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(Radiating evil) what’s wrong with joy, hope and whimsy?

do y’all understand just how insane this is???? 🤯

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#curry barker the man that you are #kill bear bailey

the life-changing art of FUCKING SHUTTING UP IN MEETINGS UNLESS YOU HAVE SOMETHING GENUINELY IMPORTANT, RELEVANT, AND TIMELY TO SAY

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acefuruya

the longer I sit with obsession the more empathy I start to feel for entity!nikki. this creature that was created solely to love one person with this all-encompassing intensity that needed to be stronger than anything anyone felt in the entire world. entity!nikki whose entire world was just one single focal point; she'd do anything for bear to love her. she didn't know anything when she came into existence, but she was willing to do anything to get this man to fall for her.

it must have been equally terrifying for her as it was for the real nikki to have someone else fight for control over what she perceived as her body. the scene where she's sobbing in the corner, terrified of her dreams is now more sad than terrifying to me. real nikki, who has just been raped by her once best friend hurting so badly that it seeps into entity!nikki's nightmares. entity!nikki who doesn't understand why the thing she wanted so badly is causing her so much pain. why she can't bring herself to lie in bed next to the man who is the center of her world.

and the worst part is bear doesn't even seem to like her. she's trying so so hard; she made a lovely memorial for his dead cat, she waited for him to come home all day without moving an inch, she made sure to be the most doting girlfriend at the party, and he's not pleased by any of it. he seems disturbed and angry and scared and she has no idea what to do to make it better. to make it worse, he keeps asking her to behave like the original nikki but he was the one who wished for her!! she can't be like nikki because nikki was simply not capable of loving bear even a fraction of how much she does!

she can't seem to reconcile it; he wanted her so badly he conjured her into reality and now he doesn't want her anymore. she doesn't know what to do. she tries everything. she obsesses over him, she threatens to hurt herself, she gets rid of that bitch sarah who keeps distracting him and trying to steal him away, and then dresses in her clothes for good measure and he still doesn't want her.

and then finally in a fit of desperation, she makes the wish and for one beautiful moment its all perfect. he's finally looking at her the way she looks at him. and then he's dead and she's lost everything.

her entire existence, from the moment of her conception to her death was painful, and confusing, and so very sad.

#kill bear bailey

smashcut

melodramatic-wallflower

I am unfortunately the biggest Dr. Pepper pervert I know

natalieplease

let's go

devilsskettle

the haunting of hill house tv series: love is stronger than trauma! family is the most important thing, and together, we can overcome the literal and metaphorical ghosts of our past!

the haunting of hill house book:

#Shirley Jackson was the realest motherfucker alive

hangsawoman

NO LIVE ORGANISM CAN CONTINUE FOR LONG TO EXIST SANELY UNDER CONDITIONS OF ABSOLUTE REALITY EVEN LARKS AND KATYDIDS ARE SUPPOSED BY SOME TO DREAM

tendebill

[part 1] rocky learns about the Denmark incident :]

atomikats

curiouser and curiouser

nebulations

[ID: A Project Hail Mary comic titled "After the Explosion". Grace and Stratt stand together, and Stratt lights a cigarette and says, "Dr. Grace, please ensure I am not bothered." Grace: "Yeah OK--" Stratt: "I am allotting myself 3 minutes to mourn." Grace asks with surprised suspicion, "Wait. 3 minutes?" Stratt: "Yes."

Grace: "Last time we lost someone you only asked for 1." Stratt: "Yes. I allow myself 1 minute per significant loss." Grace: "Oh okay." He frowns, then starts counting off on his fingers: "DuBois... Shapiro..." He turns to Stratt, who's turning away, and asks, "Wait a second, who's the third?" Stratt walks away, and Grace repeats concernedly, "Stratt? Who's the third??" Stratt thinks to herself while smoking, "Can't believe I gotta kill this guy." End ID]

i want to eat delice de bourgogne wrapped in prosciutto more than i want my next breath. but i will resist my base urges. someone needs to whack me with a rolled up newspaper

#it's not “i can't have it” in a restrictive way #rather in a “i already ordered wings for takeout and the wings won't be good tomorrow so the cheese meat ravioli can wait” way #also i do think i would turn into the tasmanian devil #but i have no empirical evidence backing up this suspicion

i'm screaming and blood is spouting from my eyes like fire hydrants

bring a bucket and a mop for this WAV (wet-ass vampire)

gave big!elissabat a good hair wash, finished off with super hot tap water so hopefully i don't have to whip out the electric kettle

#frightfully tall #elissabat #Frightfully Tall Elissabat #monster high #doll collector

spam-monster

Iron Lung and Project Hail Mary as "men who persevere against impossible odds and find courage in the depths of despair"

Versus Obsession and Backrooms "men will willingly stay in a literal horror movie situation over confronting their mistakes and taking responsibility for their actions"

#kill bear bailey