Ms.Mars

I'm 19, dutch🇳🇱 and have no will to live. I have no clue what I'm doing. I'm just here to have some fun🤭. multifandom

[lyranix1201]

*ੈ✩‧₊˚Hi, Welcome to my tumbler😊.˚ ༘♡ ⋆｡˚ ❀

my real name is Caithlyn, but you can also call me Caithy, Ms.Mars or lynranix, what ever floats you boat.

I'm 19, Dutch 🇳🇱 and my pronounce is she/her. I know multiple languages like Dutch, English, Portuguese and a little bit, and i do mean a little bit of French. My Birthday is on the 12 of January, so I do hope you guys are not going to forget about it or else 🔫. ( and that's it)

I will post what ever I want, you can expect: drawings (art, art of my oc and fan art), some random post and maybe, just maybe information of a fanfic that I have been writing or future fanfiction that I will post.

What I draw and post depends entirely on my mood and my currently hyperfixation, it could be anything between webcomics, movies, series or video games. I posted a drawing probably once in a full moon so don't expect much from me.

Don't be scared to comment on my post or ask questions, I love receiving them and love talking to people about my interests.😊

Also, If you want to be my mutual/friend, you just have to ask. i will gladly be your friend/mutual 🤗.

[lyranix1201]

It pride month everbody🥳 (please act like I am not posting this, almost at the end of Pride Month😭).

You know what that means?😁 It is time for me to make my favourite straight ship GAY.

I present to you all: 💁🏾‍♀️yuribomb.

Yuribomb, my beloved 🥰.

And for the people who say that I shouldn't make ekko a woman. I only have one thing to say : I don't care and you are no fun😒🙄.

Also when i said , in my last post that i was going to start posting again after 2 days. i actualy meant to say 2 weeks🫠😉. (😭 Please don't kill me)

[lyranix1201]

BO BITCHES, GUESS WHO FINALLY FINISHED ALL OF HER EXAMESSSSSSS🥳

I sadly don't have much to post, but I do have some random drawings that I drew during my exams.

They gave us some scrap paper to write on so that we don't make mistakes on the exams. I got so bored during the exams that I just started to use the paper to draw and write some random song lyrics that were stuck in my head at 8 am.

I will try to post again like I used to do, but I haven't been drawing for months.....so I don't have anything to post, so........ahhh......give me like 2 days and I will start posting like never before.

[hoidmadeittoearth]

reblog with your favorite show on the LEFT and the show you love to rewatch on the RIGHT (they can be the same show)

@thatisratbehavior @leo-the-toucan @weallmightdream @theno1joelhater

[weallmightdream]

One on the left is about vampires in Soviet Union, I absolutely adore it

@leo-the-toucan @thatisratbehavior @ivys-head-is-spinning

[thatisratbehavior]

HELL YEAH

@cherie-soup @leo-the-toucan @xxch3rryl0v3xx @aceofhyenas @m1xieup @feathery-bastard

[aceofhyenas]

:3

@fragayzeichen @duke-is-the-shit @kamiskringe @bbqsquaxolotl

[duke-is-the-shit]

@thatisratbehavior @anumacy @bluefroggi @thebenediktmontagov @thecourtofteeth

[anumacy-deactivated20251124]

What I like to watch

What I like to rewatch

@r0sy-maple-m0th @takescrackseriously @not-that-other-lys @itzkawaiiduh @sl33pdepr1ved @raven-nerd4life @chaotically--calm @lyranix1201 @cerealman @h3rb1eherb @men-i-find-attractive-yaps I can't think so early

[lyranix1201]

No pressure tag:

@riser793 @raven-nerd4life @sl33pdepr1ved @sonluxa @eternallymasked @silart-art @thhstia @trash-waves @k3yboi @jasperwassnowgraved @jockw

[lolita-ily]

⭐️SHOW YOUR OUTFIT⭐️

I NEED AN OUTFIT CHECK PPL. REBLOG WITH YOUR OUTFIT.

