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jisoo during forever young stages for anon ♡

[miyoungfmd]

Bada during Umpah Umpah stages

[miyoungfmd]

fmddevin‌:

“if you look close enough, i think you can see the false confidence radiating off of us.” breaking the silence with a chuckle, he turned the photo over so that she could see the overly happy smile his former self gave the camera. for daein, at least, all the trendy clothes and seemingly cool haircuts from that time was just an excuse to mask his nerves upon arriving in korea. the truth? he was completely confused, nervous, and excited - all at the same time. but it was the friends he’d made like miyoung along the way which had made the transition that tiny bit easier.

“i know right? there’s not much else to look back on from this time.” without a phone until rather far from the start of his trainee days, daein couldn’t rely on technology to keep his memories. instead, it was the thought of them, or small memorabilia from them that had helped to keep the memory alive. but this was the one thing he’d had to capture all those live, in-person memories. rather dramatically the impulse member responds to her slap, flinching under her touch as a gasp of surprise left his lips. “please tell me if i’m lying! they go straight across. it’s like you went to the salon and they-” doing a swooping motion straight across his forehead, the boy mimicked how they might have botched her bangs. “and to think i thought i was a lady’s man? please. if i was a girl, i wouldn’t even want pre-debut me.” 

chuckling, he put the picture between the two as to compare their past to what they looked like now. “but hey - how many people can say that they glowed up as hard as we did?” rather cockily, he turned to miyoung, confident grin on his face as he thought of how they’d gotten better, in both style and looks, over the years. “we put our younger selves to shame, don’t you think?”

 It had been so long since Miyoung had laughed that hard. Bringing back their past with pictures of them during their awkward phase was something the girl needed. His mimicks and words were the cherry on the top to the whole trip to the past, the girl couldn’t deny that he seemed to get the whole thing behind her bangs (if they could even be called that) correctly. “What were we thinking...I mean why you never told me I looked like that?” laugher came after her words, her terrible fashion sense and odd hairstyle making the young woman stare between the old photo and her friend. “And you call yourself my friend...” She pouted playfully at the last sentence before her smile returned.

 “Hey! you had your charm” She chuckled as she spoke before adding “Though it certainly wasn’t they way you dressed.” Truth was she couldn’t complain about his fashion sense when she was dressed in similar styles. “You know what that hairstyle should make a comeback, I’m sure InPulses will love it.” The girl teased while pushing him gently with her shoulder.

 Miyoung chuckled at his words “Good think we did” She smiled brightly before nodding at his words. “Of course, lady’s man...with those looks of yours, you have tons of hearts with your name written on them”

[miyoungfmd]

fmdcharoen‌:

Nervous fingers ran short sprints across the table top, returning to the edge as if asked to restart before skirting over the smooth surface once more. And repeat. Dark eyes were glued to a slight crack in the wood, something that had been attempted to be filled and yet the crevice must have continued to grow, for the sealant had once again split open.

He ran a finger over the groove, brow furrowed.

In a way he felt akin to the crack, the misshapen form that was still expected to perform its task despite having a piece of it damaged, a piece of it missing.

Running a palm over the side of his face, he used it to shield his eyes from the creeping sun, weary gaze falling on the young woman as she spoke with concern.

“Well, yeah, the touring definitely messes with your sleep schedule, but… I dunno.” He ran a hand through black locks, letting it rest on the back of his neck. “Some comments have really been getting to me lately. They keep rolling over and over in my head.”

 Miyoung stared at him, waiting for either his reply or a sign of what was causing him that amount of distress only leaning forward, closer to him when his answer to her question came. Her brown orbs growing softer at his words. That was the dark side of the industy that many didn’t know or chose to ignore when people spoke about all the glamour it involved. That was a common ground for all idols and even if they handled it differently, Miyoung was sure there was a mutual understanding on how it felt like, of what it caused.

