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CYCLES OF CLANCY
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Chapter Two
Nico and The Niners
Clancy pushed forward, each step deliberate. The trench tightened around him, walls pressing closer, jagged rock scraping against his shoulders and elbows as he threaded through narrow passages. Every movement demanded care; one misstep could send him tumbling into the shallow stream that now cut a winding path along the canyon floor.
Distant sounds reached his ears, soft scuffs, whispers of shifting stone, but their source was impossible to determine. Bishops? Banditos? Or just the canyon playing tricks on his mind? His pulse raced with each uncertain echo, every step sending shivers up his spine.
The trench walls jutted unpredictably, forcing him to duck, sidestep, even crawl in places. His palms burned anew from the constant contact with rough stone, and his knees ached from bending through narrow squeezes. The deeper he went, the more relentless the terrain became, as if the canyon itself tested his endurance and resolve.
Yet, step by step, breath by breath, Clancy pressed onward.
Clancy pressed forward through the narrowing trench, every muscle taut with tension. The jagged walls pressed in from either side, and the echo of his own footsteps seemed unnaturally loud, bouncing back at him like a distorted reminder of his isolation. Then he felt it, subtle and insidious. Nico’s presence, no longer the crushing grip from before, but a cold whisper curling through the edges of his mind. It wasn’t a shout, not a psychic strike, but something more cunning, more patient.
You don’t belong here. You’re not ready. You’ll fail.
The words were quiet, almost teasing, but they wormed under his skin. They dredged up fears Clancy hadn’t let himself face, the weakness in his legs, the exhaustion in his lungs, the lingering panic from the explosion. Each thought Nico planted felt like a weight pressing against his chest, slowing his steps, making his hands tremble against the jagged rock.
Clancy’s pulse spiked. His vision blurred at the edges, shadows bending and stretching with every footfall. He wanted to run, to collapse, to surrender to the suffocating dread that filled the canyon. Panic threatened to overwhelm him, curling like a live thing around his mind, whispering that he was alone, that the walls would close in, that Nico’s influence would always be stronger.
But then his fingers closed around the yellow stitching of his jumpsuit, the worn threads pressing into his skin. The warmth of the fabric grounded him, tethering him to something real, something defiant. He gripped it tightly, twisting it in his fist as he forced himself to breathe slowly, deliberately. Each inhale drew the cold canyon air into his lungs; each exhale released a fraction of the terror that threatened to consume him.
Nico’s whispers continued, relentless: references to Clancy’s doubts, his fears of failure, the futility of resisting. But the yellow held him, a reminder of the Banditos, of defiance, of the possibility of survival. The whispers began to falter, thinning slightly as Clancy forced one foot in front of the other, moving deeper into the trench.
Every step was an act of rebellion, a refusal to succumb. The canyon remained hostile, the rocks sharp, the path twisting into darkness, but Clancy pressed on, drawing strength from the small strip of yellow stitched across his chest. Nico’s attention lingered, subtle and cold, but it no longer dictated him. He was not conquered; not yet.
And with every careful, determined step, Clancy reminded himself: he was moving forward, deeper into the unknown, and no whisper, no shadow, would stop him.
Clancy pressed onward through the winding trench, each step careful and deliberate. The shadows of the canyon shifted with every movement, dark and jagged, but then something caught his eye. A flash of color along the ridge, fleeting, almost imperceptible. He froze, eyes straining.
There they were. Figures draped in yellow, moving with a grace and precision that seemed impossible against the harsh, uneven rock. The Banditos. Not advancing, not calling out, just observing, lingering along the high edges of the trench as if they were part of the canyon itself. Their yellow cloth caught the muted light, glowing faintly against the gray stone, a beacon in the oppressive shadow.
Clancy’s chest lifted and fell quickly, disbelief and cautious hope warring in his mind. They didn’t speak, didn’t gesture beyond subtle, almost imperceptible signals. A hand lifted briefly. A tilt of the head. A step forward, then back into shadow. Each motion was deliberate, a silent communication that he was seen, guided, but not carried.
He realized then that the Banditos were not rescuers. They would not take him by the hand and lead him safely out of the canyon. They were guardians, protectors in a way that was abstract and symbolic, here to nudge him, warn him, illuminate a path, but never to replace the choice he had to make for himself. Their presence was a lifeline, yes, but one that demanded he act, that demanded courage, that demanded trust in himself.
Clancy shifted his gaze repeatedly, trying to memorize their positions, their movements along the ridges. Each flash of yellow against the gray stone reinforced something deep within him: he was not alone, but he was still responsible for every step, every decision, every risk. He could follow their guidance, letting their signals point him toward safer ground, but the trench, the labyrinth of jagged rock, and the ever-present shadow of Nico’s influence remained his to navigate.