@rottmeltson @msfisherot @malicemerridew @starsandstuffyayyy @piratebeanscore @eclipssnstars @blurryfangirlansuke @1dotzrr @boredbambigirl @mikeru6 @freakyelf-ontheshelf @pxrfaitgirlz @brujc @hakkaidontlikeyou2003 @leonaidaye @divinequo @hanako-san @hiccupxhaddock @atlas-ponders @mccall-me-maurice @everettes-requiem @p0ppys33dmuff1n @cardiacvainone @feathery-bastard

[feathery-bastard]

thank god I got this on a good fashion day ‼️ (minor and he/him)

@pinprickedroses @thatisratbehavior @atlas-ponders

[thatisratbehavior]

hell yeah!!! heheheh

@weallmightdream @cherie-soup @hoidmadeittoearth @xxch3rryl0v3xx @and-if-i-could-be-yours @polterkat

[plutos-missing-eye]

I am the polar opposite of myself at all times

(the yellow outfit was pluto themed so do what you wish)

@a-man-in-the-crowd @lyranix1201 @xxl4vend3rxx @anumacy + anyone who wants to join!!

[lyranix1201]

Sorry about the late responses. I have been busy with exams🫠.

I actually don't really have a specific style, I just wear whatever I find in my closet. Most of the time, I wear the same shit over and over again and i also don't go outside much to care what i wear and when I do go outside, it's to go to school and I can't even were my own clothes because I have a specific school uniform to wear. So yeah ... I wear this almost every time i go outside.😔

It's a good fit right🥺.

No pressure tags:

@riser793 @sl33pdepr1ved @k3yboi @raven-nerd4life @eternallymasked @sonluxa @anumacy @eternallymasked @raven-nerd4life @silart-art @jasperwassnowgraved @jockw

[imfierylilac]

I think it’s time we address the real, pressing issue here.

Duke, how the hell do you style your hair like that?

No, seriously — those are real afro curls. They’re already tricky to manage, and without the right products? Forget it.

And yet his hair looks perfect. Even after sleep.

Maybe Duke really was a magician and all those street tricks were just a front. That would explain that level of hair sorcery.

[imfierylilac]

Updated thought.

Duke is definitely using some kind of hair products, because in the flashbacks, when he was younger, his hair looked way messier.

Most likely, once he started performing on stage, he got more into fashion. Hence the “stylish” little mustache and the carefully side-swept curls.

Now the real question is—when does he even have time to style it all?

Although honestly, I can totally picture Duke standing in front of a mirror, fussing over his curls and touching up his precious three eyelashes with mascara like it’s a sacred ritual.

[lyranix1201]

No, because ever since I started reading nevermore I was thinking "what kind of hair production are Berenice and Duke using?". Their hair always look so flawless. as someone who has an afro (4c hair) I envy those bitches so much. Like when I put any kind of jell in my hair it doesn't stay laid down for shit. If I ever want to do a cosplay of them I would have to fight for my life.

Like Berenice and Duke, what kind of brand are you using? Like give me some of that

[lyranix1201]

That boy is gay, and I really believe that.

[lyranix1201]

After finally reading the last couple of episodes, I never felt more satisfied to be RIGHT.

[psychodreamerangel]

new picrew chain cuz why the hell not

https://picrew.me/share?cd=Ou5y4ws9qt #Picrew #____20_

@sleepy-internet-addict @asterloid @shortcakedoggie-reblog @piko-chan @glassy-squidster-22 @coffee-dere @charactervocal02 @ki-2-ur-heart @livegastrodonreaction + any1!

[hatefrmfishii-deactivated202505]

thanks for the tag riell!! :)

@thegolden-tigeress @veestar4911 @wowokmanchill

[p4rufeit]

oh my gyattos ty for the reblog :333

tagging!! @au-set @cancelledkat + anyone else :33333

[au-set]

thanks for the tag vee!!!

in love with pixel art related artstyle hehehe

I SUMMON THEE @why-am-i-this-queer & @jevajoy

[why-am-i-this-queer]

I HAVE BEEN SUMMONED WHAT IS MY HOLY SERVICE NEDDED FOR

this was so silly to do

happy april fools day! i'm gonna come launching at you with a plastic axe ! what did you say? It's not plastic? pfffft what are you saying you silly! want to try it on your skull?

@kamisheep @bobcross1010 @angelicfrill @the-one-of-the-rats @themiddletenmasibling @mizukiscloset and @silly-gizmo also open !!