 “Oh..”Was all miyoung could say before getting lost in her mind, trying to find what to say to charoen, a word of comfort, of understanding, somthing that could help yet the clever girl wasn’t that good when it came to emotions. so she started on the same way she consoled herself. “Don’t take them to heart.” She spoke, placing gently her hands over the table “Do you want to talk about it?” Miyoung offered, though it might sound lame the girl was willing to listen and offer nice words in exchange. “or have you talked to pd-nim about it?” She asked.

[fmdkyunghwa]

𝐋𝐎𝐂𝐀𝐓𝐈𝐎𝐍: fuse’s beach party v-live || 𝐃𝐀𝐓𝐄: nov 19, 2019 || 𝐖𝐈𝐓𝐇: @miyoungfmd​

kyunghwa is in a cherry mode – from the moment she had left her house, the woman had decided to put in the professional front and character. it helps, makes things easier to deal with, a split more effective. when she’s cherry, she’s not the girl with mommy issues who doesn’t see herself as enough – when she’s cherry she’s the member of an internationally famous girl group who’s praised on the internet for being a triple threat. kyunghwa dislikes v-lives, cherry lives for them and that’s why cherry was the way to go. she arrives on the set and there’s a sparkle in her eye and she looks around the place. there’s nothing much but gold star is so determined to make their summer-y concept work that it’s almost intoxicating. “ miyoung-ah, ” cherry calls out to the younger girl as she arrives, wrapping her arms around her waist. “ are you excited? ”

[miyoungfmd]

A big smile grew on the girl’s face when her name was called and familiar warmth embraced her. “Unnie” She greeted her while hugging her shoulders, pulling her closer to her. At the question, her eyes instantly scanned the surroundings seeing who was listenting to their conversation. “Of course! It’s a night out to have fun with you” She smiled brightly focusing on the part that she thought was alright of the whole concept, the idea of hanging out with the members made her happy and that was what the world needed to know, not about her lack of enthusiasm for a summer concept on plain auttumn “Though isn’t it a bit weird? a beach party at this time of the year?” A sheepish smile was on her face yet it was her way of testing the waters of her thoughts towards it.

[fmdhyoshin-deactivated20200209]

sent ✓ 〔 ⤷ open 〕 i think i saw you outside, i’m sorry i know we aren’t really close  sent ✓ 〔 ⤷ open 〕 i got your number at another party once… sent ✓ 〔 ⤷ open 〕 heh sorry to say but i didn’t know who else to message sent ✓ 〔 ⤷ open 〕 i think i’m locked in one of these office rooms… sent ✓ 〔 ⤷ open 〕 please help ><

[miyoungfmd]

〔 ⤷ ??? 〕 If you don’t mind me asking... 〔 ⤷ ??? 〕 who is this? 〔 ⤷ ??? 〕 do you remember what floor it was? Or something that will help me get there? 〔 ⤷ ??? 〕 I’m on my way, don’t worry. I will ask for help.

[fmdcharoen]

Nearly ten days had passed since Impulse’s return home after their Keep Spinning U.S. tour dates, and yet sleep continued to evade him in the strangest manner. Youth offered quick rebounds when rest was hard to come by, when their schedules required more work than hours available during a single day. Despite having nearly a week and a half to catch back up on regular sleep schedules, the rapper still found himself tossing and turning in the middle of the night, only to find himself lost in a mist and haze of confusion in the morning.

Had he slept? Had he dreamed he had? Had he dreamed he hadn’t?

Things had become unclear. Foggy.

“I’m sorry to drag you out at this hour.” The Sun had barely raised Her head above the horizon; Her warm fingers gently caressing the autumn morning’s gradually lightening sky.

The pair occupied a window table at a cafe that had opened just as they arrived. Their orders would be out shortly, they were told.

Fingernails with chipped paint rubbed at make-up free skin, attempting to push away the look of sleepiness that cloaked tired features.

“I’ve just been having a hard time… sleeping.”

[miyoungfmd]

 "It’s okay” She spoke while offering him a smile. The girl had always been the one to raise with the sun, a terrible habit she had picked up since trainee days and it only got worse with their crazy schedules once she debuted yet usually she found herself at home rather than outside since being outside meant more attention to her surroundings and care for her image which was the reason behind the natural makeup the female wore at such hours, just in case they were spotted her title as a beauty wouldn’t be jeopardized.

