Soft laughter fills the living room as candle lights illuminate the silhouettes of the couple dancing. A soft song plays while Seonghwa spins you around then brings you back into his arms, swaying you both in circles. Your head is tipped back, and you’re smiling at him while he’s beaming at you back. It had been a long day for both of you, but right here in this moment, everything felt like it would be okay, and it was. It was going to be okay. Soft whispers of ‘I love you’ spoken into the air while you guys dance and seonghwa twirls you. Seonghwa stops your guys’ swaying and cups your cheeks, pulling your face towards his, lips only a breathe apart, then finally, allowing them to meet in a soft kiss. “You’re my moon.” He whispers against your lips. “And you, my dear, are my precious star.”
A/N: This is unedited. I wanted to elaborate on the little headcanons I wrote the other day so hopefully I’ll be able to do that with all the members! I also wrote this with the song Diamonds by Rhianna in mind because it reminds me of hwa. I hope you enjoyed!
I’m having hwa brain rot and what’s causing it is the idea of hwa picking up on the songs you play on repeat and making a little playlist for you and playing it while doing things like cook, clean, build legos together, cuddle, etc 😞😞😞
man ☹️
he would. he absolutely would.
he would also listen to it when he would be away from you due to work just to have a reminder of you ☹️
Warnings: Nothing just tooth rotting fluff for Hwa’s birthday.
Summary: It’s Seonghwa’s birthday and he needs love.
A/N: Yes I did end up using the lyrics and the title of BTS a song, bite me, this song reminds me of Hwa so I used it. Also Happy Park Seonghwa Day! That man is a babie and my bias and I’m so incredibly soft for him at times it’s not even fair. I hope he enjoys it and celebrates it with so much love and happiness! And, don’t forget to vote and stream Ateez’s kingdom stage, we got this!
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You wake up to a pair of arms tightening around your waist and the head of your boyfriend burying itself into the nape of your neck.
You reach for your phone and check the time and then you turn around in his arms and face him. You admire his face and then trail a path of kisses down his forehead, onto his close eyelids and cheeks, then the tip of his nose.
Smiling at him you say, ”Hwa, wake up.” and ran your fingers through his messy bed hair, his eyes still shut, but a content expression on his face.
“I’ll be convinced if I get a kiss.” he mumbles, eyes still shut but his smirk growing wider.
“I did give you kisses, lots of them too.” you say in a teasing manner, knowing very well what he wants and he pouts.
Giving in, you plant a kiss on his lips and he finally opens his eyes, pupils dilated and dazzling paired with such an endearing smile on his face, and this warms your heart.
“Happy birthday, pretty boy.” you say to Seonghwa, him hugging and pulling you into his chest as he squeezes you even tighter.
“Thank you, love.” he breathes.
You two lay tangled together, in each others embrace, whispering sweet nothings to each other, till Seonghwa’s stomach growls. You two get up, you offered to make breakfast, but Hwa being the caring boyfriend he is, said he’ll do it and when you got pouty, suggested you both cook together. And that’s exactly what happened, making breakfast, eating, and then you handed him a gift and a card, standing beside him patiently when he accepts both.
Seonghwa picked up the card and started reading.
Seonghwa,
I know it would be better to just say this to your face, but I chickened out last minute so here we are. It’s a lot more complicated getting out than I thought, so I will try my best to express to you how I feel. In the year we’ve been together, I have been so happy and felt so loved. I didn’t even have a name until the moment I met you. You gave me love and now became my reason. You are my Earth, to you I am just a moon. Your little star that brightens your heart. I will orbit you. I will stay by your side and I will become your light. Rather than saying anything. Rather than thanking you, I will stay by your side in the pitch-dark night and I will protect that place next to you more brightly. Everything I do is all for you my sweet Mars. I love you. Happy birthday.
Love,
Y/N
After reading the letter, Seonghwa wiped at his eyes, set the present and card on the table, and looked at you. You were also teary eyed. He bear hugged you, saying “I love you too, more than you could ever know.” He kissed your forehead when you looked up. He rubbed your noses together and then kissed you. He then proceeded to pick you up and carried you to your shared room where he laid you both down to and wrapped you in his arms, cuddling you and making sure there was no space between you both.