[silly-gizmo]

I tried to make my dog I wish there were fur options on picrews specifically the ones that are used a lot 😭

Thx for the tag!! :DDD

@silly-moth-123 @itsemmiy @ludo-ree @ivyoaknut @aincretop @ssstarbewwy

@sparklykat-hideoutenthusiast @twilightwisper @geneticallymodifiedidiot @a-goofy-little-goober @shortcakedoggie-reblog

@floral-atom-collective @twigthedoodler @sudokucats @trauma-official @blashdafish

@amethyst-marshmallow @sins-cheotic-mess @chromonym @deadskincellsonyourpillow

@rarespawns @itsapollothething @lionacuty @ridgette58 @riverx0x0x @miaouumiaouu

@narniasclosetvoltron @mezzyb0nb0n @rustedbread @hero-dualies-pog @lizzythefizzy

@manicali @utterqueerdisasterthesimp @beanieduzartz @jo-clovery @why-am-i-this-queer

@boughtmender @tuvwolf @tamarieatsbatteries175 @anumacy @dyslexic-canine

@ratmonarch2 @yellow-computer-mouse @vdragon57 @nebularious @vexinides-reblog-center @noxspider

@twilightwisper @cookieeevee @twomanyfandomshelp @err0r-404notfound + anyone can join!! :DD

[anumacy-deactivated20251124]

Uhm auh a-

@r0sy-maple-m0th @raven-nerd4life @itzkawaiiduh @sl33pdepr1ved @takescrackseriously @not-that-other-lys @lyranix1201 @cerealman @riser793 @chaotically--calm @h3rb1eherb @mindofcordyceps + everyone else me eepy I tried

[lyranix1201]

@anumacy thank you for tagging me.

No pressure tag:

@riser793 , @sl33pdepr1ved @raven-nerd4life @thatisratbehavior , @eternallymasked @sonluxa @silart-art .... and whoever sees this and wants to participate.

[lyranix1201]

If I get a nickle for every time a female friend of mine says something to the line of : " If I was a boy, I would absolutely date you," I would have 2 nickles or more ( i can't remember if this has happened more than 2 times). It isn't much , but it's getting really concerning that it keeps happening.

At this point, I don't know if this is a sign for me or for them. Like, should I start yelling "the closest is made of glass" every time someone says this to me. Should I yell "you're a homosexuals." Or should I have a look within. Should I question, why me..... like do I scream, the girl that got away.

Also, the fact she said this on lesbian visibility week is kinda crazy.

[lyranix1201]

I'm luckily alive. My mom did not crash the car

[lyranix1201]

If I die today, just know it's my moms and stepfathers fault .

My stepfather is letting my mom drive right now, mind you my mom doesn't have a linces and this is the first time in years she is driving.

Please pray for me. Like I'm stressed as hell. My anxiety is at an all time high. Save me

[lyranix1201]

Also, why does He look like a wet puppy who got kicked in the stomach by his owner and left behind in the middle of the woods to fend for himself .LIKE LOOOOOK AT HIMMMM.

Ohh, My beautiful baby boy🥹, like that boy is my son, he's my son. He deserves the world and his girl....who left him the second she got the chance to fake her death. No, because that girl dipped. She didn't want to get caught and placed in prison again. Girl left, and she did not look back. Good for her😊.

[lyranix1201]

Same picture, same people, 7 years apart.

I'm afraid that i am never getting over them😔. The fact that he still looks at her with those puppy dog eyes of his. He looks at her with such fondness and, admiration of her brilliancy. He looks at her like she's the most precious glossing stones runterra has ever seen😭.

The look on his face when he is searching for her approval is actually killing me, he looks so pathetic, i love it.

Ekko is the definition of a yearner (simp). But, You know what they say🤭: a man who yearns, is a man who earns

[lonelycatsblog]

MUSIC LOVERS ASSEMBLE!!

i feel like starting a tag chain so i hope this works out :)

reblog this with 3 songs:

the song your listening to right now (or last one you listened to)

your current favourite song

a song of your choice

______________________________________________________________

mine:

its now or never - elvis presley/love in the dark - adele

trastevere - måneskin

nevermore - queen

______________________________________________________________

tagggzzzz: (np ofc) @heartstopper-lover123 @s0lit4ir3 @ali-da-demon @vicwritesfic @skeelly @charliethinks @tori-my-love @chronic-skeptic @toulouseradiosilence @stewpid-soup @nine-frogs-in-a-trenchcoat @pessimistic-gh0st @theshyqueergirl @crowleybrekkers @a-bowl-of-soop @frogfairy444 @robinheaney12 @fairyghostgirlgaming @thatsawesomedontyouthink @venusplanetoflove2 @thelovelyvie @abookishshade @spir4nts-lun4r @i-have-no-idea-111 @kit-the-queer @a-wondering-thought @scatteredraysofhope @coco6420 @softlyunbreakable @givennnnnn @far-beyond-saving @darling-im-wonderstruck @heartstoppernerdsstuff @nonbinary-idiot-obviously @rebelrobinrules1984 @daydream-of-a-wallflower @leonine-elizer @angel-devil-star and anyone else who wants to join!!

