad at me? Was she just having a rough day? Should I ask her? Would that be weird? Maybe I could ask Soonyoung, Iâm sure he will know. Maybe that would be crossing a boundary.
All that and a lot more thoughts occupied Joshuaâs head for a couple of days. All he could do was look at her from a distance and worry. He tried his best not to interact with her at all because he didnât want to annoy her until he was sure she was fine.
She found the distance between the two both peaceful yet empty. She liked how her blood pressure didnât rise every other second but at the same time she also missed it a little. And that thought she trashed immediately. She convinced herself that it was only peace that she felt and no emptiness.
âSoonyoungâŚâ Harry stared at a painting on the wall of the coffee room. He sensed that she was caught up in her thoughts and asked her what was up.
âSo, is it normal to feel empty when a noisy neighbour finally moves out?â
âDid that karaoke machine guy move out? You miss him?â
She choked on her coffee. âNo!! Seokmin didnât move out.â
âThen who are you missing?â
âNo one. I just saw that line somewhere online and wondered if thatâs how people feel. Thatâs it. I donât miss anyone. Why would you think itâs about me? I donât have anyone that I could miss. Pfft.â
âStrong denial is strong agreement.â He laughed, but he also let it slide because he knew about the ex-crush and didnât want to press in case it was about him. Itâd been a week and she was finally back to normal. He wouldnât want to mess that up for her.
Right then, Joshua walked in and grabbed a cup to get some coffee for himself. Yes, he was brave enough to be seen by her that day because itâd been a while since the incident and she seemed totally alright and back to form that morning in their meeting when they had their usual bickering.
He sat down across them to drink his coffee. He drank too soon and burnt his tongue. But not only was his tongue burnt but so was his stomach. He was jealous. He had the perfect view of Soonyoung wiping off some biscuit crumbs off the corner off Harryâs lips. Seeing them so close together made him lose his rationality. Joshua knew that Soonyoung was Harryâs best friend since before she joined work here so it was probably just normal for them to be close like that. But seeing them so close as if he was watching a drama didnât do him any good.
He just threw a snarky comment and stormed off without even waiting for Harryâs comeback and squabble as he normally would. He just couldnât stand being there anymore. He couldnât see her like that with someone else.
Walking away, he calmed himself down and scolded himself for losing his cool like that and behaving totally out of character. He hoped that he didnât make her hate him for real or anything.
That seemed to be a constant worry given their setup. If there would be a poster for a movie of their lives it would be a picture of Joshua and Harry standing face to face with swords against each otherâs throats and killer gazes. Thatâs how a third person would describe their relationship. As much as Joshua hated it, he couldnât stop it either because he didnât know how else to communicate or interact with her. He would rather be her rival than be no one to her.
Pulling the short straw really was a bad thing because Harry was stuck with decoration work along with Joshua. The usual bickering at least made sure that the room wasnât filled with awkward silence. They made a plan such that they wouldnât get in each otherâs way so that they could finish up their work soon and stay away from each other.
âJoshua.â Harry called out.
âYes Potter?â Yeah, that was one lame, not-so-creative nickname he had for her that pissed her off a lot. Not that she hated Harry Potter, or that she wasnât used to it, it was merely the fact that hearing it from Joshua ticked her off.
âDo you mind if I play some music? Out loud. I think I left my earphones at home.â
âOnly if you have good taste.â
Harry played her favourite playlist without hesitation. As soon as the first song started playing Joshua was delighted. He was happy to know that there was something in common between them now and that he didnât have to bicker with her every time he spotted her, he could now talk about Day6 too. As a few more songs played and all were from Day6, he was just sure that she was a fellow My Day as well, but he just had to hear it from her to be 100% sure.
âMy Day?â Was all he said for her to turn towards him without looking the slightest bit mad at him. âYou too?â She asked. All he did was nod shyly for her to feel connected to him somehow, not even questioning why he was being shy. They started talking about Day6 and their music and all that for hours as they finished their work together.
A few weeks went by, there was bickering of course but none of it felt hostile anymore, it felt more playful except for in their meetings. The meetings became less of a debate room and more of a meeting room where both Harry and Joshua were able to express their ideas without jumping at each otherâs throats. Even when there was a difference of opinion, it was expressed very politely and non-sarcastically. Everyone was surprised to see so much change in how they treated each other recently and started speculating things.
âYou do realise that thereâs some talk about you and Joshua going around now that yâall ainât strangling each other mentally every time your eyes meet.â Soonyoung said as he placed their coffee cups on the table and sat next to her.
âWellâŚâ Before she could complete it, Joshua entered.
âHi Harry, hi Soonyoung!â He said, walking towards the coffee machine.
âJoin us.â Harry said, earning herself a funny look from Soonyoung that Joshua failed to notice. She just nudged him from under the table and Soonyoung got the warning. Joshua sat across them again with his coffee, hoping not to burn his stomach this time.
âYou tell me Joshua.â Soonyoung repeated the same thing he just told Harry before he entered the room. To which Joshua explained that the change in vibe between them both was because they kind of bonded over being My Days. Soonyoung laughed. He didnât expect that. He was expecting something more like one of them was blackmailing the other or they slept with each other or something stupid like that. But this totally made sense to him since he knew how she got along with the fandom so well.
âI should get back to work.â Harry said, sipping the last bit of her coffee. âSoonyoung and I are going out for some drinks tonight. You can join us if youâre free.â
âIf Soonyoung is fine with it too, and if Iâm not intruding, I would love to!â
âHey man youâre most welcome as long as the both of you donât go on about Day6 for hours and leave me out.â He joked.
Harry and Joshua at the same time assured him that that wouldnât happen and confirmed that Joshua was joining them that evening.
These little hangouts didnât stop with just one. There were many more, sometimes it was just the two of them also.
They started getting along really well and the bickering came to an end. They were nothing like rivals anymore. Anyone who didnât know how they used to be would call them good friends. To their other colleagues it was still a mystery as to how they went from wanting to throw each other off the rooftop to getting each other coffee and smiling at each other. There was one person happy with this development.
Joshua.
Heâd always wanted to be on good terms with her so that he could at least have a shot with her. Heâd fallen head over heels for her the day he laid his eyes on her for the first time. A few days had gone by, Joshua trying to get Harry to notice him, but it didnât work. She didnât know about him till they officially met in the meeting room. Getting on her nerves during a meeting was not on his to-do list. He didnât know how to tell her that he didnât mean to oppose her idea so strongly. He just had a difference in opinion and enjoyed having a conversation with her so he didnât stop, not realising that it wasnât enjoyable for her on the other hand.
Starting off on the wrong foot, Joshua felt helpless. He didnât want his crush to be mad at him every time she saw him, no. He wanted her to smile brightly and run to him and talk to him about the most trivial things. He wanted to be the one she went to for anything that happened throughout her days. But instead, he became someone she wanted to avoid so badly. He wanted her to miss his absence not celebrate it.
Harry : Youâre not at work today? I havenât seen you the whole day. I hope youâre doing well.
Joshuaâs day was made. He never expected her to check up on him, especially when his absence usually meant celebration to her.
Joshua : Iâm fine, I just had a personal commitment so I took the day off. Thanks for checking in Harry đ
Harry : Ah, good to know youâre fine. See you tomorrow then.
Joshua : See you tomorrow Harry đ
It was the best day of his life so far. But that would change soon if Harry said yes to him soon.
Thereâs no way sheâs going to say no for this. He took the day of to get 2 tickets to the upcoming Day6 concert in hopes that Harry would go out with him. How he was going to ask her out was something he hadnât planned yet.
Should he casually let it slip that he has 2 concert tickets and ask her to tag along? Should he send her an email of the concert tickets and then explain it to her. Should he ask her out for coffee or something before he gave her the tickets? Would that be too much?
The excited man showed up at work the next day, looking a little too happy. As usual, Harry, Soonyoung, and Joshua met at the coffee room and Harry had the chance to ask him why he was so happy that day. She made it easier for him to ask her then.
âSo, I took off yesterday, right? It was to get 2 tickets to the upcoming Day6 concert!â Joshua spoke as the other two listened intently. Soonyoung figured where this was heading and excused himself pretending to get a phone call. Joshua then continued.
âWould you like to go with me?â
Harry was blushing a little. She wanted it to be a date, but he didnât mention that. As if he could read her mind, he spoke again. âAs a date.â
The bright smile of hers that he always wanted her to show him finally grew on her face.
âI would love to.â
Joshua couldnât help but mirror her smile. He got up and put away their coffee cups. âIâll mail you the tickets then, we could maybe go on a date before the concert too, you know, shopping for outfits or anything you would like.â
âLetâs go shopping for outfits, yes, that would be fun!â
The two continued planning their dates and went back to work soon.
âGirl! I knew it! I knew he was going to ask you out. I did well by leaving yâall alone, right?â Soonyoung was giggling.
