angelica

archives of my mind 19

[zomb4i3]

#bringbackdryhumping

#bringbackagegaps

#bringbackslapping

#bringbackfingersinmouth

#bringbackmouthcovering

#bringbackteasing

[pinklavenderdoll]

[vesperslibrary]

Being the eldest daughter is like I never asked to be the second mom. Why can't you try to understand me as much as I understand you? I am not screaming; I just want to be heard and seen. Don't you notice the weight of your traumas that you've made me carry since I was 7? Why do you portray me as the villain for standing up for myself? I can never let myself exist freely because I have been so used to always being the responsible one and taking care of everyone. I am not short-tempered; I am just tired of trying to make people understand my point of view. I didn't ask to be the scapegoat; I didn't ask to become an example for others. Where is the childhood I was deprived of because I was the eldest daughter? You stripped me of my innocent joys because looking after my siblings was always supposed to be my first priority. You ripped me off a life I could have lived. I gave you my love, my flesh, my bones, and yet you taunted me for crying out for a life where I would be thankful to never have been born.

-vesper

[mechanicaldisk]

can somebody tell me if its okay not to tell things about my personal life to my mom because i still resent how she treated me when i was young and because she makes it too obvious that her favorite is my youngest sister?

[mechanicaldisk]

i just took three sleeping pills after another monologue from my mom and i remembered i need to stay up all night

[unicornwh0r3]

please and thank you everybody :3

[mechanicaldisk]

i need an empty stomach and an older man right now

[mechanicaldisk]

mom just had to throw monologue about everything she has “done” for me out of the blue at lunch so i went to throw up in the bathroom

[tinylilcorpsee-deactivated20260]

[lovergirl-3-3-3]

Me but with moms

[mechanicaldisk]

literally today felt like this

[noikaix]

[peachpaloma]

fka twigs

[fkartwigs]

fkatwigs: hard times call for love crimes you might be the one but now i’m done you don’t understand. (Sept 5, 2025)

[dreamscaper]

[jenislurking]

me maladaptive daydreaming about the most recent ff i've read (i need psychological attention not an iphone)

[blushvelvetdeer]

I need to wife him up (special agent dale cooper)

[brainrotss]

need dale cooper as my sweet loving boyfriend who calls me sweetheart and honey and always makes sures i get at least one bite from his slice of pie, and who also uses me whenever he needs to release tension when hes stuck on a case, need him to get mean and shove my face into a pillow while he pounds into me from behind because he cant have me being loud since it would be a very disrepectful thing to do as a guest of the great northern hotel. :((