PHASES OF LOVE
You was taught during childhood that love is wonderful
You wonder when will you ever meet love?!
You wonder and wonder for years how love would come and you developed this ideal love.
At 14 you think it would be the guy from the last row who really into cool mystery books that you also like.
Then love came at 15, he is just a bit different from what you expect.
Love is a college guy from another city who dream to build buildings that people look up in the street.
It all feels new that, the moment he said he likes you, you feel obligue to reciprocate.
Love is a bit controlling and you must follow his long list of do's and don't
Then love disappear but it was not devastating, it's a bit liberating.
At 17 you meet love again, now he's just a year older than. you.
You said to yourself "this time maybe it'll be better than the last time." but it doesn't.
Love likes drama so much that he apply it in real life.
Love is so hard and you decided I don't deserve this kind of love.
At 18 for the third time love show up in front of you.
He's the same age as you and you met him at your dream university applying for admission like you.
This time Love is soft and caring.
He is both protective and liberating.
Love drink coffee with you late at night during exam week.
Love is calm yet exciting.
Love respect you the way he respect his mom.
Love is so understanding... until he don't.
You didn't get the chance to your dream university but love does.
You're happy for love but you didn't get the chance to be happy with him like it used to be.
And now you're still waiting to meet that same love you met 3 yrs ago.
The same love that is euphoric but maim you at the same time
