"I poison myself because it makes me feel alive"

Lizzy Roseark || 16 || Sin: Wrath || "Tread cautiously when speaking with the devil"

[felix-callaghan]

☾ ☼ ☽ ]|           ”You make….actually a very convincing argument and I….very much so feel like an ass right now. In truth I think it is easier for them to have a catalyst to blame rather than sit back and take responsibility. It’s easier to pick sides and…squabble and hold grudges for years than anything. Ah, the dog house I would be in if I were ever mention her drinking to her….it would end with…tears and sobs about her imperfections.” Felix fidgeted as he spoke, the night wearing on him “Yes well…I thank you kindly for you willingness to relay a message I know that I am not the most….popular person in your circle.” 

[lizzys-wrath]

"Did you assume I wouldn't make a valid or convincing statement?" Lizzie said raising her brows, sucking on her teeth in slight annoyance. "That I can disagree with, deciding to blame one another instead of taking responsibility for their own actions is actually more complicated than just blaming yourself; it resolves the conflict easier rather than just bickering or holding grudges for years. If you were to instead take responsibility for your actions and opening admit you did the wrong thing, both parties could live in peace and not hold grudges for years which will definitely effect their friendship negatively." Lizzie said moving a strand of her brown hair from her face. "Well you aren't very fond of us wraths, I mean you and I did not get along originally and you despise my brother entirely... Regan it seems is the only exception where you actually can converse with a wrath student."

[mister-ragequit]

[ ◎ ] ||         "You’re not sorry don’t bullshit me." He laughed out, motioning for her to come and sit on the arm rest "C’mon don’t sit on the floor, you can sit up here with me like we use to. What? Didn’t like your date? I mean, fine by me, any guy that sets on a finger on you would be getting it fucking torn off."

[lizzys-wrath]

"No... it was just cause...I had a lot on my mind." The girl admitted sitting beside her brother on the arm of the recliner. "I didn't really feel like staying out and dealing with another hangover." Lizzie chuckled out, patting Blake's head lightly. "My date was Albert, you know, the super tall guy with the accent...don't worry, he didn't lay a finger on me... he already has a girlfriend and if he did lay so much as a finger on me without my permission, I could and most definitely would beat him to a pulp."

[lizzys-wrath]

"For the first time in a while I went to a party and can actually remember what I did...congratulations to me!"

[mister-ragequit]

[ ◎ ] ||         "LIzzie, don’t." Blake snapped as she poked his sides, not entire in the mood to be fucked around with. "Seriously, I’m going to barf all over you if you’re not careful. I already almost barfed on you when you dropped on me like a sack of potatoes….and how did you get out of it without a hang over?"

[lizzys-wrath]

"Sorry, Blake...." The brunette said pinching the boy's cheeks before moving herself off the seat, standing upright before sitting herself in front of the chair, like a child crossing her legs. "I didn't drink a lot last night; I went home early and baked some pot brownies and watched people getting slaughtered in horror movies." The girl said a large grin spreading her lips.

[thismorticianmalus]

           ”No…will it?” Albert asked as he got out of the car and headed inside. He could probably work it out but he didn’t see why it was that important to count the length of time he and Olive had spent together, didn’t it just matter that they were? “Why?” he asked, a frown on his face because it made no sense to him. “The amount of value you place on a person isn’t measured by time so why measure it? That seems stupid.”

[lizzys-wrath]

"Possibly, maybe." The girl stated bluntly simultaneously raising her brows at the boy. "I don't know, but most girls that I know seem to get upset when their significant other cannot remember a specific date having to do with the beginning of the relationship. Yeah...I know it seems stupid, it's just what I've heard; most girls can be clingy to be honest, some girls are different though, hopefully Olive isn't one of those clingy girls." Lizzie said chuckling a grin splitting her lips apart.

[mister-ragequit]

[ ◎ ] ||         "if you think I’m leaving this chair at all today you’ve got another thing coming. I’m hungover as fuck."

[lizzys-wrath]

"If you're not gonna get up, than I'll take your seat." Lizzie stated before walking towards the boy laying her body on top of the boy like a rag doll her legs laying on the arm of the chair, before poking the boy's sides making him jump, her attempt to steal the seat from Blake. "This is the first time in a long time I don't have a hangover and I'm not gonna let you have the most comfortable seat in this place."

