devourer of words

🦷🫀 call me Ashtray. or don't. i don't care. I'll answer to just about anything. ⛓️🐀

[mental-mouthful]

⬇️🔞\\all pronouns/20s/gender is a fuck// 🔞⬇️

THIS BLOG IS 18+!! PLEASE KEEP IT THAT WAY!!

I mostly go by Ashtray, Ratt, or Reily. But i have lots of names.

i use all pronouns to the tune of the bit (yes even those ones) and i don't care which name you use for me (yes even that one). all are equally invalid. therefore equally valid.

i make art (sometimes. occasionally. ok maybe like biannually) over here: @ratt-thing

i write fanfiction over there: ao3

i make playlists over yonder: spotify

if you want to reach out to me feel free to dm. i don't bite. usually.

PERSONAL TAGS:

ashtray speaks | ashtray struggles | ashtray writes | ashtray draws | ratt art

HEADER CREDIT : here

[mychemicalraymance]

the queen of clubs (she administers pummelling blows all over your body)

[lordzenos]

[ben wyatt voice] it’s about the hands

[threedollarsdotcom]

dont talk to me or my clone or my shadow self or my reflection or my me ever again

[decompose1]

I'm sorry but you need to hear that the ability to mask is a privilege. Autistics who can't mask are in the most danger. Yes masking sucks and it's awful and exhausting but at least you CAN do it. What do you think happens when someone can't?

[decompose1]

here's the best way of answering any question you may have about this:

Why do you feel the need to mask?

What would happen to you if you couldn't do it?

[eclecticopposition]

what is THE worst thing you've ever drank. all liquids acceptable. please tell me what it was, bonus points for why

[vichugos]

FINISHED Ishtar 🙏 beautiful bird lady

[woodwool]

worst part of being an adult is how often youre forced to nag. you Have to be annoying or youre never getting anything done. which is unfortunate considering how common it is to teach kids to never nag and be annoying ever

[woodwool]

a professional i am paying money doesnt show up w zero communication and IM the one who has to feel guilty for having to call him and ask whats going on. because when i was a little kid i would get yelled at for nagging. joke world

[handweavers]

first assigned reading in my textile history class is about orientalism and the political appropriation of the paisley print and kashmir shawl by the british written by a south asian researcher

[handweavers]

"in this essay i would like to offer a way of reading pattern and textile history as political and ideological" sickos yes ha ha ha yes . jpeg

[handweavers]

dropbox link to the PDF of the reading i just uploaded bc it's institution paywalled otherwise <3 let me know if you have any issues downloading it

[judasisgayriot]

DJ dubcon hopes everyone in the club is having a good time tonight but he’s not going to check

[gardening--tools]

oh! the Black lead is annoying and insufferable and u want him to die? but you like the other two (white) leads just fine? oh the Black woman who's made morally questionable or evil decisions is irredeemable and no matter what new information you learn there's just "something off about her"? but the white woman who's made morally questionable or evil decisions is understandable or even just yass evil girl boss moment slay? three page essay due on my desk monday explaining why. with citations. the rest of the class and i are dying to hear your analysis.

[gardening--tools]

‼️ THIS POST IS NOT ABOUT SHIPPING DISCOURSE ‼️ THIS POST IS ABOUT ANTIBLACKNESS IN FANDOM AND PEOPLES' UNEXAMINED BIASES AGAINST BLACK CHARACTERS ‼️

[sourcarmellia]

i can't be the only person who hates being called neurospicy. it's such a weird term. i'm neurodivergent. i'm disabled. call me that.

[violetboy]

HEART STOPPING MOMENT (ha) CAPTURED IN THE WIKIPEDIA EDITING RACE AT 3:27 AM

[mi-ciudad]

lets call in sick tomorrow and go to the natural history museum

[ranticore]

i made some bluesky posts about it but idk it bears repeating i find it really disheartening that nature/ecology/sustainability/specific animals is now just another theme for online artist to make landfill waste merch out of. because everything is a fandom and fandom is identity and stickers/badges/merch signify this identity (of loving nature). the green and brown crunchy stickers with native wildlife on them have the exact same environmental impact as any other

[longseasons]

let's all get into happy healthy long-lasting relationships with people that we are comfortable to be ourselves with

[honeyluvsw]

coastal vintage pngs ! free to use! credit not needed but appreciated :)