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Lord Curtiss RP & Ask Blog. Sideblog to jadistic-necromancer!

[jadistic-necromancer-blog]

I’ve been putting in as much effort as I honestly can in this blog lately and nothing has really come of it. There is a very high possibility that I will be leaving tumblr and all my blogs. I’m not done roleplaying, of course, but I think a more casual approach to the hobby will be better for me. 

I know that’s saddening, as I’ve been trying to reach out to people, I’ve sent out asks, even plotted recently, but whatever energy I had to keep up this blog is gone. I suspect that this was an escape for me in a very unstable part of my life. I could pour everything into this blog, and it was helpful! I very much enjoyed it and I think it was good for me. I don’t really need that anymore, though, and realistically it’s clear I can’t sustain it. My options are dropping 90% of my threads (and deleting some of my other blogs/muses) or quitting altogether, and again I feel myself leaning towards the latter.

Long story short: I’ll probably be leaving tumblr soon! I apologize for the inconvenience but I hope you all understand. If you are interested in keeping in touch or roleplaying through another system (skype/discord/another site) send me an IM! <3 I’ll do everything in my power to make it happen!

[jadistic-necromancer-blog]

Alright, I’m really sorry, but I am indeed closing all my blogs! 

If you want to stay in touch, send an IM to @jadistic-necromancer and I’ll give you my skype/discord. I am also willing to roleplay through Skype/Discord, as well as on other sites (though where, specifically, I don’t know yet). Otherwise, it was lovely writing with you all and being a part of this community! You guys got me through a really important year of my life, and I will always be grateful for that.

I will not delete my blogs out of respect for those who wish to read the old threads.

Well wishes to everyone!!! If we don’t stay in touch, I still wish you the best in your lives, whatever that may be. <3

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Reblog if your muse can sing

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@mysteryandstrength liked for a starter

Though Jade had to introduce her, Heath was not hiding his relief and joy upon seeing the famous Professor Nebilim alive once more. He held his hand to her as an offering to shake.

“Lorelei above... it happened. No need for formalities, you may call me by my first name. It’s Heath. I have you to thank for so much. I’d say you affected Jade more than his birth parents. I’m sure he’s overjoyed, whether he looks it or not.”

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@driftingjazzbard liked for a starter

As soon as he heard what was happening in the Curtiss manor, Heath knew he had to stop it. With Vivian’s help, he’d slipped into the manor, and finally released the woman from her current... dwelling.

“Erin... That’s your name, isn’t it? I’m here to help you.”

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@roaringheart

“Stop clawing. Stop!” He pried the little hybrid from the now scratched up walls. “What in the world are you? A cat... person? Why would Jade make you?”

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@isaaccecilbryant liked for a starter!

“You’re the boy... who came back from the dead, yes? Jade told me- mmm, my apologies, let me introduce myself. I am Lord Heath Curtiss, Jade’s father. I’m incredibly interested in what happened between the two of you. Perhaps we can chat over tea?”

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dangerousgaze:

“You’re the best grandpa! I love you so much!” Of course, it was her version of love. Daddy had warned her about her developing condition. She didn’t really understand, but everyone’s version of love was different! Even though he teased her a lot, she preferred Celes’ version.

“Uhm… I’m finished with my hot cocoa.” She showed Lord Curtiss the empty cup.  “Can we have some more together after practicing the arte? Daddy or mama usually read to me to get me to sleep, but uhm! I think having hot cocao together will be fine!”

Heath smiled at her comment. He didn’t hear that anymore.

“I love you and your daddy too, Seren. Of course I’ll make you some more. Now let me get Serpentine for you.” Lord Curtiss walked to the wall where his spear was held, and lifted it up. It was lightweight despite it’s size. He considered that she was still too young to use it- lightweight as it was, the spear took a lot of strength. However, he concluded that it really didn’t matter whether she could wield it, just that she could use the arte.

“Do you want to try holding her first, Seren?”

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Like or reblog for a starter with Lord Heath Curtiss, a noble lord of Malkuth and father of the prodigy Jade Curtiss.

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This dog jade sent has escaped into the gardens and has dug up two plants and is now dirty, what r u do

“Sora! The maid worked hard on those! Come on, it’s bath time for you, you little rascal..!”

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Family dynamics pt 1

this is gonna take a while

Type 1:Healthy family

The most important thing about writing family dynamics is that it rests on the parents actions. How the parent acts dictates how the child goes about their life until they’re adults, and even after.

