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I'm so convinced that John Walker is supposed to show the way modern men are indoctrinated into violence by the military, awarded, exploited, shamed, and abandoned, left behind as veterans with no access to the tools and programs they were promised, living with ptsd and anger and grief and depression they can't explain or comprehend. And that we are supposed to see his journey and want better for him and get angry at the way he is left to pick up the pieces. And understand that he is not a perfect man because he was a perfect soldier. So it makes me inconceivably frustrated when people just say he's a bad person and murderer without understanding the context of where he was and who he is now
Description: Inspired by Sabrina Carpenter’s song Tears
Warning: Smut, handjob, blowjob, multiple orgasms, Sub John (Sorta) Reader treats John sexually.
Word Count: 2,185
Irresponsible John, despicable John, off brand Captain America John, those were just the things people and team members would say about him. Y/N however stared at him as he was being a responsible guy, making sure all of the team has food and even cooks it.
He looked so good while he made dinner, especially when he did it without a shirt or even in a tank top. His room was always clean and he made sure that the house was clean, sure he bitched about being the only one that ever does it but he still did it. He would be doing the dishes when she walked in the kitchen for something to drink.
His phone would be playing music as he did them and she couldn’t help but feel a tear run down her thigh. He treated everyone with respect but especially the ladies as he held doors open for them and always made sure they get first serve at the food, no matter how many times Alexei tried to get first serve.
“Ladies first, man.” He would say and she would always think, “Why are my clothes still on?”
She wished that she could get him alone and thank him for being a good guy and not in words. She wants to suck his dick and make him cum multiple times. She wants to get him on his back and treat him like he deserves to be treated. She knew that Yelena and Ava didn’t ever thank him for anything unless the dinner was the best thing that they ever had.
But she would thank him times 3 then. He didn’t leave her mind as she showered and got ready for the day or bed and she always stared at him. He was oblivious to say the least and she wanted to get him all alone. She didn’t tell the others about her feelings for him, knowing that she would be made fun of or judged.
So as she ordered this chair from IKEA she smirked and the perfect idea came into her head. John was in the gym training for whatever mission they had in a few days. He looked so good, all sweaty and grunting as he took it all out on the punching bag.
“Hey John?” She asked after a few minutes of drooling over him.
He stopped what he was doing,
“What?” He asked and turned to look at her.
She nearly lost her thought as they made eye contact.
“I-I have a chair coming tomorrow and I need your help.” She stuttered out.
“You ordered a chair?” He asked and she nodded.
“It’s for my room.” She tells him and he nods.
He agreed and told her to call him when the chair was delivered and oh she couldn’t wait for that.
She was so happy to get a call that a package was delivered for her downstairs.
“John, it’s here!” She yelled to him and he followed her to the lobby.
He picked it up like it weighed nothing and placed it over his shoulder. She felt tears run down her thigh and she bit her lip as she watched his ass as he walked in front of her. They got to the elevator and they didn’t say much but she tried not to stare at how perfect he was.
He carried it to her room and she shut the door behind them as he placed the package on the floor.
“Where do you want it?” He asked her.
“Uh.” She let out like she was stupid.
“Right there.” She pointed to the corner of her room that had nothing.
She stared as he opened the package and assembled the chair, a few curses left his mouth as he did this. He wasn’t aware that her eyes hadn’t left him as he did this and it took at least an hour.
“Okay it’s done.” He tells her and she smiles at him.
“Perfect.” She said and walked over to him.
He sat down on the chair testing it out,
“It’s comfy.” He tells her and she honestly couldn’t give a rats ass how comfy the chair was.
“Now let me thank you.” She said seductively as she straddled him.
He looked so confused but she didn’t give him time to question her as she kissed him. His hands stayed on the arms of the chair as she kissed him. A lot was going through his mind right now but he was enjoying whatever the hell was happening. Her hands were on his chest as she deepened the kiss and finally felt his hands on her hips and him kissing back.
She pulled away and let out a chuckle, “Nobody ever thanks you for your hard work but me well tears run down my thigh every time I see you being a responsible guy.”
He groaned at her words and she leaned in and started kissing his neck. His eyes closed as he felt her bite, lick and suck on his neck. His hands were squeezing her hips and she felt him hard on nudging her.
“Fuck, you’re so sexy John.” She whispered in his ear and licked the shell of it.
She pulled away and he opened his eyes.
“Let me take care of you.” She whispered and started grinding her hips.
He sucked in a breath as he felt her grind on his hard dick, it felt so good.
“Mmmm you don’t get how sexy you are while being the man of the house.” She tells him and takes one of his hands, moving it in her sweats and panties.
He whimpered, feeling how wet she was.
“Shit.” He whispered and she hummed.
“Feel that Johnny? That’s all for you.” She winked at him.
She stood up and got on her knees, pulling down his sweats. He was so hard and ached for her touch. She pulled down his boxers and stared at his big dick. He was huge and pre cum leaked from the tip. He gasped when he felt her soft hand touch his cock and wrap around it.
“You’re so big.” She tells him and his hips buck at that.
