To be and fall in love... scary.

Welcome to my small world.

[lostcaesarlove]

20's

I feel like I've never been so unsure until now about my life. All plans I had fell through.

I feel like a little child left alone with adult problems to deal with and I don't even have my plush toy as emotional support.

[lostcaesarlove]

Yes

I was, utterly

And only

Yours my love

The way our souls

Connect and touched

The way we bonded

So easy

So special

So pure

Until

You stuck

Your dick

In that blondie

The end

[lostcaesarlove]

"I just want to fall in love"

-x.x.

[lostcaesarlove]

How do you react when person you love, say they love someone else?

[lostcaesarlove]

I never got a chance to say goodbye

P. K.

[lostcaesarlove]

Breakup

You deserved

Someone to love you

So i left to make the space

For the person

That is good enough for you

You hate me now

You scream at me

Tell me I'm wrong

I just think about me

So I laugh silently

So noone can hear

The true breaking within

I tell you just "fine"

Think what u want

It's not about us anymore

Because it's easier if u hate me

You'll get over it sooner

And I will stay here

Miles away, from you

Breathing and watching you

Find

The one

-D. P.

[thinktragic]

I am straight up weird and not in a good way

[lostcaesarlove]

My head hurts and I just want to go to sleep widouth having you in my mind

-D. P.

[amargedom]

“Love can make even nice people do awful things.”

— Jude Deveraux (via goodreadss)

[lostcaesarlove]

Poem for you and her

She is not me

And I'm not her

You talk about her

I listen very carefully

With pain and fear in my heart

To all the tasty sweet words

You use to describe HER

Like she brings light to this earth

As if she holds stars of the universe

In her big brown eyes

Maybe the way she laughs or smiles so honest it makes you warm inside

Makes you want to maker her yours

The way she thinks so bright

Or the way she talks calmly

Ways she dresses and wears her favourite bright colors on her beautiful body

All the ways she moves or flips her long hair

Ways you can feel her everywhere

And all things in which you two agree

But, she is not yours

And you are not hers

You are mine

And I am yours

Something that I'm not so sure about when I hear you talking about her, and never of me

Knowing you two would be together if there wasn't me, makes me feel like I stole you

I stole your virginity, your first love and maturity

And someone else will steal that from her

But it won't be you my dear

Even tho I know you want to

So I'm so sorry

I'm sorry for existing and getting in your way of true love

Love that you could never feel with me

Because of my broken heart

I am matured, unvirgined and already loved one boy before

I don't flip my hair, don't laugh or talk calmly

I speak my mind and tell pessimistic stories

I don't wear colors or smile, and definitely I don't have bright eyes

I tend to cry, to break down and fall

But in the end

You are still my love

I am not her

And I never will be

And she is not me

-d. p.

[lostcaesarlove]

Why do you have to exist Why Why Why Why Why Why Why Why Why

Why do I have to see you every goddamn day Why Why Why Why Why Why Why Why Why Why why Why why

Why did you do it Why Why Why Why Why Why Why Why Why Why Why

Why It hurts so much Why Why WHY WHY WHY WHY WHY WHY WHY WHY WHY DON'T I HATE YOU

WHY WHY WHY WHY WHY WHY WHY WHY

- J. J.

[lostcaesarlove]

I just want someone that gets it

[lostcaesarlove]

Today I'm thinking about all the things that are deadly

[lostcaesarlove]

You are killing me You are killing me You are killing me You are killing me You are killing me You are killing me You are killing me You are killing me You are killing me You are killing me You are killing me You are killing me You are killing me You are killing me You are killing me You are killing me You are killing me You are killing me You are killing me You are killing me You are killing me You are killing me You are killing me You are killing me You are killing me You are killing me You are killing me You are killing me You are killing me You are killing me

-j. j.

[lostcaesarlove]

Please, never fall in love again

From Me to me

Lost Caesar Love

[lostcaesarlove]

All this would be so much more special, if I was in love with you.

Lost Caesar Love for D. P.

[lostcaesarlove]

I want you so badly, but I'm so scared.

Lost Caesar Love for D. P.