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english is not my first language
tw for bad mental health and for the occasional blood, gore and religious imagery
fandoms βΛβΉ
Supernatural, Hannibal NBC, Interview with the Vampire, The Magnus Archives, The Locked Tomb, The Mechanisms, ASoIaF, Bungou Stray Dogs, What We Do in the Shadows, and a lot more (´q⒠ᡠβ’q`) β‘
books βΛβΉ
Crime and Punishment - Fyodor Dostoevsky
Autobiography of Red - Anne Carson
The Poppy War - R. F. Kuang
The Secret History - Donna Tartt
The Picture of Dorian Gray - Oscar Wilde
Six of Crows - Leigh Bardugo
Iron Widow - Xiran Jay Zhao
music βΛβΉ
my fav artists/bands are The Mechanisms, Starset, Hozier, Ethel Cain, Hole, Scars On Broadway, The Amazing Devil, Tracy Chapman, The Last Dinner Party, Fleetwood Mac, Depeche Mode and CsalogΓ‘ny
sideblogs βΛβΉ
@brokengremlin-aes for my moodboards and other aesthetic posts
@yellingcritter for reblogging political stuff and other related long posts
jmart meets before the institute au. meet cute? childhood friends? NO!!! uni era where jon keeps on running into martin Fucking Everywhere because martin is busy working in as many odd jobs as possible. jon is haunted but not by any ghost or anything its just martin fucking blackwood with his infinite jobs. everywhere the light touches is where martin blackwood is working some shitty minimum wage job
so. i do this thing where i wake up still half-asleep, write a note in my phone, and then fall back asleep and forget about it completely until i find the note later.
and i need to show you all some of these because ?????
i miss s5 cas he was so bitchy and intense and badass and autistic. he never blinked and he talked to dean from 3 inches away and he was rebelling against heaven and he branded enochian on his friends ribs and he found a liquor store and he drank it and he absolutely wrecked shop in knife fights and he carved banishing sigils into his own ribs and he called raphael his bitch and he ate a million cheeseburgers and he never understood references and i love him so so so much <3
it's such bs that the whole guilt-ridden stoic self-sacrificing martyr thing doesn't work outside of fiction. repressing all your emotions and neglecting your physical wellbeing should make you god's most tragically beautiful morally unassailable little soldier of righteousness but all it does is give you bad skin and gastrointestinal problems
If you regret a permanent body alteration you got and your immediate thought is "raise the legal age for everybody who can do this" instead of "Maybe I, specifically, was a dipshit" you need to get Gotten by a mountain lion
Normal ship: I am an unlovable monster and you are the only one who sees past that to the tenderness I hide.
The Devilβs Minion: You might look like a beautiful innocent boy but I see past that to the freaky giant man eating insect you hide and I deeply and sincerely understand praying mantises. Please bite my head off.
Really enjoying the idea that Grace's angry outburst in Denmark became a meme. The Angry Scientist. It shows up in discussions of egregiously bad sci-fi movies and arguments with antivaxxers and astrophage deniers, in forms ranging from pristine screencap to super-crunchy jpeg. There's an animated parody in the style of Ace Attorney. His students use it without realizing it's him.
In his first week on the Gansu six different people asked him about it and four asked Stratt why she hired Angry Scientist Meme guy.