[maenaderyx]

~~ dominant-leaning mercurial femme-ish Methephile. kink for hiccups, intoxication, and gluttonous bellies. ~~

companion kinks for stuffing & feedism, light choking & bondage, voice, worship, & rough consensual struggle for dominance

into men & women in many permutations of gender.

i post kink thoughts & paranormal & fantasy erotica kink stories

no ai. if you see ai on my page, tell me so i can exorcise it.

open to questions. answers are up to me.

married and monogamous. no RP, no self pictures.

not into slob, emeto, vore, wetting, or assault-themed scenarios. not into "good girl" or "baby". presume to command me without my leave and learn the lesson of Actaeon.

i am a maenad. a nymph. a sexual conquest & conquest means i will make you suffer dearly before i permit you to plunder as i wish.

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[stuffedsounds]

why does having a belly full of pasta make me so fucking horny

[kandyco1-deactivated20230323]

Drunk hiccups

[maenaderyx]

imsgine riding a man with this firm, beer-swollen belly gripped against you jolting and jiggling with the effects of his totall lack of self control

[fruityloopsncream]

What if you sat on my lap and drank as much of your favourite drink as you'd like, getting heavier with every sip, getting fuller after every can. Letting out burps and hiccups while I try not to make a sound, not to grind against you and I'd desperately try not to get turned on.

[bellyfullofbeer]

Stumbling in with a full swollen belly after indulging in several beers 🍻

[maenaderyx]

an excellent visual representation of what one of my characters calls "the perfect sensual stomach".

[cupidon5757]

[gaytanic-panic]

source

[themuseera]

[bellyfullofbeer]

Feeling pretty tipsy chugging those beers in real time for you. I wish someone could rub this belly for me.

[solarsnapp]

[ID: A digital halfbody art piece of Aphrodite from the Hades game. She is a fat brown woman with curly pink hair that goes past her waist. There are stretch marks on her belly and butt. She has green and gold bracelets, rings, and hair ornaments. Otherwise, she is not wearing other clothing. On the top left is the sprite of Aphrodite from the game. End ID.]

ms aphrodite goddess of love reimagining

[papillondusoir]

[maenaderyx]

scenario fodder.

[tipsystardust-deactivated202407]

i wanna get soooo drunk with someone we cant stand without slumping on each other or keep our nipples in our tops, tits hanging out of bikinis, slurring and giggling and staggering, falling onto the beach and barely realizing we’re on the ground halfway theu getting up

[chubbyhistorian]

m tryjnw hard hiccup but itts sup mkr

cup hic fuck

hic

[girlzintoxbelly]

This is by far the hottest intox video I’ve seen in a while.

[chubbyhistorian]

i gotta mad hiccups ce soir c’est violente mdrrrr

[maenaderyx]

booozy selzter margarita slopping out of the corner of my mouth and trickling between my breasts

i feel fucking holy

[maenaderyx]

wearing silky red and chugging margaritas and selzter while i write fetish erotica becuase what else is time alone for?

i know its too much to hope for a few hiccups. right?

[maenaderyx]

junetide

june rolls around and i wonder again like i have for the last five of them if this will be the one where I say it to someone -- that i'm not actually straight. that i'm...bisexual doesn't feel right. attracted to whoever if their vibe is right and it just happens to have been right more often with men? what the fuck even is that?

it took a while to even type that. not because I feel shame. Because I feel like im an imposter and I know some people would call me one and maybe they'd be right. maybe that is shame. what the fuck do I know?

it doesn't change how I feel or the fact that I can pinpoint to the day and nearly the hour the moment when I bi-panicked and buried my first hunger for another girl so deep I wouldn't see it until after 23 years and half of that partnered to a man who is kind and brilliant and deeply caring and adores me, whose support gave me the safety I needed to start healing and see myself honestly for the first time maybe ever. (and i still fear telling him)

how do I calculate this truth about myself against the fact that i have never dated a woman, never had a "close friend" who was a little too close for society's comfort

(not in that way. there was the brilliant mad scientist girl when I was 16 who protected me and believed in me and what if she hadn't gone away to that boarding school? what if? would we both have figured it out sooner?) ,

never kissed another woman

(except when i was drunk those couple of times and it was the same queer friend who had asked me out once and so what if i sometimes really miss the manic depressed chaos of that year after college?)

and am married to a man?

What's even the point, basically? There isn't a secret someone I want to explore with. there's just this knowing and the regret of not seeing sooner.

it's not like I'm real. it's not like I've suffered. I've comfortably hidden from myself out of this core terror of being seen or known or noticed and i know it's fucking convenient and how much fucking clearer can it be that I think i deserve to be erased for erasing myself from myself?

shouldn't I bear this in silence as a penance for my cowardice?