sooooo.... i know i’ve been kinda... not here lately.. it’s been stressful on my end for a while now. the good news is... i’m finally about to start a new job. the bad news is... my dog is dying and i’ve spent over $1k on her since april in hopes i could prevent it... i can’t. she has a tumor growing behind her eye and the one on her chest is spreading to her joints, so walking has been getting harder for her. i took her to a specialist last week and he told me all i can do is wait until she’s ready to go, cause there’s literally nothing i can do for her. so... yeah, it’s been hard. i’m gonna try and get back into rp again, but right now i’m not sure that’s possible. hopefully things will start looking up for me soon. i’ll try and keep you guys updated and hopefully i can come back sooner rather than later. i’m always available on di.scord if you wanna hit me up there... otherwise, i probably won’t be here much. sorry, guys. i love you.
“ bet you get this all the time but i don’t care, i’m curious. you’re a vampire, yeah - so…. how does wolfblood taste? “
// @magicpyr wanted a stupid question
to be honest, that was the last thing he expected to hear. he cocks his head to the side, uncertain at first if he was serious or not. when he determined that, yes, he was, jules shrugs. “ i’unno---never tried it. but... ” he offers a smile; his eyes twinkling. “ if i were to guess, i’d say something like a sour patch kid. sweet and sour. ”
❛ it’s an important question. ❜ besides, it’s the only thing he can remember a magician doing. that and pulling a long handkerchief out of their sleeve, but he thinks that’s pretty boring in comparison. a quick nod, ❛ uh, yes, absolutely. ❜
“ i mean----i could do that. pull a rabbit out of a hat. ” he pauses, thinking if he wants to actually pull the silly magician trick, but then he shrugs, discarding the idea. “ but i’ll show you something much cooler----and it’ll be the real deal. ” the rabbit trick was cool but... totally fake. “ i want you to count to five and once you reach five, take a deep breath, and say the first thing that comes to mind. can you do that ? ”
“ Actually I don’t think i’d drown you here, if I were to do so it’d be in an undisclosed location. Besides! I got you floaties remember? There’s the ones you slide onto your arms like a child & donut shaped floatie you put around you!” Letha explained a-matter-of-factly as she put her sunglasses on, and dropped everything onto the sand for her to arrange.
damn... she’s thought of everything ! at this point julian realizes he’s kind of screwed and just sighs, loudly, and with exaggeration. “ ....alright, fine. i’ll be the coolest kid on the block, at least. ” they both know he would have submitted either way; he’s got a----sadly-----soft spot for her. he wrinkles his nose at the thought. “ just remember that when i burn, you’re the one whose gonna have’ta deal with it. ” he’s rolling his eyes, though there may be a hint of a smile there on his lips...maybe, as he plops down everything he’s holding next to her before doing the same. “ what now ?? ”
“ yeah , i’m definitely not used to this kind of thing . ” she chuckles , arms crossing and loosely hanging . this was such a small place , the thought that it was the sight of the next horror fascination was still beyond her . “ so are you new here ? ”
“ new here ? ” he repeats, tilting his head to the side at the question. he considers how he wants to respond before he casually shrugs his shoulders. “ i mean ----- not technically ? i’m just passin’ through, really. thought i’d stay a few days. guess i came at the right time, eh ?? ”
so here’s the thing,,, i didn’t really wanna do this bc,,, lol it’s definitely a last resort BUT…
if you could… possibly consider donating to me lmao,,, i could use some help. my paypal is [email protected] and i just… i could use some help. i don’t like asking for it or mooching money from people,,,, but i’m lost right now. i don’t know what else to do.
(read under the cut for more info if you want,,, i don’t wanna clog up the dash okay)
so here’s the thing,,, i didn’t really wanna do this bc,,, lol it’s definitely a last resort BUT…
if you could… possibly consider donating to me lmao,,, i could use some help. my paypal is [email protected] and i just… i could use some help. i don’t like asking for it or mooching money from people,,,, but i’m lost right now. i don’t know what else to do.
(read under the cut for more info if you want,,, i don’t wanna clog up the dash okay)
so here’s the thing,,, i didn’t really wanna do this bc,,, lol it’s definitely a last resort BUT…
if you could… possibly consider donating to me lmao,,, i could use some help. my paypal is [email protected] and i just… i could use some help. i don’t like asking for it or mooching money from people,,,, but i’m lost right now. i don’t know what else to do.