âLiterally, how did you know?â
âItâs so obvious that he has a huge crush on you, youâre just too blind to see it I guess.â
âIâm not blind, but I guess he is into me maybe? Because why else would he ask me out? And Iâm interested too I guess because him asking me out made me happy?â
âHarry, shut up. Youâve been crushing on him for a while too now.â
âNo. I havenât been crushing on him. I just think heâs nice.â
âJust like him, youâre really bad at hiding your crush too. Anyone who knew you guys personally would know that yâall are totally into each other.â
What Soonyoung said left Harry wondering. How long had she found Joshua attractive and how long had he liked her? How come she never noticed it? She was happy he asked her out though. She could let her curious mind rest till the date and get her doubts clarified then.
Joshua : Iâll be there at 5pm to pick you up, you can come down whenever youâre ready.
Harry : Great! See you at 5pm then :3
Joshua : <3
Harry was kicking her feet in the air at the sight of the heart emoji that Joshua sent her. She was excited for the date. She knew that she was going to have a good time. She didnât know why she felt comfortable and confident that things would go well, because normally she wouldnât trust men that easily. Something was different when it came to Joshua though. She was just sure that he wouldnât let the door slam at her face, that he wouldnât blame her or get impatient if she was a little late, that he wouldnât walk too fast, inconsiderate of her heels making her slower than usual, that he wouldnât fail her like other men usually did on the dates sheâd been on.
âWere you waiting for too long?â
âNot really, and even otherwise you neednât think about that. Iâd wait for as long as you need to get ready the way you want to. And Harry⌠Youâre beautiful.â
She needed to scream but that would make her look insane. Or give away how much she liked him already. He had a way with her heart. He effortlessly said and did the right things. Anything and everything that would make her comfortable and be her confident self. He was being the perfect date she had yet to experience.
He made sure to stop by a cafĂŠ to get her some milk tea so that she doesnât have to go shopping on an empty stomach. He helped her choose a few outfits and waited for her patiently as she tried them out. He complimented her in all her new outfits but even more in the one he liked the most. He let her help him choose his outfits as well. They had their own goofy time at the accessory shop as well. Wearing rings on all the fingers and wearing multiple necklaces at the same time, wearing funny hats together, and clicking pictures like that.
After shopping for hours, Joshua knew that the milk tea would no longer keep them going so he drove them to a restaurant for some dinner.
They talked about how fun the date had been so far while they waited for their food to get ready. And that was the time where Harry had to ask. âJoshua⌠when⌠since when were you interested in me?â
âOh. Um. I wouldnât call it just interest. Iâve liked you ever since you joined our office. I didnât know how to approach you, and before I even attempted anything I ended up being an annoying existence to you. I didnât like how you were always mad when you saw me, but I was glad I wasnât a nobody to you, so I went along with whatever dynamic we had setup for us. Hoping that one day we would become lovers instead of rivals. You have no idea how relieved I felt whenââ
âYour food is ready.â The waiter started keeping their food on their table.
That gave Joshua the gap to catch her reaction, which made his heart skip a beat. She was sitting across him, listening intently, a little smile drawn upon her face, her cheeks a little red from his confession, her hair falling on all the right places on her face and shoulders.
And once the waiter was gone, he continued to confess, trying hard to maintain eye contact.
âSo, yeah, where was I? Yeah. You have no idea how relieved I felt when we discovered we both were MY Days because honestly, if not for that discovery, we would probably be pulling each otherâs hair out in every meeting and glaring at each other all the time at work.â
âJoshua⌠wow. I donât know what to say. Thatâs⌠thatâs so cute. Youâre cute. And⌠I think I might like you too? Even if Iâm not sure about that yet, Iâm definitely interested in finding out with you if you would like.â
âIâd love that for us Harry. You donât have to rush; you can take your time to figure out how you feel about me. I like you, and I respect you and your feelings. Letâs go out on a few more dates. If you like me, you like me. If not, thatâs totally fine. Well not totally but Iâll still respect your decision.â
âThank you for liking me, Joshua.â
Joshua : Rest well Harry and maybe keep your feet in some warm water, we did walk around a lot today.
Harry : you too Josh. I can call you that, right?
Joshua : anything you like darling
Joshua : [deleted a message]
Joshua : anything you like~
âTell me everything!!â Soonyoung chased you around at coffee breaks and lunch time to hear all about your date. Not just that day but every other date you had with Joshua, Soonyoung was interested. âYour love life is my new favourite manhwa!â He exclaimed. Harry as usual told Soonyoung everything about all their dates. Soonyoung approved of Joshua unlike every other guy she had ever dated before.
âYou know, I think Iâm finally happy with a guy. Iâm glad that itâs Joshua who makes me happy.â
âI think youâre falling. Falling in love.â Soonyoung said with stars in his eyes.
âWell, weirdly I canât even think of denying it. Maybe youâre right Soonyoung. Is this how love feels?â
âYou should totally tell him on your next date or something.â
She was thinking about what Soonyoung said. She wasnât a person who openly expresses her feelings through speech like that. She had an idea.
âThe night sky looks so pretty, doesnât it Harry?â
Joshua and Harry were walking back to his car after the concert.
âIt looks like the best night sky Iâve ever seen.â
âIs it because of the concert or because youâre with me?â Joshua playfully looked at you expecting an answer.
âIâd say both.â She let go of his hand. He watched her curiously. She fished out what looked like a pretty envelope from her bag.
âJoshua, get in the car.â She handed him the letter once he got in. âIâll stay out here, I want you to let me know once youâve finished reading it, alright?â He just nodded and started reading through the letter once she closed the door.
Now he was the one who couldnât express himself through words. He couldnât believe his eyes. His longtime crush who was his rival for so long, became friends with him, agreed to go out with him, and is now in love with him???? How was he supposed to react to this? The woman he loved, loved him back. That miracle happened to them. He was way too happy to contain himself, he threw the door open and hugged her tight.
He asked her softly, âCan I kiss you?â
She pulled away from the hug and leaned in close enough for their lips to almost be touching. âYou can Josh.â
Thatâs all she had to say to experience the best kiss on the best day of her life.
She got to see a Day6 concert with the man she loved. She got to confess her feelings for him on that magical night. He returned her feelings. The man she loved, loved her back. She then had her first kiss with him. He drove her back home; she invited him up. They spent the night peacefully sleeping in each otherâs arms.
this is a little something that i have written because i felt very emotional discussing with my bestie about how much we both miss binnie (moonbin from astro) as recently an unpleasant anniversary had passed by. if this could trigger you in any way, please ignore the post. i did not upload it for the likes or for it to refresh anyone's wounds.
so PLEASE DO IGNORE IF THIS COULD TRIGGER YOU!!
i just felt like sharing my feelings here for i know that many could relate with me and find some comfort through company.
hugs to everyone whether you're having the time of your life, going through a difficult phase of life, or surviving by all your power. you deserve hugs, everyone deserves hugs. đŤđŤđŤđŤđŤđŤđŤ
is it foolish of me to think about you
you who no longer belongs to my world?
is it foolish of me to talk about you
you who no longer belongs to my world?
should i be happy or anguished
that a piece of my heart,
that i had once placed in the warmth of your palms
crossed the celestial bounds and
accompanied you to your new home?
should i be happy,
that you have been sent far far away
from these demons in disguise of humans
or should i be anguished,
for i have been parted from my dearest
and haven't the guts to lodge beside you
is it foolish of me to remember you
you who no longer belongs to my world
is it foolish of me to cherish you
you who no longer belongs to my world
having no one to blame, i blame myself
for not noticing, for not being there for you
how hard must it have been for you
for you to make such a decision.
for you to leave behind all your loved ones.
how many scars did you bear?
for you to feel like giving us one huge scar
would be alright?
is it foolish of me to still love you
you who no longer belongs to my world
is it foolish of me to still care for you
you who no longer belongs to my world
how much did you endure alone,
without breathing a word to us which made us incapable,
incapable of conveying any number of words to you
oh an year has it been. time sure does fly,
slow for some, fast for few.
which one was it for me? clueless i stand,
for you is all that fills my thoughts
time is no matter when what matters most has disappeared
disappeared from my sight only.
sight only. for you still reside in my heart
in innumerable people's hearts
for the person you were was too huge
pieces of you remain in each of us
and till our grave shall we carry them,
engraved in our hearts.
is it foolish of me that i still feel your presence
you who no longer belongs to my world
is it foolish of me that i carry your essence
you who no longer belongs to my world
you were loved. you were appreciated. you were adored.
i hope you know this, for if you don't
a million pieces will become of what remains of my heart
what remains of my heart, after giving most of it away
away to you, in hopes of you holding it safe,
safe in the warmth of your palms
well, i have no doubt it's safe.
it's safe with you, torn apart from me,
far away in your new world.
is it foolish of me to make you a part of my day
you who no longer belongs to my world
is it foolish of me to still believe i could run to you
you who no longer belongs to my world
your name shall be spoken of, your legend shall be remembered,
till those who love you leave the world i am in,
to join your new home.
to join your new home and love you more there.
if you have read through this, here's some hugs for you đŤđŤđŤđŤđŤđŤđŤđŤđŤđŤđŤđŤđŤđŤđŤđŤ. i hope you have a great day/afternoon/evening/night. i'm proud of you for living, surviving in this harsh world, thank you for living <3
Uhm sorry for bothering. But can you write Jeonghan and Scoups fic. Where Jeonghan is struggling with mental issues/traumas and so does Scoups but they both realise that instead of just pushing each other they need to work together. A healing process? It's hard but still a better try nonetheless. Also some secretive fluffy romance. Like smiling at their text or imagining them while studying and smiling? Anything. Fluff, angst and healing altogether? I'm sorry if it's too much đ thank you!!! I love your fics.
you're not bothering me at all, requests are more than welcome ^^
this sounds a bit complex, but i'll try my best to write it out for you, considering your narration, i think this one's going to be a long one so i will be taking some time to write and post it, i'll tag you when i do tho <3
i have a shua fic coming up, i'll get to working on this as soon as that one's done hehe~
it's not too much, thank you for loving my fics and hitting me up with a request <33
Pairing : mingyu x oc (sukee) {can also be read as a y/n fic}
Genres : fluff, angst, slight suggestiveness
Word count : 4.4k {4435 words}
warnings : mentions of food, slowburn, slight suggestiveness, but no smut, gyu is irresistible and you could get extremely delulu so read at your own risk !!
