I made this blog since I've been radically inclusive/queer for aaages now, but never had any accounts for it!
Welcome to lukewarmchocolate!! We're a large transendo plural system, ageweird, creative, trans in so many ways, paraphilic, disabled, and whatever else!
We're Autistic, ADHD, OCD, Personality disordered, both physically and mentally disabled and. .. other stuff too. Alters generally have their own IDs//Disorders//ect. Though, we're collectively nonhuman and nullrace. Massively transtroll.
For alters who post on this blog pls refer to !!this post!!
For the collective pronouns please use it/its pronouns or simply ask :) For terms just neutral or any nonhuman terms. Lighthearted/Joke gendered terms are ok!
Tags are mostly:
#me hoard :3
#just talking
#post by (emoji) <- alter sign off
#me reblogs
BYF/DNI below cut!!
We likely won't engage in/with:
Contact discourse
Chrono age discussions
Pro harrassment for like anything
(I have lines and things I absolutely DON'T condone but I just refuse to constantly justify myself here <3 Trust me on the fact that I don't intend to hurt anyone)
We are:
Pro consent.
Pro EVERY para, if you think "harmful paras" exist.. fuck off.
ProKink
Youthlib
Pro autonomy and believe in education + risk awareness
ProFic/Ship
Anti Harrassment
Inclusive//Stances are mostly just "I mind my business."
Massively impacted by our OCD. Many things will be done avoided // done a certain way due to this.
Intellectually disabled. Chronically ill. Chronically exhausted. Dissociative. Chronic pain having. ect. This is to say don't expect me to be 100% on it all the time. If I mess something up just let me know.
Alters may not always share exact beliefs, because many of us are entirely different people, but listed beliefs are pretty widespread.
Idk if this is set up well but!! Hi!!! Ok!! Hope to see you around!! Have a great day I'm so glad you all exist!!!! <3
Oh my goooddddddddddbddddddddddddddddddddddddddddd I need someone to make all my symptoms worse I need someone to know the shit that'll just completely break my resolve I need someone to know the stuff that fucking HURTS me and I need them to use it against me
Like I'm incredibly light sensitive but PLEASSEE send me HIGHLY FLASHING LIGHTS AND EYESTRAIN
Learning some of my friends are more based than I thought :)))
Crashing tf out over the state of the world and telling someone I'm a paraphile and that I love my brother (/source) and blablabla and rather than lecturing me they thank me for trusting them enough :') And the friendship actually feels stronger
★ Age non-conforming (ANC) is a term for those who do not follow age stereotypes and whose age expression differs from the age norms accepted in society (if such a term already exists, then I apologize, this will mean alt)
I'm going to be very honest with everyone when I say this.
Archivist do it all for free.
We aren't paid to archive your terms, we have no gain for logging your timelines, we get nothing but our own satisfaction when taking up these tasks.
If you have issues with something, whether wrong wording, wrong links, or just do not want anything to be archived. Talk to us about it.
Because the one thing I've noticed, is that people treat archivists like bots - there are genuine hard working people behind the screen, writing down your creations, using their earned skills. And being treated like bots can be heartbreaking.
"what if someone's faking-" WHO CAAAAAAAAAAAAAAREEEEEEEEEEEEEES LITERALLY WHO EVEN CAAAAAAAAAAAARES OH MY FUCKING GODDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD DUDE WHO EVEN CARES!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! WHO CARES!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! WHO GIVES A FUCK!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
💚 Generally chatty alter! Bmfbmfbmfbmfbmf
💚 Hyperfix on my source (Which is the entire series, I'm sourced from all versions of events) Non anti fans PLEASSSEE talk to me
💚 This blogs username is a reference to my being "hot chocolate boy" :D
💚 OlderMenOlderMenOlderMen
I'm assuming this is common for radqueers, but never before have I felt so much like I'm truly living a double life. I've got a bunch of friends and acquaintances online and off who mostly would probably disapprove of this and not understand, and a job and everything. Now I'm living this secret life online with secret profiles more than I really ever had before. It's sad it has to be like this, but yeah, I value this safespace to explore identities I will never feel safe sharing with most. When I get into something I usually get really autistically fixated and want to share it with everyone. Right now it's this and it's hard having to hold back from most people I talk to.
Most of my friends both near and long distance would hate me for my identity
It's been worse because I've been hyperfixated on a specific thing lately, and the fandom can't even handle proshippers, but because I've NEEDED to talk to other ppl who know it I've just been putting up with it
But it wears you down
Especially with my rq identities like my weird shit isnt just stories or kinks ((Kinks can be important to my identity too but its easier to go "yeah this is none of these ppls business" and not be bothered idk)) or whatever it's like genuinely a big part of my everything
I LIKE being an open book but I physically can't be and it sucks :(