He clenched his fists, feeling the rough fabric of his jumpsuit under his fingertips, the yellow stitching against his skin anchoring him. The Banditos might be silent, fleeting, and elusive, but they had shifted something in him: a spark of defiance, a reminder that he could move forward, that he could survive, that he could resist.
With a steadying breath, Clancy took another step into the twisting trench. He kept his eyes on the ridge, searching for those flashes of yellow that would guide him without holding him, that would protect without restraining. The path ahead remained daunting, the walls jagged and unyielding, but he felt a measure of clarity for the first time since the canyon swallowed him.
Clancy’s boots crunched against the loose gravel of the trench floor as he moved forward, the canyon walls pressing in, twisting the path ahead into jagged, unyielding turns. For a moment, he allowed himself to pause, leaning against a cool stone, catching his breath and letting the faint echoes of his footsteps settle into silence.
His mind drifted, as it often did in moments like this, to the stories he had grown up hearing in whispers: the lore of Dema and its rulers. The nine Bishops, each one a shadow over the city, each one wielding fear, deception, and control in their own meticulous way. Their methods were subtle and insidious, threading through daily life, invading thoughts, and bending obedience into something that felt voluntary. Every citizen lived under their invisible hand, rarely aware of the leash until it tightened.
And then there was Nico. Always Nico. Clancy shivered at the memory of his presence, the cold, precise psychic grip, the calm cruelty. Nico’s influence was different from the others: cunning, patient, a constant reminder that resistance was possible but always punished. The faint whisper, the tightening in the chest, the subtle nudges against will and thought, they were all part of Nico’s signature. Always ahead, always testing, always watching.
Clancy pressed a hand to the yellow stitching on his jumpsuit, feeling the rough thread under his fingers. A bitter clarity began to settle in him. It wasn’t enough to flee physically, to run from the city walls or hide in the crevices of the canyon. Nico’s reach was mental, threaded into memory, fear, and instinct. He had to resist that too. Every thought, every impulse could be manipulated, every doubt used against him.
He drew a deep, steadying breath and let the weight of the realization sink in. Escaping Dema required more than strength, speed, or cleverness. It required awareness, vigilance, and courage, the kind of courage that fought not just against the walls, but against the invisible chains Nico wrapped around the mind.
For the first time since leaving the wreckage of the car and the city behind, Clancy understood that the battle ahead would be as much in his own head as in the twisting trench of rock. And somewhere deep inside, a spark of determination flickered. If he could resist Nico mentally, if he could survive the manipulation, then maybe, just maybe, freedom was not an illusion.
He straightened, shoulders set, and continued forward, every step now weighted with intention. The trench stretched ahead, jagged and unending, but Clancy carried more than his own body through it. He carried knowledge, resolve, and the quiet rebellion of a mind determined to stay his own.
Clancy’s pulse hammered in his ears as the canyon seemed to grow darker around him. Shadows stretched unnaturally along the jagged walls, twisting and stretching like living things, and with them came the unmistakable pressure, the subtle, insistent whisper of Nico’s presence threading through his mind again.
Without thinking, he broke into a run. His boots struck the uneven stones with harsh, staccato thuds, sending pebbles skittering into the shallow creek beside him. The labyrinthine trench refused to give way, forcing him to swerve sharply around jutting rocks, duck beneath overhangs, and leap over sudden drops in the path. Every turn demanded a decision in an instant, each wrong step threatening to throw him off balance or leave him exposed.
His breathing came in ragged bursts, throat raw from the effort. The rhythm of his pulse and the pounding of his feet echoed off the canyon walls like war drums, filling the trench with a tense, relentless cadence. The sound amplified the urgency, each echo reminding him that he could not stop, not even for a second.
The trench narrowed further, turning sharply, funneling him into a tight corridor. Clancy’s shoulders scraped against the stone as he twisted sideways, instincts screaming at him to anticipate each obstacle, to react faster than the labyrinth allowed. His mind raced as quickly as his legs, trying to map exits, gauge the next turn, and stay one step ahead of the unseen influence pressing at the edges of his thoughts.
Every pulse of fear, every whispered threat from Nico’s psychic grip, spurred him forward. The walls seemed to close in with each stride, shadows clawing at him from above and beside him, as though the canyon itself were alive and conspiring to slow his escape. Yet Clancy ran, ignoring the ache in his lungs, the burning in his legs, the raw scrape of stone against his palms.
This was a chase unlike any he had known. Every heartbeat, every breath, every step was a battle, not just for distance, but for his own mind. The trench demanded speed and focus, and Clancy had no choice but to give it everything he had, running blind into the winding maze, driven by fear, desperation, and the fragile hope that he could outrun Nico’s reach, if only for a moment.