Summary : you're waiting for vernon to bring takeout from your favourite restaurant because it was cheat day, but instead he returned with your favourite cook : mingyu
every time you tried to even prepare yourself to talk to him, you got lost in your train of thoughts that were always about how beautiful he was and how sweet he was (according to what you heard from bonon)
you would just imagine how great you guys would be together and by the time you actually think of approaching him, he's already gone back.
well not this time, because he won't be going back, at least not for a few nights.
âHave you showered yet?â Vernon asked, as Sukee could hear his breath along with his voice. She replied, âwhy are you breathing so heavily, and yes, I just showered, why?â Still breathing heavily, he said, âwell, Iâm climbing stairs, just passed the 5th floor, 6 more to go. And you might want to put on some clothes, more than just your bath robe, you know?â he whispered the last sentence. She wondered why for a second and then realised what was going on. She cut the call immediately and rushed to get ready. They had 6 floors to go, which meant she had approximately 6-7 minutes to get ready. Why they were climbing the stairs instead of taking the elevator was something she couldnât give her mind to right now, she had to be ready in 5 minutes, not just ready, she wanted to be at her best.
She ran to get the door when Vernon rang the bell, leaving her just as breathless as were they. âHi?â Sukee said to the both of them. Vernon just walked past his sister muttering the same word again and again, which sounded like âshorterâ but with context she could figure out he meant water so she went to get him some water right after Mingyu greeted her with a wide smile and a small wave.
After the guys caught their breath and had a glass of water each, she finally asked, âNow why would you climb 11 flights of stairs instead of just taking the elevator?â To which Vernon tried to hold his laughter, while Mingyu glared at him, which only made him burst into laughter. Since he couldnât stop laughing, Sukee just looked at Mingyu hoping he would answer, thankfully he did understand her non-verbal cue and spoke. âHe is so wily. I canât believe I fell into another one of his traps. He made me believe that people normally canât climb stairs after the 10th flight and thatâs why thereâs no stairs further than that. And I argued that thatâs not true, and they probably have a different reason for not having stairs above 10th floor. Since I always used the elevator, I even believed the first half of what he said, but he kept trying to convince me which made me want to prove him wrong, and that is whyâŚâ he pointed at Vernon who was only laughing harder listening to his best friend narrate. âAnd only after reaching the 10th floor and seeing the staircase that led to the next floor did I realise that I was actually tricked.â
She couldnât help but laugh too but as soon as she realised that Vernon hadnât brought anything from her favourite restaurant as he promised, you were puzzled. âHey, how come you didnât bring me any food when that was why you went out in the first place?â
Vernon put his arm around Mingyuâs shoulder and said, âI thought I could bring home your favourite chef instead of just your favourite food.â Mingyu tilted his head, âI am her favourite chef?â Vernon just nodded because his sister was looking at him with eyes that said, âif you dare speak more, Iâll rip your intestines and feed them to some animals.â Mingyu, unaware of that, just blushed at the thought of being her favourite, even if it was just as a chef.
Vernon who noticed that, smirked while she was still giving him that glare. Mingyu, on the other hand, was too busy admiring the way Sukeeâs hair fell behind her shoulders, all the way till her waist, the way half of her collarbones peeped out of her boat neck top, the tiny studs that she wore on her ears, and also looked at the new addition to her accessory collection; her new nosepin. Oh, what that did to him, she could never imagine. He quickly snapped out of his thoughts as he heard her sweet voice slide into his ears like music.
âOkay, so what are we doing for lunch though?â she ask, with her hands on her tummy.
The way she pouted with her hands on her tummy as she asked drew a smile on his face. âIâm cooking for us, today and till the end of next week.â
âThatâs what I was about to tell you, before you started threatening me with your eyes. Heâs going to be staying with us for a couple of weeks because heâs moving but is homeless right now. His house doesnât get ready till the end of next week.â
That was hard for her to digest. To live under the same roof as her crush, the Mingyu, that was one task she would say. First of all, she would have to talk to him, second of all, she would have to do that without letting him in on her huge crush, third of all, she would have to stop herself from throwing herself at him. Now wasnât that tough?
âAlright, is he sharing your room or are we clearing the study?â she asked, trying to keep her composure.
âIâm fine even with sleeping on the couch, you guys neednât change anything for me, Iâm only here for a couple of weeks.â Mingyu said in the sweetest voice with his cute puppy eyes that his best friendâs sister found so irresistible.
Vernon side eyed Mingyu, âYouâre staying here for a couple of weeks, and as the good hosts we are, weâre going to make you the most comfortable we can, so stop trying to adjust and just make yourself feel home. Who knows, you might want to get used to living with other people already.â
There was a hint of panic on Mingyuâs face, but he didnât say anything and just shrugged.
âHelp me clear the study while I go help Gyu bring his stuff, will you Sukee?â Vernon asked. If it was someone else, his sister wouldâve been annoyed, but she wasnât, because things were always different when it came to âher Gyuâ.
It had been a couple of days but she had yet to have spoken more than a few basic words to him. It was mostly just, âPass me the waterâ or âexcuse meâ or âwhereâs this/thatâ or âoh itâs here.â
That was improvement too for her, but she had to try to talk to him for things to not be too awkward between them for as long as he was there. And since Vernon couldnât stand by and watch his sister and his best friend waste their opportunity, he called for a movie marathon. Of course, Vernon was in charge of preparing the movie list. Mingyu was in charge of the snacks and Sukee was in charge of the drinks. And once again, he stepped his game up by sending them both shopping together.
The car ride was silent, but what was new? Well, Sukee caught him stealing glances at her through the rear view mirror a couple of times, which flustered her but also made her wonder why, so she decided to ask. âDo you have something to tell or ask me?â
âWhy do you sound so formal, are you here for an interrogation or something???â She beat herself up in her mind.
Mingyu cleared his throat. âBeautiful.â He said that in such a small voice that she couldnât even tell if he had spoken or not, if not for catching his lip movement. âPardon?â She asked hoping he would be audible this time.
He fixed his eyes onto the road and said, âYouâre beautiful is what I said.â Refusing to look at her, he couldnât believe what he had just said. The first ever proper sentence he said to his crush was that. What would she think of him? Some fuckboy flirting around just to sleep with her? He wasnât thinking that way baselessly, it was true that many mistook him for such a person when he just genuinely complimented people when he felt like they deserved it.
âThank you. You are beautiful too.â She barely managed to pull words out of her mouth as she was already imagining her future with him.
âGet a hold of the reality Sukee, that was one compliment, thatâs all. Donât get all delulu!!â
Once they both were done shopping, Mingyu carried the heavy bags leaving âhis pretty girlâ to only carry the bag that had his tissues, glasses and his shaving kit. Vernon let them in as soon as he heard his little sister knock with her elbow, well aware that they couldnât possibly be able to fetch their keys and get the door themselves while carrying all the shopping bags.
Each of them got working to set up the screen, food and beverages. After they all finally settled down, Vernon started playing the first movie. They all watch so intently, as if they were all one of those characters and that was her life story.
By the first quarter of the second movie, Vernon got up saying his boyfriend had an emergency. Everyone knew Seungkwan was just dramatic like that and his emergencies could easily just be âlack of cuddlesâ or âhow could I possible not fall asleep in my boyfriendâs armsâ but Vernon still ran to him at each call, which was kind of cute. And well, there was no harm in that, he lived only a couple of apartments away.
âI have to go to Kwannie right now, but you guys are going to stay up and finish the rest of the movies too!â He signalled them that he had his eyes on them and rushed to the door after grabbing his jacket.
Sukee looked at Mingyu. He held her gaze and she stayed like that for a minute or so, oblivious to the movie playing in the background. But a loud noise from the movie brought back her attention to it, or at least their gazes. Because they were definitely looking at the movie on the screen, but neither of them was thinking about that for a few minutes. Then slowly they were paying attention to the movie again.
Around the middle of the third movie, almost all the snacks were gone except for a bowl of nachos and 3 cans of soda. Both of them had to scoot closer to reach the bowl. The moment her shoulder came in contact with his arm, she was intoxicated, and so was he. But both of them tried their best not to show it.
The close proximity didnât allow either of them to focus on the movie. She was too tired to even keep her eyes open, they were just forced to stay open because of the person beside her. She was no longer shy and filled with thoughts about her future with him, she was completely in the present, just thinking about him sitting next to her. That was good, that made her feel like that was probably the moment where she had to start talking to him.
