messed, I think

I love people but I also fear them.

[feral-on-main]

[borderlyx]

Why is anyone saying life is good?

For me, it feels like a forced existence.

I'm only here because I needed to exist to temporarily fill the void in others.

A person who lives to make others happy… until they don’t need you anymore.

A person that others can abuse, emotionally, materially, taking advantage of your weakness and your kindness.

And when they don't need you anymore, you're just left alone to suffer. You realize you're just a fucking piece of shit, a failure no one thinks about anymore, while you're still thinking about them all the time.

Life fucking sucks. I wish I were brave enough to kms and disappear. I swear.

[stillhereandafraid]

I'm slowly disappearing from their lives,

so they won't find it weird when I'm not around anymore..

[messedhippie]

legit the thought I had before I opened Tumblr again

[professionallyunstable-deactiva]

"it gets better" - but i've been this way since i was a child.

[little-miss-melancholy]

it’s so heartbreaking to realize that i’m not getting better.. it’s just phases of good, then bad, then repeat.. no matter how good i think i’m doing, it always seems to get bad again..

[a-healthy-dose-of-apathy]

might cancel this whole healing thing and start listening to the voices

[emotionaleating]

„but you survived“ but i didn’t want to lol. i wasn’t supposed to. i hate that i did. i’m angry that i did. i want the pain to go away so badly.

[consecuences]

[messedhippie]

i don’t feel like showering, i don’t feel like brushing my teeth, i don’t feel like eating, i don’t even feel like waking up in the morning

[messedhippie]

Out of no where I got these thoughts that say that today is the day when I finally die. Earlier I got these super strong urges to hurt myself. Now I don't know if I should fight the urges or to try to kill myself.

[messedhippie]

I am not lovable. Im all alone. people say that they care but the actions say more. I don’t know what to do. I don’t know where should I ask for help since people close to me arent helping. I want to kms

[messedhippie]

Got a bad feeling that I’m about to break

Been a good streak, but the pressure’s overweight

Is it even good for my head to keep track?

[chronicallyonlinesworld]

[vixensofdeath]

I really need a fucking break, or a gun

[chiyeko-kurea]

My last breath will be a sigh of relief.

[a-hospital--for-souls]

"You'll be fine" - Dude, it's been 10 years...

[messedhippie]

I sh after a long time and I feel like I cant stop.