Clancy skidded around a sharp bend, heart hammering, muscles burning with exertion. The trench, which had once felt like a fixed path through the jagged rocks, now seemed alive, shifting subtly under his gaze. A boulder that had been tucked against the wall when he passed before now loomed in his path, forcing him to leap sideways. Pebbles skittered down narrow gullies as if the canyon itself had rearranged, mocking his every step.
Sounds followed him, soft rustling behind, a faint whisper, the scuff of feet, but when he spun to check, nothing moved. Then, phantom figures flickered at the edges of his vision, human shapes too quick, too fleeting, leaving him questioning whether he’d imagined them. A shadow fell across a bend, elongated and distorted, and Clancy’s stomach clenched in dread.
He nearly stepped into a dead-end, the path curling impossibly into a high wall of rock that had not been there before. Panic clawed at him, sharp and cold. Nico’s presence threaded through his thoughts, a subtle but relentless grip. It was everywhere, turning the trench into a labyrinth, making Clancy doubt what was real and what was illusion.
Clancy’s breaths came shallow, his pulse loud in his ears. His own senses felt like traitors; every turn seemed a trap, every sound a misdirection. The trench’s twisting walls, the shifting stones, the fleeting shadows, they were all part of Nico’s manipulation, designed to isolate him, to make him doubt himself completely.
Clancy pressed a hand to his temple, trying to steady his thoughts. He reminded himself of the yellow stitching on his jumpsuit, the warmth of the Banditos’ presence earlier, and the memory of their silent guidance. But even that anchor felt tenuous, distant.
He whispered to himself, voice low and raw: “I… I can’t trust anything.”
And yet, despite the doubt, despite the phantom figures and shifting rocks, he forced one cautious step forward. He had no choice but to navigate the canyon and its twisted illusions, aware now more than ever that escaping Nico’s reach required more than running, it required seeing through the trap, trusting what little he could, and resisting the Bishop’s psychological grip at every turn.
Clancy’s feet skidded against loose gravel as the trench twisted before him, shadows flickering and bending with every step. He froze, chest hammering, as a cluster of rocks shifted ahead, an impossible dead-end that had appeared in an instant. Panic clawed at him, and for a moment, he wondered if Nico had won, if the canyon itself had become a prison for his mind.
Then a flicker of yellow caught his eye. High along a distant ridge, a strip of cloth fluttered in the wind, bright and impossible against the gray rock. Clancy’s breath caught, and for a heartbeat the trench seemed to still.
Instinctively, he adjusted his path, veering slightly toward the subtle signal. The dead-end dissolved before him, rocks misaligned, the phantom shapes that had danced at the edges of his vision vanishing like mist. It was as though the canyon itself had shifted again, but this time in his favor.
He realized, slowly, that he wasn’t alone. The Banditos were here, not as rescuers, not as companions, but as guides. They didn’t speak. They didn’t gesture beyond the briefest, almost imperceptible signals, a handhold in shadow, a flash of yellow across the ridge, a movement that suggested direction rather than instruction. Each gesture was symbolic, a reminder that resistance was possible, that he could move forward despite Nico’s grasp.
Clancy gripped the yellow stitching on his jumpsuit, feeling its warmth under his fingers. The panic in his chest eased, replaced by a cautious clarity. His steps regained rhythm, deliberate and purposeful. The trench remained jagged and treacherous, but for the first time since the chase began, he felt the faintest trace of certainty.
The Banditos’ silent guidance had given him a moment of choice, a flicker of agency in a canyon that sought to steal it. And Clancy, breathing ragged but steadying, pressed forward, moving deeper into the labyrinth with renewed resolve, aware that he was still alone, but not entirely without allies.
Clancy paused on a narrow ledge where the trench widened just enough for him to stand upright. The walls pressed in around him, shadows stretching like claws, and he felt Nico’s influence brushing at the edges of his thoughts again, cold, precise, and insistent. But this time, something was different.
He swallowed hard, teeth gritted, and muttered under his breath, first a fragment, then a full sentence:
“I… won’t… stop.”
The words tasted foreign in his mouth, jagged and raw, but they cut through the creeping pressure in his mind. Nico’s whispers faltered for a heartbeat, confused, as if the Bishop hadn’t expected resistance so early, so consciously.
Clancy repeated the mantra again, louder this time, voice trembling but defiant:
“I won’t go back. I won’t go back.”
The repetition grounded him. Each syllable built a shield against the psychic tug, a thread of certainty weaving through the fog of fear. Shadows still loomed, rocks still jutted menacingly, but his steps became deliberate, purposeful. The panic that had slowed him earlier thinned into something he could contain, something he could fight against rather than succumb to.
With each utterance, each muttered line of defiance, Clancy felt a flicker of mastery creeping into his mind. Nico’s reach was still present, subtle and watching, but it no longer dictated him. Clancy realized he could claim this mental space for himself, even in the twisting labyrinth of the trench, even under the shadow of the Bishops’ power.