[felix-callaghan]

☾ ☼ ☽ ]|           ”I suppose.” Felix sighed, sucking on his teeth slightly “Very well, since you asked. From what I understand when your brother figured impregnated my girlfriend it seems as though his woman took it about as well as I took it. I’ve heard several things but there was an altercation between them that sent Ella to the hospital. Everything gets a bit muddy after that but…Ella came to me and told me she was the reason Ella lost the child. Though I’m not completely certain that is the case, considering Ella has lied to my face before…I just do not know. I do know that Regan has offered me no ill will in the times we have met but…” He sighed softly “Ella expects me to be cruel to her, I believe, so I was and I said some rather….harsh things. The curse of words is that it’s easy to tear people down with just a few syllables. I’m just not sure what to do. Good, maybe you can bring word to Regan that I offered her apologizes for what I had said…not to Blake though, him I still find to be brutish but…Regan’s a lovely girl.”

[lizzys-wrath]

"I've spoken to both Ella and Regan and I truthfully believe that both their actions caused the miscarriage. I mean Ella did go to that pub and why else would someone go to a pub other than to drink alcohol, and though I do think Ella had a small part into losing the baby, I also think Regan may have caused the event as well... of course she would never hear this, correct? If she knew I lied to her and actually thought the miscarriage was partially her fault, she would be very upset at me for lying straight to her face. " The brunette stated sighing and looking down at the floor for a moment. "I'll be sure to tell Regan that you're truly sorry for your words, I'm sure she'll forgive you."

[stelenaz]

[ellasenvy]

          “Well…likely…yeah,” Ella responded, she didn’t want to say it was true but really the only exception to this rule that Ella had found was Felix and she wasn’t going to give him up that easily now that she had him back. “Because lusts only have one fuck buddy?” she asked with a raised brow. She wasn’t going to force anyone together but assuming Hunter would stay with just Bandit was…a little ridiculous.

[lizzys-wrath]

Lizzie chuckled at Ella's response, nodding her head and biting the inside of her cheek, recognizing her statement as the ugly truth. "I don't know, man, if Bandit and Hunter possibly are more than fuck buddies I don't wanna be the one to be in the middle of that." The girl stated squinting her brows a bit, thoughts of not wanting to hurt Bandit swirling through her head. "I don't wanna take any chances, you know, I don't want to hurt Bandit like that." 

[thismorticianmalus]

         ”Since a little bit before Christmas,” he told her, he couldn’t remember the exact date and hoped that wouldn’t pose an issue in the future. “Long as you got your priorities straight,” Albert agreed as he felt the limo stop. He quickly shoved some more of the food into his mouth, determined to get his moneies worth. “Ready to head inside?” he asked with chips in his mouth.

[lizzys-wrath]

"Oh, nice! You don't know the exact date you and her got together...? That might upset her a bit." Lizzie chuckled before continuing to speak. "You might wanna try to remember; most girls seem to overreact when their significant other doesn't remember the exact day they became a couple." The brunette smiled laughing softly before patting the boy on the back, wishing him good luck before opening the car door waiting for the boy to follow her inside the building.

[ellasenvy]

           Ella shrugged her shoulders. That didn’t seem all that long to her. The fact she had slept with Blake and Felix so close to each other was no indication of her regular sex life. Ella had only had sex four times before that and it was all in high school. “I don’t know if anyone here is here to sleep with someone…well someone other than their date. I mean, if you’re not going for Hunter then I don’t know who else you could go for.”

[lizzys-wrath]

"Yeah...I don't think people are here to find another person to sleep with; its Valentines day and guys are spoiling their significant other hoping to probably get at least a blow job as a reward." Lizzie chuckled out in a cynical tone. "Hunter already has Bandit as a fuck buddy so I think I'll just head back to my dorm later and just get high and watch a few horror movies. I need to get my minds off things."   What the brunette was hiding was she truthfully did not want to be in the presence of couple's as she felt alone for the first time in a while; viewing peoples affections towards another person the same time as emotions of sadness and loneliness swirled her insides, sickened her to the core.

[thismorticianmalus]

          “Olive ain’t that kind of girl, pretty sure holding hands would just be polite date etiquette. Besides if we went too far I’d be the one in trouble, right? After all I’m her boyfriend.” Albert laughed a little. It was kind of odd how Lizzie’s idea of a good evening could be so similar to Olive’s but instead of being a kindness Lizzie was a wrath. Opposing positions in the school yet so similar. “I will make sure I get you back to your dorm for all of those things though.”

[lizzys-wrath]

"Either way, you don't need to hold my hand...I don't want cooties." Lizzie laughed out rolling her eyes in a way before taking another bite from the burger. "How long have you and Olive been dating?" The girl said smiling softly beginning to grow slightly envious in those around her who had someone to share valentines day with. "Thanks, if I get to watch The Texas Chainsaw Massacre and eat brownies and get high on top of that it'll be the end to a good valentines day."

[thismorticianmalus]

          “You did, which means I’ll only hold your hand when a teacher tells me too and I’ll wipe it off on my pants when we’re allowed to let go,” he teased, taking another bite out of the burger, offering it to her. “Really though…I could probably put in the effort to hold hands, anything you wanted out of tonight? I mean, not sexually or nothin’ but anything going to help you have fun?”

