Little Book Of Me

a creative outlet for my thoughts and frustrations

[littlebookofme]

“please don’t break my heart”

- i’m already broken / #47

[littlebookofme]

“i am so in love with you”

- i’m yours / #46

[littlebookofme]

“before i met you i didn’t know one person could change my life this much.”

- thank you / #45

[littlebookofme]

“can you just hold me?”

- please / #44

[littlebookofme]

“you were my best fantasy”

- i dont want to wake up / #43

[littlebookofme]

“i couldn’t love myself when i was with you”

- only i can make myself whole / #42

[littlebookofme]

“you were never mine.”

- but i was yours / #41

[littlebookofme]

“i want to scream.

why?

why did you choose them?

why wasn’t i good enough?”

- im going to burst / #40

[littlebookofme]

“my heart is breaking.

the longer you’re gone, the more i feel my heart being ripped in two.

it makes my chest ache, mind loud, eyes wet and breathing uneven.

the pain i felt when you left me hasn’t dulled-

it’s intensified. i can’t look at a photo of you without breaking down, listen to the song we danced to without crying.

why can’t you come back to me?

please come back,

i love you.”

- my ramblings, i’m sorry / #39

[littlebookofme]

“i regret it all.

i regret smiling at you.

i regret hugging you.

holding your hand.

kissing your cheeks, lips.

i regret loving you.”

- but what can i do / #38

[littlebookofme]

“out of all the people i could’ve fallen for,

why did it have to be the one that couldn’t love me back?”

- why did it have to be you, why did it have to be me /#37

[littlebookofme]

“why did i ever believe i was going to be the one to change you?”

- i couldnt /#36

[littlebookofme]

“there you were

standing right in front of me

offering your time,

when i wanted your heart.”

- i don’t want temporary / #35

[littlebookofme]

“when i told you i loved you, i didn’t want you to say it back out of pity,

out of obligation.

i wanted you to tell me that you loved me because you couldn’t stop thinking about me;

every

single

night,

that you couldn’t do one of your favourite activities without wishing i was there to experience with you.

that you truly felt so deeply, helplessly and heart-achingly in love with me.”

- i don’t want you to pity me / #34

[littlebookofme]

don’t you realise you could do anything you wanted?

you could pass that test.

get that job.

change your life.

change the world.

all you have to do is get up, and do it.

- push yourself / #33

[littlebookofme]

“don’t say i’m all that matters.

leave me.”

- listen before i go / billie eilish

[littlebookofme]

“i was never your forever was i?

i was just your temporary until you found the one”

- but you were the one for me / #32