His fists clenched at the yellow stitching on his jumpsuit, a tangible reminder of the Banditos, of rebellion, of agency. Step by step, word by word, breath by breath, Clancy moved forward, rallying his mind as fiercely as his legs carried him deeper into the canyon.
For the first time, he felt it: a small but undeniable truth. Resistance was possible. Control was his to reclaim. And he would not, could not, go back.
The canyon walls seemed to close in tighter as Clancy pressed forward, the shadows darkening with every step. Then the whispers began again, sliding through his thoughts like ice:
“You’re weak… you’ll fall… return to Dema.”
Clancy’s stomach clenched, every muscle tensing as the pressure curled around his mind. The voice was everywhere and nowhere at once, soft, precise, cruel, threading into memory, fear, and instinct. He paused, pressed his back against a jagged wall, and let the whispers wash over him, each one a push toward panic, toward submission.
And then he saw it.
A shape, faint and shifting, stretched along the trench walls: a shadowy figure that mirrored Nico’s presence, twisting with the angles of the rock, elongating and shrinking with the flicker of light. Clancy’s chest tightened, every instinct screaming to run, to collapse, to yield. But something inside him resisted.
He gripped the yellow stitching on his jumpsuit, pressing it into his palm. The warmth of the fabric, the memory of the Banditos, the thought of defiance, each became a shield against the mental assault. The shadow along the wall seemed to shudder in response, like the figure recognized the unexpected resistance.
Clancy drew a slow, steadying breath. He repeated his mantra under his breath:
“I won’t go back.”
“I won’t go back.”
The whispering slowed, tangled against the rhythm of his resolve. Nico’s shadow twisted along the wall, sharp and shifting, but it could not move him, could not touch the clarity forming in his mind. Clancy was still fearful. Still untested. But for the first time, he wasn’t fleeing.
This was not a victory of the body, and the trench offered no applause, no sign of triumph. But internally, something had shifted. Clancy could feel it: a spark of mastery, a seed of resistance that the Bishop’s influence could not snuff out.
He straightened, shoulders squared, yellow stitching clutched tight. The shadows along the trench seemed to retreat slightly, as though aware that the battle had begun in earnest, and Clancy stepped forward, breathing carefully, aware that Nico would not relent, but also aware that he, at last, could fight back.
The trench finally loosened its grip. The jagged walls that had pressed so tightly around him for what felt like hours began to curve outward, opening into a wider canyon. Light filtered down more freely here, washing the stone in pale gold and revealing the creek’s winding path in full. The air felt less thick, less suffocating; Clancy’s lungs expanded as if the canyon itself was giving him space to breathe, space to think.
He paused on a smooth boulder, scanning the widened expanse. And then he saw it: a strip of yellow, fluttering gently in the breeze, tied to a cluster of rocks in the distance. The color stood out against the gray stone and mist, unmistakable, almost impossible to ignore. It was the Banditos’ signal, silent, deliberate, guiding without leading, protective without overreaching.
Clancy’s pulse quickened, but this time it was not from fear. It was hope. The yellow banner offered something he had never truly felt in the trench: a path forward. Not just a route through the canyon, not just another momentary escape from Nico’s whispers, but a glimmer of freedom, a direction toward something beyond survival.
He adjusted his footing on the boulder, taking a deep, deliberate breath. The trench had tested him, tried to bend him, isolate him, and even threaten his grasp on reality. But now, standing in the open canyon with the Banditos’ banner in view, Clancy felt a measure of clarity and agency he hadn’t known he could claim.
The path ahead was still uncertain. The canyon stretched in jagged curves and rocky turns, but for the first time, Clancy wasn’t moving blindly. He had a signal, a purpose, and a growing sense of control.
With a tightened grip on the yellow stitching of his jumpsuit, he whispered to himself, steadier this time:
“…this is the way.”
And he stepped forward into the wider canyon, every stride carrying him closer not just to escape, but to the possibility of real freedom.
Clancy’s boots crunched against loose gravel as he moved toward the fluttering yellow banner. The wider canyon offered space, but the shadows still clung to the edges of the rocks, and the wind carried a subtle whisper that made his skin prickle. Nico’s voice lingered in his mind, not sharp or immediate this time, but like ice pressed just beneath the surface, a quiet reminder that the Bishop was watching, waiting.
He swallowed hard, forcing his chest to expand fully, drawing steadying breaths as he adjusted the torn fabric of his jumpsuit. The yellow stitching pressed against his palms, grounding him. Every step toward the Bandito signal felt deliberate, a small act of defiance, a choice to move forward despite the lingering threat.