She paused the movie and turned to sit facing him. He shifted to a position mirroring her and looked at her as if he was expecting her to do something.
âSo where are you moving to?â Sukee asked, her voice giving her sleepiness away.
âYou will be surprised if you know that actually. Iâm moving in to this place, the empty apartment right across this one.â He said pointing down, indicating her apartment.
âOh, weâre going to be neighbours? Might as well break the ice and get to know you better then!â
He couldnât stop smiling because this was the most that she had ever spoken to him and she had never seemed so excited. Maybe it was the night, maybe it was the tired, maybe it was the sugar, Mingyu had no idea which one of those it was but she looked prettier than ever, he could see stars in her eyes. But he soon realised that he had to reply.
âYes, that would be great. Where shall we start?â He asked, trying to sound as confident as possible in hopes of hiding his nervousness. Right then, a few strands of her hair fell over her face. Mingyu couldnât bear the hair covering her visuals, so he reached out to fix her hair. His heart wasnât helping him, already, but his best friendâs little sister just had to make it worse. She just had to hold his hand. She kept his hand in hers as she asked her first question.
âLetâs skip the obvious, because we do know each other through Vernon. Letâs talk about things he wouldnât have shared with us, personal stuff.â She shifted a little to adjust her legs but she still didnât let go of his hand. After a while actually, Sukee even held his other hand too.
Dwelling deep into both of their pasts and getting to know each other well, her crush only became bigger and bigger. He was no good either, he kept falling deeper and deeper for her the more she revealed about herself. The way they both understood each other was new to them. It was as if no one else could ever understand them the way they understood each other.
Vernon was welcomed home by the picture of her and Mingyu all cuddled up on the couch, sleeping against each other. He smiled and tiptoed to not wake them up.
âDarling, you left your phone back at my place!!â Seungkwan entered, screaming at the top of his lungs, waking vernonâs sister and his best friend up. Both of them were so confused to find themselves in such close proximity, not to mention that their bodies were stuck to each other like they had been glued together. Vernon was looking at Seungkwan with an upset face. âDid I do something wrong hun?â He asked, to which Vernon replied, âI wanted to click a picture of them like that.â Seungkwan stood there with an âoopsâ written all over his face. Both of them break the connection and immediately headed to each otherâs rooms and got refreshed for the day.
A few days passed by, both of them slowly became friends. Vernon joked about them being cute together all the time, just to see both of them act all flustered and speechless. But they had really bonded and she didnât want him to leave even if it was just right across the hall.
She was making breakfast for herself, that was a rare sight. But it was Saturday and she had a lot of time for herself. She liked to keep it simple so she just went for omelette, toast and some smoothie. While she was switching on the frying pan for the omelette, she felt someone creep their hands around her waist. She almost dropped the bowl of beaten egg but she froze when she felt a chin rest on her shoulder.
âLetâs stay like this for a moment.â Sukee heard Gyuâs raspy morning voice. She had no idea what was going on and why. She was going insane while he was there resting his head on your shoulder and back-hugging her calmly. âIs he drunk?â was all she could think of. She turned off the pan and waited for him to pull himself away from her so that she could cook with full focus.
In about 5 minutes, he detached himself and just walked back to his room as if nothing had happened. Whenever she tried to bring that incident up, he would either change the topic or act as if he didnât know what she was talking about. He denied the happening so much that she almost started believing that she was just so delusional that she had started hallucinating. Once she was completely convinced that it had never happened, she started acting normal with him again, till heâŚ
The four of them were drinking, talking, playing games, etc. Seungkwan kept signalling Vernon to follow him out once he left. It was so obvious that even Sukee and Mingyu caught on but Vernon didnât notice. Seungkwan just got up, âFor godâs sake!â he exclaimed and left, leaving Vernon extremely confused.
âGo after him.â Both of them said in unison. Vernon smirked at the sight of the two of them momentarily and ran to catch up with his boyfriend.
âI bet theyâre making out, thatâs why Kwan called Vernon out. Ah, how I wish I could do that too. Well, of course not with Vernon, but you know what I mean, right? I donât even have to explain myself-â Sukee stopped rambling when she noticed that Mingyu stared at her intently with a wide smile plastered to his face. âWhy are you looking at me like that?â she asked.
âYou wish you could do what? Make out with someone?â He asked with a smirk. It was probably the alcohol running in his blood that made him feel so confident. Without even waiting for her response, he said, âI could make that wish come true.â
He pulled her chair closer to his, such that he had one of his hands on the side of her chair and the other on air right above her thigh, looking at her face for approval. She nodded and he rested his hand on her thigh. He started leaning into her face. The closer he got, the louder she heard his breath, the hotter she felt, the sweatier her palms became, the harder it became to keep her eyes on his. Once again, he stopped, right in front of her face, his lips almost touching hers. Dangerous. Very dangerous. She wanted to lean in and kiss him. That was what she wanted to do the most. But she didnât. Instead, she pulled away and excused herself to bed. Â
Mingyu stared at her door as she slammed it shut. He kept staring for a while before he went to bed too.
She left early in the morning next day and stayed a couple of nights at Seungkwanâs. She asked Seungkwan not to ask her anything but well, he was him. âSo, when are you going to tell me what happened? You seem very off, Iâm pretty sure youâre crashing at mine only because something has happened and not because this is one of our extended sleepovers.â
She sighed heavily. Where would she start? With the almost kiss? With the hallucination? With her crush moving in and also becoming her soon-to-be-neighbour? With her huge crush on him ever since she met him?
She decided to spill anyway, thinking that even if Seungkwan couldnât probably help her with it, he could at least give her an ear.
Seungkwan only promoted communication as if he was endorsed.
But was the man wrong? Nope. She couldnât just run away like that. Either she had to go back and pretend nothing happened or if he wanted to talk about it, she had to tell him the truth. But she needed some time before she could face him, so she decided to stay at Seungkwanâs for another night.
There was a huge power cut, and this was the peak of summer. She couldnât possibly wear the clothes that she brought along and feel comfortable, so she went up to get her clothes. And who knows? Maybe she will find some courage to just stay there.
She went in and got changed into a spaghetti strap crop top with a pair of shorts. She wished she could walk around shirtless, that was how hot it was. She ran into Mingyu as she came out of her room, he was standing there wearing a black tank top, his hair, that he was growing out was pushed to the sides of his face.
âWe need to talkâ he said. His eyes werenât laid on hers, instead they were looking for a place to look at other than her chest, she didnât notice at first because she was doing the same. âSure.â She said and followed him to the couch.
âCould you get me some water?â His best friendâs little sister asked him in order to buy some time for preparing herself to talk. Mingyu came back with water and sat next to her, quite close, she was taken aback. Sukee drank the water. âThank you, so what is it that you want to talk about?â
âFirst of all, please come back, I feel so bad that youâre staying away from your own home just because of me.â He said with those puppy eyes that made her so weak. But she was determined to stay strong. âWho said itâs because of you? Youâre delusional.â
He knew he deserved that so he didnât counter that, instead he continued. âSecond of all, Iâm sorry I acted as if nothing happened the day I back-hugged you. I panicked. I thought you would be disgusted. I thought you would hate me for doing that, without even asking you too. I just, I just really want you to not hate me.â She just listened carefully, seeing her nod, he continued with the confirmation that she was listening.
âThird of all, this oneâs a question, why did you run away that night? If you had just said no, I wouldâve known you werenât interested. But because you ran away without saying anything, my mind wouldnât rest, I have constantly been thinking about that night. You let me come so close to you, but didnât let me kiss you. Itâs okay if you didnât want to, I would understand that. But it clearly looked like you wanted to but then you thought of something and backed out. Why, Sukee?â
He called your name, looking like a lost puppy but also his body covered with sweat and a sexy black top and a pair of shorts that rode up to his mid thighs. He was talking seriously, she had to focus.
âStay strong Sukee!! Serious talk!!!â She thought to herself.
âWellâŚâ she took a moment to gather her thoughts.
âSo, I am back. I just have to bring a few more things back here. It was because of you. The day you back-hugged me and then pretended it never happened made me think that you were just toying with my feelings or that you just tried something and your really hated it so you just ran away from the truth. And then, to answer your question, I didnât kiss you because pretending that the back hug never happened was painful enough, I couldnât even imagine how much it would hurt to kiss someone I like and then pretend it never happened just because you didnât like it. Thatâs why I didnât kiss you and instead of talking to you I chose to run away from the truth once too. Letâs call it even.â
Mingyu patted her head and pulled her into a hug. He nuzzled his head into her neck and whispered into her ears, âDumbo! I like you, thatâs why I back-hugged you and tried to kiss you and everything. But I panicked. I thought you might think I was taking advantage of you; I didnât even consider the possibility of you liking me back because I am Vernonâs best friend, heâs your brother and I thought you would only see me as another brother. Iâm sorry I hurt you like that, will you give me a chance to show you how much I like you and that I will try my best not to hurt you and even if I did, Iâll fix it in the best way ever.â
âAre we doing speeches?â she asked as she chuckled. âIâm still shocked that you like me back. Apology accepted, Iâm sorry too for hurting you by running away instead of talking to you about the kiss we almost had.â She pulled away from the hug and look into his eyes.
