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working while hypomanic is like being on performance enhancing drugs

working while depressed is like being beaten over the head with a bat and told you gotta meet quota

mentally-illinois

i fear this week will break me

#oh my god #bipolar 2 #mental illness #bipolar disorder #actually bipolar #bipolar depression

working while hypomanic is like being on performance enhancing drugs

working while depressed is like being beaten over the head with a bat and told you gotta meet quota

#oh god #dont fix what isn’t broken kids #never touching my meds again #ocd #mental illness #obsessive compulsive disorder #mood disorder #bipolar disorder

annabelllewallis

i don’t hate series finales because it’s the ending of a show.. i hate them because somehow writers find a way to fuck up the whole show in just one episode

scarletjohansson

HAPPY PRIDE! 🌈 WHAT WE DO IN THE SHADOWS | S4E05

AM I WHY I’M NEVER HAVING ANY FUN??? AM I WHY I DON’T GET THE THINGS I WANT??? I TRY BUT I ALWAYS END UP WHERE I WAS!!!!

#annabelle dinda #ocd #mental illness #obsessive compulsive disorder #mood disorder #cyclothymia #bipolar disorder #god

wizardarchetypes

funniest convo ever with a guy who said 2 me "nobody uses journalism degrees" and i said "my mom has a bachelors in journalism" and he smiled like knowingly and said "yeah, but what does she do?" and i said "she runs a newspaper and publishes romance novels on the side." and he literally said "oh" and nothing else. like he ended the whole conversation there.

wizardarchetypes

i've just been informed he has a trombone degree. like the study of playing trombone. which is all well and good, i genuinely think we should all have the opportunity to chase our academic bliss but i do think the trombone studies guy should hesitate to judge the economic value of other people's degrees no

the-artist-lio

girl I joined the phm fandom why is fucking markiplier here

being bipolar is genuinely one of the most confusing things i’ve ever experienced.

#is this med working? is it making me worse?#who the fuck knows!#not me!#bipolar disorder #mental illness #mood disorder #cyclothymia

mentally-illinois

EVERY FUCKING TIME I THINK IM GETTING BETTER IT DOESNT FUCKING LAST IT NEVER LASTS IT WONT EVER LAST IT HAS NEVER LASTED IT NEVER-

mentally-illinois

again

mentally-illinois

i’m noticing a pattern

mentally-illinois

FUCKFUCKFUCKFUCKFUCKFUCKFUCKFU-

mentally-illinois

i feel fucking crazy

mentally-illinois

fog cleared. i was the asshole in this scenario. fuck.

#god #r

i feel fucking crazy

#like. am i the problem here?#i can’t fucking tell #ocd #mental illness #obsessive compulsive disorder #mood disorder #bipolar disorder

when you start the interview process hypomanic and how have to finish it depressed 🤣

#killing myself #not really but yk #mental illness #ocd #obsessive compulsive disorder #mood disorder #bipolar disorder

damn so i really can’t take a vacation without either crippling a depression and ocd flare OR hypomania huh

#mood disorder #idk how else to tag this #i have had criteria-meeting hypomanic episodes #according to my psychiatrist #but i’ve never had a major depressive episode that lasted two full weeks #so like i’m NOT bipolar but i sure am close #will i be someday??? VERY LIKELY #oh man my skin is gonna vibrate off my body #bipolar 2 #bipolar disorder #cyclothymia

mentally-illinois

*chanting*

I WILL NOT MAKE MAJOR LIFE DECISIONS WHILE ACTIVELY IN CRISIS

mentally-illinois

the bimonthly reminder

we’re back bitches

oh boy

hi again

oh my fucking god

AND AGAIN

again but it’s not ocd or depression but a secret third thing (i have no idea what)

mentally-illinois

oh my fucking god

mentally-illinois

*chanting*

I WILL NOT MAKE MAJOR LIFE DECISIONS WHILE ACTIVELY IN CRISIS

mentally-illinois

the bimonthly reminder

we’re back bitches

oh boy

hi again

oh my fucking god

AND AGAIN

again but it’s not ocd or depression but a secret third thing (i have no idea what)

mentally-illinois

EVERY FUCKING TIME I THINK IM GETTING BETTER IT DOESNT FUCKING LAST IT NEVER LASTS IT WONT EVER LAST IT HAS NEVER LASTED IT NEVER-

mentally-illinois

again

mentally-illinois

i’m noticing a pattern

#that’s why they call it CYCLOthymia amirite

i want to ruin my life i want to quit my job and spend all my money and max out my credit cards and cut myself and avoid my fiancee and sleep all day and trash my apartment and get rid of everything i own and give up on my future and ghost my friends and move back home and stay in my room all the time like i did when i was a teenager and-

#mental illness #ocd #obsessive compulsive disorder #mood disorder #cyclothymia

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