[thisphantomlight]

collapsing reblogs because this is getting long but thank you for the tag @aliteralactualfactualgremlin!

1. currently listening - cloudbusting by kate bush

2. current favourite - and she was by talking heads??? i think???

3. random song of choice - lovecats by the cure because my girlfriend and i have been yelling the chorus back and forth to each other across the house

no pressure tagging @no-tengo-ojos @lulu-spooks @deprivedmusicaljunkie @atleasttheyvegotstars @fisahli @gwalch-mei @shortqueershakespeare and anyone else who wants to aaa!!!

[atleasttheyvegotstars]

Ahh tysm for this I love a music ask game :)

I’m listening to my sweet lord by george harrison as we speak, my playlist just spat it out

uhh… gagging order by radiohead or don’t worry about the government by talking heads I think !

probably drop the guillotine by peach pit because I’m still not over how good their gig was…

oh shit forgot tags

@astronomalyy @ringhoarder @silverpaintedstars @lottieno9 @moss-is-a-frog and anyone else who wants to join :)

[illmadekn1ght]

aw fun!

1-lady parts and mannequins by mehro is what i just listened to <3

2-current favorite is probably glass house by mothe

3-song of my choice is freaking out the neighborhood by mac demarco !

@m1sf1tb1scu1t @oneandonlyditto @mafufuu @joan-frommars anyone who wants to join!

[princeofcarrotflowers]

ooo yippee!!

1. Partners In Crime by Lucy Dacus (concert prep!)

2. Scrawny by Wallows deserves this spot, it may end up in my wrap

3. oo hard choice, but I think im gonna go with Icarus by Chase Petra

double tagging @oneandonlyditto !! and @archiviism @ieeo @generic-sandbox-member and anyone else !!

[generic-sandbox-member]

!!! woah okay

1. I know - Fiona Apple

2. Bang The Doldrums - Fall Out Boy

3. uhh AMBULANCE - My Chemical Romance (underrated in my very humble opinion)

@the-mehlwurm @eggshell4bones @intergalacticfrog @hollybollybingbong + any other of my lovely mutuals or anyone else :P

[the-mehlwurm]

AMBULANCE really is so underrated omg

moonstruck by lc!

HENNINGS FAVOURITE BY JOFO!!!!

In framing by the hotelier

Tags: @juice-box-addict @cawforthecrows @kitcheninaman @pumpkin-peasy2010 @socks-swamp @blackbirdsinatrenchcoat +anyone else!!!! (No pressure and please tell me if I should stop tagging you (and also if you would like to be tagged by me lmao)!!)

[juice-box-addict]

HUZZAH!! A TAG GAME! THANK YOU SO MUCH FOR THE TAG!!

1. Jellyfish by florist

2. Something to Believe by Weyes Blood (!!!!!)

3. stalkers tango by autoheart hehe

tagging: (no pressure at all) @ghost-in-the-lighthouse @well-by-jove @yourpastafarianpriest @spacehippieface

[well-by-jove]

omg youpi ok

harder, better, faster, stronger by daft punk

jonny rife pulled a knife by vinny marchi

the ignominious demise of dr. pilchard by the mechanisms

tagging w no pressure: @bloopdydooooo @ghost-in-the-lighthouse @twelfth-dykector @unidentifiedlyingobject @california-112 @generic-sandbox-member

[unidentifiedlyingobject]

yayy thanks for the tag :D

1. the mind electric by miracle musical

2. spring and the storm by tally hall

3. blue skies sung by doris day

@sherdnerd @queen-of-hobgobblers @thestarsareineffable @gays-in-space @hawt-pants-exe @six-demon-bag @voidedred and all others who want to!!!!

