Today Malva is at the vet and will have yet another lump removed and tested. Really hoping she doesn't have a malign mammary tumor again. It was so difficult to leave her there, they checked it again before and Malva tried to climb up on my shoulder so my arm is all bloody. I miss her so much 💔. My grandmother drove us there and on the way back she only talked about how everything for pets is suffering and euthanasia is the best and only option as treatment for everything. Malva won't die, it's super tiny and she's gonna come home and all will be alright. I need her too much and we still have so much to do together. She's only eight years old, she could live another eight years.
Since my dad has got sick and doesn't have the same income as before, I'll have to pay for it myself. She doesn't have any insurance since dad refused and now she's too old, I got some savings just for her so this surgery will be payed for. But I worry for the future, I can't replace that amount of money that easily.
The vets found another, even tinier lump that they will remove as well. My little love 💔 hoping both are benign and not anything that has started to spread.