“Hwa, what about the present?” you asked meeting his eyes. The eyes you had fallen in love with ever since you two met. The eyes that always sparkled when he was happy, or excited, with you, or his friends and family. The eyes that were full of concentration when building legos. The eyes that showed so much worry when you got sick or one of the members got hurt. The ones that you now consider a safe space, who belonged to a man you called home and your lover, and in that moment you made a promise to yourself to never let that sparkle ever leave his eyes.
“This is the only present I want. You’re all I need.” He said and buried his head in your neck, and that’s where you both stayed, till it was time to meet up with the 7 other crazy boys and celebrate Seonghwa’s birthday with them.
Warnings: slight bit of angst. Pouty Seonghwa really.
Summary: You moved to Korea for college and met your boyfriend, Seonghwa, and his 7 crazy group members, but at the end of the year you have decided to leave and go back to your home country till the next year starts and you can see Seonghwa and your friends again.
A pout formed on his lips at the mention of packing things up. Granted you lived in a small one bedroom apartment rented from the college you went to, and you’d still be able to live in it when the new year started, but you wanted to pack things up and make sure when you came back you could start fresh and decorate your home different for a new atmosphere.
Seonghwa stood in the door frame of the bedroom you two had shared when he didn’t have a busy schedule and could come over, and when you didn’t have much homework from classes. The pout that had stayed on his face for what had seemed like weeks, was especially prominent today. He knew it was your last day in Korea till August and it pained him to let you go. Many hours away and many hours behind would kill him. He needed you to be with him physically, but he understood you miss your family and that you would be gone for only two months.
He sighed and you look over at him with a slight smile.
“My love, I won’t be gone long and we will text and call any chance we get.” You said, walking over to him and pacing your arms around his small waist, pressing your cheek to his chest, hearing his heartbeat speed up with the small act of love he received.
He looked at you and wrapped his arms around your smaller frame and nodded, replying with an almost inaudible “I know.” and then burying his nose in your hair, smelling the scent of strawberry and mint your shampoo and conditioner held. You two stood there for a while before you looked up at him and placed a chaste kiss on his lips, making him smile and a red hue appear on his cheeks.
“Come on lazy bones, we gotta finish packing. Mingi texted me and told me the rest of them would be over soon to help and are bringing food with them.” You said unwrapping yourself from Seonghwas touch and walking over to a half full box of miscellaneous items and moving it from your bed to the floor. Seonghwa walked over to you and helped you move things around and put things in boxes, when suddenly the bell rang.
“I’ll get it.” You said, standing up from your place on the floor, where you were sorting trash and important things into piles. You brushed off your hands, leaving Seonghwa in your almost empty room and getting the door.
You opened the door to 7 hyperactive boys who carried food and drinks, and were shouting your name, pushing past you to come in and hug you with all their strength.
“We come baring food and help.” Hongjoong explained, cringing when he heard one of the boys fall and something glass break.
San and Wooyoung walked in guiltily holding pieces of a broken vase.
“Dumbass here pushed me and I accidentally knocked your vase over.” Wooyoung explained, side-eyeing San, who had a given him the ‘I can’t believe you snitched on me look’.
You sighed and at the same time Seonghwa walked into the living room where you, San, Wooyoung, and Hongjoong were standing and his eyes widened.
“Is that what broke?” He asked.
“Yeah but that’s okay I planned on throwing it out anyways, I don’t use it and it’s just taking up space.” You replied, while taking the broken glass to the kitchen and throwing it away in a random trash bag.
“Hey I got the rest of the room packed, but I found some more papers and set them on the floor in the pile you were going through.” Seonghwa said when he saw you walk back into the living room.
“Okay thank you Hwa.” You offer him a small smile which he returned.
“Why so glum Seonghwa?” Wooyoung asked after seeing the small pout that had been on his face all day.
“Gee I dunno, may it’s the fact that his girlfriend is leaving for two months, genius.” San said in a duh tone, which earned him a slap on the back of the head from Wooyoung.
Yunho, Yeosang, Jongho, and Mingi all came into the living room from the kitchen, Mingi and Yeosang with chicken in their hands.
“Okay so where shall we start?” Yunho asked.
Seonghwa shrugged and looked around spotting unpacked belongings and boxes in a corner of the room.
“There?” He said, asking you more than directing the others.