[thestarsareineffable]

yippee thanks for tagging me!!!!!

dreams by the cranberries

fence sitter by ball park music

blood // water by grandson

tagging @twomanyfandomshelp @tissuesandbees @halfbakedideas @ everyone!!!

[twomanyfandomshelp]

Thanks for the tag!

1. Sick to Death of Alice-ness from Alice By Heart

2. This changes all the time, but right now I’d say probably Loser by Neoni

3. Unsteady by X Ambassadors

@sushis-mylifeee @ivys-garden @thekingofworems @the-stars-are-ineffable @kingofdandelions @sushi1056 @nyx-of-darkness-1620 @aaronofithaca05 @theghostnamedspecter @rubbercrowy @imobsessedwiththeatre @donutsalami @azoperoa @theylovewinnie @rosegoldenatlas @chaoticrei @cherrytea556 @harley-the-pancake @imabookloverandafangirl @thatstevenuniversegay @chaotic-agender @alphabetical-az @janru-writer @fallenrain40 @shamelesswolfstarshipper @jarondont @a-fucking-tornado @poppitron360 @neilarissa @theoneandonlypatches @theconfusedbookshrimp @shellywith2ls @yourlocalbadgerscales @g0blinm0d3 @stargazing-with-friends @nyx-taylors-version @lezberrycake @codexnuminous @whimsicalwordsmith53 @spiderboi-parker @nyyx-xoxx @scarletbeast @toxictoad @silly-gizmo @c0nstantlyscreaming + anyone else who wants to join in!

[silly-gizmo]

Thx for the tag!! :DDDD 1. jesus on the telephone - machinery of the human heart

2. lysergide daydream - will wood and the tapeworms

3. space song - beach house @silly-moth-123 @itsemmiy @ludo-ree @ivyoaknut @aincretop @ssstarbewwy

@sparklykat-hideoutenthusiast @twilightwisper @geneticallymodifiedidiot @a-goofy-little-goober @shortcakedoggie-reblog

@floral-atom-collective @twigthedoodler @sudokucats @trauma-official @blashdafish

@amethyst-marshmallow @sins-cheotic-mess @chromonym @twohundredfiftynine @deadskincellsonyourpillow

@rarespawns @itsapollothething @lionacuty @ridgette58 @riverx0x0x @miaouumiaouu

@narniasclosetvoltron @mezzyb0nb0n @rustedbread @hero-dualies-pog @lizzythefizzy

@manicali @utterqueerdisasterthesimp @beanieduzartz @jo-clovery @why-am-i-this-queer

@boughtmender @tuvwolf @tamarieatsbatteries175 @anumacy @dyslexic-canine

@ratmonarch2 @yellow-computer-mouse @vdragon57 @nebularious @vexinides-reblog-center @twigthedoodler

@twilightwisper @cookieeevee + anyone can join!! :DDD

[anumacy-deactivated20251124]

That's a lot of moots there...

Anyway

1. Usseewa by Ado

2. Aishite Aishite Aishite by Ado

3. MWTWB by AmaLee

@takescrackseriously @r0sy-maple-m0th @raven-nerd4life @sl33pdepr1ved @not-that-other-lys @lyranix1201 @blackvelvetcorvid @astray-arlo @chaotically--calm @da-onion @duke-is-the-shit @h3rb1eherb @mindofcordyceps @itzkawaiiduh

Me going in alphabetical order eventually if I didn't tag you in sorry I'm tired 😭

[lyranix1201]

@anumacy , thank you for tagging me

1. Louise –Tv girl

2. dark red – steve lacy

3. Like a dream – Thomas LaRosa

No pressure tag:

@riser793 @sl33pdepr1ved @silart-art @sonluxa @eternallymasked ... and other mutual I forgot to tag. I'm literally running on 4 hours of sleep to think properly.

[lyranix1201]

There are many things that I dread doing in my art. That includes, drawing the body, like hand and arms for exemple. Doing lineart( it takes so fucking long😭, it literally demotivate me to finish any drawing) and last, but not least, choosing the colours to use in my art. I hate choosing the colors because I always manage to ruin it.

I have no fucking idea what to do with this drawing and how to color it

Also I haven't touched my drawings tablet in a week, I'm still feeling a bit sick and the medication doesn't work for shit , so don't expect anything new.

