Children Of Chaos

A DID system here! Side blog for when you ain’t got your own to repost stuff :v

[this-punk-is-pissed]

“Who do you think you are?” Good question, I don’t know.

[identitysoups]

Our persecuter when they front:

[sotiredofendos]

A system is a collection of alters. Alters are chronically dissociated self states, with different neurological pathways that often are accompanied by a varying degree of amnesia. Dissociation is caused by stress/trauma. Alters are a byproduct of dissociating from trauma. You can’t dissociate from trauma you do not have. You cannot dissociate without trauma. You cannot have alters without trauma. You cannot have a system without alters.

You cannot be a system without trauma.

Do you have to know about the trauma ? No. Does it have to be a certain type of trauma ? No. Does it need to be a certain severity ? No. It just needs to have occurred during critical developmental period of the brain. Before the ego states have stitched together, it must be chronic, and beyond the child’s stress threshold, otherwise it will not disrupt the developmental growth. This is different for everyone. The reason trauma cannot be listed as a diagnostic criteria, is because there is no “xyz trauma that causes dissociative disorders”. It’s completely unique to each person suffering from the disorder. And in often cases, the person suffering from the disorder isn’t aware of their trauma. That’s the point of the disorder. This does not mean you don’t need trauma to suffer from a dissociative disorder. Systems are byproducts of dissociative disorders, you cannot be a byproduct of a disorder you do not have.

Endos are not systems. What do I mean by this? I mean that, by definition, that term is not suited for them, and is not meant to describe them. Just like kinning doesn’t mean you’re a system, just like roleplaying doesn’t mean you’re a system, just like religious practises such as tulpamancy isn’t a system. You are perfectly free to do whatever you please, truly. But do not compare it to being a system. You do not share our experiences. You are a different community entirely, and that’s ok.

But please, for the love of god, stop invading our community, and stop spreading misinformation about an already stigmatised and misunderstood disorder.

I understand if you didn’t know better. But please, educate yourself, and stop spreading this misinformation. Being a system isn’t an identity. It’s not a label. And please, stop comparing it to being queer. This is a mental illness. Being queer is not a mental illness.

[13conk9s]

sigh. this is so sad. alexa play pk;m new

[painful-yawn]

CACKLES AND SOBS AT THE SAME TIME

[cccat-in-a-meat-sack]

”I want to know your headcount” “I want to know who’s fronting” so do I, get in line

[parakeet]

your bed is probably as happy to see you as you are to see it. ‘here comes the warmth slab’ it thinks

[targent]

wrong it thinks “god hope this dipshit doesnt spill beans all over me again who tf eats beans in bed”

[targent]

stop reblogging this new year new me i havent spilled beans in bed ONCE this year

[targent]

uh oh

[zoethrowingnightshade]

It gets funnier the earlier in the year you reblog it

[knebellindemann]

[eileenwdj]

salvation is written in blood

[thepenultimateword]

Prompt #288

“My friend thinks you’re cute,” Villain said, nodding across the street.

Hero paused handcuffing the criminal’s hand behind their back and followed their gesture to the henchman hovering under one of the streetlights . They blushed as Hero made eye contact.

“Ok?” Hero said looking away abruptly and instead focusing on pulling Villain to their feet. “If you think I believe a word you say or even care—“

“It’s true. They’re just shy. And it’s not like there’s many opportunities for them to approach you.”

“Meaning?”

Villain grinned up at them. “It’s usually not this easy to catch me.”

[latinotiktok]

No sé si reírme o llorar

[lunar-chaos-system]

Why not both 😭😭

[gremmything]

Alright let's review notes:

- if endos aren't disordered they don't belong in disordered spaces

- if endos have no trauma they don't belong in spaces made for people who do have trauma

- being a system is both a symptom of a disorder, and a disorder in and of itself, you cannot be a system without being disordered

- being a system is specifically a symptom of and a trauma disorder, therefore you cannot be a system without trauma(you do not have to REMEMBER the trauma. But it has to exist)

• side note: trauma does not have to be "severe" because trauma is subjective.

Thanks for coming to my tedtalk. Unless I see more content that pisses me off, hopefully this will be the last post I make on my syscourse spiel and I can continue using my time to hyperfixate on royale high

[moonlitmeadowsys]

even if endos were real and valid, they would have no place in cdd communities because our existence is so fundamentally different. people with cdds are ultimately trauma survivors and that shapes our entire life experience. let us have spaces to ourselves.

[hiiragi7]

Y'all really need to learn about DID more outside the context of alters. DID is not just "disordered plurality" - It is a developmental disorder, an attachment disorder, a posttraumatic stress disorder. It is comorbid with many other issues, such as somatic pain syndromes, physical health issues, and a variety of mental illnesses. It is a complex organization of symptoms related to the disrupted healthy development of a child, both in terms of their body and their mind. It is not just about the alters.

[syscourse-misinfo]

A LOT OF THINGS CAN BE TRAUMATIC FOR CHILDREN UNDER THE AGE OF 10

I CAN'T STRESS THIS ENOUGH

WATCHING YOUR PARENTS FIGHT ALMOST EVERYDAY CAN BE TRAUMATIC

BULLYING CAN BE TRAUMATIC

BEING YELLED AT FOR DOING MINOR MISTAKE CAN BE TRAUMATIC

NOT GETTING PROPER ACCOMODATION AND COPING MECHANISM FOR YOUR MENTAL ILLNESS CAN BE TRAUMATIC

NEGLECT CAN BE TRAUMATIC

STRESSED OUT FROM BEING "GIFTED CHILD" CAN BE TRAUMATIC

YOU WERE A CHILD

[noxsyncourse]

Whomp whomp is anti-endo speech for:

I'm an idiot who spreads misinfo and talks shit about people I know nothing about!

Spread the word, everyone.

[nohaibrahim-2024-deactivated202]

Help me and my family please 🙏

Donate to Help a family from Gaza, organized by Yaser Matar

Hello, I am Ibtisam Al-Habil. My suffering began in 2014 when my husband was martyred, and I was … Yaser Matar needs your support for Help

@el-shab-hussein @ibtisams-blog @northgazaupdates @northgazaupdates2 @90-ghost

[northgazaupdates]

Noha’s campaign has been verified by el-shab-hussein and nabulsi, she is #157 on their spreadsheet of verified campaigns

[lunar-chaos-system]

It’s not my WIP graveyard.

That’s a meticulously cultivated WIP time capsule which I can always go back to and reminisce the years of my youth in a way that connects me to the deepest parts of my soul.