This is only an illusion.

This blog is half sad self therapy posts and half Game Grumps related material. Not much else to say. Enjoy! (Sarah /20 / Female)

[cherryaire]

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[lonelovely]

"I haven't been this scared in a long time And I'm so unprepared So heres your Valentine." Totally feeling Blink today...

[lonelovely]

All this controversy is pointless.People just want to stir the cauldron. Like the band or don’t. You’re entitled to your own opinion.

[lonelovely]

I didn't go out and find this. I never meant to fall into the demographic. Ive always thought he was a genuine person. But fuck what do i know? Hell what the fuck do any of us know?

[lonelovely]

Maybe I’m not cut out for it like I think I am.I feel like I’m trying to keep going and to be happy that you are really happy. But there’s just too many unanswered questions. Like I feel lost but not at the same time if that makes sense.

[lonelovely]

I just practically died after hearing Buttsex Goldilocks after not listening to Attitude City for a few months.

[lonelovely]

I don't know what my breaking point is. I'm so tired of everything. But I don't want to walk away. I'm trying but it feels like nothings working.

[fotharchive27-deactivated201802]

[lonelovely]

This is truly glorious....

[lonelovely]

In the end, knowing all of these things about you isn’t going to matter. Because I probably won’t end with you and that makes me the most sad I think I have been in my entire 21 years of existence. I just wish that I could change things for the better. But maybe you’re just my heartbreak kid.

[lonelovely]

When your CD collection is slowly growing and it's mostly CDs from bands that are old but amazing.

[skaletal-deactivated20190721]

That point in a piece of fanfiction where you can tell something embarrassing is about to happen so you start fucking around on tumblr because you’re a huge baby with a crippling overabudance of empathy.

[kvotheunkvothe]

I do this with every media I consume. I pause movies and have to walk around and prepare myself for second-hand embarrassment sometimes.

[chillsexual]

This is mE

[ladyprydian]

Secondhand embarrassment. I’ve got it. 

I sometimes mute movies or tv shows to avoid it. Especially if I know it’s coming. 

[justgot1]

I TOTALLY DO THIS.

[lonelovely]

I just want to know that things are gonna be okay. That I don't have to worry about you and I. I'm just very tired of putting alot of effort in all of this.

[lonelovely]

At least today kindof made up for the shitty last two days.

[lonelovely]

Is it possible to love a person and not even really know them? Sometimes I wonder.

[lonelovely]

Having a freak snow storm and losing power for who knows how many day is just another reason in my mind to move to like California or at least Oregon.

[lonelovely]

I just wish all my wishes about you and I would come true. Maybe that's too much to ask.

[lonelovely]

I know I can't control what you think of me, but I never wanna be seen as stupid. I'll act stupid with you.But if you honestly thought I was stupid as a person it would crush me. It's just a fear of mine that I'm willing to admit.