 Miyoung took of her hat before messing with her bangs trying to put them in order while placing the cap away. Her attention returning to the reason behind her early trip out of her house, a caring look as she did “Is there something troubling you or is it the mess of tours?” She asked her labelmate .

[fmddevin]

starter for: @miyoungfmd​​ ! setting: september 2019 location: daein’s apartment

“hey, look at this - can you believe we thought it was okay to look like this?” with a look of both horror and amusement, the boy peels through the hefty box in front of them. in it was tons and tons of pictures, all taken with the aid of daein’s old digital camera. when he’d first got into gold star, the technology-dependent teen had been devastated to hear his main form of both communication and entertainment was being taken away from him - his phone.  so, as a less than worthy substitute, he’d bought a digital camera to capture all the memories his friends and parents couldn’t be there for instead. it was one of the most sentimental gestures he’d made, and out of it came a ton of pictures he’d wished he hadn’t taken.

“holy shit, can you believe i forgot these were in here?” it was a memory box per se, collections of events worth remembering from both florida and korea. he’d check up on it from time to time when he was lonely back when impulse lived in the dorms, but once he moved it’d become hidden behind his endless wall of shoes. now that he’d rediscovered it, however, he had found some hilarious images from back in the day of him and the other trainee. it was really nice to have people like miyoung, who he’d known since his teenage years - but not when he had to remember their awkward phases together. “oh - look at this one. i think this is…2012? yeah, in the practice room.” pointing to the picture, he showed a grainy image of the two much younger, daein grinning cheesily at the camera. “woah - look at my bangs, and look at your hair,” he jokes, looking from the picture to the girl currently in front of them in dismay. “if i could go back in time, i’d make us both get a new hairstylist.”

[miyoungfmd]

 Miyoung couldn’t help but laugh at the old photos and memories he had brought back from the past in that box. “Oh my gosh” She muttered as she sat down, leaning closer towards him to take a better look at the old picture. It was a good throw back in time, for someone who had joined the company so young, it was those memories with people she had trained with that held a deeper meaning rather than the usual school ones.  A bright smile decorated her face as well as bright eyes that were shining as she looked at the box in fondness.

 Loud laughter came from her lips as she nodded “How could you forget? This are gold!” She spoke, refering to the images were a smaller version of him was full on display. “Oh my gosh” Was all Miyoung could say as she leaned to look at the picture he was holding “We were so little” The girl gave a playful slap on his shoulder, as light as a feather pretending to be angry by his words yet the smile that was fighting to grow on her face showed how happy this throwback actually made her. “Hey!" She complained “What were we wearing?! That looks so cringy!” Miyoung laughed at her own combination of clothes. 

[amourpinks]

[miyoungfmd]

amourpinks‌:

 the sparkles in her eyes when she looks at her blinks  fUSions :((

[miyoungfmd]

fmdxyoonah‌:

━━ [ ✉ miyoung darling ] : that’s really sweet of you to say!  ━━ [ ✉ miyoung darling ] : i’m kind of leaning more toward the cruella de vil style  ━━ [ ✉ miyoung darling ] : because i’ve a blonde for so long, i’m not sure if i’m ready to lose that part of my image ━━ [ ✉ miyoung darling ] : what would you do? 

━━ [ ✉ Yoonah sunbaenim ] :   I’m just saying the truth sunbaenim! ━━ [ ✉ Yoonah sunbaenim ] :   Oh that’s a smart idea! ━━ [ ✉ Yoonah sunbaenim ] :   Changing your style little by little and keeping your own signature on it! ━━ [ ✉ Yoonah sunbaenim ] :   I would probably go all black BUT that’s because i don’t think i can pull of the cruella de vil style...but on you it would look gorgeous!