âApology accepted. Now why donât we remove that almost?â He said as he leaned in. She could feel her noses touch and his breath falling on hers. Slowly she leaned in too and kissed him. He kissed her back slowly for a while, and then it changed. It became anything but slow, it became thirsty, hungry, driven. He was almost eating her mouth. He parted his lips from hers for her to catch her breath as he trailed kisses along her cheeks to her jawline, to her neck.
Leaving a couple of hickeys on her neck, he moved down to her collarbones and then looked up at her as if he were asking for something.
âWhat is it?â she asked as she also kissed his neck. âT-take off. Can I take o-off your top?â He tried to talk while catching his breath as she kept kissing his neck.
She nodded into the kiss. He took her top off and stopped she from kissing his neck. He was admiring her body, the way she was carefully sculpted by the angels. Forget it, she was an angel herself to him. The staring made all the blood in her rush to her cheeks. âCan you stop staring?â she asked.
He raised an eyebrow and said, âHow could I possibly not look at the beauty in front of me?â He placed tiny kisses on her chest and below.
âYou do know that I like you, right Sukee?â He asked. She cupped his face and made him meet her eyes. âI like you, you like me. Now since our facts have been established can we continue what we were doing?â She asked, her eyes filled with desire. He just continued without a word.
âI canât believe you have to move already.â She pouted. He patted her head and said, âIâm right across the hall, princess. But if itâs that unbearable you can move in with me anytime you want.â
âYouâre so sweet for saying that even if it was just empty words.â She kissed his forehead.
He kissed her forehead back and said, âI meant every single word I said, you can come over any time you want, you can even move in with me if you wish.â
Vernon emerges out of nowhere, âIâm going to start another part time job if I have to pay the rent all by myself. Iâll go look for new jobs then, you lovebirds keep it up then.â
He went to Seungkwanâs.
âI told you this plan would work, didnât I?â Seungkwan said with such a proud look on his face.
Vernon couldnât help but smile and kiss Kwan all over his face. âThank you love, for helping me get those two lovesick birds to become lovebirds.â
Pairing : mark lee x lee haechan (mark x donghyuck)
Genres : fluff, a lil bit angsty?
Word count : 1.1k {1103 words}
tags : established relationship
warnings : mentions of food ; maybe very slightly leading to suggestiveness towards the end but not really, nothing else ig
summary : a small prank by haechan scared the shit out of mark which made him avoid haechan forever. well not forever...
a/n: this is my first request, @flourjaemin thank you again for the request, although I'm a bit late, I hope you like this!! ^^
It wasnât often that Haechan volunteered to help Mark in the kitchen since he usually ruined whatever he put his hands on, be it just some cupcake batter or boiling pasta or even just adding salt to a salad. Sometimes he ended up hurting his hands too, maybe pouring the boiling pasta water on his hand by mistake or cutting his finger while trying to cut an apple into two pieces or covering his hands with salad dressing. But ever since Haechan saw this scene in an old movie he watched, a prank played by the main lead on their partner, which amused him and made him want to try it, heâs been pestering Mark to let him help in the kitchen.
Well, who could say no to Haechan? Mark definitely tried. However, he couldnât stand his ground and gave in. Immediately an excited brunet hoped his way into the kitchen, the olderâs hypervigilance was triggered and he became extremely anxious but tried his best to not make it obvious and give Haechan just a few simple tasks.
Everything was going well was a thought that came too soon to Mark, for the moment he uttered the last word in his head he could hear Haechan shout. He turned towards the younger to see him holding his finger and shouting in pain. Mark was terrified.
âWhat happened? Are you okay? Does it hurt too much? What happened to your finger?â Mark threw continuous questions at Haechan without even breathing, giving no gap for the younger to answer his train of questions while he eyed the counter to find out what happened. He spotted a knife and freaked out even more. âWho asked you to touch a knife? No. Never mind. Itâs all my fault. I should have never allowed you into the kitchen. This isnât the first time you hurt yourself in here. I should have known better-â Mark was interrupted by Haechanâs laughter.
He looked up baffled on one hand and relieved on the other, realising that his lover was just joking. Heâs glad that Haechan isnât hurt in reality but is also very angry that he would joke about something like this.
âLeave the kitchen, Iâll cook for us,â were the last words that escaped Markâs mouth that evening. He didnât talk to the younger throughout the day and even in their long drive to NoMinâs engagement party.
Haechan did try to get Mark to talk to him, but the older wouldnât budge. Not even when he pulled out the trump card: aegyo. Not the weird funny kind that he does all the time to annoy his friends, but actually being cute, for which Mark melted every single time. Even then he was, he just was as good at hiding it as much as he melted internally.
The younger was a bit upset for the rest of the ride.
Although, as soon as Chenle opened the door for them and he heard the music and his friendsâ voices he was happy. For a short while. Till he realised that Mark was still avoiding him. He tried to be as cheerful as he could throughout the party so that no one else would notice, and luckily, he succeeded with that. But he couldnât fool Mark. The older knew something was off, but he couldnât give in so quickly this time. He was way too angry about the joke. He was still avoiding him even as they left the party.
Mark was so immersed in avoiding him that he failed to notice that Haechan had been very dull throughout their drive home. Heâd been very gloomy in the elevator and didnât even look at the older. There was an uncanny silence between them, which was when Mark got his cue that he went too far, for Haechan was always running his mouth from one random topic to another, but not a word rolled off his lips that night.
Seeing Haechan like that was something the blond could never get used to. It was always as if the silence were a katana piercing through his delicate heart. But Mark was smart, it was their 3rd year into this relationship, not to mention the 2 long years of pining. Mark knew exactly what he could do to make his lover feel better.
Haechan heard a knock on his door. He didnât want to get out of bed, but he didnât want to talk either. But looked like he had no choice but to respond, as the knocking continued, even after he sent Mark a text to just come in.
âCome in.â He said feebly, all cozily covered with his blanket and ready to explore dreamland. Mark entered the room with a small breakfast-in-bed setting, except it would be dinner given that it was nearly midnight.
âI prepared a little something for you. I noticed you didnât eat much at the party.â The older placed the table on the bed as the younger adjusted his blanket and sat up.
âIâm sorry I avoided you too much. I was just too mad about the joke you made earlier this day. I was so worried about you because there hasnât been one good experience of yours in the kitchen. So my heart jumped out of my rib cage when I heard your shout of pain. I was very relieved when I found out you werenât actually hurt. However, I felt like such an idiot, caring so much about you when you were just playing around. I felt so mad that you would joke about something that serious.â
Haechanâs eyes were no longer filled with sadness, they held a delicate look that was filled with care. He finally spoke.
âI didnât think it would affect you that much, Iâm sorry. I just saw this prank in a movie and I wondered how you would react. I wonât do this again. I wonât even come near the kitchen. Not even 100 meters close to it. I swear.â
Mark burst into a laugh. âAre you not planning on being home ever?â
âYou know what I meant.â Haechan laughed and playfully hit Markâs shoulder.
Mark shook his head and started feeding Haechan.
âIâll eat this now, but Iâm expecting dessert too.â Haechan said with a smirk.
Stuffing the brunetâs mouth with omurice and placing a couple of gentle kisses on both of his cheeks, Mark said, âYouâre talking as if that isnât a given. I prepared for that too along with this.â He kissed the youngerâs nose, the back of his hands and his forehead too before getting back to feeding him.
um if you take requests i will be forever grateful if you could write a markhyuck fanfic where the idea is mark avoids haechan after he played a prank on him that scared mark out of his mind. (maybe haechan pranked he got burned or cut while cooking) and then haechan is gloomy until mark feels terrible and showers him in affection
oh hey omg!! i haven't thought about requests, but this is my first one, thank you for that!!
i'll definitely write it for you <3
i might take some time though because there's a lot going on in my life rn
but i love the idea so i'll definitely write for you đđ
and if i'm able to write this one well enough, i'll take more requests too, if you have any â¨â¨
Pairing : mark lee x lee haechan (mark x donghyuck)
Genres : fluff
Word count : 1.8k {1857 words}
tags : roommate!au , idiots to lovers , mutual pining
warnings : mentions of food ; nothing else ig
a/n : i seriously suck at this whole warnings and tags thing. if i have to add any or if something is unnecessary, please let me know đ
Summary : a jealous hyuck asks mark out after a certain yuta oppar is featured
âWhy did you agree to babysit Daegal when youâre not even free?â Mark asked.
Haechan replied with his eyes glued to the tv, âWell, I didnât exactly check my schedule. I said yes as soon as I heard her name, Daegal. Not my fault sheâs so cute and I want to do anything and everything for her.â
A Pororo plushie flew straight into Haechanâs face, right on his nose.
âOw!â he screamed.
The scream being too loud, Mark actually got worried and checked if Haechan was fine.
Looking at his nose that was now pink, Mark said, âAll you need is an ice pack. This is nothing, stop being dramatic.â
The older boy went to fetch an ice pack for the younger, as he was just sitting there, switching through the channels on the tv. Markâs phone ringed with a few notifications, and very conveniently it was right next to Haechan so he could feed his curiosity.
