Devoids corner

Lucifer's little void gets their own corner I get ramble as long as I want about my dear emperor! I have lots of thoughts. mdni

[lucifers-little-void]

No hate. No minors. Ill fucking block you without hesitation. - from all of the protectors, both in system and outside of system.

[vesse-moricaleo-lusifero]

I have had this art of Lucifer by Avy that was gifted to me for a few days now and I just love it so much!

It was a gift and I just have to show it off! I cannot even. I have such talented friends. Ough.

His skin. His textures. I love it.

Please go check her out! I don't know if she still has commissions open but she has off and on!

[lucifers-little-void]

Someone(theyre probably Lucifer? Maybe someone new?) encouraged me to use my words(cus was in a low-vocal mental state). So i did I asked them to be nice.

They said "yes sir/yes maam/etc" but like in a specific tone that was leaning obedient and my ass had to take a second to process my feelings about that.

Mr big, strong, spirit, man did that and I needed a moment.

Fucking unlocked something. Wtf

[lucifers-little-void]

Drunk on strawberry margarita and the God of self love and liberation.

[lucifers-little-void]

Spotify: *plays "Lucifer's light" and "Vale(this is the end) back to back*

Me being me: I don't think so, cus Hermes wouldn't be able to love and guide me then. I wouldnt be me if not for your presence, you may as well be destroying the very being you helped create. (This is an edited version of what I actually said, a summary if you will.)

Lucifer's response: "I can't burn a canvas I spent 17 years painting/creating" (soft/firm tone. /affectionate)

Context: part of our connection involves him piecing my different little shards back together, as I was poorly guided in my youth and it led to a shattering split for a host alter. (We were a much smaller system before a specific moment in our path, we crashed out and an alter with a lot of mental grip shattered much like splintering a wooden board into mulch.)

Side theory: he could've been talking about how hard it is to piece us back. Together, as some pieces got lost in the abyss when the shattering happened.

[lucifers-little-void]

Mentally struggling Lucifer spouse vibes:

"I needed this"

It's literally a cup of coffee at 12:10 am after finally getting some dishes done and listening to "blood in the river" by zeal & ardor.

[lucifers-little-void]

Shi made a post about Lucifer in comparison to the mineral phosphorus.

I go down my own little three minute rabbit hole.

Ive always been a bit misunderstood. Like everyone looks at me and see something else, like the see me and confuse me for another thing. I also end up compared to a bright brilliant thing, I got called high energy once(mf laughable).

I'm more of a fragile creature tbh, with light like the moon, (apparently Lucifer likes to see the way his light shines through me).

I end up with the mental picture of a crystal that's at least semi translucent. Things get easily mixed up in my mind, so maybe if light shines through it from multiple sources it'll get mixed up and hard to discern them apart. Ive never handled stress well. I don't do formal or shined so polishing me down is impossible, Id probably crumble.

More often then not, when Lucifer directs his light/energy through me it gets confused by someone nearby as me faking it or something and they'll mess with my spotify if it on to show it, like they don't realize my energy system doesn't blend Lucifer's light perfectly with me, nor does it always shine perfectly tho. An Imperfect little gemstone I guess.

[homunculus-argument]

Peacocks are hilarious, really. They really are just like

[zutalorsihavemissedone]

[theivoryserpent-deactivated2026]

Lucifer in a nutshell

[lucifers-little-void]

*aaaaaaa*'s in silent zoomies after reading this

[lucifers-little-void]

Snuggling with Lucifer:

*hes crunching something* (I can tell, cus the sound of it overwhelms my mind's sensory,like nails on chalkboard)

Me: *bugged by the crunching but nosy* what is that?

(I'm barely able to build a mental understanding of whatever he's holding. I think its stick shaped like a big pretzel stick but... Pretzel doesn't feel right.)

Lucifer: "meat pretzel"

(Probably his best description of the thing hes crunching on like me with freeze dried skittles)

Me: *is amused to no end and is still curious.* (I genuinely laughed at this, but was trying to be respectful)

We continue on about this shortly but it boils down to me getting the feeling that I wouldn't like the flavor of it. I think its... Kinda salty. I can pick up on and get a feel for flavors beyond just salty but it's hard to put to words.

I wouldn't call that snack of his, jerky. It's too crunchy.

Makes me wonder.

Would that space of his have a garden and what the plants would be there. Would he have plants we don't?

[lucifers-little-void]

Idk what to make of the mood thats hanging between me and lucifer lately.

It's quiet.

A nap cuddled together in the a woodland cabin quiet.

There's no... Buzzing of cranky nerves. No... Subtle internal hum of distant chatter. No.... Interactive sensory input to pick up on.

I wanna say that I miss him but I don't feel that. I "feel" like I miss him. I feel like hes there. Soundless but present in whatever parts of his entirety that he trusts me with..

Not a sound. Not a thought. Nothing but soundproof presence. Hes here and that fact is everywhere.

But it's just the soft silent peace of a presence. He's likely just watching. I know he has a habit of observing from a distance, maybe he's studying me cus i myself am still trying to figure out the alter that's out.