The first thing here is that in a healthy family, the parents must NEVER hit their kids. Never ever, even as children. This is non-negotiable- the parent already holds so much power over the child, any kind of physical violence will muck up that relationship and create fear that can last a long time.

Second, a vital part of the dynamic is that the parent sees the children as people and puts effort into understanding why the child would do things/ react the way they do.

The parent has to respond to criticisms about their actions thoughtfully- if the child says ‘I don’t like [x] thing you do’, the parent should either respond by working to change their behavior, or by explaining why they do the thing. ‘My house my rules’ is not an explanation.

That isn’t to say there will never be conflict, of course. but it does mean when the kid does something wrong, the parent tries to understand things from their point of view, and does not hit the kid as punishment.

Also, when the kid brings up problems with their behaviour (Ie. I’m feeling weird emotions, I think i befriended someone who isn’t good for me, I did something bad, I need help) the parent actually helps them and doesn’t hold it against them. 

If you’re going mom-dad parents, both parents must provide emotional labour, One parent may be closer than the kids than the other, sure, but both have to be available. In a healthy dynamic, the parents must be friends. They don’t have to love eachother, they just have to be friends who are invested in doing right by the kids. 

A really really good family I remember is from ‘The United States of Tara’, which is about a woman with DID and her life. It’s a really good show, would recommend. They have issues, but they put effort into their relationships and work past things.

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musecentralstation:

Her face grew soft and stood in silence thinking about his words. She didn’t really know anything about Lord Curtiss, and she had been so quick to judge him. What a terrible spirit-like thing to do. Lilith had been trying not to be like the other spirits for so long, and she tried so hard, and yet, she still couldn’t change the behaviors drilled deep inside her brain.

“Yes. I do know the pain… but you eventually push through it.  You eventually move on; knowing that your love wouldn’t want you to live like this, with all the pain…. My apologies for bringing it up.” Her body still shook with rage at the man, but she wouldn’t allow herself to even utter a curse at him. “But, you have to understand, I love Jade no matter what. No matter what anyone says, I will still love him. It’s nice to receive love, yes, but I’m used to it. I don’t even….” She trailed off with a sigh. “Hm, it seems as though I have said too much.”

“I cannot move on. She was the only woman destined for me, and she was lost long ago.”

He watched Lilith with an unusual expression. She did understand love. She was sincere. Whether he liked the spirit woman or not, he would respect her love for his son.

“I misjudged you, Lilith. I thought you were unworthy of Jade, but the opposite seems to be true. My own cynicism blinded me, and for that I do apologize.” That was not how he expected this conversation to go, but Heath seemed content with the outcome. He could rest easy. “Don’t feel the need to forgive me whatsoever.”

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musecentralstation:

“Jade doesn’t need to know about love to be able to receive it. Everyone needs love.” Lilith folds her arms across her chest. “And I have no ulterior motive. Status means nothing to me.”

She inhales slowly, trying not to get ahead of herself and then exhales. “I don’t need him to return it. I don’t want to make him feel like he ever has to. Believe ir or not, I love your son very much and I’ll never stop loving him.” Her gaze dropped to the floor and her voice seems quieter. “I may have known him for less than a year, but it certainly feels like I’ve known him for decades.” But that’s souls for you. She may have known his soul from a different life, but he certainly wouldn’t remember. 

“By the way, how long has it been since you’ve received love mister. I know love better?”

He wanted to snap at her, but she didn’t let him interject, and when she finished, he no longer had words. How long had it been? What kind of twisted question was that? He wondered if perhaps Jade had told her what had become of his wife. If he had, this woman didn’t know love. Who could ever use his darling against him?

“It matters not when I last received love. I still feel it. I feel it every day- for my empire, for my house, and for my wife. You are a... a spirit, he said. You must know of the pain when the love of your life is taken from you. It’s not anything to be taken lightly.”

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@musecentralstation from x

“How dare you... I know love better than Jade. Considering how you insist on being with him despite knowing his problems, I can only assume you have an ulterior motive. What are you hoping to gain from your status as nobility, I wonder? Whatever it is, it’s not worth it.”

He pauses to consider something for a moment.

“And if by Lorelei’s will you really do love someone who can never return it, than I wish you the best of luck. I truly cannot comprehend that kind of dedication from someone he’s known for less than a year, but I suppose stranger things have happened.”