The canyon stretched ahead, twisting and jagged, the path uncertain. Clancy could feel Nico’s presence like a shadow in his peripheral thoughts, a distant tug that threatened to unsettle him, but he ignored it, focusing on the banner tied to the rocks, swaying gently in the breeze.
He whispered under his breath, a vow and a warning in one:
“…I won’t go back.”
And with that, he stepped forward, each footfall echoing into the canyon, carrying him deeper into the unknown. The wind shifted, the shadows held their breath, and Nico’s whisper faded just enough to let Clancy move, but the sense of pursuit, of danger, never truly left. The trench was behind him, but the story of the chase was far from over.
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CYCLES OF CLANCY
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Chapter One
Jumpsuits
Clancy sat stiffly in the passenger seat, hands curled loosely in his lap as Nico guided the car along the narrow road that circled the outer border of Dema. The city wall rose beside them, an unbroken expanse of pale stone stretching so high it seemed to scrape the gray morning sky. From this distance, it looked less like a barrier and more like a monument to control.
He’d imagined this drive for years. He wasn’t sure what he expected to feel, excitement, dread, awe, but what settled in his chest was something quieter, heavier. A kind of recognition.
“You said you wanted to see the perimeter,” Nico said in his mind, eyes fixed on the road ahead. His voice was smooth, careful, every word measured. “Is this enough?”
Clancy nodded, though his gaze never left the wall. “I just wanted to know what it looks like from here.”
Sometimes Nico loosened the leash, sometimes he was holding him by the collar.
“From here,” Nico repeated, as if testing the phrase. “Most people never ask.”
Most people never challenged the boundaries the bishops set. But Clancy wasn’t most people, and they both knew it.
The car hummed over uneven asphalt. Beyond the wall, the world was muted, thin fog hung over the fields, softening the horizon. Inside the wall, Dema’s spires rose like jagged shadows, clustered tightly, watching.
Clancy leaned closer to the window, forehead nearly touching the glass. Up close, the wall wasn’t smooth at all. Tiny fractures ran like lightning beneath the surface, nearly invisible unless you were looking for them. He wondered how long they’d been there. Wondered why no one talked about them.
Nico noticed his focus. “It’s stronger than it looks.”
“Is it?” Clancy asked.
A beat of silence. “Yes.”
Clancy wasn’t convinced. Something about the wall unsettled him, not its height or width, but the way it seemed to hum with a quiet strain, as if holding back more than just the outside world.
“Why do you want to see it?” Nico asked without turning his head. “I’d like to understand your intention.”
Clancy shrugged, playing it off, though a small storm churned under his ribs. “Curiosity, I guess. Everyone talks about the walls like they’re perfect. I wanted to see for myself.”
Nico’s hands tightened around the steering wheel. “They are perfect.”
Clancy let the comment hang, neither agreeing nor challenging. Outside, the road curved, offering a new angle on the endless stone. A crow sat on top of the wall, small against the massive structure, but there nonetheless.
If a bird could perch there, he thought, breathing air on both sides… then the wall wasn’t truly unreachable.
“You’ve seen it now,” Nico said, his voice calm but edged with something colder. “We can head back.”
Clancy didn’t respond. He pressed his fingertips to the cool window, eyes tracing a subtle but unmistakable crack running diagonally across the stone. His heart jumped, just a small, sharp flutter that told him he was right to be suspicious.
There was a flaw in the walls of Dema.
And for the first time, Clancy felt something other than fear.
He felt possibility.
Clancy shifted in his seat, pulse quickening. Something or someone, had flickered at the edge of his vision near the last bend in the road. A cluster of shapes in the fog, too still and too deliberate to be anything natural. He didn’t turn his head. Didn’t risk letting Nico see the spark of interest in his expression.
Instead, he cleared his throat softly. “Could we stop for a minute?”
Nico’s fingers paused on the steering wheel, just for a fraction of a second. “Stop?” he repeated, as though the word were strange coming from Clancy’s mouth.
“Yeah,” Clancy said, keeping his tone even. “I’ve never been out here before. I just want to take it in. It seems different than I imagined.”
Nico glanced at him then, quick, assessing, searching for the lie. Clancy let his shoulders settle back into the seat, deliberately relaxed. He didn’t blink.
After a moment, Nico eased the car toward the shoulder of the road and brought it to a slow stop. The engine clicked softly as it cooled.
“You may look,” Nico said. “But do not wander.”
Clancy nodded, already unbuckling. “Of course.”
He stepped out of the car, the gravel shifting under his boots. The air out here tasted sharper, less filtered than the recycled atmosphere inside the city. He took a long breath, letting the cold seep into his lungs.
The wall loomed overhead like a skyless cliff, but Clancy’s attention slid subtly toward the bend behind them. The people he’d seen were no longer visible. Maybe they’d moved, maybe they were hiding, maybe he’d imagined them, but he doubted that.
