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♡ francis/17/enby (he/they) ♡ maladaptive daydreaming sideblog. following & replying from @astraleons

[fallingmaddlyinlove]

Me having a breakdown from seeing my paras suffer even though I could have spared them easily

[jupitersmusings]

good things will happen 🧿

things that are meant to be will fall into place 🧿

[overlord-fire-bubble]

THIS ONE FUCKING WORKS. REBLOG IT.

[tiny-kt]

this for real fucking works

[madd-baby]

i thought i was coping with my madd pretty well and then it decided to flare up like a little bitch during mock exam season

[dizzociating]

okay i am really curious about something and i have some questions - 

how clearly are you guys able to visualize things when you daydream? like do you have aphantasia (the inability to visualize mental images) or can you “see” extremely vivid/realistic scenes in your head?

how well can you “hear” your thoughts when you daydream?

do you pace, do some other repetitive movement, or are you usually still when you daydream?

i can both see and hear my daydreams extremely vividly and i typically stay still when i daydream (i can daydream while moving but i don’t prefer it)

[heartofdaydreams]

I see and hear mine vividly too. I’ve started pacing when I daydream and I often act out scenes. I speak what my paras are saying out loud too

[madd-baby]

i visualize extremely well and i can fully hear their voices. lately ive had the ability to restrain myself from making physical movements like pacing and speaking, however, i end up completely disassocating from reality in consequence. to prevent this i have to do some sort of motor movement to keep me grounded.

[infiniteorangethethird]

So after talking with a few people, I came to the realization that apparently, other people don’t daydream 24/7?? Like they don’t have something happening in the back of their heads at all times?? Hell some even said they rarely daydream and they don’t like to make up stories in their heads????? Like what the hell is going on inside your head when you aren’t doing anything????????

[madd-baby]

ngl when i found this out and asked my other peers i KNEW something was up with my tiny grape brain. what do you mean you think of real life stuff. u just lyin at this point buddy!

[imalwaysmadd]

I feel like we don’t talk about how badly MaDD fucks up your self-image and your self-identity bc there are times where I’ve legitimately dissociated bc I’m not my parame

[madd-mood]

[fallingmaddlyinlove]

When you're adding more trauma to your paracosm and you accidentally trigger yourself

[suicidal-painting]

Deciding to kill off a para once and for all without bringing them back because your daydream plot needs it.

[madd-fujoshiteko]

Bringing them back in AUs, flashbacks and your other paras daydreams

[charcharbinksie-deactivated2023]

i feel personally victimized by this tweet.

[day-dreamiest]

Are my paras the result of having a lack of friends growing up? Or are my paras the cause of me having a lack of friends?

Oh shit, it's both.

And there we have the toxic cycle that is maladaptive daydreaming.

[everyone-with-a-para]

I hope everyone with a para who is trans and/or non-binary has a great day

[magicallyemily]

Before February ends, a miracle is going to happen

[curlsandstems]

I receive it.

[lis-lis-deactivated20210826]

Receiving this positive energy

[bsidehearth-deactivated20220215]

Open to the positive energy

[day-dreamiest]

Am I the only one that never has daydream block? I don't know if this is a good thing or a bad thing 😅.

Whenever I can't think of a way to move the plot forward or I don't feel like adding to the main story, I just imagine little filler moments or side / back stories for my paras. I can usually think up enough filler to keep me going until I eventually have a spark of inspiration.

I also have a couple of different paracosms I'm invested in atm, so between the two and my various paras, that's enough to always give me something to daydream about.

[madd-baby]

"how are you doing" i just sent badly edited facebook memes to my counselor

[madd-baby]

update: she said she was quite impressed by my humor but at the same time shes extremely sorry and worried for me

[madd-baby]

"how are you doing" i just sent badly edited facebook memes to my counselor

[idonthavealifebutidohavemadd]