[fmdminzy-blog]

minzy sighed, glancing at the alarm clock on her bedside table. 4:27 am. she’d need to be up far too soon. should she even bother sleeping? she’d failed up until then, and whenever she’d managed recently, she’d get sleep starts repeatedly. she eased out of bed, tugging on a vaguely appropriate outfit consisting of a flannel over the wifebeater she’d worn to sleep and jeans. makeup-less and leaving dark circles bared to the world, she left the apartment, trusting eunah would call or text if she noticed something amiss.

she ended up at the convenience store. stirring coffee as she sat on the sidewalk. looking up at a familiar face, she offered a near smile. “ you’re out late. or is it early? either way… you okay? ”

[miyoungfmd]

 It had been a long day since their promotions were just around the corner, between dance practice, clothes fitting and promotional photos Miyoung barely had time to sleep yet even when she got a spare of hours to pass out in her bed the girl found herself in a new set of clothes and out of the comfort of her home to get some fresh air and if she was lucky something to eat out of her diet that her manager would never have to find out about, thought that plan was maybe not become a reality since she came to a familiar face.

 She returned the smile a chuckle heard “Good question.” She replied before nodding “I’m good, just tired and was just here to break my diet” Miyoung asked “So please keep my secret” Miyoung asked with a playful tone.

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[miyoungfmd]

 Solo schedules were a blessing and a curse in the eyes of Miyoung, as much as she loved her members, it was always good to have the spotlight only for yourself once in a while yet being on your own also made things lonely as the idol was used to share the car and waiting rooms with her fellow members yet there was nothing she could do when the company gave them separated schedules between promotions.

 Miyoung had been arriving to her new schedule when she saw the familiar face, turning her head gently to the side, maybe trying to hide herself and pass as another staff member or at least not as easily noticed yet it didn’t seem like destiny was on her side as they ended up meeting a couple of steps away from the place she had seen him. Instantly the girl put a smile on her face before greeting the male “Sunbaenim, hello” She said whiile giving a small bow to show her sincerity yet her cheeks were tined with soft pink after all she was still embarrassed to meet him after calling him her ideal type. “What is sunbaenim doing here?” 

@seungcheolfmd

[miyoungfmd]

fmdrina‌:

she hadn’t minded that the duo kept going. as long as they didn’t run into her or the spill. so she was a little confused when one of the two of them comeback. but she wouldn’t deny the help. “thanks!” she had gotten most of it up, there wasn’t that much left. “i was going to get a staff member but it’d take them too long to get here and by then..” she trailed off, people would slip and fall on the ground. 

and it worked, with a little help. everything was up. now all she had in her hands were soggy paper towels. “and we can throw these away.” she pouted, standing to toss them in the nearest trash can. “thanks again! i was really worried that someone might trip and fall.” it was something silly but she cared. “and thanks for coming back, you didn’t have too.” 

 Miyoung gave her a small smile in return to her thanks before she returned her attention back to the spilled drink. “Oh” She said understanding her thoughts, leaving the spilled drink while searching for help wasn’t going to do any good, especially if people walked in distracted like she had. “Smart thought.” Was all she said, a praise for the younger girl.

 It was clean soon and now they only needed to find what to do with the towels, Miyoung looked around before her eyes landed on a trash can near the pair and so she threw them away without waisting a second. “Oh don’t worry, i just thought I should help” She spoke yet from the side of her eyes she could see a small group that had gathered up talking about the couple and their caring actions towards the rest of the idols and staff and her smile only widened. “Don’t mention it” She spoke on a sweet tone and a playful wink followed.

[fmdxyoonah]

━━ [ ✉ ??? ] : hey, quick question, i need to solve one little dilemma  ━━ [ ✉ ??? ] :  should i dye my hair back to black? i feel live i’ve been a blonde for so long  ━━ [ ✉ ??? ] : but i also like that cruella de vil style, half black, half white ━━ [ ✉ ??? ] : what do you think? 