Nico stood by the car door, arms folded behind his back in his formal posture, watching Clancy with the same calm vigilance as always.
Clancy turned his back to him, pretending to marvel at the size of the wall. He let his eyes drift along the cracks, the uneven mortar lines, the weathered stone. Every second he stalled was a second to think.
If there were people out here… If what he saw was real… Then he wasn’t the only one who came close to this place.
And not everyone obeyed Nico.
“Strange,” Clancy murmured, still facing the wall.
“What is?” Nico asked.
“It looks different this close. Less…” He hesitated, searching for a word Nico would approve of. “Imposing.”
Nico stepped closer, as though needing to see what Clancy saw. “Its purpose is not to impress you.”
Clancy hid the flicker of a smile. “I know.”
The fog shifted then, just a slight breeze, and Clancy caught another flicker of movement near the bend in the road. Fast. Careful. Intentional.
His heartbeat stuttered. Someone was watching them. Or watching him.
He forced himself to remain still. Act normal. Play the obedient citizen Nico expected.
Clancy brushed dust from his palms and turned toward the car.
“We should head back,” Nico said quietly, already stepping ahead of him. The fog thickened around them, softening the outlines of the wall and the road.
Clancy followed, trying not to glance toward the place where he’d seen the shadows move. Every instinct screamed that something was wrong, but he kept pace beside Nico, matching his measured stride.
Then a sound cracked through the air like a snapped wire.
Clancy froze. Nico did too, head lifting sharply.
A split second later, the car erupted. A bloom of fire burst through the windows, swallowing the interior in violent orange light. The explosion’s shockwave hit them like a wall, flinging both backward before they could even scream.
Clancy’s breath was ripped from his lungs as he hit the ground hard. Gravel tore at his cheek, the world spinning in a smear of light and sound. Heat washed over him, then cold, then nothing but ringing inside his skull.
He tried to push himself up, but the ground tilted beneath him. His vision fractured, fire, smoke, Nico’s silhouette crumpling beside him, the sky shattering into white.
Someone was shouting. Maybe his name. Maybe not.
Clancy reached out blindly, fingers scraping dirt, but the weight of the impact dragged him down. His eyes fluttered once, twice.
Then everything went dark.
—
Clancy woke with a gasp that tore painfully through his chest.
Cold water rushed past his ears, his neck, his wrists, enough to jolt him fully back into himself.
He sat up fast, coughing, palms slipping against smooth river stones. For a moment he couldn’t tell what was sky and what was water, what was memory and what was dream. But the ache in his ribs, the sting on his cheek, and the raw burn in his throat told him one thing clearly; He was alive.
Clancy blinked hard, pushing wet hair from his eyes. He was sitting in the middle of a shallow stream, water moving around him in a soft, steady current. Dawn light filtered weakly through a thick mist, turning everything washed-out blue.
Then he really saw where he was. Not the roadside. Not Dema. Not anywhere he recognized.
Towering walls of rock rose on either side of him, massive cliffs stretching straight up into the fog. Their surfaces were jagged and uneven, as if the valley had been carved violently open. Moss clung to the stone in thick patches, and thin vines hung like forgotten ropes. Above, narrow strips of sky cut between the cliffs, pale and unreachable.
Clancy’s breath stilled. He was outside. Outside Dema. Outside the walls he’d spent his whole life inside.
He scrambled to his feet, nearly slipping on the stones, heart pounding with confusion and fear and something else, something wild.
“How—” His voice cracked. He cleared his throat. “Nico?”
Silence echoed back at him, swallowed by the cliffs.
Clancy turned in a slow circle. No road. No smoke. No sign of the explosion. No sign of Nico. Just the valley stretching endlessly in both directions, the creek winding like a path carved by time.
A low breeze moved through, lifting mist from the water’s surface. Clancy wrapped his arms around himself, suddenly aware of how cold he was. He looked down to see himself in a thin jacket not his own, one with yellow patches. Yellow which bishops could not see.
He didn’t remember how he got here. Someone must’ve moved him. Dragged him. Carried him. Pulled him out of the grass before the flames reached him.
But who?
His gaze drifted upward, to the cliffs, as if expecting to see someone looking down. Nothing moved.
Clancy stepped out of the stream onto the mossy bank. His legs trembled beneath him, muscles sore from the blast and the fall. He sank to one knee, catching his breath.
Clancy staggered forward, one hand brushing the canyon wall for balance. The stone was cold and slick beneath his fingertips. The valley funneled him into a narrow passage where jagged rocks jutted like broken teeth, forcing him to turn sideways, to duck, to squeeze through dark crevices he could barely see.
