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Xr • 25 • he/him •i will seep into you if you hold me too tight• just a bug in a human disguise

[malyshkadoll]

i need my ass beat

[lmitations]

ok vent incoming brace urself

*inhale*

had the worst fucking week ever and it coincided w the worst week of heat i think ive experienced. came home tues night w horrible stomach pain which continued for 4 hours before i decided i had to call an ambulance for myself, spent a few hours there only for everything to turn out fine except some dehydration (go figure) and they gave me some strong nsaid n sent me home. wake up next day (or later same day) w same pain maybe slightly lessened, taking all my pain meds probably overdosing a bunch of em, taking a slew of laxatives and drinking as much water as i can handle, all the while i can barely breathe in our hot ass muggy ass house bc its 40 degrees outside and the only ac we have is in one of my roommates' adjoined office type room, which barely reaches their bedroom let alone anywhere past. i think that day or the next i develop a fever, as if im not hot and steamy enough! too hot too cold cuz chills, cant sleep in a normal position bc my stomach hurts, im stacking pillows in my roommates room every night til friday so i dont cook my brain to death. i keep checking the weather app like i just gotta make it to saturday/sunday n get past this gd heat wave. all the while ive obviously had to be off work so im not making money, like i have a decent income to begin w, and like i didnt already have to take last weekend off bc i had thrown out my back ! thank gawd today the fever finally left for good, its cooler outside, my tower fan came in a couple days ago, and my water bottle came in today keeping it cold enough to not have to go upstairs into our hot ass kitchen to refill every hour. WHEW.

tw gross/unsanitary under the cut

i also didnt poop for like 2 days which either didnt help or caused the stomach pain or vice versa, pooped finally kinda, then had struggles to do so again, and when i started to be able to go kinda regularly its just been a bad time. every time the pain does lessen and i do get better tho. waiting to be able to have a normal movement as the indicator that im somewhat ok again

[inaloversquarrel]

[undeadhousewife]

[lmitations]

poopmaxxing

[lmitations]

was soooo productive, just finished my bedtime routine, so clean and fresh and teeth brushed... but now im starving. devasting

[paladin-n-cleric]

what are you wearing rn and is it representative of your style

[forlorngarden]

'you are not serious people' is a phrase that has done so much. thank you logan succession

[mouthbrood]

ok computer show me men in pain

[meanbuddhist]

*turns my attention inwards* mmmmm. no *turns my attention back outwards* oh god

[formlab]

Breaking Black, Bente Sætrang, 2012

[wordsforyoungmen]

[abigail]

from yesterday with my mom

[midnightssea]

I think a lot of people would benefit from unlearning the idea that casual sex is inherently disgusting, harmful, or immoral just because they personally don’t want to partake in it. You can stand up for sexual safety and consent without acting like people who enjoy fucking strangers are degenerates. I take no issue with anyone asserting boundaries or stating that they’re not interested in certain kinds of sex or even sex as a whole. But when you condemn or express disgust at others for engaging in consensual sex, that’s when you start to sound like a puritan.

[midnightssea]

Btw, this includes self-proclaimed “feminists” who shame and lecture women for giving men “access” to their bodies. Bodies are not commodities and sex is not inherently transactional. You don’t lose anything by having sex on purpose with a person you find attractive. Sex is not some metaphysically transformative thing that bonds you to the other person forever. It is literally not that deep.

[organhound]

-- Time for Gyoza! --

[kayla-denker]

Fuck ever news outlet for naming the murderer and blasting his face all over the internet, but the trans woman he murdered is never shown and only referred to as "transgender woman."

Her name was Juniper Blessing, and she was just doing her laundry.

[lmitations]

ty sweet friend @bladeofolympus for tagging me to post some recent nonselfie pics I've taken :) tattoos i did 4 my roommate, The Cats, recent latte art, new band shirt, and Other Roommate crowdsurfing at said band's show

tagging @theseunsafespaces @jbweld @animenosebluds @arserenade @deemoralizing and anyone else who may want to ^^