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Finally managed to finish one of my 1000 wips that were rotting in my folder Oh yeah and it also has been like 2 years last time i’ve properly drawn Ashley I’m slow

#I'm not myself anymore (OUT OF CHARACTER)#(mun art)#(muse tag.)#(HOI HOI I AM NOT DEAD)

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a broken past and no hope for the future

burden heavier than his shoulders should bear

scars across his skin in a map of all he’s endured

his heart should be hardened…

so, why, then, does he still c a r e … ?

——- care so deeply his heart a c h e s … ?

#i'm sorry you have to go through this (adrian shephard.)#i never wanted to be in charge! (musings.)

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&& i keep playing the moment over and over, again

was it something that i said? something i did?

my fault…?

p l e a s e ,

tell me what i said. tell me what i did.

tell me what i did… w r o n g ?

#I never wanted to be in charge! (musings.)

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soft asks:

cherry - what is your sexuality?

lollipop - favorite makeup products?

daydreams - if you could be anything or anyone, who would you be?

october - what month were you born in?

caress - do you like to snuggle?

ivory - describe your pajamas?

golden - favorite stationary product?

freckles - most-worn article of clothing?

twilight - best friend?

silk - do you like k-pop?

poppy - favorite pastel color?

dimples - most attractive features of a person’s face?

sunkissed - autumn or spring?

buttery - favorite snack?

whisper - how much sleep do you get?

pencil - do you own a journal?

cupcake - are you a good cook?

honey - favorite term of endearment?

clouds - describe one of your favorite dreams?

velvet - who was your first crush?

paper - favorite children’s book?

peaches - do you have a skincare routine?

mochi - favorite studio ghibli film?

backyard - did you ever have an imaginary friend?

strawberry - favorite fruit?

kiss - have you ever kissed a friend?,

nightlight - do you read before bed?

shampoo - favorite scent?

skin - what distant relative are you closest to?

aphrodite - favorite actress/actor?

cuddles - do you have any pets?

lace - if you own any dresses, which is your favorite?

sheets - sanrio or san-x characters?

cream - frozen yogurt flavor?

watermelon - do films ever make you cry?

sapphos - favorite poet?

plush - how many stuffed animals do you still own?

roses - what flower do you find most beautiful?

sweetheart - favorite mug/cup?

sunset - what are your pronouns?

#station 12 come in! (memes)#*cs 1.6 voice* go go go!

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My muse is thinking of a word! Ask yes or no questions and if you think you know the word- try and guess it!

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#sometimes i dream about cheese (crack)

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My muse is starving! What will you feed them?

Send one in to see how picky my muse is when hungry!

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Reblog if your muse has gone through some sort of traumatic experience!

Have people send asks trying to guess what happened!

" Oh, I have a fucking question alright. Why are you such an annoying little shit? " ( I'M SORRY )

“ … “

“ I’ll get out of your way, then”Lie. A goddamn lie. Perhaps it was for the bestperhaps not. She wasn’t sure.

Would have dependent on if she would keep thatpromise, but to be fair, she knew that it won’t be today.Was the lie self-defense?Emotional hurt?

Everyone knew Sheps’ nature.Everyone knew they shouldn’t risk it.Risk even paying attention to him.Risk their life.Risk her life.

…

Yes,

The lie was for the best.For her own best..

#I hate it being alone anyways (ANSWERED)#((hshshshs i don't even know what the frick i'm typing right here))#((but i needed to do something so this blog doesn't stay dead))#((so here's the thing))#antiherod

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Reblog this if I have permission to come into your askbox IC at any point if my muse has a question for yours.

raspberry and peppermint!

send me a cup of tea

Raspberry: Do you have a work-out routine?

“I don’t really have that much of a routine, since i’m busy working at Black Mesa but i do work out alot. That’s always something i enjoy.”

Peppermint: Sweater weather or beach days?

“I’d prefer sweater weather. I think it’s the best kindof weather to enjoy a nice cup of tea. Not a fan of hot weather, anyway.”

#I hate it being alone anyways (ANSWERED)#(In character)#((if you're wondering why she isn't all paranoid and suspicious like: w-what do you want to do with my information??))#((it's because it's pre-half-life where she actually had a decent life and didn't live in constant fear))

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send me a cup of tea

Cinnamon: What’s your favorite smell?

Vanilla: How long does it usually take you to fall asleep?

Jasmine: Are you currently in a relationship?

Peppermint: Sweater weather or beach days?

Dandelion: Have you ever tried to garden?

Hibiscus: Where would you want to go on your next vacation?

Peach: Can you cook or bake?

Chai: Favorite color combination?

English Breakfast: Have you eaten today?

Earl Grey: Do you like your middle name?

Matcha: Iced tea or hot tea?

Raspberry: Do you have a work-out routine?

Lemongrass: Favorite childhood bedtime story?

Spearmint: What’s an interesting fact about you?

Chamomile: How would you describe your laugh?

#station 12 come in! (memes)

What Character Arc are you Most Likely to go Through

Mental Breakdown

You couldn't move and you couldn't breathe. All you could do was twitch your hands and shake your head as blurry, colorful figures rushed over to you

You didn't see them for a few months. Were those people your friends? Are they still? All you see is white these days. My best guess is that you murdered someone and the stress got to you The best example of this could be Annalise Keating from How to Get Away With Murder

Tagged by: @antiherod Tagging: @echo-charlie-lambda and YOU!! YES YOU!!!

#(OOF)#(WELL I MEAN it's accurate because she murdered her colleagues in the black mesa incident)#(All of the stress paranoia and fear really got into her)#(to the point where everything seemed hostile to her even friendly scientests)#I'm not myself anymore (OUT OF CHARACTER)#Follow Freeman! (TAG MEME)

⊙ [Ace] (Oof, Tumblr doesn't let me ask via the sideblog)

Send me ⊙ and my muse will bold all that applies to yours // @echo-charlie-lambda

(oof Ashley and Ace never had any kind of interaction before but let’s just assume that Squizzo told her about Ace)

I think you are:

#I hate it being alone anyways (ANSWERED)#(IN CHARACTER)#echo-charlie-lambda #(basically: she finds ace very funny from what squizzo told her)

⊙

Send me ⊙ and my muse will bold all that applies to yours // @antiherod

I think you are:

#I hate it being alone anyways (ANSWERED)#(In character)#antiherod #((just in case you're confused: Ashley DOES think he is cruel sometimes but believes in a reason to why he is.))#((it's why she is forgiving and still talking with sheps))

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Send me ⊙ and my muse will bold all that applies to yours

I think you are:

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“I forgive, but I don’t forget.” ( misunderstoodrebel )

random drama sentence starters || @misunderstoodrebel

Was that… a threat? Sure, he had beaten her to near death with a monkey wrench, but who the fuck said that gave her the right to threaten him?! He dug his nails into his gloves, keeping his back turned to her. Because if he turned around, he was definitely going to beat the living shit out of her. She was likely still recovering from last time, so he was trying to avoid that.

( But he knew too damn well that if she pushed him, he wouldn’t be able to hold back. )

“ Oh, FAN-FUCKING-TASTIC! I feel so fucking COMFORTED. ” He began to claw at his arms, growling under his breath with frustration. Why the hell was she even HERE?! Trying to say she forgave him– like hell she did! He didn’t want forgiveness, he wanted to be left the hell alone. She obviously couldn’t grasp that concept.

“ Guess what, though? I don’t forgive OR FORGET. So I SUGGEST you GET THE HELL AWAY FROM ME. ”

#((mmmMMMMM their relationship won't end well ))#antiherod

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