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18+ / baby gay / just trying to figure out life / wlw

[cigsinanashtray]

incapable of forming real connections because i think i'm annoying if i reach out!

[luviedonuts]

i love women in tank-tops

[luviedonuts]

if hanahaki was real, i'd probably be dead already

[kerrry444]

i want nonsexual dominance from a woman so bad

her guiding me around with her hand on the small of my back or wrapped around my waist

grabbing my chin forcing me to look into her eyes

pulling me closer in crowded areas

saying things like

"don’t worry, mommy will handle it"

"come here, sweet girl. I want you next to me”

"be a good girl for me bunny"

"you need to eat something first baby”

“i know decisions are hard honey, i’ll choose for you ”

[femininomenonasf]

calling her to ask about her day only to end up touching myself to her voice

[aubsolutly]

i wanna makeout with her so bad and grab at her hips, boobs anything

[urfavbutchswitxh]

as a butch, its quite comical to me how people do not perform chivalrous acts anymore.

car door? not touching it. same goes for any door. turning the shower on and laying out your favorite pj’s? done. packing your lunch for work so you don’t have to think about it? done. forgot to get something at the store? dont worry, i already got it! youll never touch a steering wheel unless you absolutely have to drive alone. coffee started before your eyes even open. you better not walk on the left side of the sidewalk, if you do, know im giving you the sternest look possible and shifting your hips over myself. dont even think about touching that chair at the restaurant im taking you to. too anxious to order your meal? got it. I noticed how long it takes you to go through your shampoo and conditioner, so i have it on autoship. dont even think about carrying that yourself, its already in my hands. need a pick me up day? here’s my credit card. stressed about a school assignment you dont understand? ill spend hours finishing it for you. youre cold while we’re out at the bar with friends? thats why i put a jacket on, so i could give it to know because I know you get cold easily. your drink is almost gone? dont worry, ill go back to the bar and grab another.

its really the most simple and basic things, the way a woman should be treated. how they deserve to be respected and loved. i just dont get how people look at someone and dont do these things for them.

simply does not make sense to this butch.

[luviedonuts]

exactlyyyy

but like also as a chronic ovethinker i'm scared ppl will get offended/ i mess up trying to do any of these things 😭

[tragicburnout]

Intelligence is attractive. Humor is attractive. Kindness is attractive. Life is hard.

[luviedonuts]

I love the fact that the immediate next step to realizing that i genuinely like someone romantically is trying to get over them

like YUP but also, NO THANKS

[pr3ttypunisherrr]

being a switch is so fun because i love saying and being told these things:

“i know what you need better than you do right now. that’s why you’re going to listen to me.”

“every time you try to take control i’m just going to bring you right back here. we can do this all night.”

“poor baby. so used to being in charge and look at you right now. so pretty when you stop fighting me.”

“such a good girl/boy. taking such good care of yourself by letting me take care of you.”

“you can’t even hold a thought right now, can you? just nodding at things. so empty and so sweet about it.”

“this is what you needed and you would never have asked for it yourself. good thing i didn’t ask.”

“you fought me on this for so long and now you don’t want me to stop. funny how that works.”

“look at you taking it so well. you had so much to say twenty minutes ago. where did all of that go.”

[xshadowkingx]

Grab her by the throat and give her forehead kisses

[pr3ttypunisherrr]

my boxers are all wet :(

can't decide what i need more..

to be told to be a good puppy and touched so slow and careful while someone talks me through all of it. telling me where to put my hands. how to breathe. praising me through every second of it like i'm doing something right just by feeling good. someone who keeps me right there on the edge and decides when i get to have it and holds me after.

or…

to get on my knees and take care of someone so good they forget everything else. because there’s something about being that needed. that focused. having one job and doing it so well that the only sounds in the room are because of me. the neediness isn’t just about being touched… it’s about making someone else fall apart because of me. feeling them get close. hearing it. knowing i did that. that my mouth did that. that i was so good they couldn’t hold it together.

[aneedylesb]

I don't need much, just tell me I'm a good girl on a regular basis, please

[luviedonuts]

possesive girls who like putting marks all over you or giving you random cute things to carry around/wear just to remind you that you're theirs?

YES PLEASE 🛐🛐

[lesbinluv]

innocent looking shy girls with perverted freaky minds 🙂‍↕️🙂‍↕️

[daydreamingbambilesbian]

I would love to be spontaneously kissed in an aquarium by a girlfriend. Right when I'm turning to look at you after pointing at a fish, slip your hand against my neck and pull me in for a kiss.

Bonus points if it's dark in the room when you do it.

[tragicburnout]

when im an obsessive perverted freak but its ok bc my heart is pure