“Oh you gotta praise kink?” She teased as she began jerking him off.
“I got a lot of praise for you.” She tells him and moves her hand faster.
He throws his head back against the chair as he can only focus on her hand and voice. He lets out moans and filthy noises that make her extremely wet. His hips bucked and fucked her hand as he tried not to cum so soon. It had been a really long time since he had any sexual interaction but he didn’t need to worry about that.
“This is about you John. It’s okay, cum for me.” She says and he lets out a loud moan and cums all over her hand.
He shudders as she lets him ride it out until it is gone. She removes her hand from his dick and smirks. Her hand was drenched in his cum and she licked it all up while he watched, getting hard again.
“You taste amazing.” She moaned and took his hard dick again but this time in her mouth.
“W-What?” John was shocked, not understanding why all this was happening but he wasn’t going to complain.
“That was a thank you for being a responsible guy.” She winked before taking him back in her mouth.
His jaw dropped and he threw his head back, letting out a groan. Her hands were placed on his thighs as she bobbed her head up and down his length. Her mouth felt incredible, it was warm and wet and she knew what she was doing.
“Look at me John.” She said and he managed to look down at her and moaned.
She was staring into his eyes as she took him to the back of her throat. She hummed against him and his eyes rolled. It was the hottest thing, seeing him fall apart. His hands were back on the arms of the chair, gripping it for dear life. She took his hands and placed them on her head.
His hands ran themselves through her hair before getting a grip and bobbed her head. She held back the gag that threatened to come out but it was worth it.
“You’re such a good girl.” He groaned and more tears ran down her thighs.
His hips started thrusting up and fucking her face. She moaned and felt him twitch in her mouth.
“You’re gonna make me cum.” He moaned and she let him fuck her face until he sobbed and came in her mouth.
She swallowed every drop of it and hummed. Her lips were red and swollen as she smiled at him.
“Fuck.” He whispered, thinking about how hot she was.
“That was a thank you for doing the dishes and cleaning the house all of the time.” She whispered before standing up.
She pulled her sweats down, revealing her thong that was soaked. John laid back and watched her strip, each naked part of her, his eyes had seen.
“You’re very beautiful.” He says, eyes staring at her with lust.
His dick was already hard again but that wouldn’t be a problem. She straddled him and his hands found her bare hips, rubbing them as she lined herself up with his dick.
“And this thank you is for treating me how you’re supposed to.” She said before he was inside of her.
She was soaked and had been for this past half hour just pleasing him.
“Fuck you’re so wet.” He groaned.
It felt like a waterfall.
“You’re so big.” He was thick and girthy and seemed to be just right for her.
Her hands were grabbing his shoulders as she sighed in pleasure. She was trying to catch her breath and adjust to him before her hips moved. John’s hands ached to move her faster on him but wanting to let her thank him. Her eyes were closed as her hips moved a little faster.
“John.” She moaned and he hummed, watching her face as she rode him.
The chair was making noise as her movements sped up. John watched as her tits bounced near his face. His eyes trained on them as her pussy squeezed him tight causing him to groan. Her moans and whines echoed through the room, not caring if the others heard.
“John, you-” but she couldn’t talk, all she could do was cry out.
She managed to look at him and he was biting his lip, trying not to make noise. She cupped his face and let out a small cry. The intense eye contact was hot as they shared their breaths with each other. She leaned in and kissed him, muffling her noise. John kissed her back and wrapped his arms around her body, thrusting up into her.
Her moans got louder and she pulled away from the kiss.
“John.” His name fell from her lips in a broken cry.
Her pussy was clenching and spasming around him and her hips and thighs were shaking.
“You close?” He asked, knowing the answering and knowing that it was hard for her to speak.
She nodded and her eyes threatened to roll.
“Cum for me.” He groaned, trying to hold off his third orgasm.
“You first.” She moaned, breathlessly.
He shook his head, wanting to hold off but one of her hands moved to his sweaty hair and tugged making him groan.
“Cum for me Johnny.” She whispered and his hips gave one last hard thrust before he filled her to the brim with a broken whine.
The sound he made was enough to trigger her orgasm. She let out a loud moan, louder than she intended as she slowed her hips, riding out her high. John held her to him as she let out soft and broken moans in his ears. He could cum again just hearing those. She gasped and pulled away from his neck, feeling his cum fill her up again.
He did.
“Fuck baby you sounded so pretty.” He groaned and stilled her hips with his hands.
She caught her breath and chuckled,
“That was hot.” She breathed out and he chuckled.
“Thank you for that. That was unexpected.” She cupped his face with a small pout on her lips.
“You deserve it John and more.” He leaned in and kissed her, more softer this time.
She smiled in this kiss.
“I think your tears are running down my thigh.” He joked and she laughed looking down at the mess they made.
“I believe it’s your tears as well.” She said and tried to get off his lap but it was no use.
He laughed and slapped her ass, “Guess we’ll be here for a while.”
“Unless you want more thank yous in the shower.” He stood up with her in his arms.
He made his way to her shower and turned it on.
“I think I wanna taste these tears that keep running down your thighs.”