“There,” You confirmed “but don’t break anything else boys. I’m keeping an eye on you.”
“Aye aye captain.” San and Wooyoung replied.
You and Seonghwa headed back to your room and you sat back down on the ground while Seonghwa started cleaning up and dusting.
Eventually the whole house was packed and cleaned, aside from a few blankets and pillows that were on your bed and couch, and the 9 of you were situated on your couch or on the floor eating and sharing stories for past time.
“We are gonna miss you.” Mingi had said which caused you to frown and pat his head. You two had to be the closest. You guys just seemed to have clicked when Seonghwa introduced you to the rest of the group. Ever since then you two have been best friends.
“I won’t be gone long. Keep Seonghwa company for me, yeah?” You said.
The boys just nodded in reply and went back to conversing.
Eventually it was time to say goodbye to the 7 boys, and the last people out were a sad Mingi being dragged out by melancholy Yunho.
You shut the door behind the two boys, locking it, and turning around to see a teary eyed Seonghwa, making your gaze soften.
You put a hand on his cheek, feeling him lean into the touch, which was enough to make the tears that had been building up over the past week or two, finally spill over.
You removed your hand and let him wrap his arms around you and bury his head in the crook of your neck, letting out silent sobs. You brought your hands up and ran your fingers through his hair, trying to soothe your crying boyfriend.
“Don’t want you to go.” He choked out. The sound of his trembling voice breaking your heart. You guys hadn’t had to be apart yet. You two met after he got off tour, at the cat café you work at. He had gone there often with the rest of his group members and the rest is history.
“Don’t worry bubs, I won’t gone long. It’s only 8 weeks, then I’ll be able to come back to you and see you again, I pinky promise.” You said holding out your pinky, he lifted his head up, the sight of his puffy eyes making your heart clench, and then hooked his pinky with yours. He then set his head back down onto the crook of your neck and enjoyed the feeling of you running your fingers through his brown hair.
“I’m gonna miss you.” He said, nuzzling your shoulder.
“Im gonna miss you too.” You said tearing up a little. To be honest before you met Seonghwa you were ecstatic about going home, but now? You wanted to be there with him, now more than ever. You’ve seen him cry, but being the part of the reason as to why he’s crying breaks your heart even more.
You two stayed like that till you both decided to get ready for bed, you still having to finish packing a carry on.
As you finished brushing your teeth and getting ready for bed, you exited the bathroom, Seonghwa going in behind you and getting himself ready for bed.
You got done with packing your bag, which consisted of your passport, wallet, portable charger, and a few other items, and set it on the floor by your dresser. Then you got your outfit for the next day ready, and headed over to your bed, plugging in your phone.
You got in bed and waited for Seonghwa to finish brushing his teeth, which happened a few moments later.
He crawled in next to you, and brought you to his chest, hugging you, entangling your limbs, and rubbing your back while you drew shapes on his t-shirt clad chest.
“Y/n could you sing for me?” He asked after a few minutes of silence. Even though he was much more talented than you could ever be in your opinion, he insisted that he was in love with your singing after the first time he heard your voice, while you were doing dishes.
“Mhm.” You hum out your answer and break free from his hold to put on some music, as a guide as to what you were singing.
Laying back down, you had reversed the sleeping position, with Seonghwas head on your chest and arms around your mid-section, while your legs were wrapped around his waist running your fingers through his hair again.
As the pianic intro started you prepared your voice to start singing.
Whether near or far
I am always yours
Any change in time
We are young again
Lay us down
We’re in love
Lay us down
We’re in love
Ahh Ahh
Ahh Ahh
In these coming years
Many things will change
But the way I feel
Will the remain the same
Lay us down
We’re in love
Lay us down
We’re in love
Ahh Ahh
Ahh Ahh
As the song had come to an end, Seonghwa’s breathing had evened out, soft snores leaving his mouth, and your eyes started to droop from exhaustion.
It may be 2 months till you would be able to see Seonghwa again, but no matter the distance your love would be okay.
You stopped your movements in Seonghwa’s hair and kissed his forehead, whispering something and closed your eyes.
Hello! I’m new to the whole writing thing here on Tumblr and I probably won’t post a lot here, but I’m here to write out my small thoughts and daydreams. Yeah that’s it. Have a nice day!💙 (also gif credits to owner)
