hahaHAHAHAHAHAHAH i'm not high I just have ADHD ··· 8teen she/her ··· nothing in my body works right ··· if you can't find me I'm probably daydreaming about John Carter, Dr. Robby, Eliot Spencer, or another fictional character well out of my league ··· sometimes I write ··· pfp and header change regularly
Just kidding. I only speak English, and a moderate amount of Spanish.
I am maniacalmultifandom, as you have probably deduced.
I am also a member of many, many, many fandoms, as you have also probably deduced.
Deduce is a fun word. Fair warning, this is kind of long and you do not need to read everything. Or anything. Feel free to just stick around and watch random interests of mine unfold. But if you want, my list of fandoms/things I'm interested in talking about are below the cut.
Masterlist here.
I'm on Ao3 under the same username. Because I'm a hopeless romantic and have a biological need to create OCs, several projects are character/oc romance subplot etc etc.
I am neurodivergent: I have All The Things, mainly the triple a (adhd, anxiety, asd) as well as depression and blah blah blah other problems. Basically, my brain is an alien and my emotions are all over the place.
I am also chronically ill. Though I am medicated for my anxiety and depression, I have flare ups that will never fully go away. I also have PoTS. Which means fatigue. I try really hard to post consistently but I'm honestly just too tired or struggling from too much brain fog a lot of the time. But I never abandon my projects, so even if it takes a year to get out a chapter, it will happen!
Sometimes I go crazy. Because my brain works slower I feel the need to compensate and do things faster before fully processing them. My brain came up with this coping mechanism a longggg time ago and even though it doesn't really work, I don't really know how to change it. Soooo I might make posts and then significantly edit or delete them 10 to 20 minutes later. I also might brain dump things that don't make any sense or come off differently than i intended them to. I'm sorry, I'm trying.
- ER (JOHN TRUMAN CARTER III!!!, my girl Lucy, mark <3)
- the librarians (Jenkins!, Casskins, Flynn/eve)
- the pitt (Robby, Mel, Kingdon, santos, almost everyone?)
- night court (Daniel my stupid guy, Harry)
- dogs
- life sciences (nursing major!)
- monk (like the TV show)
- doctor who (10, 12)
- twenty øne piløts
- cooking/baking/making food from scratch
- mcu (Loki, Bucky, Tony, my trauma trifecta)
- music! Not just tøp, I'm really into 70s-90s: nirvana, Jeff Buckley, weezer, red hot chili peppers, Bruce Springsteen, queen, Abba, the cars, Kate bush, sublime (etc etc etc)
- ncis (very special agent anthony dinozzo, abby scuito)
- vincent van gogh (I LOVE)
- the Hobbit movies (sue me. Ive heard it all)
- bbc sherlock
I told you it was a lot.
Hope you enjoyed my very long bio. I'm so glad you're here, friend!! Have a flower :D
I keep getting this notification on the bottom of my app every time I open the app and when I tap the x it says "are you sure you want to discard this post?" NO IM NOT SURE WHATS NOT WORKING WHAT POST DO YOU WANT TO DISCARD IVE MADE LIKE 5 IN THE LAST 20 MINUTES
Because of my writers block and also a post that I saw I was like omg! Carter! And the er inspo came back and I want to write another chapter but also I realized how much I had to play-pause the same episodes on repeat and how I can't find a script for it that makes sense like I did for leverage so if anyone can help a girl out for my canon scenes please and thank you lmk
most of what I know about wwii and nazi germany is from my mother. because she was an english teacher who wasn't afraid to tell the truth. and one memoir I read.
i should have learned about more of this in school.
there is no reason to wash our history.
it does no good.
it does not protect our children.
these things happened.
one of the criticisms against this movie is that they didn't touch on the atrocities of nazi germany enough.
and yet what they touched on was almost too much in how little it was.
we need to be better educated.
Onto the movie...
noah wyle broke my heart playing a nazi. from an acting standpoint he did a great job making me hate him. considering how much I love him.
arvid made me cry. because how many more people cleaned up their rooms and took a bath and then were found the next morning because they couldn't handle the atrocities of their land.
thomas went through all of the brainwashing and came out the wrong end. until the last few minutes.
i love you peter.
willie lost his father and his brother and watched his mother succumb to the reich just to survive.
that was a good movie I've heard so much about. although nobody told me about all of... well, that.
everyone should watch this movie, and also educate yourselves more about history.
