LUX

they/them — 19 years old — ao3 author — technically published poet — matching with Seth Crowe — qpr with Babe™

[luxfuxxvii]

Intro Post or Whatever

Wassup??? I'm Lux??? I've seen people making these and I wanted to give it a shot???? Idk maybe there are people who wanna know wtf I'm about.

FYI

they/them and aro/ace spectrum + sex repulsed to an extent (my entire thing is confusing people with my loose labels and overgeneralizing and also my purposeful omitting, you'll never find a definition that truly fits me, nor will i ever really give you one)

i'm in a queer platonic relationship with Babe™ (i fucking love Babe™)

we respect lgbtqia+ in this house and if i see you dissing on the community then im going to do nothing, except maybe block you and then continue on with my life because you simply arent worth my time

i dont like talking about politics or anything that might be related to the news, no ifs ands or buts; ive come to the conclusion that i cant do shit about the world but i CAN make a safe space for myself and others in my community

I FUCKING HATE AI!!!!!!!!!! AHHHHHH!!!!!

i am disabled and have chronic pain and i feel very very upset over it like all the time. i have nothing but hatred for my brain fog

Fandom Spaces

sighing and dying. All For The Game and literally everything related to it. for the Foxes my favorite is Kevin Day (i love you, you insufferable bitch <3). but if we're getting real here, I FUCKING LOVE TSC AND TGR ANJAHAJSNJSOSKSJSJSJSJ JEREMY KNOX YOU BEAUTIFUL MOTHERFUCKER!!!!!! YOU TRAUMATIZED BITCH!!!!! HES SO ME :DDDD

The Hobbit movies + book (if i had to pick a comfort franchise, it will always be this one. favs are Thorin, Bilbo, Nori, and Bofur)

Sk8 the Infinity (REKI KYAN YOU BEAUTIFUL BITCH I LOVE YOU!!!!)

MHA (but i am very very very particular about which media I'll interact with btw; also my favorite character are Hawks and Bakugo.)

Avatar: The Last Airbender (Sokka is my favorite and his character development is top fucking tier for me)

Genshin on occasion but i havent touched it in months (been playing since 2.0 exactly, Keqing main and therefore Keqing enthusiast; other favs include Ajax, Diluc, Alhaitham, Kaveh, Wanderer, Sethos, Durin, and Gorou)

Toilet Bound Hanako-kun (Mitsuba and Kou make me very emotional actually)

Banana Fish when im not being a coward about it (can you believe that Shorter is my favorite??????? smh 😮‍💨)

Yuri on Ice when i get over the fact that it was popular in the musically era (i remember those days....)

Stuff I'll Probably Post About

Demon Slayer (ZENITSU YOU LOVABLE BITCH I KNEW YOU HAD POTENTIAL)

Heaven Official's Blessing .... *sighs as i add another fandom to the list* (Hualian supremacy ofc, but my favorite character will forever be Quan Yizhen. Quan Yizhen is perfect. i love him with my whole heart. hes beautiful.)

The Summer Hikaru Died (HIKARU MY AROACE SPEC KING!!!!!!!!!! YOURE IN LOVE WITH YOSHIKI BUT AT THE SAME TIME YOURE NOT!!!!!! AND I RESPECT YOU FOR IT!!!!! I HOPE YOU GUYS HAVE A HAPPY ENDING TOGETHER!!!!! can you guys tell who my favorite character is....)

i'm a writer, and i have been for 7 years; you will probably see me reblogging mutuals with encouragement or posting little things about how my own writing is going; sometimes i have advice, sometimes i have resources, but not always; i primarily write gay fanfiction (fucking love Ao3)

little tidbits about my life. except theyre not tidbits. it seems all ive been doing lately is complaining. perhaps i have been venting a little too much lately....

talking about intellectual things with the enthusiasm and vocabulary of a 5 year old; i am a walking thesaurus and i have very smart things to say about the things that im passionate about, but i promise you, my blog is not that serious. i prefer to communicate at other peoples level and that level is Enthusiastic Dumbassery

complaints about my chronic pain and various disabilities

philosophy on occasion (it is my job as a writer to understand every single perspective and this is the key to doing that; also its just one of my passions)

yuh.

[luxfuxxvii]

worst thing authors can do to slow readers is leave them on a cliffhanger. like its taken me all day to get to this point, i haven't had dinner, its 15 minutes before i REALLY have to go to bed, and the chapter ended with ANOTHER cliffhanger. im dead. i still have so much more of this fic to go through. im not even close to being done. why.

[luxfuxxvii]

people need to stop being compassionate. thats how they get you

[luxfuxxvii]

i know nothing about edible berries or finding clean water or hunting or building shelter, and even i would survive in the woods longer than these "whats the mysterious scream?" following bitches. APPARENTLY, I AM THE ONLY PERSON WITH SURVIVAL INSTINCTS ON THE PLANET.

[luxfuxxvii]

youve scrolled long enough. the yaoi has come in droves. they are attacking. flee. quick. before they kiss.

[calvinonwheels]

i love "gross" disabled people

i love angry disabled people

i love disabled people who are not afraid to take up space

i love disabled people who loudly talk about their symptoms

i love disabled people who call out inaccessibility

i love mean disabled people

i love disabled people who dont answer questions

i love disabled people who are not ashamed of their medical devices

i love all disabled people, happy disability pride month

[luxfuxxvii]

you ever just become conscious of your body and hate every minute of it? like no. i didnt say we could become aware. what are you doing???? wheres the eject button???

[luxfuxxvii]

me when the heart attack-like symptoms disorder gives me heart attack-like symptoms:

[formerlyluckymanticore]

Writing is so easy! I says with joys. I was then shot 57 times

[luxfuxxvii]

me when the heart attack-like symptoms disorder gives me heart attack-like symptoms:

[luxfuxxvii]

oh youre disabled??? you have to go to the doctor so that they can tell us if youre capable of driving. oh youre disabled??? well youre going to need a doctors note every time you miss a work day. oh youre disabled???? im sorry. we're looking for hard working people able to stay for long shifts. oh youre disabled???? well—

[luxfuxxvii]

someone talk to god. i studied for 2 days max, then didnt touch the drivers ed handbook for a good 56 hours. then i spontaneously hitched a ride to the dmv with my friends and i passed. i passed the temps test. somebody stop me from getting behind the wheel because i dont remember ANYTHING

[tokkibean]

i love fanfiction because unlike original work the plot and characters are all plotted and characterised for you to use so its a really good solution for those “i want to write but i dont know what to write” moods it lets you focus soley on the craft and its wonderful

[luxfuxxvii]

going to events is such a hassle when youre neurodivergent. i have to chug water in the morning so i dont pass out when i get there, i have to make a cup of coffee, but a BIG one if im going to survive the day, then i have to eat as much as i can, even if id rather actually die, because then I'll ruin the party by being hangry. and then i have to take a shower. and i mean an everything shower guys. and then i have to get into my closet costume, and then i have to???? what. what about the hours i have after that???? just kill me now. i guess i could make a card, like i intended to do yesterday. but its like. ugh.

[luxfuxxvii]

do not watch two broke girls and read Of the Northmost Winds and Skies by xxiiyu in quick succession. i just read a passage about jamie thinking of his younger sister sophie and i imagined him pointing at this cunty queen and saying "thats my little sister"

[moonnogginn]

Wulian week day 1: Happy, Touch, Rain, First Kiss

[luxfuxxvii]

*dr. evil voice* 1 million dollars, or I will enact my Evil Plan™ to write sad poetry, and the earth will explode.