Every breath he took echoed unnaturally loud, bouncing down the trench in hollow repetitions. The sound didn’t return to him quite right, it came back warped, stretched thin, as if the canyon were swallowing his presence and spitting out something distorted.
He felt exposed. Seen and hunted.
The walls climbed higher the deeper he went, climbing until the sky was no more than a thin strip of pale morning lodged between black cliffs. Light didn’t fall here; it seeped through reluctantly, staining everything in washed-out gray.
Clancy’s pulse quickened.
A familiar pressure tightened around his chest, subtle at first, then unmistakable. A cold coil sliding inward. A psychic grip.
Nico.
Clancy froze, one hand gripping the rough stone as his knees threatened to buckle. Not a voice. Not words. Just influence, an intrusive weight pressing on his ribs, on his thoughts, like a pair of invisible hands guiding him back into submission.
His breath stuttered. He squeezed his eyes shut. The pressure deepened, making his heartbeat stagger. His legs felt heavier, every step draining strength as though the ground itself pulled at him. Pebbles slid from under his boots in sluggish cascades.
Nico didn’t need to shout. Nico didn’t even need to be present.
His influence seeped through memory, through fear, through the tether Clancy had never been able to sever. It was a cold whisper curling inside his mind, a reminder of obedience, of stillness, of control.
You shouldn’t be here. Turn back. Return.
Clancy gritted his teeth, forcing his foot forward. Another step. Another. Each one a rebellion.
The canyon seemed to tighten around him in response, closing like a throat.
Clancy dragged in a shaky breath and leaned into the stone, anchoring himself with the rough texture biting into his palm. He let the cold seep into his skin, grounding him, not in Nico’s world, but in this one.
The pressure wavered, only slightly, but enough. Clancy took that moment, pushed off the wall, and forced himself deeper into the maze of rock.
He didn’t know where the canyon led. He didn’t know who brought him here. But he knew one thing with absolute certainty; if Nico could still reach him from miles away, then Clancy had to get farther. Fast.
Clancy’s hand pressed to his chest, fingers trembling against the pounding beneath his ribs. It was part prayer, part panic, part muscle memory, the instinctive motion of someone trying to anchor himself before he dissolved.
He tried to force a steady breath, but the air thickened as if the canyon itself had turned viscous. His throat closed tight, a phantom grip tightening around it. His breaths came short, scraping, each one fighting against an invisible hand.
His mind reached desperately for anything solid, anything real, and found stories. Stories whispered in shadows, traded under blankets in Dema’s sleeping quarters, smuggled between notes and half-truths.
The Banditos. Rebels painted in yellow. People who could slip through the Bishops’ influence like light through cracks. People who weren’t afraid. Clancy was afraid. Clancy was a coward.
Clancy had never seen them before. Not truly. Not up close.
His gaze dropped to his own jumpsuit, torn at the knee, stained from the creek, stitched at the shoulders with faded yellow fabric. A color Nico despised. A color that disrupted control.
The yellow suddenly felt heavier. Warmer. Like armor.
Help me, he thought, though he didn’t know who could hear. Someone. Anyone.
The air throbbed. Shadows thickened at the edges of his vision, bending toward him like reaching arms. His steps slowed despite the terror screaming in him; his feet dragged as though someone had hooked strings into his ankles and pulled.
“No—” Clancy choked out, but the word was crushed under the weight in his throat.
His pulse raced, frantic and wild, but his limbs… his limbs felt numb. Foreign and detached from him.
His fingers twitched uselessly at his sides.
A cold voice slid into his mind like a blade pressed against the softest part of him. A voice he knew too well. Too intimately.
Calm and cruel. Absolute, back after one a few moments.
Return.
The command unfurled through him, threading into his bones.
Clancy’s knees buckled. His breath snagged in his chest. The canyon warped, narrowing into a tunnel with no exit.
“Please,” he rasped, barely audible.
Not to Nico. Not to himself.
But whatever force, whatever person, had pulled him from the flames and left him in this valley.
His vision dimmed around the edges.
Return.
The word echoed in his skull, relentless, tightening its grip.
Clancy’s palms slapped against the canyon wall, nails digging into cracks he could barely see. The stone bit back, scraping skin raw, but he didn’t let go. He couldn’t. Every step felt like trudging through water thickened with terror, heavy, dragging, suffocating.
His fingers skittered across cold rock as he dragged himself forward, lungs heaving against the invisible hand squeezing them.
“Cover me!”
The scream ripped out of him, raw and broken. It didn’t even feel like his voice, more like the voice of someone dying, someone pleading with the last breath they had left.
The sound tore up the canyon, bouncing between the walls in jagged echoes.
And something broke.
For a heartbeat, Nico’s grip faltered. The pressure in Clancy’s chest eased. Air rushed back into his lungs in a desperate gasp.
