It has been a long time
Again... I know but sometime ago I Left this blog with that I won't write anything again, but today hits differently.
Being with my fiancée for two and half year, but I feel like I could be happier with knowing it isn't possible and without her even knowing anything.
Currently I'm listening to music I've listened mostly about nine or eight years ago which was time I've started this blog, so in some way I'm looking back to the better times in hope it'll get better again.
One thing is that I don't know how to dance. Even worse is that I don't have anyone to dance with since my fiancée does not dance and I left all my friends that I could dance with kinda forgotten when I was moving from my parents.
Another thing is that I don't have anyone to share this with and I don't want to bother her with it. More like I want the best for her since she it really big introvert.
The thing about that is I want to live this life as happy as I can with this hoping for another chance or life in a way. Like that there will be new life after this one.
One thing I know for sure is that I made a bad thing long time ago which changed my life and life of one another person due to how I felt back then. Now I know it was bad and that I acted emotionally.