(read under the cut for more info if you want,,, i don’t wanna clog up the dash okay)
so here’s the thing,,, i didn’t really wanna do this bc,,, lol it’s definitely a last resort BUT…
if you could… possibly consider donating to me lmao,,, i could use some help. my paypal is [email protected] and i just… i could use some help. i don’t like asking for it or mooching money from people,,,, but i’m lost right now. i don’t know what else to do.
(read under the cut for more info if you want,,, i don’t wanna clog up the dash okay)
❝ You’re supposed to knock before barging
in a lady’s dressing room, you know. ❞
“ i mean... that’s fair. ” honestly, it doesn’t mean much to him. if she’d been naked, he wouldn’t have blinked twice. “ lucky for you, i’m gay, so--------you don’t got anythin’ i’m interested in. ” except maybe her killer heels.
so here's the thing,,, i didn't really wanna do this bc,,, lol it's definitely a last resort BUT...
if you could... possibly consider donating to me lmao,,, i could use some help. my paypal is [email protected] and i just... i could use some help. i don’t like asking for it or mooching money from people,,,, but i’m lost right now. i don’t know what else to do.
(read under the cut for more info if you want,,, i don’t wanna clog up the dash okay)
as you can see,,, i’m having some financial issues. i have been jobless for almost 5 months now and literally NO MONEY to do,,,, well, anything. i’m in the negatives on my regular checking account and my school refund card has “insufficient funds”.... and all of my credit cards have balances that are way too high,,, that i clearly cannot afford to pay off. my dog had surgery awhile ago and the medical bill is over $1,000 that i still need to pay.
i have a child and pets that i have to care for and it impossible for me to do it right now. my son’s daycare is costing me $100 a week and i’m over $100 behind. i have been applying for jobs for FIVE MONTHS now and i have not succeeded AT ALL. i did, however, pick up a temporary job at a fireworks store that will definitely help with money,,, but it’s temporary and i won’t even get a paycheck until next friday.
on top of everything else, i am still recovering from my time at the hospital in march and i’m taking meds and i’m supposed to start seeing a therapist soon and i have to visit with my psychiatrist about my meds,,, and i desperately need to look into getting a service dog to help me because i’m absolutely shit at dealing with.... anything. to make things even harder, my family,,, or well, anyone i know irl, won’t even try to help me. i told my mom about my situation and she basically told me “well that sucks” and moved on. yet, my older brother was getting like $500 from her and my dad when he was jobless like every fucking week. i’ve had people come at me and tell me what i should do, as if i hadn’t already tried, and had them turn around and tell me that i need to try harder, instead of being supportive and helping me. it’s completely bullshit and i all i’ve wanted for the last five months is to get the fuck away from everyone because they just make everything so much worse. and i just,,, i have never been in such a low position before and i’m scared. i have always been afraid of failing, of not being good enough and i’m at that point right now.
i’m sorry, i’m taking up so much of your time and i’m writing too much and it’s 2:30am and i’m just asking you,,, please help me. again, my paypal is [email protected] and i’m sorry, i can’t offer anything in return and i don’t want to be begging for money and just,,, being that person,,, but i don’t know what else to do. i could really use some help right now.
“Why live forever and watch everybody you love die, or literally strike up a deal with the devil in return for your own soul? Doesn’t sound very pleasant to me,” the teen shrugs. “Werewolves are cooler. Now that’s truly living in the moment. Sure, you turn furry at every full moon, but times are modern now, and you could decently plan a small getaway in the woods for some alone time. I say that’s worth while,”
“ wait, wait------wait. ” he holds up his hand; a signal for ‘stop’. he clears his throat, eyebrows raised towards his hairline. “ did.... wait, who is selling their soul ? because the last i checked, the only ones to sell their soul to satan are demons. ” he’s met a few demons; they’re not as bad as they’re perceived, but they can be assholes. “ i think you’re forgetting that werewolves are animalistic in nature. i don’t think you would want to meet one face to face. ” he snorts. he may never have met a werewolf before, but now he hates them.
what's your paypal/venmo/etc if you're able to use them right now? i wasn't on last night and didn't see if you made a post.
hi, i'll post my paypal rn and then i'll make a formal post later! i've been doing some odd jobs to get money so! but my paypal is [email protected] and like i said, i'll do a formal post soon! just have some other stuff i gotta take care of first xoxo
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