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dangerousgaze:

“Oooh! Mixing my fonons sounds cool!” She didn’t know that that was how it worked! Seren tried to down her hot cocoa as fast as she could. She was so excited! Daddy and mama always taught her things, but it was school stuff. Reading. Writing. That was boring! Grandpa would teach her real life stuff!

“Grandpa! Grandpa! Will you teach me how to uhm…. how to use the spear? Just, uhm…. the bay-sic stuff! Daddy already taught me the parts, but won’t even let me touch his! How am I supposed to be the greatest soldier ever if I haven’t even learned the bay-sics yet?!” Yes. She was really impatient. 

“Of course I can teach you, sweetheart. I taught your daddy, you know.” He was proud of that much. If he could solidify the basics of the spear with Seren, Jade would have to continue her lessons. “I’ll teach you how to keep the spear in your arm, and then we’ll just practice summoning it and putting it away for tonight. Does that sound good to you?”

[musecentralstation]

“You're his fiancee. You stay at the house all day, you have no job... exactly why does he still require a maid?”

“If you think I stay at home all day, then you’re a confirmed idiot. Besides, you have your own home, yet I still feel your disgusting energy here in ours.”

@lordcurtiss

[lordcurtiss-blog]

“If I had the opportunity to save your existence, and saving you granted me anything I desired at my fingertips, I would still watch your death with joy you have never known. You cling to my son like a leech; if it weren't for my grandchildren your head would already be on my spear.”

[ohnoarno]

🎭 Masquerade Ball Starters 🎭

“Did you really think hiding your cheek bones was going to fool anyone?” “Do I…know you?” “Have we met before?” “Are you sure I don’t know you?” “Your eyes are absolutely captivating.” “I don’t think we’ve met yet.” “May I have this dance?” “You look positively enchanting this evening.” “I’d know those dazzling eyes anywhere.” “These skirts make it so hard to move.” “Some of these costumes are so extravagant. They must have cost a fortune.” “You look quite ravishing in that dress.” “You look quite handsome in that suit.” “Can I see your face?” “I don’t think you want to see my face.” “My God, you could fit an entire circus under her pannier. How’d she even fit through the door?” “Champagne?” “My feet are killing me.” “I never thought I’d see you in something so fancy.” “I feel like I’m rubbing elbows with the queen right now.” “Care to sneak away with me? I doubt we will be missed.” “Can you guess who I am under here?” “I’d compliment your beauty, but I can’t see it under there. You’ll have to accept my compliments to your mask instead, it’s quite lovely.” “I can’t hear you through that mask. Did you really have to choose one that covers your mouth?” “Do you know who I am?” “Do you know who she is?” “Do you know who he is?” “You’re very light on your feet.” “Ow! It’s like you have two left feet.” “I’m a terrible dancer.” “Who cares if you’re a good dancer? Have fun! No one will know it’s you anyway!” “No one’s asked me to dance all night…” “I feel like I’m in a dream!” “Can we please go home? This is torture.” “How did I ever let you talk me into coming here?” “I prefer watching from the sidelines to participating.” “You’ve spent the entire evening at the snack table.” “Can I cut in?” “I have to go.” “I’m not supposed to be here. If they catch me I’m in trouble!” “Please. What is your name? I want to see you again.”

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dangerousgaze:

“You want me to use Serp-in-tine?!”  Seren was overjoyed that he was allowing her Serpentine! She looked back at the spear, forgetting about her hot cocoa for a moment. Then, she looked at her arm and frowned. “But, will it fit? My arm isn’t as long as daddy’s.”

Going back to her hot cocoa, she picked it up carefully, blew, and took a sip. “Mmm, you make the best hot cocoa grandpa! Daddy always puts too much of the chocolate stuff and mama makes it with water. Icky.” She takes another sip and looks back at the spear. “I wanna be a corn-el just like daddy, but if I go higher, that’s good too! Mama always says that it’s good to be…. uhm….  someone named jack.”

If he wasn’t already excited, Seren’s enthusiasm would still bring him to smile now. She was a good child, and he hoped, one day, the heir to their name. She would appreciate it. She would live up to it... a true Curtiss.

“Your arm is shorter than Serpentine, but that’s quite alright. Your daddy’s arm is shorter than his spear too. What you actually do is separate the spear into fonons and then mix them with your own. Fonons are the little invisible particles that make up everything we can see and touch.”

Was her... mother brainless too? She couldn’t cook, she spouted nonsense at his granddaughter... It was good that he had Seren for a while. A few days with grandpa would fix her right up.