[lyaidemon]

ngl i really start thinking that those randoms asking about commisions in comments are scammers

commissions info link

edit: ok thats rly strange & funny, but when i suspect scammer of being scammer their acc dies ..or i'm just catching the timing?

they're kinda pathetic

[alixbalica]

Thing I did for Ash Wednesday :)

[lyaidemon]

it is wednesday my dudes :))

unasked context: i came to conclusion that ash's blobby appaerence is basically a (mostly)whole human body in 'frog' pose. just melt, baked and grown together for the rest of his life into what we see, bc of thermal radiation, radiative radiation and further tumors growth 😁 or smth ..would also explain why he can jump but not run/swim fast (since first time i played tein was after meat boy, lack of sprint felt unusual)

[lyaidemon]

Steven stuffs (wips) {original quality}

oh my goooood video's quality has got sooo fucked up oh god--... wtf tumblr WHY??

steven's vector sprite stolen from that newgrounds' time fcuk.swf since there were only separete parts, combined them on my own

these wips are parts of bigger animation btw

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[lyaidemon]

dont ever fucking let me to draw nsfw i can do da shit that even I MYSELF won't be able to look at later

(liked drawing this in the moment, but felt very, VERY FUCKING BAD for a while after, like- couldn't look into Ash's eyes having known what i've done to him..., or look at him in general yet still was aware he's just a fictional character. my empathy's so fucking weird,..)

btw whibe blob is still Ash, not exodus npc, just inverted colors for those 2 sketches not looking like part of "timelined" sketches. they go after all "timelined" sketches

[lyaidemon]

Ash's place

still doing things for studies . . .

found the building plan that kind of matches Ash's home ⠀that was hard af, 'cause i'm only familiar with post-soviet 9-story's, while his is like hight-rise, and seemingly not the tower with very few appartments per floor (like in most of plans the internet gave me) but more wide building like that of humant hill type

also went to NUKEMAP for obvious reasons, there i first heard about "multi-story concrete building" btw (didn't know that this is how it's called in eng)

then found a (really cool) Designing Buildings wiki to learn about buildings topic in general (a bit)

ah yes, and in need of destruction refs i came back to look through those current war's news footages that i've been avoiding all these 4 years. . . that was the hardest part, sincerely

had to take a break once or few times "that cold pain of terror in heart came back and was giving me twitches"

[lyaidemon]

[dragon-in-a-fez]

"you don't know what you have until you lose it" works for things that suck too btw. sometimes you need to experience life without something for a while to realise oh damn that was some bullshit

[lyaidemon]

that pure confusion moment of finding out you actually grew up in such a variety of fucked up impact factors combo yet haven't ended up with destructive behaviors, that it sounds even fictionally unlikely scenario

[lyaidemon]

i am... reborn . . . phoenix... risen from ashes... . . . thank you . . . thank you.. SO much... . . . ..Ash

oh-uh-... . . please-.. please- . . . please don't be scared--... i-i'm not gonna hurt you- . . please...

just- mind not to fall back, okay?.. there's no safe spot down there as much as i've seen . . . ..aand then i'll take my hand away-... . . ..k? . . .

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⠀Reborn

⠀┈┈┈┈┈┈┈┈┈┈┈┈┈┈┈┈┈┈┈┈┈┈┈┈┈┈┈┈┈┈┈┈┈┈ ⠀200x96px ⠀MS Paint + mouse, recolored in-game ⠀(yes ik i could recolor on MsPaint but i wanted exactly ⠀the in-game recolor) ╘══════════════════════════════════════════════════╛

[lyaidemon]

Visit Original Link

music-inspired vent art to some point..? it's just not related to mod

ps. i hope i may post music from mod on here

[lyaidemon]

c̸̶̄u̸̡͖ͪ͟r̷̷̗͞ś̼͟e̷̵̞͝͝d̷̸̹ Ash

lately i've been having intense and weird lucid dreams again...

tonight one of dream's part was about TEIN, i was like, playing the game or rather a mod where was the "pre-ending cutscene" (twice, i was replaying the moment)

cutscene started with Overlaystheglow overlay. then bricks started moving to the center of screen combining into white glow horizontal line. out of that glow with closed eyes a dark figure of Ash rose, slowly. as he opened the eye(s) a bright flash covered the screen, then faded revealing the moment i've drawn here. very deformed and constantly changing Ash was 'flying' fast to the right, stretshing in movement, in some portal-transitional-tunnel-dimension (camera locked on him and bg moving to left). bones of limbs on red part of the body turned into some spider-ly legs, his missing eye was appaering and dublicating arond the body, along with the Mother's eyes (mostly on the normal part, black). other features like mouth & exposed bones, except for one big eye placed in the middle of two parts, were also chaotically moving and changing around. Ash kind of felt all that, but not like agony, rather strong "AaaGDAAASAA WTFuuu--" sensory disorientation. he was chaotically jerking and looking around, trying to scream, but only to get distorted sound that would be gone in the accompanying sounds of metamorphoses. after the climax, things are back to normal and Ash finds himself in a dark 'ending area'

drawn on MS Paint, with mouse listened to while drawing: 少年少女カメレオンシンプトム／まふまふ【歌ってみた】