Oh, how he wished he never saw that.
Yuta had texted Mark. Haechan stormed off to the fridge himself, ears red from feelings which he couldnât identify whether they were anger or jealousy or hate towards himself for not acting sooner. He snatched the ice pack from Mark and sent him off to check his phone.
yuta : mark
yuta : MARK
yuta : MARK !!!
yuta : weâre going to rainbow cafĂŠ
yuta : red velvet cake and americano, soundâs tempting eh?
yuta : 7pm tomorrow
yuta : before you ask, yes this is a date
mark : hey man woah
mark : okay wait
mark : Iâll lyk by tonight
yuta : quick
mark : yessir
Haechan locked himself up in his room for the rest of the evening. He read the messages on the notifications and realised that he had to do something before his stupid fat crush on Mark is put to an end without him even getting an opportunity.
He would rather die than become Markâs best man for his wedding with Yuta. Even the stupid thought made his blood boil up. He decided to confide in his best friend instead of overthinking alone.
He called Jaemin and started ranting about the whole situation. Jaemin being Haechanâs best friend since middle school knew everything about him and knew what exactly he needed to tell Haechan for him to man up and ask Mark out.
âHey thereâs no use in thinking how Yuta got ahead of you. You are literally around Mark always⌠well, except when heâs in class, but you get my point. You should have manned up and asked him out first. Itâs you who brought yourself here. Did Mark give Yuta a reply?â
âNo, I kind of stormed into my room as soon as I saw those messages.â
âDumbass!â Jaemin said. âYou should go find out if Mark is interested or not first, if he is considering it then go stop him, if not just ask him out. Mark isnât the type to make it weird between you guys just because you asked him out, right?â
âYes, yes, I know mom. Iâll go find out and do what I can.â Haechan let out a long sigh. Patting his cheek a bit hard, he pulled his senses together. âDid I interrupt your date again or something?â
âTook you long enough. Jenoâs getting upset now, I have to go. Update me through text or call me tomorrow. Bye.â
âBye Jaem.â
Haechan searched his room for water only to find an empty bottle. He dragged himself to the kitchen for some water. As he was filling his bottle with some water, he unintentionally overheard Mark talking to someone on call.
Keyword : unintentionally.
âI seriously donât know man. What if things get weird. We literally live under the same roof. I donât know if I can handle it and I really donât want to move out too.â
There was a small gap where Mark only let out a few âohâs and âmaybeâs.
Unaware of what or who Mark was talking about, a nervous Haechan gulped down a whole bottle of water.
âOkay, maybe itâs time to face it? Iâm still not sure though. Iâm going to wait actually. Yeah. Iâll wait and test the waters first. Anyway, thanks for listening dude, see you tomorrow.â
The older hung up.
Haechan quickly refilled his bottle and headed back into his room as he heard footsteps moving towards the kitchen.
He couldnât help but think that Mark had already caught on and was thinking about how to reject him. Worriedly, he paced back and forth in his tiny room. Starting to feel a bit dizzy, he sat down and told himself that he had to do it that day, whether it was a yes or a no, he had to get it done that day because if not then, then never will he ever have the balls to ask super popular cute Markie boy who was the dream boy of every person who was interested in men, even slightly.
Knock. Knock.
âDude can you come out and help me make dinner?â
Haechan yelled through the door, âIâll be there in 5, till then think about what you want to make.â
âAlright man.â Mark said and walked back to the kitchen.
Haechan walked out to the kitchen as if he wasnât internally screaming with every step he placed on the floor. Mark Lee. How could that man look so breathtaking even by just standing and staring at a box of eggs.
âJust staring at them wonât get them cooked... Or are you just waiting to call Gordon Ramsay?â
Mark almost jumped out of his clothes. Of course, it was easy startling the boy.
âOkay since youâve been staring at eggs, you must have an idea. What do you want to make?â
Mark grabed another apron for Haechan and got closer to him to put it on him. âI want pasta. Now turn around.â
Suddenly getting ballsy, Haechan said, âAnd why should I listen to you?â
âOkay, you have no reason to listen to me so donât.â Mark said as he got even closer and put the apron on Haechan and was practically hugging him to tie it up behind.
Haechan stood there still, as if he were participating in a statue game.
Mark started getting the vessels and turned some music on. âStanding there wonât get pasta done, you know?â
âRight.â Haechan said and started helping Mark.
Now. Itâs the right time to strike, he thought.
âSo⌠uh I accidentally saw your messages on notifications. Are you going out with Yuta?â
Mark froze. He wanted to talk about an entirely different topic with him tonight. He didnât even think of Yuta getting in the way.
âWell, Iâm only considering it still⌠Honestly, I donât know what to do man.â Mark said as he opened the fridge to get the cheese out.
He felt Haechan turning him over, such that heâs facing Haechan and his backâs facing the fridge. The cold air on his back felt colder because with Haechanâs sudden action his senses shot up their sensitivity.
Mark just stood there, literally frozen, staring into Haechanâs soul.
Haechan finally opened his mouth. âDonât go.â
Thatâs all he said as he put his hands on the fridge, leaving mark in between his arms, staring intensely into the shivering boyâs eyes.
âAre you talking to me dude?â Mark said, blinking a bit too much now.
âNo, Iâm talking to the fridge. Youâre just in my way.â Haechan rolled his eyes.
Mark was utterly confused and let out a small âOh.â
Haechan moved closer, leaving no gap between them. âNo, you dumbass. Iâm talking to you. Donât go on a date with Yuta.â
Although it was Mark against the fridge, Haechan was trembling more from the nervousness. Took Mark a minute to even react to what Haechan said.
âMy backâs getting cold.â
Yeah, it took him one minute to even reply, and the best he could say was âMy backâs getting cold.â !?!??!??!?!?
Haechan stepped back, leaving way for Mark to move. Mark did move, but he stepped closer to Haechan.
âSo you just asked me not to go out with Yuta⌠why?â
âIsnât it obvious?â Haechan replied.
Mark just shook his head.
âOkay see I wonât repeat this, itâs okay if you say no. I mean, I donât know⌠just whatever your reply is, please listen to me fully and take your time to think about it I donât mind waiting a few hundred years. I could just become sleeping beauty.â
Mark shook Haechan to stop him from talking. âHyuck. Calm down. Whatâs it?â He asked patiently.
âSorry what?â Mark took a second to understand what he said. âOh. OH!â
âSoâŚ? Okay no. Iâm not going to rush you. Take your time, think carefully because I donât want to get hurt. I really like you.â
âHyuckâŚâ Mark melted in his lion cub slippers. âI was going to talk to you about this over dinner.â
Mark took a couple steps closer, leaving no gap between them.
âYes.â
Haechan couldnât believe his ears. âYou said yes? Like âYes, Hyuck Iâll go on a date with you.â yes?â
Mark laughed, âYes, Iâll go on a date with you, and since weâre both oblivious idiots and thankfully youâve spelt it out, I think itâs my turn now.â
With that Haechan was trapped in a kiss by Mark Lee.
MARK LEE KISSED HIM?????????
He couldnât believe it but he felt really happy. His long-time crush on his roomie had finally been reciprocated? He no longer had to rant about every single thing Mark did, like breathe or even opening his eyes, to Jaemin, he could do that to the Mark Lee himself. Oh, how happy he was.
Mark pulled away but still kept his face close to Hyuckâs. âI like you too, seemed like you didnât catch on either.â
A blushing mess Haechan became at that spot. Mark took his phone out.
âNow that you know and I wanted to do this anywayâŚâ
mark : I canât go out with you tomorrow
mark : or any day anymore
mark : I have someone now
yuta : oh⌠well, congratulations ig
mark : IN YOUR FACE NAKAMOTO YUTA
yuta : what.
mark : sorry that was hyuck-
yuta : oh heâs the one youâre with?
mark : yes
yuta : alright, you guys have fun, bye.
mark : bye.
Mark hit Haechan playfully on his shoulder. âWhy did you do that?â
âBecause now the world needs to know youâre mine and Iâm yours. Just to be clear, since neither of us asked this. Would you like to be my boyfriend, Mark Lee?â Haechan asks with a widespread smile plastered onto his face.
âHow can I say no to you Hyuck. Of course, Iâd love to be your boyfriend, if you would be mine.â
âWeâre boyfriends now. Yay!â
âIâm like very happy for us right now dude but Iâm hungry too.â Mark said followed by a small grumble by his stomach.
