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I plan on watching a movie at some point in the future

#my entire life right now……. i’m on week 3 of at least 4 gym session a week starting from nothing #plus my job is insane right now #and i have plans to attend/celebrate so i still have friends in general #and there’s also truly disgusting humid af heatwave going on rn and being scotland none of the buildings are air conditioned #we built them to retain heat and good luck watching a breeze out here #so i’m feeling a bit miserable and sorry for myself short term #so many good horrors are out in the cinemas as well and i can’t even see them! what a betrayal #main hobby betrayal arc B plot in the 2026 season #at least we’re getting healthy and getting paid right? that’s worth it isn’t it?? huerghhhh #sorry for grumping on main #i say that as if i have a side. it’s just here #and i’ll hopefully post more soon #when i can actually watch movies again woooo

homunculus-argument

I hate how the advice for avoiding burnout is all "if you feel like everything is a chore you're making yourself do, you should rest and do things you want to do voluntarily :)" like the fuck you mean want to do. I don't want to cook a nice homemade meal, go outside to spend time in nature, make cutesy fun little crafts, read books, or do any of that shit. Those are also chores I make myself do. Self care is a chore. Either I am up and making myself do shit that I don't want to do because people are making me and I am supposed to, or it's phone in bed. There is no secret third thing.

#this is literally it and ironically it makes me feel a lot better about not feeling better sometimes #because i'll feel better (or less worse) by holding myself to my words plans and responsibilities #it's the adult chores and self maintenance or it's doing nothing and speaking to no one and staying inside and i WILL end up miserable #my first full week off at this new job maybe last year? was spent mostly in bed looking at screens because i thought it was what i wanted #spoiler: i didn't really. and then i kicked myself when i was back at work again #but exercising and socialising and eating healthy meals and flossing and updating my calendar and agreeing to work nights out and drawing..#even if i don't want to do them and i half arse them? i still feel better for doing them and showing up for me #i can't withdraw and indulge myself like that and it's okay #avoiding burnout is doing the bare minimum self maintenance and learning when to say no (overextending and taking too much on #due to fear of letting others down) not 100% fear driven effort or literally nothing at all #for me anyway #and i'm still not very good at keeping all the plates spinning yet. but i'm still kickin!

loveridden1999

#and what am i doing with it? buying bags of crisps when i know damn well i’m at the gym four days this week #i hate it here

magnusedom

Rooney Mara as Lisbeth Salander THE GIRL WITH THE DRAGON TATTOO (2011) dir. David Fincher

#my love #tgwtdt #the scene at the very end is so good like yes bestie pop on a wig and fuck with that man’s money #stay winning

channelslam

for the humble control freak, being a sports fan is actually exposure therapy

#……..#about me #and my brain being haunted or whatever

thecollectibles

Bus Stop by JC Jongwon Park

#still kicking myself for not buying the evil within artbook when it was still sold in stores. now they’re selling for 200 quid online #it has been twelve years and the regret only worsens with time #oops #artwork #i love the colours and composition here so so much

estebanbicon

and the fake gp of monaco is next

#and then it’s the summer break……….. i must scream #f1 tag #horrible

transgp

losing it

#i’ve had to go sit in the room for a minute because i’m a ridiculous human being now #who has experienced more mood fluctuations since 9pm than i have over the last fortnight combined #totally healthy probably #f1 tag #don’t look at me i’m being ridiculous

multiseb21

little italian boy what funny crimes do you have for me today

#i am losing my MIND #i am losing it #f1 tag

tearlessrain

what companies who sell you anti aging stuff don't want you to know is that if you're chill about aging, your perception of attractiveness changes as you get older. there is no "wall" where you suddenly become ugly and unfuckable because in my experience what actually happens is you get into your thirties and suddenly realize that people in their thirties are hot as fuck and the "flaws" that the beauty industry wants you to panic about are a feature not a bug, and based on the std statistics in nursing homes I don't really expect that trajectory to change.