Maizy

Ts too niche <3 ♬⋆.˚ ꠸’ꪑ ꪮꪀꪶꪗ ꫝꪖρρꪗ ᭙ꫝꫀꪀ ꠸ꪻ ᥅ꪖ꠸ꪀᦓ ‧₊˚♪ 𝄞₊

[maizywashere]

Watching my first actual hockey game, hope both teams have fun!!!

[theorangepdf]

getting fixated on something is funny because the first like week i have an insatiable need to tell everyone i know about it and spread the good word but by weeks 2 and 3 it becomes so intense and personal that even hearing it mentioned in public makes me sweat as if a dark secret was alluded to

[maizywashere]

Now that I’ve seen it more, I think it get Hudson’s fit. He actually really ate, I like it.

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I appreciate Hudson’s outfit, I’m not sure I fully get it though 😭 I’ve warmed up to it but it’s still kinda giving matador

[deqncas]

oh my FUCKING GOD.

[maizywashere]

NO BECAUSE I WAS LIKE TF IS HE DOING THEN I WAS LIKE OH MY GOD. HE SERVED SO MUCH CUNT.

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You can’t “ACCIDENTALLY” swallow an ENTIRE BOTTLE OF PILLS but if that’s what makes you feel better… anyway love how domestic they are

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Watching heated rivalry episode 6 in 2x speed to make sure I can finish it before I leave my friends house.

[maizywashere]

They don’t use heated rivalry at the library 😕 (I don’t even have a library card)

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I FINALLY LEARNED OUT TO RENDER, LOOK OUT WORLD!!!

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I forgot what it was like to be hyperfixated on something recent with an active fandom. This is so fun!!!

[maizywashere]

Oh okay theme change 🤪

Bro was ready 😭😭😭

[maizywashere]

Do you think when Shane speaks french and says, "there is", he gets reminded?

[maizywashere]

I introduced my therapist to Heated Rivlary today. She googled it, said Ilya and Shane were cute and sexy, then showed me a picture of them on top of each other while shirtless.

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Why am I just now finding out about Hudson Williams saying Oscar Piastri had yearning bottom eyes 😕

[maizywashere]

Just finished Heated Rivalry episode two and I’ve reached like ultimate English class analyzing brain. I’ve reached peak flow state, all the analyzing I’ve done for Romeo and Juliet in class lately is getting to me istg. So now you get to hear my ramblings

So basically it seems to be that Shane wants more connection with Ilya but he’s got issues man (idk what yet prob because homosexuality was like illegal there for a while) IDK but he’s hesitant. I feel this way because of the bathroom scene after th awards show where Shane is like “why didn’t you text me bro 😕” idk he just had like tears in his eyes I SAW YEARNING ISTG. But anywho, THE LIGHTING IS SYMBOLIZING THEIR RELATIONSHIP. This revelation became clear to me after Shane leaves Ilya’s hotel room with a cold is goodbye from him. He goes into the brightly lit elevator and pulls out his phone to text him. As we see Shane contemplate in real time what to text him, the phone shines a big blue light smack dab on his face. SYMBOLIZING HOW THEIR RELATIONSHIP IS AND HOW ILYA BEHAVES SOMETIMES.

Then, I really hit flow state and my brain went back to the episode. At the very beginning, Ilya pulls up to Shane’s and in his bedroom where they get busy (obvs) he has a fireplace which casts a warm glow over the room. Then BACK AT THE WND AT ILYA’S HOTEL post the award show, he’s staying in one of those rooms with all the big windows (I forget the name mb) and he even points this out to Shane over text prior. The significance of the windows at night time means it dark out, no sunlight. No lights are on. It’s dark in Ilya’s hotel room, the light is cold from the moon. ANYWAY Shane’s room is warm and Ilya’s is cold which shows how each other feels about their relationship Am I onto something or on something?

If you read all of that you’re a real one, thanks for supporting my flowstate brain dump I should probably go to bed👅

[maizywashere]

I want content for my OCs so bad, I hate that IM the one who has to make it!!

[maizywashere]

You know how some people talk just to hear their own voice? I feel like sometimes I write just to see my own handwriting.