The Wonderland Masquerade

This is the blog of someone living with MPD/DID so it will be random and full of cuteness, kink and whatever else falls in between. There's also an asexual autistic boyfriend in our lives as well as two monsters called kittens named Jack and Angel.

[rocks-in-space]

"The monster that’s been under her bed since she was a child and the nightmares began finally shows up and says, 'you’re right to see the world as grimly as you do. You’re right, they are also making you into a monster, and you’re right to feel terror in the face of all the lies under your feet starting to come undone. You're right to feel a righteous fury on behalf of those Grinot children because you were a child, and no one saved you from being fed into the machine, but you’re not dead yet, and you can still save them from it. And you may be scared that you are a monster because your friends look at you different because you're not the little girl that they left in that cottage 14 years ago, but so am I, and the monsters are going to help you now. This world is a nightmare, and you are a monster, so what do you want to do?'"

-Aabria Iyengar, Fireside Chat ep. 43

This was EVERYTHING

[masqued-hatter]

Having an out of body day. I hate how disconnected it makes me feel, how my body feels weak and off kilter all while I'm expected to do things like study or act like a fully functioning human adult when all I want is to curl up in bed and disappear into my head.

[maliciouscrow]

Of course everyone WANTS to be Emily Axford; she’s cool as fuck.

But in your admiration of her—fawning over her beauty, laughing at all of her jokes, etc—you’ve become someone else.

You are Murph.

You’ve always been Murph.

[underwaterspaghetti314]

Good.

Look at this man. He’s awesome. AND he’s married to Emily Axford! Who wouldn’t want to be Murph?

[hana-sketch]

"Earth, soft and rich and fragrant with the life and death of the forest that surrounds you, fills your vision in every direction. There is no light here, this low, within the packed dirt walls of the warren that your mothers' mothers' mothers claimed by fang and claw from the wild hares that once lived here, beneath the shade of a massive red oak tree."

Prompt #15 for the @underrated-d20-event was "Burrow's End"

[vampirehoney]

“I want his eyes for reasons that are interesting to me, but his fangs are interesting to a lot of other people (real)”

— The arch hag and Lae'zel choosing which of Astarion's body parts to barter over

[wilwheaton]

[theconcealedweapon]

Slaves who escaped were breaking the law. Literally. Outright.

Jewish people who escaped the Nazis were breaking the law. Literally. Outright.

The law is a horrible judge of morality.

[cynicalclassicist]

After all, the SCOTUS says that the POTUS can break the law through official actions. if the people at the top say lawbreaking is fine to do horrible things, why should it be bad for you to break the law to do good things?

An unjust law is no law at all, and all that.

[fuck-u-maga]

There’s a reason these people are fucking stupid and proud of it.

[ega30005-blog]

HOW DID THIS HAPPEN! It didn’t even happen during a big moment either. It’s actually insane. When it happened my ENTIRE section freaked out. I texted my crush (obviously) and every person that saw my sign asked if I did. Murph is playing matchmaker and he doesn’t even know!

[nerdreamer]

[corporationsarepeople]

And in case you might be inclined to feel bad for the small-business-owning dealer, don’t. Tesla owns all of its dealerships.

[babyjanedough]

I just need the d20 fandom to see this video acting out the green hunter reading from Lou Wilson link to the original video too

[voltaspistol]

It's an open notes test and some dense motherfuckers still can't figure out the answers.

[reversestorks]

something beautiful about FHSY is that it’s genuinely terrifying. what do you mean Aelwyn is tortured for almost an entire year and not allowed to trance. what do you mean the only comfort Adaine could truly give Aelwyn was her mind before the torment. what do you MEAN Adaine will live her whole life knowing how much changed for Aelwyn but Aelwyn will never truly remember how her mind was irreparably broken. what do you mean—

[maybealittlesnuggling]

Can I just say? The scene in FHJY where they find the bodies of Yolanda Badgood and Lucy Frostblade and Kristen asks Cassandra to keep their souls safe while they continue working to solve the mystery, and it works? That did something to my brain chemistry.

Being so unsure if you can help but reaching out for that power anyways because you just Have to try, and watching it work out, praying to the doubt and uncertainty because it’s truly always there, and watching it melt into peace for the two people you wanted to help. I know it’s a fictional deity created for a DND campaign about teenagers but damn I would join the church of Cassandra if I could.

AND THEN WHEN THEYRE REVIVED AT THE END OF THE SEASON and thank Kristen for keeping them safe in *her* afterlife, and talk about how safe and peaceful it is? I Cried, it was so heartwarming

[melorasmushrooms]

Brennan Lee “you got on ONE paternity leave” Mulligan

Welcome back, Um, Actually

[kickable]

wow

[misericordiia]

no matter how hard i try i will always be that little girl wondering why everyone is better friends with eachother than her and begging to be loved