He stumbled, clutching the wall, drinking in the breath like it was life itself. His vision still wavered, but the shadows stopped bending inward. The world steadied, just barely.
Then he saw them.
Up on the ridge above him, half-shrouded by fog and distance, stood silhouettes. Still. Silent. Watching. Yellow fabric caught the light. Banditos.
His heart lurched.
They didn’t talk. They didn’t move closer. They didn’t need to.
Their presence alone slammed into the canyon like a shockwave. The psychic pressure in Clancy’s skull loosened, unraveling, peeling back, cracking apart like rotted plaster. Nico’s cold whisper sputtered, then thinned into a hiss at the edge of his mind.
Clancy blinked up at them, chest rising in uneven bursts. For the first time since waking, the canyon air felt breathable.
The Banditos stood tall against the light, silent guardians perched along the rim of the world. Yellow against gray. Rebellion against the totalitarian.
Clancy sank onto a flat stone, every muscle screaming in protest. His palms were shredded raw from clawing at the canyon walls; the fabric of his jumpsuit was torn, yellow patches smeared with mud and streaked with creek water. His throat burned from the scream that had shattered Nico’s hold, and he coughed, spitting water into the shallow stream at his feet.
He lifted his eyes. The Banditos were gone. No silhouettes on the ridge, no sound of movement, only a faint trail of disturbed dust that shimmered in the pale light. For a long moment, Clancy wondered if they had ever been real, hallucinations born of fear and hope colliding in the canyon’s echoing walls. The yellow on their arms and faces lingered in his mind, warm against the gray rock, like a memory that refused to fade.
Nico had withdrawn, but the cold whisper was not gone entirely. It lingered at the edge of Clancy’s mind, distant but unmistakable, a promise of pursuit rather than defeat. The ravine felt safer now, but only temporarily.
Clancy pushed himself upright, legs trembling, sweat and water dripping into his eyes. The trench stretched ahead, jagged and labyrinthine, a winding corridor carved by time and shadow. Behind him, the lights of Dema glowed on the horizon, sharp and unyielding like predatory eyes.
He swallowed hard, feeling the weight of the yellow on his shoulders. Steadying his breath, he whispered once more, voice firmer now:
“…cover me.”
And with that, he stepped forward into the unknown. Every instinct screamed danger, every nerve quivered with fear, but Clancy walked on, resolute. He knew the Bishops would not stop chasing him. He knew Nico’s influence would return.
But for the first time, he felt a flicker of something else, freedom.
What's the word count? Do you still need beta-reader? If yes should I send a dm
The project I'm looking for betas for rn is uncompleted but could reach a word count of 100k.
And yes, I do still need beta readers! However I would liked to be clear that i CANNOT PAY anyone. this is a fun project, not one I'm publishing, so I'm not willing to spend money. I'm a minor and don't have a job, so even if I was, I wouldn't be the one this would go through it would be a guardian.
Specifically I am looking for readers who know the lore behind the Clancy story from the albums by Twenty One Pilots.
Anyone that is interested should totally DM! Not only am I looking for beta readers, but to build out my community of fellow readers and writers. Just please remember to stay kind and respectful, the energy you give is what you'll get.
Twenty One Pilots Lore
I'm writing a short story about the twenty one pilots lore of Clancy for my brother who's a big fan for shits and giggles. Anyone on here know the lore that would be interested in beta reading to make sure I don't mess it up?
EDIT: if interested feel free to DM, but know that I CANNOT PAY you
Draft 1 & Editing
guys I come on here so little I forgot to update you; I finished my first draft! and I'm over half way done with simple first go editing
I think if I hadn't written my outline I would have died by now and even still there's so much to do.
If I write fanfiction about my own book, does that make it canon or an alt universe
Sometimes I take things too personally, even months later still thinking about it, because I know I would have never done it to another
Day 1461 of being a writer, I tried to look up words to replace "alright" in sentence because it "didn't fit the scene" and was upset when I couldn't find one I liked
I. Hate. Creating. Prophecies. Help
As someone who has never completed an outline, let alone a novel, lemme tell you I am TIRED. 11k fantasy advanture outline done, may not be a lot to others but this is huge for me
Beta Readers
I was wondering if anyone could answer my questions here about beta readers!
I'm interested in having beta readers (if I ever manage to finish a draft) and a sensitivity reader or two because I have poc characters (I'm writing fantasy so its not culture based but I would like to know I'm not subconsciously putting any kind of stereotype into my writing).
My only thing is, while I've seen the mentions of beta readers, I don't understand them. How do I find them? Do I pay them and how much? Is a beta reader and a sensitivity reader the same? ect. ect. I just don't really understand and I would love if someone could clear one or two of these questions up for me!
Temporary cover but this was so fun to make for my project starfall!!