[lyaidemon]

i'm total zero in JavaScript so whenever it comes to code in web stuff i feel like an idiot

but now, in AI era, i feel like... HAPPY IDIOT!!

the eye from vid was coded by Copilot on my prompts it's not done yet, i'm just super happy i managed to do this simple thingy

i'm not that stupid as i was at around 11, so i can read and understand in general terms the code i've never seen (if things are named adequately ofc) and via trial and error i can successfully modify it somewhat. but i don't wanna learn it just to use like, once in 6 months. and i don't like asking others for help, because, welp-

my main problem is explaining i always start to explain things in a very detailed yet difficult manner

so here it comes to why dealing with AI turned out to be easier for me than with humans: there's no 'human factor' of emotions, impatience, language (ENG/other) or simple reluctance affecting performance

it only takes for me a few tries (and browser restarts) to get how to explain the thing, whilst a person would lost patience to listen/trying to comprehend after like, second or even first try

yeah i just hate it when instead of technical moments i have to worry about my fucking 'emotional portrait' or idk other general emotional things of communication. i don't wanna be 'humans manager' ever again i'm bad at it

DONE: pupil tracks cursor, going in circular path of R=25px now, explaining what i want to ADD:

(saying "me" over and over again to prevent statements being torn out of context. goddammit. this 'AI era' is kind of fucked up in terms of accusations)

[lyaidemon]

title cart but ̵a̷̴̶̳̅c̷̶̒t̴̵̶̢̅u̸̵̵̷̯a̴̴̶̰͜l̶̵͝l̷̸̵̵̞y̵̸̸̸̜ͩ͟ ̶̶̴̰͘ c̵̶̵̷̼ͮ͢o̷̷̰r̷̵̶͔̆ř̸̶̸u̷̵̶̷̷̠͑p̸̶͠t̵̴̸̵̋e̴̵̴̴̠͋͠d̶

..via FileGarden

i tried different sizes, color models and formats for it (under the cut)

best results in my opinion are from 160x90px JPGs in grayscale

GIF corruption is like tv bad signal, it shifts pexels

PNG isnt interesting at all, sadly (ibis v.5.5.5 creates cooler glitch when interrupted file export)

btw in file thumbnail corruption looks completely different from that in full-size viewed file

and yeah these things didnt want to upload so i had to re-save them in classic MS Paint some didnt even want to open in image viewer / ms paint / photoshop

creadits The End Is Nigh GPAK-Extractor Image Corruptor Glitch Text Generator Glitch Text Generator (another)

[lyaidemon]

look who's back!! *me who fucked up with deadlines and got cold or smth*

btw this time his face turned out convincing enough to trick my empathy into expecting that he'll smile if held carefully in hands

and ofc, the smile doesn't want to get out of my face which appaerently helps cold.. or at least my stuffy nose

[scam-alerts]

This can be found on [tumblr]'s official "how to avoid scams" page. :)

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This image is 100% free to use, no credit needed. Anyone is welcome to send it (and the official tumblr link above) to the scam accounts who are using peoples accounts to try and perform the "I accidentally reported you" scam.

And hey if you want, show me your results via submission!

Sadly these scammers do know there are people who are not aware of this scam, which is unfortunately why people tend to fall for it. :(

So as always,

Stay safe, stay silly, and help others learn and be aware of scams.

-Bee

[lyaidemon]

i wasn't aware of second scenario from image, but as i replied with "uum ok? sounds like i did something very-very wrong but i don't know what exactly" the scammer just gave up and died bruh (it was in PM)

oh, and there are also those "commissions askers" who never reply

ngl, i was cincerly happy for that PM scammer not to disappear after

hello are you busy rn?

hi yes, kind of

bc i never even get a chance to get a funny dialogue 😭

[lyaidemon]

Ash skull vector-sketched

finally realized how to export this thing adequately

ㅤat first there was problem with colors, RGB black (#000000) for some reason was still CMYK black (i copy-pasted skull from cmyk doc to rgb doc) ㅤthen it took a lil while to exclude skull shadow lines from wings lines

but now i learned how to deal with such things

[lyaidemon]

a bunch of random wips

[lyaidemon]

bones.