Dream Of Paradise

25 ~emo~ sometimes

[i-will-recover-tomorrow]

[lunamethyst]

Me the past week…

[i-will-recover-tomorrow]

[lunamethyst]

I remember waking up the morning after I tried to kill myself and I just cried….I looked at myself in the mirror and knew I wasn’t crying cause I was happy I was alive, I was crying cause it didn’t work.

[mafuyuh]

[psylokie]

[lunamethyst]

Feeling the moon shine down on me, looking up at the stars dreaming of a different world where I didn’t feel so much pain. Creating a world in my mind where that little girl ends up okay.

[copenhagensluts]

[lunamethyst]

Sleep: it allows hours of my day to pass without having me endure the pain of being conscious for them...

[lunamethyst]

My body hurts but my mind is worse. I crave the warm feeling of numbness and will do just about anything to get it.

[bpdamn]

I’m at that stage of life where I literally have no idea what the fuck is going on or how to deal with it anymore

[lunamethyst]

I am tired of constantly thinking about how tired and lonely I am. #depressing #depression #depressingtumblrquotes #tumblr #sadgirl #mentalillness #latenightthoughts #nightthoughts #depressingmind #hopeless #romantic #broken #drowning #sea #ocean #sad #sadness #sadthoughts #sky #pain #empty https://www.instagram.com/p/CBxNVIXlQXc/?igshid=18dzh69rlcue

[lunamethyst]

I feel unimaginable pain. #depressing #depression #depressingtumblrquotes #tumblr #sadgirl #mentalillness #latenightthoughts #nightthoughts #depressingmind #hopeless #romantic #broken #drowning #sea #ocean #sad #sadness #sadthoughts #sky #pain #empty https://www.instagram.com/p/CBhnBael-d-/?igshid=12umqhdy8l3cq

[lunamethyst]

I’m fucking done with this bullshit. I want to drown into non existence and disappear #depressing #depression #depressingtumblrquotes #tumblr #sadgirl #mentalillness #latenightthoughts #nightthoughts #depressingmind #hopeless #romantic #broken #drowning #sea #ocean #sad #sadness #sadthoughts #sky https://www.instagram.com/p/CBUmVtBFUvh/?igshid=1sgdpxagwx1ys

[lunamethyst]

I don’t wanna cry anymore #depressing #depression #depressingtumblrquotes #tumblr #sadgirl #mentalillness #latenightthoughts #nightthoughts #depressingmind #hopeless #romantic #broken #drowning #sea #ocean #sad #sadness #sadthoughts #sky https://www.instagram.com/p/CBPdDR7F1O7/?igshid=6qauncnpynjt

[lunamethyst]

🖤

[lunamethyst]

To my white and non black POC- please educate yourselves

[lunamethyst]

let the waves take my body away and allow my soul to drift into forever

[stay-close]

I can't make you understand. I can't make anyone understand what is happening inside me. I can't even explain it to myself.

— Franz Kafka, The Metamorphosis

[lunamethyst]

I am now fallen, stardust envelopes me. 
- Virginia Woolf ✨

[lunamethyst]

it’s hard to explain but I never could imagine myself in my 30’s or 40’s....I’ve always known I am going to die young. Lately it feels like what am I even waiting for, nothing is getting better