âLetâs get your pasta done, boyfriend.â Haechan said and they both get to work.
warnings : established relationship, mentions of food
a/n : i seriously suck at this whole warnings thing. if i have to add any or if something is unnecessary please let me know đ
i wrote this because i was inspired by the song and my recent walk to the beach
but seriously. isn't 7pm just such a wonderful song đĽşđĽşđđ
Summary : just another date with your longtime boyfriend
written in reader's pov
itâs wednesday. my favourite day of the week. oh, Iâm not crazy⌠yet. I know that itâs a day that most of the working population hates, well other than monday. but wednesdayâŚ
we chose this day for a reason, of course. the very same reason that everyone dislikes the day for. since itâs right in the middle of the week, unable to have hope for the weekend but also unable to loosen up because the week just started.
to not hate the day like the rest, and to have some motivation, every wednesday is our recharge day.
wednesday 7pm is the one moment I wait for every week. I get to see my tiger baby. well, I was forced into calling him tiger baby and then it kinda grew on me, but no, I will not admit that in front of him⌠getting back to the point, itâs 5:50pm right now, Iâm stuck at my desk for 10 more minutes for me to clock out. all I have to do is check some data and mail it to seungkwan and Iâm done.
y/n : baby
y/n : babe
y/n : babbbbbbeeeeeeeeeeeee
y/n : babyeyeeyeyye
y/n : baaaaaaaaabeyeyey
tiger baby <3 : Iâm assuming ur not drunk yet and ur juz missing me
y/n : bingo
y/n : canât wait to see u later
tiger baby <3 : same babe
tiger baby <3 : iâll pick u up at 7
y/n : luv u
tiger baby <3 : luv u too
tiger baby <3 : now finish up soon and leave
tiger baby <3 : need to see u at 7 sharp
y/n : canât even waste a moment without me eh?
tiger baby <3 : bingo
y/n : not u using my âbingoâ when u say itâs weird all the time
tiger baby <3 : sometimes I like to flatter u
y/n : right
tiger baby <3 : see u soon
y/n : see u luv
okay. Iâve got this.
using 7pm as my motivation yet again, I checked the data pretty quickly and mailed it too. but the thing is, Iâve mailed it to seungkwan. and heâs definitely going to be here in 3, 2, 1ââmissed me already?â
rolling my eyes in the most noticeable way, i replied coldly.
âitâs a work mail, seungkwan. get over it.â
âoh come on, we all know you love me.â he said with playfully shiny eyes and smug all over his face.
as much as he was cute, he was annoying too and he was fixated that I was in love with him, despite the fact that I made it very clear that I had a boyfriend, multiple times at that.
âin your dreams.â
âat least there then.â he winked and left.
not having enough time for seungkwanâs drama, I packed up quickly and headed home, right as it ticked 6.
getting all excited for the date, I couldnât erase the smile off my face. seems like the obvious little smile was too obvious to go unnoticed, I could feel people staring. but who cares, I have a cute boyfriend to see at 7pm.
itâs been over 2 years since we started this tradition, a bit more than 2 years since we started dating, not to mention the painful 1 year of secretly pining over each other in the name of being friends. yet Iâm always excited when itâs date day.
oh no, we donât have any special story behind how we met though, isnât it important how special our love is instead?
we just met at vernonâs party 4 years ago. yes, nothing special. we just randomly danced together and seemed to find each other interesting and became friends.
man, little did I know that night, that he would be the love of my life.
alright, letâs put the thoughts away for a while.
tiger baby <3 : itâs 6:59 and Iâm at your doorstep
tiger baby <3 : open the door exactly in
tiger baby <3 : 6
tiger baby <3 : 5
tiger baby <3 : 4
tiger baby <3 : 3
y/n : hi love
tiger baby <3 : 2
y/n : oh
tiger baby <3 : I see you luv
y/n : I see you too luv
standing there, my boyfriend, my love, kwon soonyoung, handed me flowers. now thatâs a surprise. he rarely buys me flowers. but these are so pretty! I love it!!
âright on time love.â he smiled brightly.
I received the flowers and returned his bright smile. âbaby, thank you, I love them.â
knowing what more he needed than those words, I pulled him into a hug and gave him a small kiss on his ear.
we left for our date.
itâs usually not very grand. we just walk along the long road that leads to the beach since my house is pretty close to it.
strolling through, we also have a lot of snacks while weâre headed towards the beach and light dinner on our way back.
thereâs nothing much to it but doing this, even if itâs repeated and could be boring if done alone or with someone else, since itâs with him, it feels like a new experience every time. even if itâs once every month, and itâs like the 19th time weâre doing this together, still feels new.
âso, how was your day?â he asked.
I started ranting about my whole day and then it was my turn to listen to him rant. and once we were done with that, we had some light talks about random topics or about our friends or our future while eating those snacks.
but once we reach the beach, we switch our silent modes on.
literally, on our phones yes, but also our mouths. we donât talk there for half an hour, itâs just us, laying down on the sand, listening to our beach playlist and the waves, and looking at the sky.
weâve done this so many times but I donât think Iâve asked him what he thinks about during that half an hour. I spend the whole 30 minutes thinking about how pretty he is and how much I love him and how grateful I am to have this wonderful person in my life, as the love of my life.
by the end of the 30 minutes, we both get sleepy so we leave for dinner.
then we go on a long walk to ease the digestion.
once back at home, we get ready to sleep.
we canât afford to stay up late when weâre both working adults. having an evening off every week is fairytale-like enough for our economy.
snuggling into the sheets he wrapped his arms around me, âgood night love.â he whispered in my ear and hugged me tighter.
âit would be a goodnight if I could breathe babe.â I joked, making him loosen his grip a bit.
it wasnât even a few minutes after that I already find him asleep.
the way his eyes were closed and his hair had fallen towards his sides as he laid down next to me, the way his breath was also a nice sound for me, oh how hopelessly in love I was with him. I smiled and whispered into his ears,
Summary : it was over, there was no way things were gonna be the same as it was... but felix couldn't help but write to changbin
Unlocking his door, Changbin entered his home, tiredly, with wet hair and clothes, a bag and a few papers which seemed to be his mail. A full working day with a busy schedule, one must be relieved to get back home, but not Changbin. It rained when he was almost home so itâs not like he can just lay down and rest with wet hair.
He put the mails on the table and the bag at its spot and went to take a warm shower.
Drying his hair, he went up to the kitchen to make some warm lavender tea to drink while he read.
Once he was done with reading and the tea, he finally extended his bulky arm and reached for his mail. There were, of course, unwanted mails too, but the second one seemed to be from someone unexpected, someone special, yet not, for the expression on Changbin's face was mixed. He seemed shocked, yet melancholic. Relieved, yet tensed. Comforted, yet scared.
Almost chickening out, Changbin put away the mail. But he's Changbin. He could never sleep after having an unsolved problem. He got the mail back and opened it, it was sent by his ex. Straightening his posture, stiffening his facial expressions, he read it.
I know Iâm not supposed to be writing to you after what happened⌠but I couldnât help it. I hope you read this till the end though.
I donât know where to start⌠should I start from the first time we met? From when we actually became acquaintances? When we became friends? That time when we discovered that just like some cheesy k-drama, we also have a destiny like story? Or from our painful break up?
I seriously donât know what I am supposed to do now that I have lost the most important person to me. I still love you and I know that you know that, but I just wanted to let you know once again.
What is love? I used to ask myself. You gave me an answer. Thanks to you I understood what love was and I was finally able to give some of that to myself too. You embraced me and accepted me for who I am. You loved me despite me being that fragile kid who just wore a smile and acted unaffected. You helped me turn over a new leaf. If I am in this chapter of my book today, itâs all because of you filling out the previous chapters. I really love you for being such an important person in my life. I still love you and I donât want to let go already⌠but I guess thatâs it for us?
Ever since you got your new job itâs been hard on both of us⌠slowly we became distant. After a point, you didnât have the time and energy for me. I donât blame you because you finally got to do the work that you have dreamt of doing all your life. All your efforts had finally paid off. I didnât want to be that boyfriend who held his boyfriend back, and stop him from living the life he had looked forward to for all his life. I know I must have made many mistakes too and I apologise, love.
I know things canât go back to the way it was before. But just keep in mind that Iâm only a couple streets away and that Iâm always up for a drink. I still love you and I want to be there for you whenever you need a shoulder to lean on, whenever you need an embrace to hug you.
We started off cute and were so lovey-dovey and then the hurdles started showing themselves, we were able to get through quite a few but then came the worst. We werenât able to cross the ocean of monsters. But thatâs alright, right Binnie? We did our best and weâll always remember us.
I still love you but unfortunately, although we have such a romantic destiny-like set up, we failed to stay together. I guess we are that one out of thousand k-dramas that have a sad ending.
Itâs alright I keep saying, but am I alright? No, not at all. You not being by my side makes me feel so empty. It feels like Iâm all alone in this world. I feel like I can never be loved. I feel like my eyes have been plucked out for I can no longer see the beauty of life. I feel like I have lost my goal, I have lost my life. I have lost the love of my life.
All I wanted to do for you is stay by your side and listen to you ramble on about your day and then cuddle with you to sleep. If thatâs a lot to ask for, then Iâm sorry for being greedy.
All that I have left to say is that, I hope things donât get awkward. I understand if you want to take a break from seeing me, like not that itâs necessary since we barely saw each other even when we were in a relationship, I understand. Iâll not bother you from now on.
You can contact me when youâre ready to see me, when you need me, whatever it is. I will wait for you to talk to me, I wonât bother you until then.
If you read so far, which I am kinda sure you did because I know you, thank you for reading.
- yours and yours only, felix <3
Changbin broke into tears and all that he was able to say through the guilt holding his tongue back was, "I love you too, felix. All my fault⌠my fault, Iâm sorryâŚI miss you⌠I still love you butâŚ"
warnings : long distance relationship ; reserved boyfriend ; homophobic society ; dry humour
a/n : my first seventeen fic đđ i'm so excited to write this ;-;
listening to magic shop made me feel so comforted and also this song inspired me to write something, so here we are!!