[lizzys-wrath]

"Oh god!" Lizzie laughed out loudly before snatching the burger from the boy's hands, taking a large bite out of it. "Dude, you don't need to hold my hand; I'm not really into doing anything that may possibly end up in you getting killed by your girlfriend." The brunette laughed out, grinning largely. "I'll have fun as long as I get back to my dorm after the dance and bake my pot brownies and watch a few horror movies." 

[ellasenvy]

          Ella smiled at Lizzie’s response. “Yeah, if it helps I don’t like like most boyfriends do that, most are probably you know give flowers and stuff,” Ella responded because she didn’t want to rub it in the girls face as other’s often did. Lizzie wasn’t the kind of girl who deserved to have herself knocked down like Scarlett did. “Well, I’ll aim for next year, hopefully we can find you someone before my school year it up,” she said quickly realising that was rapidly approaching. Soon it would be looking for colleges to get into that wouldn’t hold her record against her.

[lizzys-wrath]

"Yeah, I understand." Lizzie said nodding her head as she listened to the blonde's words. "The boyfriends I've had weren't really into buying me shit, they said they wanted to save their money so...I didn't really get anything from them." The girl said biting the inside of her cheek looking up at Ella waiting for her response. "Okay, and yeah hopefully I'll simply just get to sleep with someone..." The brunette chuckled out before continuing to speak. "I swear if I don't get to sleep with anyone here, I'm just probably gonna dress really slutty one day or something and see if anyone's interested then..." Lizzie waited for Ella's reaction before admitting to joking about her words chuckling simultaneously. "Maybe it's worth a try...I haven't slept with someone since I was sent back home... like back in September."

[bandit-briar]

{♡♡♡} ::          "Yeah! I mean…I couldn’t find I dress I liked so it seemed easier to just…make my own. It’s an easy dye job, way easier than you think, I could show you some day if you want. We can make our own." She chirped out, nodding rapidly "It’s not really talent as much as it is just…going with what you make. Anyone can do it….oh he looks spooky scary Lizzie bear. Oh…it’s ok…didn’t bring a date, not really interested in getting one…I mean it’s just been….it’s just a dance, I’m thinking of going home early."

[lizzys-wrath]

"Rainbow, that'd be so fucking cool if you showed me how to make a dress like this." Lizzie said with a grin, as she ran her fingers along the fabric of Bandit's dress. "I'd probably wanna make mine like with red, black, and dark purple tie-dye...I think that would look pretty bad-ass!" The brunette said before chuckling loudly. "Eh I don't think he looks very scary, I'm just use to seeing lots of scary images I guess cause, I'm like obsessed with horror movies. Anyway, I have a date... but I think he's with his girlfriend; my date is Albert... the super tall dude." The girl said pointing in the direction of the sloth student. "Really? Leaving early? Oh come on, Rainbow, that's no fun..." She bumped herself against Bandit's shoulder. "didn't you bring a few tabs of acid with you? Just have a few and trip out and... have fun!"

[mister-ragequit]

  [ ◎ ] ||         "Well…Black Mask Jr….the colors? Christ Liz you’re putting me on the spot and my only guess is Harley but I don’t think it’s Harley. How about you think I’m really fucking lame and just tell me, because I don’t have time for games now that I have to start planning on ruling the Universe."

[lizzys-wrath]

"Oh, right sorry... the two are to never be mixed up." Lizzie said laughing running her fingers along her black mask. "You were correct, though it may not look very much like I'm Harley... trust me, there's a pair of hyenas tearing shit up back at my dorm. Let me help! With Mistah J...somewhere, I have no one to feed my hyenas to, so I wanna help with your plan, so they can have a disobedient human to eat."  

[felix-callaghan]

☾ ☼ ☽ ]|           ”Truth be told I am not your…brother’s…biggest fan. Within reason, you understand, I find him to be quiet brutish and the girl he’s with…lovely woman…though, I fear I have done a terrible thing…I am not sure, I find myself to be very confused.” Reaching into his jacket, Felix procured his flask and handed it to the young girl “Our secret, you understand.”

[lizzys-wrath]

"Well...I guess everyone's entitled to their own opinion." Lizzie said under her breath a slight scowl crossing her lips as she attempted to keep her temper in check. "Sorry to butt in; could I know what happened? I don't really care whether you want to tell me or not, it doesn't matter to me." The girl said shrugging her shoulders. "Oh shit! Thanks, Felix! And yeah don't worry its our secret." The brunette said in excitement snatching the flask from the boy's hand sipping on the liquid savoring the taste of the liquor before pulling it from her lips handing it back to Felix.