My system is a chaotic one.

life has been splattered randomly with chaotic events. Idk. It's nice but im getting used to it..

Side note. Maybe it's even nicer that I can enjoy this without going into a cptsd fit. I bet it's because he's still here. I can mentally feel my face tucked into his side when I curl up on him.

I love my dear emperor lucifer and his vast complexity.

Side pt 2.

Lately I've needed my feet cold to be comfy. But my top half warm. I-.. It's new. It's confusing. But... I shouldn't over think it. It's just a little quirk. No biggie.

I'm very warm rn on the shoulders.. My feet are chilly. I feel soft and cozy rn.

I'm used to him being quietly observant, to him being a bit upset or frustrated, to alot of his moods. This one's new.

[lucifers-little-void]

At one point, years back(it feels like it was years ago at least), I had recieved a tower card from Lucifer during an argument. It was an argument based on who I am and being honest about it. I can't remember much about it but i emember recognizing the tower card as a threat, like he was threatening me.

I remember laughing like "haha! You can't destroy me!"

I remember the conversation started off as flirting, I think we were basically hitting on each other then something in me shifted around and it must've took him off gaurd, or he must have seen/recognized something that I couldn't take notice of.

I couldn't acknowledge or see it. He saw it, he took notice.

I was laying back in bed today, rambling to him about my path and my observations about how it now vs how it used to be, because my path is a unique position now, it can't be related to or compared to others paths. I now believe he wasn't threatening me. It wasn't a threat in the slightest. I believe now it was a warning. He was informing me that he was going give me a tower moment, wether or not I accepted it, wanted, rejected it... Didnt matter. It was happening.

Because he wanted to ping me off my current path and onto one that was more optimal for me, that he saw something that was a better fit for me then the path i was on currently but I needed something torn down.

I know I had lots of walls. A true Taurus, stubborn to the core and unforgiving. But that's not my inner nature.

He decided to tower down something so I could, instead, grow rather then be constantly walking forward on a pointless linear path.

Cus the linear path style that everyone typically walks wasn't something that served me but I accepted it regardless because that was "how it's supposed to be". There is no "supposed to be" with how spiritual paths are. There is no guidline for your spiritual path and while I knew it I was still following a guideline.

I think he saw who I am and realized the path ahead, knowing the reality of my down hill situation and chosing to renew my path into something new rather then continue building on the path i was already on.

I realize now he wasnt threatening me, he was trying to tower something down to help me cus the path id walked for so long had begun to tear down rather then build up.

I wonder how many people misunderstood him, when he actually ment it differently, I wonder how many people thought he was trying to harm them when it was actually help.

[lucifers-little-void]

*plays lucifers enn now that I have a free moment*

The energy in my system: *im fast as fuck boiii... Am the hyper*

My brain: "is this panic?"

Me: no, it's energy. *calms down my anxiety*

It was his idea to play it but I'm not complaining.

[lucifers-little-void]

A moment of us as a system interacting with lucifer

Us: *just got done doing an oobleck expirement and is laying down while the littlest little in our system mentally explores the concept of oobleck*

The littlest little at some point: *image pop-up about humans and oobleck*

Lucifer: "humans are not a non-newtonian fluid."

Littlest little: *has an "oh" moment and goes back to vibing with the mental oobleck*

Life as a system is... Truly something.

Especially since this little thinks in abstract pictures and not words.

Btw, the littlest little is truly small. Fits in his hand like a new born kitten, for us having a collective memory I'm surprised by how it doesn't fully blur the walls.

Like the lines between alters is made of paper or something.

[cultkinkcoven]

Also, I love catching descriptions of Lucifer in other spirit's entries

"He's so big and pretty"

Accurate!

[lucifers-little-void]

Yes.

[itsame-a-mio]

Happy Pride Month to everyone who gets this joke, laughed at it, or isn’t a homophobic or transphobic etc asshole.

Happy Pride Everyone.

Stay Gay.

[itsame-a-mio]

Happy Pride Month to everyone who gets this joke, laughed at it, or isn’t a homophobic or transphobic etc asshole.

Happy Pride Everyone.

Stay Gay.

[lucifers-little-void]

Had a dream involving someone I used to know, it was actually a good one. Sortve.

She actually seemed to me to hang around, expected me to honestly. She was the first human I actually grew to enjoy in this life, unfortunately I have poor judgement in who I grow to like. There was a guy friend she also hung out with back then, in high school, in the dream he was driving a car and almost ran me over.

I rolled onto and over the hood of the light grey van(that didn't have a windshield) and then he was about to back into me but stopped when she told him to, it would've been nice to tail behind the dou a bit longer. The dream went weird after that and I woke up.

One thing I will note is that Lucifer was in it

It was like a between scenes clip. It was a text chat.

"Is this what vessels do for first time?"

Is all I remember of it. The sentence basically gives it away, that it's Lucifer. No one else I bond with would likely mention the word vessel or say it in a context referring to people, not openly like this.

I still can't decide if he was referring to me or one of the other two people.