vent blog

this is where i complain about my dysautonomia/IST/POTS, migraines, OCD, emetophobia, social anxiety, bipolar disorder, ADHD, dyslexia/dysgraphia, and whatever else plagues me

[mentally-illinois]

new diagnosis just dropped

✨adjustment disorder✨

(i moved 15 minutes away and have since been too nauseous to eat ❤️)

[mentally-illinois]

someone save me from the lamictal brain fog

[mentally-illinois]

please

[mentally-illinois]

someone save me from the lamictal brain fog

[mentally-illinois]

will i ever be euthymic for more than 3 days at a time again???? time will tell

[mentally-illinois]

working while hypomanic is like being on performance enhancing drugs

working while depressed is like being beaten over the head with a bat and told you gotta meet quota

[mentally-illinois]

i fear this week will break me

[mentally-illinois]

working while hypomanic is like being on performance enhancing drugs

working while depressed is like being beaten over the head with a bat and told you gotta meet quota

[annabelllewallis]

i don’t hate series finales because it’s the ending of a show.. i hate them because somehow writers find a way to fuck up the whole show in just one episode

[scarletjohansson]

HAPPY PRIDE! 🌈 WHAT WE DO IN THE SHADOWS | S4E05

[mentally-illinois]

AM I WHY I’M NEVER HAVING ANY FUN??? AM I WHY I DON’T GET THE THINGS I WANT??? I TRY BUT I ALWAYS END UP WHERE I WAS!!!!

[wizardarchetypes]

funniest convo ever with a guy who said 2 me "nobody uses journalism degrees" and i said "my mom has a bachelors in journalism" and he smiled like knowingly and said "yeah, but what does she do?" and i said "she runs a newspaper and publishes romance novels on the side." and he literally said "oh" and nothing else. like he ended the whole conversation there.

[wizardarchetypes]

i've just been informed he has a trombone degree. like the study of playing trombone. which is all well and good, i genuinely think we should all have the opportunity to chase our academic bliss but i do think the trombone studies guy should hesitate to judge the economic value of other people's degrees no

[the-artist-lio]

girl I joined the phm fandom why is fucking markiplier here

[mentally-illinois]

being bipolar is genuinely one of the most confusing things i’ve ever experienced.

[mentally-illinois]

EVERY FUCKING TIME I THINK IM GETTING BETTER IT DOESNT FUCKING LAST IT NEVER LASTS IT WONT EVER LAST IT HAS NEVER LASTED IT NEVER-

[mentally-illinois]

again

[mentally-illinois]

i’m noticing a pattern

[mentally-illinois]

FUCKFUCKFUCKFUCKFUCKFUCKFUCKFU-

[mentally-illinois]

i feel fucking crazy

[mentally-illinois]

fog cleared. i was the asshole in this scenario. fuck.

[mentally-illinois]

i feel fucking crazy

[mentally-illinois]

when you start the interview process hypomanic and how have to finish it depressed 🤣

[mentally-illinois]

damn so i really can’t take a vacation without either crippling a depression and ocd flare OR hypomania huh