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If anyone has any unpopular opinions or needs to vent about anything, I GOT YOU, my DMs are always open. Never any judgment.

I know what it’s like when you go down the rabbit hole of the internet, reading opinions and interpretations of others and you just start feeling burnt out on it all.

#taylor swift #unpopular opinion #vent #venting #dm me #rant #midnights album #speak now #my dms are wide open #vent away #rant away

softdaisie

love yourself despite it all. love yourself even when you said the wrong thing. when you messed up in class. when you got a grade you didn’t like. when you haven’t been outside in a week. accept yourself in spite of it all. accept yourself even if you didn’t get into the university you wanted. when you broke up with someone you thought you would stay with forever. when the guilt is eating you alive. when you feel like you can’t take it anymore. you are already whole, you are enough.

honeytuesday

the best part of growing up is that you always will be!! there's always gonna be something more to learn and see and feel and think and that's what u gotta look forward to babey!!! the universe is infinitely expanding and so are u!!!!

cruellesummer

hi, it’s me, i’m the problem

swiftful-thinking13

I can’t wait for “Taylor breaks her own record” season

swiftful-thinking13

idsb

Speak Now was the most magical era THE MOTIFS THE RAIN SHOW THE VLOGS THE UKULELE UNDER THE MAGICAL LITTLE TREE THE COLORS THE CASTLES THE SPARKLES THE DRESSES THE COMING-OF-AGE OF IT ALL DESPITE CLINGING ONTO YOUTH. ALL OF IT ALL OF IT ALL OF IT IT WAS SPECIAL LIKE NOTHING ELSE EVER HAS BEEN OR EVER WILL BE

midsnights

“I struggle a lot with the idea that my life has become unmanageably sized and the idea of not feeling like a real person. This song is a guided tour throughout all the things I tend to hate about myself.” (About Anti-Hero)

ANTI-HERO by Taylor Swift dir. Taylor Swift

loveisbraveandwild

no because i love her

cruellesummer

you were more than just a short time

karmaismyboyfriend-13

Taylor swift really said it's okay if you're still not over a relationship that ended a decade ago because of the way you were groomed, manipulated and treated. You NEVER have to feel pressured to move on from something like this. It's totally fine if you still think and cry about it. You were exploited at such a naive age and you never ever have to be okay with something like that at any age.

midnightrainmayhem

Okay can we please talk about Bigger Than The Whole Sky??

(TW: discussing miscarriage)

When I first listened to this song, I actually wasn’t sure what it was about.

And then the next day (after staying up until 4am cause of the bonus tracks surprise) someone told me about the miscarriage theory.

And I LOST IT. (I was sitting in my driveway about to go to Target for the physical album) And I SOBBED AND SOBBED AND SOBBED.

I had a miscarriage 3 years ago and it was one of the WORST and most physically and emotionally painful things I’ve ever experienced. But even more painful, was that certain members in my fiancé’s family thought I was ‘making it up’ (for attention I guess ???!!!). That I had actually never even been pregnant!!! (Even though I have an ultrasound photo!!) They’ve never felt I was good enough for my fiancé and they would often say cruel things and judge me unfairly.

Not only were we experiencing the worst kind of heartbreak I’ve ever known. But there was also this sense of BETRAYAL. It felt so cold and cruel, like they had crossed a line. Like they had won. There would be no baby now. And all along it’s what they wanted. And my body took MONTHS to recover.

Also, no one really wanted to talk about it. It was such a TABOO subject. Medical professionals assured me it was actually quite common. Family and friends expected me to bounce back and get on with life as normal. I felt like my fiancé and I were the only ones who really cared.

@taylorswift @taylornation if you ever see this…THANK YOU TAYLOR for this song. Whether my interpretation of the song is on point or not. It means EVERYTHING to me. THANK YOU for validating this pain. THANK YOU for making me feel less alone. THANK YOU for giving this a voice. THANK YOU for writing something that so PERFECTLY conveys emotions I couldn’t even find the words for. JUST WOW. THANK YOU WITH MY WHOLE HEART AND SOUL.

earthysuggestion

platonic soulmates are underrated yet so incredibly important

cages-boxes-hunters-foxes

What kind of unimpeachable people are listening to Taylor’s albums that they’re judging her for cheating on a dude who clearly treated her like shit?! Like yes cheating is wrong but if that’s the worst thing you’ve ever done in your life that’s… not that bad, lol

also, the entire point of the album is that regardless of how it’s morally defined, your life is your life. when it’s just you and the clock in the middle of the night, you’re accountable to yourself and no one else. there’s no point in sorting everything that’s ever happened to you in a good or a bad column, or saying that those things make you good or bad. they’re just things and they’re yours and you alone are responsible for figuring out where you put them and what they do to you.

midnightrainmayhem

THIS.