[miyoungfmd]

━━ [ ✉ Yoonah sunbaenim ] :  I think you would look great with either tbh ━━ [ ✉ Yoonah sunbaenim ] : Really badass with the cruella de vil style ━━ [ ✉ Yoonah sunbaenim ] : But i also like the powerful black hair... ━━ [ ✉ Yoonah sunbaenim ] : Difficult decision... I can see why you have the dilemma

[lovesvampire]

random questions for character building (and fun)

go to karaoke song?

a song that describes them?

are they good at sports?

do they have a favorite movie?

three things in their fridge?

most three recently watched on netflix?

celebrity crush?

are they close to their family?

best thing in their life?

greatest regret?

biggest lie?

biggest flaw?

best accomplishment?

greatest fear(s)?

what is their vice? (wrath, greed, pride, lust, gluttony, sloth, envy)

what would their hogwarts house be?

did they graduate high school? if so did they attend college?

when was their first real relationship? how’d it go?

have they ever broken someones heart? has someone broken theirs?

have they ever been married? are they married?

do they have children? have they before?

do they want children?

opinion on pets? cats or dogs?

opinion on horror films?

do they have allergies?

do they have a certain aesthetic or style?

do they have tattoos or piercings? 

do they have any distinctive features or marks?

do they enjoy coffee or tea? hot or iced?

are they religious or spiritual? 

are they a morning person or night person?

if they could have any superpower what would it be?

who is their ride or die friend?

[miyoungfmd]

fmdkyunghwa‌:

location: gold star festival after party

(...)

        in the big scheme of things, the shitty thing that happened to her was hardly that shitty. the woman just wanted to go pee, at one of the bathrooms outside because she was still dripping wet due to spending far too long between the pool and the jacuzzi. kyunghwa didn’t expect that in the process of getting rid of her bathing suit to do just what she planned on doing, the buckle that kept the strings of her suit tightened around her neck would fall and disappear making it impossible for her to go outside without risking having her breasts out. it didn’t happen that kyunghwa was a bit too drunk to be able to find it by herself. the dancer did the only thing she could think of – opened the door and called out for the person closest to her. “ you! ” she used her hand to hold her bathing suit up and avoid anything too embarrassing. “ i need help, quick! ”

Miyoung was actually enjoying the party, it was a good opportunity to relax from the crazy schedules and to be around friends without having to look over your shoulder in fear of the medias knowing. With the same drink for the whole night, Miyoung had walked around chatting a little bit with everyone and making connections with idols from the other companies, that was until someone spoke.

Miyoung turned around inmediately at the familiar voice, not even carying about her previous conversation the girl rushed to the direction of her groupmate “Unnie” She spoke as soon as she approached her, worry evident in her face. “Are you alright Unnie?” Miyoung asked, the smell of alcohol more noticable as she was close making the girl even more worried towards the older female. 

[fmdrinaarchive]

thinking about it now, nari was sure she looked a little silly. but it had been something to focus on. as soon as she walked into the kitchen she saw someone leave. drunk and stumbling, not realizing that a portion of their drink hit the ground. and she was sure they’d wonder about what happened to it later. and maybe that was for the best, if they thought they drank it all. but she sprung into action, looking for some towels so it could get cleaned up. someone could fall.

and a part of her knew she could tell the staff but that would involve her walking away. it was easier to just clean it. so she grabbed the towels, crouched down and started to wipe it. “watch out!” she shouted as someone walked up. so they couldn’t hit her or the trip on the spill. 

“someone spilled their drink.” 

[miyoungfmd]

Miyoung walked into the room, a conversation going between her and a fellow idol as they walked around before the warning of someone reached them making Miyoung stop in her tracks a couple of steps away from the spilled drink and the girl cleaning it. A frown inmediately grew on her beautiful features in confussion as to why she was cleaning it and not the staff yet she offered her a smile in thanks before turning to walk away with her companion only to feel bad about leaving the situation like that.

She watched as her company walked out of the room finding someone else to hang out for a moment, leaving miyoung behind. With a sigh the girl knelt down next to her  “It will be faster if the two of us clean it.” Miyoung offered her a side smile before she extended her hand asking for a towel to help the girl.