[average-emo-enigma-deactivated2]

Mutual sleepover time!! I’m bringing lemonade 🍋🍋🍋. Everyone yap about all your hyperfixations!!

@magical-sweet-kitty @i-apologize-in-advance @raythepsychic @rayne3636 @evilrobertsmith @dem0lition-lov3r @failed-verification @geewaysgreendayhoodie @gerardksser @handsonpictureframes @chrissyhoffmannwtf @notyourmarshall @noelgruberfr @new-zee-land @mikey-way-stole-my-kidney

[mikey-way-stole-my-kidney]

I'll bring DVDs because I love DVDs and matching socks for everyone!!🦇( I hope it is acceptable that I added images)

Tags: @princejustwinced @dilemma-danger @partypoisonenthusiast @glxybld-mustdie +anyone else:)

[dilemmadanger]

YIPPEEE !!!!!! ILL BRING MATCHING BRACELETS :3333

all my mutuals can join muahahah >:3333

[touch3d-by-ang3ls]

IM BRINGING THE CDS + RADIO !!!! >:3

@ghostface-com @autopsyangel666 @iiiidiotnathanieliii @swanerotica +ALL MY MOOTS 😼

[iiiidiotnathanieliii]

YAYAYAY I'M BRINGING SNACKS AND COOKIESSS 🍪🍪 :DD

@hawthorne-swift-enthusiasttt @nevermoorfan6789 @mychemicalplatonicrelationship @bunnyinakangolhat @thestupidestseagull @nico-967 @cococomiskry32 @zeroxthedumbassgaybastard @pirulated @ziggy-stardust-is-in-love @starwolf53 + ALL MY MOOTSSS

[reggiehyperfixates]

YIPEE!! ^^ I'M BRINGING STUFFIES AND PHONE CHARGERS FOR EVERYONE

AS OF YET UNTAGGED MOOTS: @voids-radio-controled-marionette @n0b0dyukn0w @someone-kill-the-ej @small-bug-in-the-woods @ghostlynotion @shark-tranny @pissworm39 @chainsawdickfight @duke-is-the-shit @rayvedd @l1lmab3ans @toofypigeon @four-leafed-queer-gal @wheredidmariago @d4ddy-duck

[duke-is-the-shit]

YIPPEE! IM BRINGING STRAWBERRY MILK

MOOTIE POOTIES: @thisisratbehavior @bluefroggi @anumacy @k3yboi @alwaysless @eulaliesactualwife @theebenediktmontagov

[anumacy-deactivated20251124]

I got marshmallows, an Xbox, switch, and a computer with access to Netflix so we can binge watch stuff

@r0sy-maple-m0th @takescrackseriously @sl33pdepr1ved @raven-nerd4life @blackvelvetcorvid @mindofcordyceps @takescrackseriously @chaotically--calm and I cannot think of names rn so uhhhh

[chaotically--calm]

I’ll bring some demons. I know a guy. They’re all fond of oranges, so I’ll bring those too

@cherie-soup @raven-nerd4life @sl33pdepr1ved

[sl33pdepr1ved]

Thanks for the tag

Honorable mentions(was tagged by them too)

@anumacy

Now, I'll bring card games, art supplies (possibly face paint), pillows, blankets, and snacks

@renekoyuki @violetenjoyer @juniperberryjuice @riser793 @lyranix1201 @random-gamer1942 @whatsuplin @piigeonss

+ any and all mentioned or unmentioned moots

[lyranix1201]

@sl33pdepr1ved, thank you for tagging me.

Let me see what i can bring..... am I allowed to bring my emotions suporte cat with me, yes or no. I will bring my switch so we can play Mario card and my 2ds so that we can create a new island in tomadachi life and create ourselves in Miitopia.

@riser793 @mindofcordyceps @sonluxa @k3yboi @peckforlovingheck @anumacy @a-sweet-sour-dip-lemon @silart-art @eternallymasked @raven-nerd4life @jasperwassnowgraved @jockw

[lyranix1201]

This day feels like a fever dream. There is a event at my school today, there is a pope here explaining about God and everything and I'm out here reading straight smut on my phone, not listening to a single thing he is saying. I'm definitely never going to see the pearly gates of heaven any time soon.

I've been here reading straight smut since 8 am, I want to go home, and go to bed , I'm only reading the story because I'm bored out of my mind and also because the plot is actually interesting.