Summary : Seokmin has a very thoughtful surprise for his boyfriend who has returned back home after 4 years and has a hard time opening up about anything which worries Seokmin a lot over the years.
Walking back and forth on the carpeted floor, Soonyoung couldnât contain his excitement anymore. Even though he didnât know many details of what was going to happen there, he knew one thing for sure. His best friend, Seokmin, was going to meet his boyfriend, Jihoon, after ages. Jeonghan and he helped Seokmin clear up and adjust the store for the day so that the couple could use it personally. Jeonghan even made a playlist of the songs Seokmin asked him to put together.
Of course, the tiger was excited for his best friend! Although he wasnât able to be by Seokminâs side much because of his work with the dance studio and studies, he still cares and knows what his friend has been through, those rough times when his friend felt lonely or worried for his boyfriend. Being someone who has been there from the start, Soonyoung felt like an avid watcher of a melodrama.
4 years ago
They dated well for a few months and then Jihoon got accepted into the university where the music course he had been dying to study was allotted for him, he wanted to go there ever since he started making music. Seokmin got accepted into a local university which he wanted to and he studied English. He even secured a part-time job that paid well, he wrote a couple of books that became unexpectedly pretty popular. Jihoon studied and made music. The long-distance was killing both of them but they managed to stay together.
After 4 years of being separated, Jihoon finally got a proper month-long leave and he was coming back to Seokmin. Seokmin had been doing something for Jihoon, he wanted to surprise him so he wrapped up quickly and started the business.
Because of the concept of the store, it was pretty popular among students and people with 9-5 jobs.
Today, the day his boyfriend returns, he closed the store. Just like those whole restaurant reservations that rich main leads do in K-dramas, he wanted the store for himself and his love only. He wanted to show Jihoon what he had done for his boyfriend while he was away, he wanted to tell him how he got this whole business idea because of him, he wanted to tell him everything.
Fixing his hair, Seokmin paced through the dense crowd as soon as he entered the airport to the watch shop Jihoon mentioned he would wait next to. The moment the shop lined with his vision, he paused. He stopped there, scanning the entire place to find his boyfriend. Looking at the tiny figure of his boyfriend who was checking out watches. Not moving a finger of his, remaining at the place where he stood, he admired Jihoon for a couple of minutes. His mind was blank, thinking about nothing but how cute Jihoon looked in his grey hoodie and faded black jeans, the way he opened his eyes wider when he saw each watch, the way he bopped his head to the music playing in his ear pods, just everything about him.
He could swear his mind was about to burst because of the bazillions of thoughts he had when he was on his way and till just before he spotted his partner at the watch shop. It was all kicked out of his head by the cuteness of his favourite cat.
He then snapped out of it and walked towards the shop. Jihoon spotted his love approaching him and he exited the shop. The moment Seokmin realised that Jihoon had noticed him, he ran towards his boyfriend and hugged him. The smile he couldnât hide was perhaps contagious, for Jihoon had started smiling too and hugged the younger one back.
âStraight home or do you want to stop by somewhere?â Seokmin asked Jihoon still having him in his embrace.
Jihoon replied, âHome. I want to cuddle with you and sleep for a while.â
âYour wish is my command.â Seokmin said as he broke the hug and saluted. Jihoon laughed and handed some of his luggage to Seokmin. Â
Walking through the bustling streets, Jihoon told Seokmin all about how this elderly woman next to him on the plane kept talking about her granddaughterâs wedding which she was going to attend in a couple of days. She had gone away for a surgery, she accepted to get the medical process done only because it meant she could happily enjoy her granddaughterâs wedding with her, even though there was a risk of losing her life and not even being able to be a part of the familyâs celebrations. He told the sharp-nosed dude how this heart-warming story inspired him to write a warm song.
Just before they turned right, Seokmin grabbed his boyfriendâs arm and stopped him. âIâm going to blindfold you.â He said as Jihoon smirked, âRight here?â To which the younger one blushed and said, âNo. I just have a surprise for you. Now let me tie the blindfold.â
They walked a few more steps and when they were right in front of Seokminâs store, he instructed Jihoon to remove his blindfold and so he did.
HOONIEâS MAGIC SHOP
Looking at the banner on top, Jihoon was super confused. He was at a loss for words.
He had so many thoughts at that moment. âAm I dreaming? Is this for real? Is that Hoonie as in Jihoon? Is this Minnieâs shop? What is going on here? Am I still asleep?â
Seokmin, his right hand on the nape of his neck and his left hand slightly pushing his love towards the entrance of the store, instructed him to go inside.
Jihoon was once again speechless.
The store looked exactly like what he had mentioned to Seokmin while sleep talking. The place looked exactly how he described his wannabe-hideout. He couldnât believe that Seokmin still remembered that and did all this for him.
A big hall with the perfect temperature and scented candles every other corner, a small fireplace, a couple of beanbags around, soothing lofi music playing in the background, a counter where you could borrow headphones, a row of cubicles inside which you can request to be customized according to your comfort. The lights not too bright, not too dim. The music not too loud, not too quiet, the scent not too strong not too weak, everything just perfect to calm people down. There was even one cubicle which was soundproof for people to bring in their pets if they wished to. A beverage stall too, for anyone who wanted hot tea or hot cocoa or any other drink for that matter. All you had to do was get an appointment beforehand. It wasnât even that expensive considering the effect that place has on you.
Jihoon was overwhelmed. He just sat down on one of the beanbags and pulled Seokmin on top of him. Seokmin was flustered. Jihoon smiled and pecked Seokminâs nose. He said, âI canât believe you did all this.â To which Seokmin replied, âAnything for you love.â He eskimo kissed his boyfriend and got off him.
âI wanted to stay like that for a bit more.â Jihoon pouted.
Seokmin walked towards the headphones counter to plug his phone in and he played some of Jihoonâs songs from the playlist that he requested Jeonghan to make for him and brought back a gift-wrapped box that was about the size of an average pencil case.
Seokmin tossed the gift to Jihoon and pulled the other beanbag closer and sat next to him. Jihoon opened the navy-blue gift wrapper and found a box with a pendant, he noticed that it was the exact same design that Seokmin was wearing. He handed it to his boyfriend to let him put it on him and that wasnât the only gift. There was a letter.
Hoonie!! I miss you so much. I canât wait to see you again. You have been such a great boyfriend the past few years. Though you were extremely busy, you always made time for me. I am really grateful to have you in my life. The fact that we are apart breaks my heart but one smile from you during our video chats makes my day and I forget all pain. You have been nothing but nice to me when I may be lacking. You are the best thing that ever happened to me and so I want to be my best self for you. Because of our damned society and how people are so narrow minded, we havenât been able to come out except to our best friends. It does feel frustrating at times, yes. But what matters most is how safe and comfortable you feel so itâs alright. I know youâre sorry about that but Iâm telling you that you donât have to be. Let the idiots think whatever they want to, we can come out about us only when you feel like it, alright baby? You have always made me feel loved, you never abandoned me during my tougher times, you were always there for me. You on the other hand are kind of reserved and you donât open up much, it does upset me a bit but then I understand that youâre doing your best by telling me whatever you can. I want to be your safe place where you can rest without any disturbances. I want to be that person who makes you feel better, I want to be that person with whom you feel safe, I want to be that person with whom you have nothing to hide, I want to be that person in front of whom you donât mind being vulnerable. In your stressful world, where you are always busy, I want to be your escape, your stress relief zone, I want to be your comfort person, I want to be anything that soothes you and makes you be yourself. I want to give you all of my love just like you give me your all. Forgive me for any mistakes that I might have made. When you come back for good, can we live together and have those mundane lives where weâre just lovey dovey and thereâs no stress? Are you willing? Because⌠I do. I do is all you have to say.
- love, your Minnie <3
The older one was in tears, he put away the letter so that it doesnât get stained. He rolled over and fell on Seokmin and they rolled over again to hit the floor. Seokmin embraced Jihoon. Jihoon couldnât stop crying which made his boyfriend cry too.
They cried for a fair amount of time and then Jihoon spoke. âYou are the best.â Thatâs all he could say, with the heavy breathing because of all the crying. Seokminâs grip tightened and Jihoon buried his face into the youngerâs firm chest.
âAbout the letterâŚâ he spoke again after catching his breath after wiping his tears. âI would love to live with you, in fact I have been thinking about it for quite a while now. And who told you that you have to become any of those only hereafter? You already are, love. You already are my safe place, comfort person and someone in front of whom I can be vulnerable. You havenât made any mistakes for me to forgive you.â He paused for a couple of seconds to peck Seokminâs cheek and then continued. âYou are my everything, thank you for understanding that itâs hard for me to open up. I know you get frustrated at times because of that but you still understand and for that I really really⌠I love you.â
Seokminâs eyes widened. He heard the L word from his boyfriend for the first time. He was ecstatic. He lowered himself to get his face aligned in order with Jihoonâs and kissed him. The older one kissed him back just as passionately as the younger one had.
Once they pulled away to breathe, Seokmin said, âI love you too babe.â
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